Monday, 27 September 2004
This morning send an email to Jo, telling her that I am going to see her and asking for tutor. Hmm, I think not many people asking for that subject’s tutor. She refered me to Julie, substitute for Judith. After met Jo, I went to lab to delete some emails that made my unimail full. I met Pak Sulis there, and like always he was very friendly as usual. Just asking the progress of the study and basa basi ala indo. At 12pm I went to common room to meet Yoon and friends, try to finish the study case. Kathy talked a lot about assignment and it actually good for the discussion but.. not good for the progress of the assignment. You know what I mean? She talked a lot is ok, but remember just stick to the assignment and finish it as soon as possible.
After the meeting, well, actually I plan to talk to Sandra, I found out that she is also a fan of Taiwanese drama. She just finished donlod the outsider and I was wondering what drama is she donloding now :), but no chance because I need go to library to meet lius and tell her what I think about moving. I cant know what she felt at that time I told her. She is just fine when I told her about moving stuffs. I don’t know what I told her is the right decision I made?? On the way home I stopped at oriental shop and grab some snacks and did some ‘big’ shopping at coles. Then went to post office to post the congratulation of my bestfriend’s wedding and also send, for the second times, sticker with my uni’s logo that my dad’s want. When I got home I feel don’t wanna move and then when the others come home from work I felt that I really want to move. As soon as I finished use the internet, ayau took the cable directly. Don’t know what to do and what I felt at that time. Rasanya kaya rebutan gitu, begitu lu selesai yg satunya lagi langsung pake. Weird feeling.
I have a weird feeling about this house and I think also the feng shui positions.
Tomolo I will go to Canberra and see the Floriade Festival, hope I can get some pics and send it to mum :)
Wednesday,29 September 2004
Just woke up and langsung internet hehehe, soalnya kemaren ga sempat.
Yesterday I went to Canberra. It was good at the beginning but teached me something, the thing you cheaply that not really worth. Join the Chinatown tour to Canberra is cheap but .. hidden costs nya banyak beeng. I went to visit Floriade, the tulip festival that held every year in Canberra. It was beautiful so I don’t really need to go to Holland to see tulip (hahaha this is an excuse because don’t hv enough money to Europe :D)
First stop in Canberra, visit the embassys, there were so many embassys in that site, china, nz, papua, Korean, Thailand, japan and so on. I think the most beautiful building was japan with sakura flower there, then Uk with the new style of building design. Next stop to Floriade, mana kinds of tulips there. Then parlement house, where john howard do his stuffs. And last stop is War memorial. The last 2 places I don’t interested at all hahaha. It were government stuffs. Don’t like it at all.
Next topic, moving decision still hang around in my head. Before this is finished another ‘bad news’ is coming. Feel betrayed and lied by other people. Hmmm wo hen nan guo. Wei se me people always like this?
Letter jobs. I can tell no more than that. Just disssapointed. There is no one u really can believe here if u just know the people because u have the same difficulty. U hv to know the people from the childhood, that is much better than u know people now. So egoistic and only when they got problem, they will approach u, when they have good things to do, u will be forget it. That is the real world here. Don’t know how to act now. Just disappointed by this situation.
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Sunday, September 26, 2004
SAD
She was asking me to move to the other room. What should I do? Move and ask for reduce in rent? I think this is a good idea although it is only $40 but quite worthed. Or other alternative move to other place? Need to consult with lius then tomorrow.
明 天﹐ 我 要 出 uni, go to meet Jo, ask for tutor in 08?? Then go to pengganti Judith right away, then what else yah? Hmmm go to yew kong, ask for visa requirements for my parents. Need to meet lius, too, to discuss the moving stuff.
Tatapan orang itu seakan timbul jealousy in her mind about everything, no sincere and … I don’t know how to describe it. Just feel not right if it always like this. One ‘enemy’ is gone, another one is coming. I think I need to move (is this just ‘keinginan sesaat’?), or this just 風水 here is not good for my education? What do u think? I keep thinking about the position of the dest and other stuffs. Or just move in a month’s time.
Ce me pan ne??
19.10pm
during oz idols I keep thinking whether moving is the right choice or not. When ayau said sorry bout disconnected the intenet, didn’t know I heard the tone different than awen said. Ce me pan ne? I paid it and deserve it. Then I changed again not moving because she said that I don’t hv to move till dec’04. don’t know what is in her mind now. The distance become wide and wide
another thing, I have people when returning borrowed stuff through other people and the original person who borrowed it didn’t said a word for return. They can call or just say something to me. That is enough for me. Is that so hard to told me?
Hmmmm, take deep breath again!!
She was asking me to move to the other room. What should I do? Move and ask for reduce in rent? I think this is a good idea although it is only $40 but quite worthed. Or other alternative move to other place? Need to consult with lius then tomorrow.
明 天﹐ 我 要 出 uni, go to meet Jo, ask for tutor in 08?? Then go to pengganti Judith right away, then what else yah? Hmmm go to yew kong, ask for visa requirements for my parents. Need to meet lius, too, to discuss the moving stuff.
