Monday, November 29, 2004

Panasssssssssssssss

but tomolo will be lebih panas 42 degreee gileee deh dah kaya di padang pasirrrr

stresssss, ga abis2nya
sebel jg
bt
not fair
but lucky
sial, tinggal 1 point doang

Saturday, November 27, 2004

Regrets

sebelllll
kesellllll
reseeeeeee
regretttttssss
thx God for the supplement...
kejammm
wu liao
sad
happy
worried
no way out
jealous
dont know what to do
deadlock
better future??? i doubt it
iss? sebel jg, ga dapet
or kudu bersukur?

move the anger and stress to iss? it is not fair!!!
who to blame?
myself? irvie said, i dont fully understand the concepts, i think that was right but who can help me? i cant find the helper, not even jo and julie.
jo is missing, cant find her through email, need to see her on Monday, asking help again????

oh no, is this the right way to do? Lord, i said u did not fair to me but then it was only a blaming from my failure, i have nobody to blame except that i only can blame You. i know this is not right, but who can i blame? myself? i hate my self as Vanness sang in his song, wo tau yen wo ce ci. i need someone to help me, some one who can direct me, someone who i can share my problems and my happiness, when i can have one?
I am not the one who can believe people easily now because of the past event eg coolvrb. hard to believe and hard to get know other new people. hate to basa basi to start the conversation.

last night went to dinner with new friends, they looked happy and i seem happy too but they didnt know what was in my mind at that time. i can cover it in front of people and people cant know what i felt. or am i too 'angkuh' to share with other people?

i am too stress to think now, dont know what to do. somebody please help meeee

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Free train day!

Yesterday was a free day train in Sydney. I took the chance to Chatswood and Bondi. Free of charges except the bus fares. First time, alone, went to Chatswood with no any purpose, well the purpose was to enjoy the free train, I think this kind of thing never happened in Indo :P

Ready at about 11am, jump to the bus and went to Central at 11.30am and arrived at Chatswood at 12.30. first stop to the Ren Tea house, to get some green tea candy then walk to the mall and walking around, visited the place I wanted to -it was in my list-
I spend almost an hour and half there and then went back to Central to continue my journey (ce ilah!!) to Bondi Junction. Well, it was pretty easy and ‘Someone’ made it easy for me by not waiting too long to get to the train. I bought some veggies there and then went home by 400. And know what, I did not have to wait for 400, it came straight away I got out the mall. Huh, sometimes 400 make people angry because of the long period of waiting time. Well that was simple story bout yesterday.

Mars, 戰 神, with大S 和 仔仔 in it, was quite ‘pretty dull’ story for me. Don’t know why people kept saying the drama was good??? Or I did not concentrate while watching it? Or read to much spoilers in forums?? The good thing in this drama is仔仔, he improve a lot in acting. Really good in 陳 靈’s character, although sometimes I saw a bit in consistent in his acting while 大S’ acting seem so boringggggggggg, a type of ‘penurut’ in this drama. 情美 is the one like in this drama, so fierce and alive, gave the ‘spirit’ in this drama.

Now, I am watching Liang Nu lang (duh how to type it in Chinese?) I like Ambrose J cute in that drama hahahahahhahaahha. The story seems ok, but bit boring but flow quickly or because of 1 epi only takes about 40mins? Oh well, let spend the holiday by watching the dramas. Next stop will be the outsider 1 and 2 last epi of love contract and now I am donloding epi 2-4 of magic ring J

很無聊!!!!! Today pretty boring, clean up the kitchen and become kecoa (duh gimana word kecoa in English???) buster

Australian public has chosen Casey Donovan as their idol, leaving Anthony Calea as the second winner. Last Sunday night, the result revealed at a spectacular show in Sydney Opera House. Many of my friends are in Anthony’s side, they voted a lot while me, supporting Casey without any votes hehehehehehe

I am watching Princess Diary 2 now, just cant believe that there was Chinese song in it!! Amaze!!!

Friday, November 19, 2004

Bad mood!