Tatapan orang itu seakan timbul jealousy in her mind about everything, no sincere and … I don’t know how to describe it. Just feel not right if it always like this. One ‘enemy’ is gone, another one is coming. I think I need to move (is this just ‘keinginan sesaat’?), or this just 風水 here is not good for my education? What do u think? I keep thinking about the position of the dest and other stuffs. Or just move in a month’s time.
Ce me pan ne??
19.10pm
during oz idols I keep thinking whether moving is the right choice or not. When ayau said sorry bout disconnected the intenet, didn’t know I heard the tone different than awen said. Ce me pan ne? I paid it and deserve it. Then I changed again not moving because she said that I don’t hv to move till dec’04. don’t know what is in her mind now. The distance become wide and wide
another thing, I have people when returning borrowed stuff through other people and the original person who borrowed it didn’t said a word for return. They can call or just say something to me. That is enough for me. Is that so hard to told me?
Hmmmm, take deep breath again!!
Thursday, September 23, 2004
The other result is out again.
I know it already, this gonna be tough for me, the other side I have perform well and I keep thinking, am I looking at the right result? Today the result is out again and it didn’t come uot as I predicted, lower than I imagine. I though that I take the wrong subject and cant change it now, really toooo late. Ce me pan? Sei khe yi pang wo? Help!!!!!
Difficulty comes when u r not expecting it, really a dilemma, on the other side u survive, the other side u cant survive so what can I do then? Really scary when u have to face it alone cant tell ur friends or even curhat to them. Not many of them will really help. Hmm I use the word ‘really’ a lot of times.
Have been disappointed once make u don’t believe forever, right? I think so.
I know it already, this gonna be tough for me, the other side I have perform well and I keep thinking, am I looking at the right result? Today the result is out again and it didn’t come uot as I predicted, lower than I imagine. I though that I take the wrong subject and cant change it now, really toooo late. Ce me pan? Sei khe yi pang wo? Help!!!!!
Difficulty comes when u r not expecting it, really a dilemma, on the other side u survive, the other side u cant survive so what can I do then? Really scary when u have to face it alone cant tell ur friends or even curhat to them. Not many of them will really help. Hmm I use the word ‘really’ a lot of times.
Have been disappointed once make u don’t believe forever, right? I think so.
Wednesday, September 22, 2004
Xin chi san = wednesday
bener ga s ih pinyinnya hari rabu? sian cai wo cai lab uni, finished my class really really early and i got my result out, thx God, more than i expected. Ming thian probably the other result will be out too, including the assignment. I will meet David again, hmm the Shang Hai ren, ci de ma? He has new nick name, Sleeping Boy, that is what Amanda said :D
This lately, I was thinking that i am a bit of kepo??? Dont know why this word comes out in my mine. On M0nday, when Korean girl asked windy, how come i tried to answer everything on her behalf. I was thinking again, this is probably Windy's response was too slow. I just cant want her to answer, it just like she is thinking harder to answer the easy questions? how come ? then i will be like R?? Oh noooooo, bu ge neng pa!!! and wo bu yauuuuuuu
this morning i have my lunch at 10am, pagi bener yah ? then after that i went to sleep. gila bener kan ? abis weathernya enak bener adem2 bikin ngantuk sambil muterin lagi Energy (hahahha aneh kan bisa bobo gitu pake lagu Energy). Bangun bangun ya back to lecture notes again, read and try to work out the Tax problems. Tax effect accounting here is realllllly strange, too complicated, i think the most complicated in the world!!
Belajar sambil donlod Mars, but i think i wont make it because the net is soooo slow, kaya siput deh and me have to wait orinya MArs sampe di sini deh or wait me come back to Tanah air baru ntn? haduhhh ga sabaran nehhh
Begitu bosen baca ttg tax i continue my day by watching love contract epi 6 (or seven yahhh? lupa deh). I only succedd donlod 10 episodes doang, duh kemaren2 nyesel deh kenapa ga simpan aja linknya. I started to like ah ken (aka he jun xiang) kerennnnn :)
ok, enough for today
got to go home now :)
enaknya net di uni, cepat benerrr or because no one in the lab at this time?
bener ga s ih pinyinnya hari rabu? sian cai wo cai lab uni, finished my class really really early and i got my result out, thx God, more than i expected. Ming thian probably the other result will be out too, including the assignment. I will meet David again, hmm the Shang Hai ren, ci de ma? He has new nick name, Sleeping Boy, that is what Amanda said :D
This lately, I was thinking that i am a bit of kepo??? Dont know why this word comes out in my mine. On M0nday, when Korean girl asked windy, how come i tried to answer everything on her behalf. I was thinking again, this is probably Windy's response was too slow. I just cant want her to answer, it just like she is thinking harder to answer the easy questions? how come ? then i will be like R?? Oh noooooo, bu ge neng pa!!! and wo bu yauuuuuuu
this morning i have my lunch at 10am, pagi bener yah ? then after that i went to sleep. gila bener kan ? abis weathernya enak bener adem2 bikin ngantuk sambil muterin lagi Energy (hahahha aneh kan bisa bobo gitu pake lagu Energy). Bangun bangun ya back to lecture notes again, read and try to work out the Tax problems. Tax effect accounting here is realllllly strange, too complicated, i think the most complicated in the world!!
Belajar sambil donlod Mars, but i think i wont make it because the net is soooo slow, kaya siput deh and me have to wait orinya MArs sampe di sini deh or wait me come back to Tanah air baru ntn? haduhhh ga sabaran nehhh
Begitu bosen baca ttg tax i continue my day by watching love contract epi 6 (or seven yahhh? lupa deh). I only succedd donlod 10 episodes doang, duh kemaren2 nyesel deh kenapa ga simpan aja linknya. I started to like ah ken (aka he jun xiang) kerennnnn :)
ok, enough for today
got to go home now :)
enaknya net di uni, cepat benerrr or because no one in the lab at this time?
Tuesday, September 21, 2004
Korean Dinner
Tonight i have my dinner at Seoul Ria, korean food restaurant. Meet her at last, a bit weird to see her like that, i dont really want to talk to her. the air is cold there.
aga2 bt seh tadi, ga tau deh kenapa, probably i sat di pinggir? but on the way home i met ko acai de nu erl, she is so cute almost like ayen, my fav niece. have curly hair, tembem lagi hehe
soal pemilu, duh gue coblosnya cepet banget deh, ga sampe 2 mins kali udah selesai, pake acara tutup mata lagi coblos nya, so kaya ga tau gue coblos yang mana hehehe, and di rumah sampe di bahas, lu pick sei? nan de hai se nu de? gitu nanyanya hehehe
ok for now, kudu bales email oren yg super panjang and gosip abis hehehe
Tonight i have my dinner at Seoul Ria, korean food restaurant. Meet her at last, a bit weird to see her like that, i dont really want to talk to her. the air is cold there.
aga2 bt seh tadi, ga tau deh kenapa, probably i sat di pinggir? but on the way home i met ko acai de nu erl, she is so cute almost like ayen, my fav niece. have curly hair, tembem lagi hehe
soal pemilu, duh gue coblosnya cepet banget deh, ga sampe 2 mins kali udah selesai, pake acara tutup mata lagi coblos nya, so kaya ga tau gue coblos yang mana hehehe, and di rumah sampe di bahas, lu pick sei? nan de hai se nu de? gitu nanyanya hehehe
ok for now, kudu bales email oren yg super panjang and gosip abis hehehe
Saturday, September 18, 2004
Election!!
Clarification (bener ga sih tulisnya??, looks weird tulisannya). The previous post was typed few days ago not today :) and i have a chance to post it today.
this morning, i woke up really really late, sampe sakit kepala deh. My friends said it is strange that i sleep too much will cause me headache. But this is true, if i wake up after nine, i will get headache. actually i want to prove this is not right but.... i get headache now.
Went to Eastgarden to get bday card for my nephew and wedding card for my best friend, she is getting merried next month so i have to send the card by end of this month. She is my second best friends who getting married this year. Well my first best friend got married end of last year, not exactly this year.
ok back to my topic about election. Next monday, indonesians are going to choose their president. they have to choose one out of 2 so who will be win? who i will choose? depends on my mood on Monday deh, kl mood jelek ga pilih kali yah? but as i said before i like monday heheheh, so after the afternoon class i will go to Konjen directly to 'coblos'. Awen ask me to wait her to 'coblos' at around 7pm, but i rejected cos it is too late then and i will get hungry by that time so i will go alone :).
Tension!!! they have new compilation album with 3 new songs, well actually 2 new songs and 1 old song ' wo men de gu se" with new arrangement. i am donloding it now but the net is soooooo slow today, because of saturday? bu ge neng pa!!!
last night, i watched Love contract epi 3-4-5, wah he jun xiang nya makin cakep aja neh, he is almost the same like zz's character in MG. quite person, helpfull, care and everything lah keren deh. I think i start to like him now, and i like his alis(bhs ingrisnya ape ye?)
Today felt so lazy, dont want to finish my hw and read the case for assignment neh, ce me pan? hen lan tuo ma.
ok deh, enough for now, btw ada yang tau ga seh judul mandarin MArs apa ya? i have beeen asking in forums but no one reply to me. Unless i know the title then i can donlod it through 520music
Clarification (bener ga sih tulisnya??, looks weird tulisannya). The previous post was typed few days ago not today :) and i have a chance to post it today.
this morning, i woke up really really late, sampe sakit kepala deh. My friends said it is strange that i sleep too much will cause me headache. But this is true, if i wake up after nine, i will get headache. actually i want to prove this is not right but.... i get headache now.
Went to Eastgarden to get bday card for my nephew and wedding card for my best friend, she is getting merried next month so i have to send the card by end of this month. She is my second best friends who getting married this year. Well my first best friend got married end of last year, not exactly this year.
ok back to my topic about election. Next monday, indonesians are going to choose their president. they have to choose one out of 2 so who will be win? who i will choose? depends on my mood on Monday deh, kl mood jelek ga pilih kali yah? but as i said before i like monday heheheh, so after the afternoon class i will go to Konjen directly to 'coblos'. Awen ask me to wait her to 'coblos' at around 7pm, but i rejected cos it is too late then and i will get hungry by that time so i will go alone :).