Just called indo, bad bad feeling..... dont know why.
bt, sebellll
alone, ini gara2 baca synopsis MARS, si Chen ling lonely then i just felt that I have the same feeling. norak amat y ah/?? duh tangan kiri kok pegel ya? havent done anything yet but soar gituuuuu

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Mango Strawberry

Hmmm, sounds weird huh? I just came back from mall and bought mango strawberry. The fruit is really mango but the skin’s color is red and orange. Strange combination but it taste good, sweet and a bit ‘asem’

Yesterday I finished may exams and finally will be free for the next three and half months. If I take the summer session, I will be free for 1.5 months only.
About the exams, started on last Friday afternoon, the questions are actually not really difficult to attempt but, dasar ga belajar dr pengalaman mid session, took time to do it. Although I did finished the foreign currency’s part but I not so sure that will be exactly correct.

Monday’s exam was hell. I totally screw it up, I did miss one question, I did the question on the question paper and did not transfer to the answer sheet, it totally S***!!!! Make me think of this for hours before I can study for the last exam.

Yesterday’s exam was, actually, in moderate level. I think I did quite ok about this but don’t really know what will happen then but at least I finished the exams.

Today, have no plan at all and then atien called, asked me to mall :). Quite strange since she hasn’t finished her exams yet

Just now, awen just said, need to clean up the bathroom?? What is this? Blaming me? Cant not lah, dah kebal. Who she want to ‘singgung”. Don’t work at me anymore lah. *ups msia’s style.

Back to today’s agenda. Did some shopping di mana $$ mengalir tanpa keliatan, cos I was using my card.huhuhhuhu sedih bener deh rasanya, flow away without I can see it clearly. At least, I got present for my mum, but failed to buy present for my fav niece. Have to look and search at another place some day.

Just chat with lidia and she got the job at coles, duh sebel dehhh, kenapa gue ga dapet? And why they asked me to resit the test without any intention to hire me? Not worthed to do that. Sebel sebel sebel but windy didn’t get the job too, according to her. Ok lah, at least I have friend. Jahat banget sih cari temen sependeritaan.

Next part is another story, remember ‘crazyunswboy’? the one that come to my blog? In week 14 ( i think week 14) when I read blitz, unintended, I read the adv there and found out that he is a 27 yo asian boy desperately looking for a girl to marry. Desperate banget sih? Mau pake acara kawin kilat and looking for a girl with some consideration such as kudu lahir di tahun berapa gitu. Wow in this modern world, still have “young people” if that age still consider at young not mature age. Weird world to my mind.

Hmm wat else? Cant think of any, eitss, just remember, donloded the moonchild, but don’t hv English subtitle, only got mandarin sub, khe lian banget sih? Walah walah walahhhhhh, sebellllllllllllllllllll, ntn jadi ga ngerti dehhh

Ok for now, cos it really hot today and still how till now. Summer is coming and I think I cant handle it really well. Skrg aja even belum summer dah kepanasan

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

last blog before exams

exams are coming, not soonn but sooooooooonnnnn. I have mine first on this Friday and finish all of the exams on Wed while my friends will start on this Thurs. Hua hua huauhau hauua, when i can enjoy they will be suffering for a little longer time than me hehehhe

nothing much happened since me 'bertapa' di rumah and catch up alots of things. Awen will be home on Friday.

good new, finished donloding The outsider 20 epis yipeeee, so ada stock for holidays and now, try to get Liang Nu Lang, almost finish too :)

audit assignment is back, get 7/10, not bad considering everyone have the same marks :) nonna try to push the marks up because her class did not vert well haha, including me :( Wish me luck for the monday's exam.

ok for now....

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Busy Saturday

Today's agenda was studying for the finals. then ketiduran hehe. and then finished donloded Magic Ring and cant hold the temptation to watch so i watched it and not really felt good aabout that drama although ada YC and ce nya hua ce lei jg. i dont like the main actress, gaya mirip sanchai but ga mirip2 amat

then here come the big worries, a wedding invitation that i have to attend on behalf of my parents. hmm heavy duty to be done and felt dont want to go there with afai n atin. and luckyly near the time to go, abon decided to go and i got a friend then. thx Jesus, you are my savior :) Finally i have a friend in that glorious and joyous party.

met some people that i know when i was a kid but not really know now :)

ok deh, end for now
have to back to read 5996 .....

Monday, November 01, 2004

Exams, work, NZ

exams are in a week's time. so rush, hv to prepare it carefull, oh foreign currency translations, consolidation, come soon and i will let it go in next week's friday afternoonnnnnnn. yeah

just got online assessment (again) from coles. dont know wat they want me to do.

read mails from mailing list, a bit inspired of doing some exercise in unigym :)

NZ? do i need some holiday? --> quick desision. must be decided next monday

watching summer scent now, via streamline indosiar