Tension!!! they have new compilation album with 3 new songs, well actually 2 new songs and 1 old song ' wo men de gu se" with new arrangement. i am donloding it now but the net is soooooo slow today, because of saturday? bu ge neng pa!!!
last night, i watched Love contract epi 3-4-5, wah he jun xiang nya makin cakep aja neh, he is almost the same like zz's character in MG. quite person, helpfull, care and everything lah keren deh. I think i start to like him now, and i like his alis(bhs ingrisnya ape ye?)
Today felt so lazy, dont want to finish my hw and read the case for assignment neh, ce me pan? hen lan tuo ma.
ok deh, enough for now, btw ada yang tau ga seh judul mandarin MArs apa ya? i have beeen asking in forums but no one reply to me. Unless i know the title then i can donlod it through 520music
我不好！---aka I am sad bukan not good “)
I am trying to use the NJ star software to type in Chinese. Oh my Chinese is getting worse, never practice again unless I asked Amanda to speak in mandarin. She seems like to speak Cantonese which I don’t like hahaha
I want to type Today I am very sad, but the word nan guo I don’t know what the characters are. Sedih bener! Keluarnya wo bu hao, apa coba maksudnya yahh?
Now I try again, 我 吃 水 果 ---- meaning I eat fruits :) emang lagi ketik sambil makan pear yashi, kl di kampong mah namanya ak lai, well this is the same fruit that I eat but the name is different.
Here we go again : 你 和 我 还 是 朋 友 马? You and me still friend? Gile terjemahan ke englishnya parah banget sih?
Again!! 王 力 宏 是 哥手﹐他 的歌 很 好 定。This is really really fun!!! Translation: wang lee hong is a singer (of course!!) his song is (nah loh gi mana ya englishnya?) good!! Ok the word nan guo, I find out now 我 很 難 過. 朱孝天 很帥---- Chu xiao tian hen shuai !!!! yipeeeeee, next 燕 玲---- my name :)
Today I wake up a bit early than usual cos I slept early last night. Then busy donloding songs from fav source and cant stop if I dont think about my coming up exam on Friday. I got wei bo de ge, lee hom de ge, soundtrack drama terbaru yg ada si ..(duh lupa namanya, yg jadi temen baek lie wei di KOTT), energy de ge ye you :) Have lunch at nasi uduk Jakarta at aroum 1.30pm then walk a long way to library, have to climb a lot (aka, stairs) to reach the location. Out of breath till that place then buru asked atien to take the book I asked her to recall for me. Thx, it was there so I can feel safe on Friday. After that, keliling level 3,4,5,6 to look for free table and chair to sit and start to study, finally we found it at level 5, Huuh!! Sigh!! Finally find the place for sit, don’t know how come library became crow at that time? Not usual. Then sit there till almost 7pm but I think I don’t get anything absorb into my brain, only a bit maybe, the assertions and the TOC, AP, and STofD, because this is the hardest part of the exam.
Go home to watch Australian idols – live and unforgettable moment featuring the contestants that not made to the first step of the audition but they have ‘nilai jual” such as, namanya sapa ya??, she just scream, not singing and the most interesting one is Flynn, he admitted that he is from Melbourne not from china and he is just like William Hung’s duplicate. I think there were 8 contestant and we have to vote (choose one) so he/she can also perform in the Australian Idols Grand Finale in 10 weeks time. I think this is not really fair, because this just humiliate themselves to be famous. Well, this is only my opinion. Thanks God, the judges are not there, if they were, celaan and kritikan apa lagi yah yang bakal diungkapkan ?
I am trying to use the NJ star software to type in Chinese. Oh my Chinese is getting worse, never practice again unless I asked Amanda to speak in mandarin. She seems like to speak Cantonese which I don’t like hahaha
I want to type Today I am very sad, but the word nan guo I don’t know what the characters are. Sedih bener! Keluarnya wo bu hao, apa coba maksudnya yahh?
Now I try again, 我 吃 水 果 ---- meaning I eat fruits :) emang lagi ketik sambil makan pear yashi, kl di kampong mah namanya ak lai, well this is the same fruit that I eat but the name is different.
Here we go again : 你 和 我 还 是 朋 友 马? You and me still friend? Gile terjemahan ke englishnya parah banget sih?
Again!! 王 力 宏 是 哥手﹐他 的歌 很 好 定。This is really really fun!!! Translation: wang lee hong is a singer (of course!!) his song is (nah loh gi mana ya englishnya?) good!! Ok the word nan guo, I find out now 我 很 難 過. 朱孝天 很帥---- Chu xiao tian hen shuai !!!! yipeeeeee, next 燕 玲---- my name :)
Today I wake up a bit early than usual cos I slept early last night. Then busy donloding songs from fav source and cant stop if I dont think about my coming up exam on Friday. I got wei bo de ge, lee hom de ge, soundtrack drama terbaru yg ada si ..(duh lupa namanya, yg jadi temen baek lie wei di KOTT), energy de ge ye you :) Have lunch at nasi uduk Jakarta at aroum 1.30pm then walk a long way to library, have to climb a lot (aka, stairs) to reach the location. Out of breath till that place then buru asked atien to take the book I asked her to recall for me. Thx, it was there so I can feel safe on Friday. After that, keliling level 3,4,5,6 to look for free table and chair to sit and start to study, finally we found it at level 5, Huuh!! Sigh!! Finally find the place for sit, don’t know how come library became crow at that time? Not usual. Then sit there till almost 7pm but I think I don’t get anything absorb into my brain, only a bit maybe, the assertions and the TOC, AP, and STofD, because this is the hardest part of the exam.
Go home to watch Australian idols – live and unforgettable moment featuring the contestants that not made to the first step of the audition but they have ‘nilai jual” such as, namanya sapa ya??, she just scream, not singing and the most interesting one is Flynn, he admitted that he is from Melbourne not from china and he is just like William Hung’s duplicate. I think there were 8 contestant and we have to vote (choose one) so he/she can also perform in the Australian Idols Grand Finale in 10 weeks time. I think this is not really fair, because this just humiliate themselves to be famous. Well, this is only my opinion. Thanks God, the judges are not there, if they were, celaan and kritikan apa lagi yah yang bakal diungkapkan ?
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
Monday, 13 September 2004
Today, I have 2 classes to attend. I like Monday!! * bisa ditimpukin ama orang2 kali yah? This is because I spend the whole day at uni:) what a life?
This morning, went to class a bit earlier. My watch already showed 8.55am but when I entered the class it was 8.45am. duh kepagian banget gitu. But it is ok! I don’t know I just this class, it is very active and the people in the class are asking the right questions, feel alive in that class. This morning, David (Shang Hai ren) was found (kok kaya berita criminal seh?) sleept in the class. Salah sendiri duduk depan ngantuk. Daerah duduk dia itu sering jadi sasaran contoh dosen. Hahahaha
Afternoon’s class, I have quiz 2, I think I did it well but don’t know the result. I made a miscalculation mistake again but then, thx God!!, I still have time to fix it. Windy said she don’t have confidence with this quiz, don’t know it is a warning sign for me or indicate she try to ‘create’ something creative? Since A’s problem, I became not easily believe in people especially people really around me. One more thing about windy, hehehe, her English sounds strange, campuran logat singlish and sundanese. Weird ha?
Went home around 7pm, at home full of people already. Bit happy but when I found out that “no more food left in the kitchen” à cant really explain it here!!!!
Bt aja gitu loh, then found out jemuran gue yang belum kering dah diangkat bikin bt deh. Bukannya kenapa, kl belum kering ya jangan diangkat dulu dong! Cant u feel it was not dry yet? Then ( I think this is the first time I complain about awen!!) she is kind of sindir ga dapet jatah ntn tipi? Duh tuh anak kenapa ya? Pengen gue tabok deh rasanya soalnya almost everytime she spend her night time in front of tv although she is not really watched it. Should she say it in front of everyone that in that room at that time? Enough for me to “mengalah”, I try not to mengalah lagi. We will see, hopefully I can do it!!! Yan Ling, ni hue de!!!Or today I just was too sensitive??
Album jerry, kedengarannya enak juga neh, although ga gitu terlalu percaya ama kenyataan album jay kalah. Right now I am listening to Jerry’s voice, enak jg kedengerannya tuh ato mungkin emang kudu dengernya malam2 and sepi2? Wah lagu yg judulnya Gravity enak juga neh, ga mendesah2 mirip ZZ hahaha. Duh ken, kapan ya album lu keluar? At that time I have to have internet connection buat donlod lagunya :) I know it is too cruel to have the pirate mp3 but mei pan fa lah, no ori stuff here so for the moment kudu pirate dulu. Speaking about mp3, gue pengen IPod nehhhhhh yg 20GB, looks mengiurkan, kudu tabung2 dulu neh or kerja yah ? duh kerjaan datanglah!!! I want IPod. Last night I looked josh holding his IPod, a present from his mum :) duh mau jg dong. That player looks really small, cant deny I envy that “little technological thing“
Ok, now I am ready to watch love contract epi 3, hope my player can play it tonight!!
Aduhhh kenapa player gue ga bisa dipake puter love contract yah? Wei se me ne? apa karna semalam gue fast forward? Akibatnya jadi gitu deh ga bisa maen skrg? Duh kena kutukan maybe? Jadinya bete banget deh doing nothing now, masa Cuma maen spider lagi?
akhirnya ga jadi den ntn love contract, abis real one playernya ngadat, dont know why. roomie kok tiba2 jadi toleran gitu yah? turn the music not so loud as usual? did she feel what i feel??
dont care!! dont want to know!! yg penting siap2 buat mid exams next friday :)
Today, I have 2 classes to attend. I like Monday!! * bisa ditimpukin ama orang2 kali yah? This is because I spend the whole day at uni:) what a life?
This morning, went to class a bit earlier. My watch already showed 8.55am but when I entered the class it was 8.45am. duh kepagian banget gitu. But it is ok! I don’t know I just this class, it is very active and the people in the class are asking the right questions, feel alive in that class. This morning, David (Shang Hai ren) was found (kok kaya berita criminal seh?) sleept in the class. Salah sendiri duduk depan ngantuk. Daerah duduk dia itu sering jadi sasaran contoh dosen. Hahahaha
Afternoon’s class, I have quiz 2, I think I did it well but don’t know the result. I made a miscalculation mistake again but then, thx God!!, I still have time to fix it. Windy said she don’t have confidence with this quiz, don’t know it is a warning sign for me or indicate she try to ‘create’ something creative? Since A’s problem, I became not easily believe in people especially people really around me. One more thing about windy, hehehe, her English sounds strange, campuran logat singlish and sundanese. Weird ha?
Went home around 7pm, at home full of people already. Bit happy but when I found out that “no more food left in the kitchen” à cant really explain it here!!!!
Bt aja gitu loh, then found out jemuran gue yang belum kering dah diangkat bikin bt deh. Bukannya kenapa, kl belum kering ya jangan diangkat dulu dong! Cant u feel it was not dry yet? Then ( I think this is the first time I complain about awen!!) she is kind of sindir ga dapet jatah ntn tipi? Duh tuh anak kenapa ya? Pengen gue tabok deh rasanya soalnya almost everytime she spend her night time in front of tv although she is not really watched it. Should she say it in front of everyone that in that room at that time? Enough for me to “mengalah”, I try not to mengalah lagi. We will see, hopefully I can do it!!! Yan Ling, ni hue de!!!Or today I just was too sensitive??
Album jerry, kedengarannya enak juga neh, although ga gitu terlalu percaya ama kenyataan album jay kalah. Right now I am listening to Jerry’s voice, enak jg kedengerannya tuh ato mungkin emang kudu dengernya malam2 and sepi2? Wah lagu yg judulnya Gravity enak juga neh, ga mendesah2 mirip ZZ hahaha. Duh ken, kapan ya album lu keluar? At that time I have to have internet connection buat donlod lagunya :) I know it is too cruel to have the pirate mp3 but mei pan fa lah, no ori stuff here so for the moment kudu pirate dulu. Speaking about mp3, gue pengen IPod nehhhhhh yg 20GB, looks mengiurkan, kudu tabung2 dulu neh or kerja yah ? duh kerjaan datanglah!!! I want IPod. Last night I looked josh holding his IPod, a present from his mum :) duh mau jg dong. That player looks really small, cant deny I envy that “little technological thing“
Ok, now I am ready to watch love contract epi 3, hope my player can play it tonight!!
Aduhhh kenapa player gue ga bisa dipake puter love contract yah? Wei se me ne? apa karna semalam gue fast forward? Akibatnya jadi gitu deh ga bisa maen skrg? Duh kena kutukan maybe? Jadinya bete banget deh doing nothing now, masa Cuma maen spider lagi?
akhirnya ga jadi den ntn love contract, abis real one playernya ngadat, dont know why. roomie kok tiba2 jadi toleran gitu yah? turn the music not so loud as usual? did she feel what i feel??
dont care!! dont want to know!! yg penting siap2 buat mid exams next friday :)
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Sunday, 12 September 2004
Have you ever got bad mark or failed?
I think most of people have been failed before. This is the hard thing to except in life especially in my life. Failed in school, for certain people, it not a big deal on the other hand, for people like me, failed is like the end of the world. Blaming other people or situation that turn to failed you in exams. What I am talking about now? The topic for now is how to deal with failed? You have to leave it behind and start a new life. This is easy to say but to do it, definitely very hard to do it. Believe me!! I have been in this position, you can say till now still facing this position. It is really really hard to face the fail especially for the first time. Probably for the second time or third times and so on, wont be difficult to face cos it had been used to happen. Like a habbit already.
Just realize that I don’t like (you can say: hate) people who say, “you get Pass is ok! More than enough!!” So, are u paying the school fee that expensive only to get pass?? Not more than that? I felt sorry for them. I really, kind of, regret to meet this kind of people. Really regret it. How come I met this kind of people? Ce me hue na? bu xiang sing!
Have u ever met a friend that will that ur friends?
Can u believe that I have met one? First, A make friend with u, then when u introduce A to ur own friends, A takes all of ur friend. You felt left alone out of the line. Then A takes ur friend’s friend, what do u feel? Expecially when A make an announcement that A was set up with other people because of me and my friends? So A don’t have other friends to be set up? What the hell is this? I felt a bit upset with this situation because this make a distance with A, which I don’t want to. A is the one who say that A will make friend with everyone without thinking that A will take benefits (looks like tax benefits, joke: stuff from lectures) from a friend.
Have u ever been criticized because u cancelled ur appointment?
Again, A is the one who make me upset with appointment. A is the one who want every appointment A’s made to be fulfilled by everyone. For example: this morning A made appointment with us, then because of other problems come out, we cancelled the appointment with A and A seemed able to accept this. This is ok then but when me and my friends make another appointment without include A and cancelled because of other problems happened, A then give other people information about us, saying that we often cancelled other people’s appointment. What is this? I never cancelled people’s appointment unless there is some important things happened.
Wow, use many ‘appointment’s word. -à indicated not a good English essay :P
Have u ever felt disappointed when what u want is not fulfilled when other people keep saying it? --à maksudnya apa coba? PATIENT!!! SABAR!!!
Hmm, this page is contained keluh kesah gue selama ini neh. No one I can tell here directly, ce me pan? What should I do?
Tomolo I will have my second quiz, this subject is quite easy but not really easy at all. Envy Windy who can santai aja terhadap this subject while me, really work hard to get good marks. I will also go the other concept’s class. Hope what I get will help me to improve my ability.
Next Friday will have the last mid exam for this session. Wish me all the best ya!! Cos I really afraid with this subject. Then should I blame m.miller who persuade me to take this subject? I should take int’ fin. Reporting, hmmmmm this time make a little wrong prediction. Should I take this subject next semester? I am thinking of taking mandarin as my elective subject which I can panen good mark?? Ding shou, this subject is easy, just the beginner for non Chinese speaker? à good idea hehehhehe. But go to Oz just to study mandarin? Strange hah? I should go to Taiwan or china to study mandarin, right?
Have you ever got bad mark or failed?
I think most of people have been failed before. This is the hard thing to except in life especially in my life. Failed in school, for certain people, it not a big deal on the other hand, for people like me, failed is like the end of the world. Blaming other people or situation that turn to failed you in exams. What I am talking about now? The topic for now is how to deal with failed? You have to leave it behind and start a new life. This is easy to say but to do it, definitely very hard to do it. Believe me!! I have been in this position, you can say till now still facing this position. It is really really hard to face the fail especially for the first time. Probably for the second time or third times and so on, wont be difficult to face cos it had been used to happen. Like a habbit already.
Just realize that I don’t like (you can say: hate) people who say, “you get Pass is ok! More than enough!!” So, are u paying the school fee that expensive only to get pass?? Not more than that? I felt sorry for them. I really, kind of, regret to meet this kind of people. Really regret it. How come I met this kind of people? Ce me hue na? bu xiang sing!
Have u ever met a friend that will that ur friends?
Can u believe that I have met one? First, A make friend with u, then when u introduce A to ur own friends, A takes all of ur friend. You felt left alone out of the line. Then A takes ur friend’s friend, what do u feel? Expecially when A make an announcement that A was set up with other people because of me and my friends? So A don’t have other friends to be set up? What the hell is this? I felt a bit upset with this situation because this make a distance with A, which I don’t want to. A is the one who say that A will make friend with everyone without thinking that A will take benefits (looks like tax benefits, joke: stuff from lectures) from a friend.
Have u ever been criticized because u cancelled ur appointment?
Again, A is the one who make me upset with appointment. A is the one who want every appointment A’s made to be fulfilled by everyone. For example: this morning A made appointment with us, then because of other problems come out, we cancelled the appointment with A and A seemed able to accept this. This is ok then but when me and my friends make another appointment without include A and cancelled because of other problems happened, A then give other people information about us, saying that we often cancelled other people’s appointment. What is this? I never cancelled people’s appointment unless there is some important things happened.
Wow, use many ‘appointment’s word. -à indicated not a good English essay :P
Have u ever felt disappointed when what u want is not fulfilled when other people keep saying it? --à maksudnya apa coba? PATIENT!!! SABAR!!!
Hmm, this page is contained keluh kesah gue selama ini neh. No one I can tell here directly, ce me pan? What should I do?
Tomolo I will have my second quiz, this subject is quite easy but not really easy at all. Envy Windy who can santai aja terhadap this subject while me, really work hard to get good marks. I will also go the other concept’s class. Hope what I get will help me to improve my ability.
Next Friday will have the last mid exam for this session. Wish me all the best ya!! Cos I really afraid with this subject. Then should I blame m.miller who persuade me to take this subject? I should take int’ fin. Reporting, hmmmmm this time make a little wrong prediction. Should I take this subject next semester? I am thinking of taking mandarin as my elective subject which I can panen good mark?? Ding shou, this subject is easy, just the beginner for non Chinese speaker? à good idea hehehhehe. But go to Oz just to study mandarin? Strange hah? I should go to Taiwan or china to study mandarin, right?
Friday, September 10, 2004
Dont know what to write now!!
The boom is the major issues among Indo's student in my uni. Jo just send an email confirmed that we are not going home because of this problem. I just want to curse the people to have plan this boom, damn you!!!!
Jerry’s album wins?? Hahaha cant believe this, how can be? Compared to Jay’s Qi Li Xiang? Who cant believe this from the logical perspective? This probably the effect of Jerry’s concert in Thailand end of last month? Don’t know. Anyway, this is just my thought.
I cancelled my trip to Melb because of the budget problem. Felt sorry to Eri cos I promised her to go there end of this month.
Back to boom issue again, visa bonyok bakal susah dapet deh gara2 kejadian begini, hmm how lonely now, because I already imagine that I will spend this summer with them spending “chien” hahahaha.
Recaps for this week:
Monday, got my quiz result back, kalah ½ point dr Windy, sebel jg neh. No class for concept. Pulang rumah dying hehehe
Selasa, spend whole day read concept text book and get bored by that time
Wednesday, mid exam for concept, after finished the exam check email di lab. Duh dah lama ga internetan di lab. Miss those kind of feeling (apa coba?)
Thursday, take the morning class then kosong di tengah and take the night class. Pulang dah teler abis
Friday, here I am, in lab, typing emails and read news about boom(again!!)
Just felt sad today, don’t know why!!!
Out now
The boom is the major issues among Indo's student in my uni. Jo just send an email confirmed that we are not going home because of this problem. I just want to curse the people to have plan this boom, damn you!!!!
Jerry’s album wins?? Hahaha cant believe this, how can be? Compared to Jay’s Qi Li Xiang? Who cant believe this from the logical perspective? This probably the effect of Jerry’s concert in Thailand end of last month? Don’t know. Anyway, this is just my thought.
I cancelled my trip to Melb because of the budget problem. Felt sorry to Eri cos I promised her to go there end of this month.
Back to boom issue again, visa bonyok bakal susah dapet deh gara2 kejadian begini, hmm how lonely now, because I already imagine that I will spend this summer with them spending “chien” hahahaha.
Recaps for this week:
Monday, got my quiz result back, kalah ½ point dr Windy, sebel jg neh. No class for concept. Pulang rumah dying hehehe
Selasa, spend whole day read concept text book and get bored by that time
Wednesday, mid exam for concept, after finished the exam check email di lab. Duh dah lama ga internetan di lab. Miss those kind of feeling (apa coba?)
Thursday, take the morning class then kosong di tengah and take the night class. Pulang dah teler abis
Friday, here I am, in lab, typing emails and read news about boom(again!!)
Just felt sad today, don’t know why!!!
Out now
Thursday, September 09, 2004
BOOOOOM!!! (again??)
Just received this shocking news, there was a boom in Australian embassy in Indo?? It was more than 1 year ago, when the Marriot boom blast. I was around (not too far from marriot at that time). Now… in Australia embassy? HMmmm after the blast in Rusia, now in Indo ? Dunia udah gila kali yah ?
Duh gue pusing ama dunia ini
Back to business, have not been blogging since this month, ga tau deh males aja then pr banyak banget and exams di depan mata.
Untuk exam yg 40% aja I spend a whole week read the textbook. Duh gawat banget deh, masa kudu whole week buat read the textbook. Mana bacaannya banyak n kudu pencernaan lebih lanjut?
Then simple quiz worth 5% aja gue failed?? Dunia dah terbalik kali yahh? I cant believe this!! Not fair!! Efek dr ini, terpaksa deh ikut 2 different class for the same subject. What a life here??
Ada berita lagi ttg coolvrb, last week, she send us email that complained that we are talking behind her back? Duh kaget aja gue neh, kl mau ngamuk kira2 dong, emang gue sasaran kemarahan lu? She got mad because she felt that we are matching her with some one. Padahal selama ini Cuma bercanda, kl mau ngamuk gue jg bisa tuh because in her mind, kl mau match with some body tuh kudu orangnya yang udah mapan (aka punya rumah n mobil) Hmmm matre abis sih ? I know that we kudu matre tapi kl kelewatan banget ya ga bisa ditoleren dong ? Kata temen2, dibiarin aja deh, so gue biarin aja deh for the moment, jadi males ketemu ama dia hehehhe, don’t worth anything sih meeting her at this point of time hehehhee.
Pengen cerita apa lagi yahh?? Ga tau deh lagi ga mood gara2 soal bom ini dehhhh, duh udah mau jam 5 lagi
Just received this shocking news, there was a boom in Australian embassy in Indo?? It was more than 1 year ago, when the Marriot boom blast. I was around (not too far from marriot at that time). Now… in Australia embassy? HMmmm after the blast in Rusia, now in Indo ? Dunia udah gila kali yah ?
Duh gue pusing ama dunia ini
Back to business, have not been blogging since this month, ga tau deh males aja then pr banyak banget and exams di depan mata.
Untuk exam yg 40% aja I spend a whole week read the textbook. Duh gawat banget deh, masa kudu whole week buat read the textbook. Mana bacaannya banyak n kudu pencernaan lebih lanjut?
Then simple quiz worth 5% aja gue failed?? Dunia dah terbalik kali yahh? I cant believe this!! Not fair!! Efek dr ini, terpaksa deh ikut 2 different class for the same subject. What a life here??
Ada berita lagi ttg coolvrb, last week, she send us email that complained that we are talking behind her back? Duh kaget aja gue neh, kl mau ngamuk kira2 dong, emang gue sasaran kemarahan lu? She got mad because she felt that we are matching her with some one. Padahal selama ini Cuma bercanda, kl mau ngamuk gue jg bisa tuh because in her mind, kl mau match with some body tuh kudu orangnya yang udah mapan (aka punya rumah n mobil) Hmmm matre abis sih ? I know that we kudu matre tapi kl kelewatan banget ya ga bisa ditoleren dong ? Kata temen2, dibiarin aja deh, so gue biarin aja deh for the moment, jadi males ketemu ama dia hehehhe, don’t worth anything sih meeting her at this point of time hehehhee.
Pengen cerita apa lagi yahh?? Ga tau deh lagi ga mood gara2 soal bom ini dehhhh, duh udah mau jam 5 lagi
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