Leehom Celebrates, A-mei and Shu Qi fight to send messages of congrats, Monday June 12, 2006 Monday

GMA king" Wang Li Hong (Leehom) could hardly hide his happiness at the after party, drank one huge gulp of champagne, and his cell phone ringing nonstop, including text messages sending in here and there. Did Cheung Hui Mei (Amei) or Shu Qi send him a text message to congratulate him? He thought for a long moment, and said, "It doesn't need to be only them. I have a lot friends, your (referring to reporters) friends sent me some text messages too!Although Leehom managed to embrace such a huge honor, he was still very secretive about his rumors. However, he did admit that after he saw Amei's performance, he sent a text message to her at the end of the awards ceremony, telling her that her performance was magnificent and great. Will Amei reply to his message? He said, "This you will have to ask her (Amei)."Leehom stated that in the beginning he thought Hu De Fu (Kimbo) would grab the "Best Mandarin Pop Male Award": "After I saw Kimbo's live performance, I was amazed that he had so much strength. He has such a unique voice. He can definately sing." After he found out that it was he who won, he became overjoyed, and said, "This year's 'family plan' really worked. Tanya (Chua Jian Ya) brought her mother to the awards and I brought my brother. In the end, both of us won this great honor."When he said his words of thanks, he provided a proverb: "Gong Yu Shan Qi Shi, Bi Xian Li Qi Qi" (To make something near perfect, must master the basics. - breif translation) His Chinese had improved tremendously. He also added "Fen Gao Ji Gui" ('Burn the midnight oil': Working hard all day and night for a job - breif translation) and "Xue Shang Jia Xuang" ('Adding ice on snow': Making a situation worse - breif translation) to emphasize how he was teased at the award ceremony. One of the reporters joked and said, "I think it should be called 'spreading salt on your wound'!" After he heard that it was the name of one of Amei's songs, he quickly answered, "I think 'adding ice on snow' is better!"Source: Yahoo! TaiwanImage Source: USLHFCTranslated by: Scarlett

Walks down REd Carpet with Little Brother; Performing with Jin

The 17th Annual Golden Melody Awards (The Taiwanese equivalent of Grammies) will commence this Saturday June 10th. The latest buzz is about the red carpet, what clothes the stars will wear, who will walk in with whom. One of the celebrities that is causing the most stir is Leehom. Leehom is a musician and that is as much as many know about him. He has been one of the few celebrities that has effectively hid his private romance life from the media. He perfers to focus on his music and doesn't like to use his public life to stir up publicity. But his secrecy is a double-edged sword. Many people respect him for having such a professional attitude, yet at the same time many prying eyes are trying to discover Leehom's private life. After a year full of defamatory rumours made by the media from his gay relationship, to a relationship with Victoria, to a relationship with Shu Qi, many are wondering who Leehom is taking onto the red carpet. In 2002 Leehom walked the red carpet with Vivan Hsu, in 2003 he walked the red carpet with Amei, in 2004, he walked the red carpet with Shu Qi. However, this year is unique, Leehom is keeping it simple. Leehom's little brother Leekai will be walking the red carpet with Leehom this year. Leekai currently is a junior at prestigious american university, MIT (Massachusetts Institute of Technolgy). Currently Leekai is on summer vacation and so Leekai is visiting Leehom in Taiwan. Leehom has always had a close relationship with his younger brother. Ever since Leekai was born, Leehom started babysitting him. As Leekai grew older Leehom took Leekai with him everywhere he went, even when he went to the movies or bowling with his friends. Whatever he was doing, he would always have a little Leekai by his side. Now that his little brother is grown up, it is still no different as Leehom brings him to the GMAs. Leehom will also be performing with fellow ABC and friend Jin at the awards show. They two will sing a rearranged version of "Heroes of the World," called "Heros of the GMAs". Leehom invited Jin to perform at the show, this is the first time Jin has performed at such a high scale event in Asia.About LeekaiLeekai is almost 10 years younger than Leehom and is currently 20. Ever since Leekai was young, Leehom and Leekai have had a close relationship. Leehom taught Leekai addition, subtraction, multiplication, and division with cheerios when Leekai was only 2 years old. Leehom has also instilled in Leekai a love for music and Leekai plays the violin, the drums, and the piano. Like the rest of the Wang family Leekai is extremely talented, he speaks Chinese, French, Spanish, Latin, and English. Although he sings and has stared in school musicials, Leekai's main disposition, unlike Leehom, isn't music, but math. He currently is a junior at MIT.

sources: asianfanatics

Leehom's finally crowned as "GMA King", two hot girls by his side, Monday June 12, 2006 Taiwan

During last year's "Golden Melody Awards" (GMAs), Mok Man Wai (Karen Mok) had mispronounced the winner's name, and mistakenly called GMA king Huang Li Xing to Wang Li Hong, causing Wang Li Hong (Leehom) to mistakenly run up on stage, thinking that he had won the award. The environment was extremely embarassing, and ironically, this year's GMAs were once again arranged for Karen to present the "Best Mandarin Pop Male Singer" award, but Leehom had finally managed to grab this honor!Coming once every year, the GMAs were held two nights ago at Taipei Arena. Last year, during the same award, an extremely hilarious event happened, and that was when "Best Mandarin Pop Male Award" Leehom heard Karen and her hard-to-distinguish Mandarin mistakenly called his own name. He immediately rushed on stage, but in the end it turned out that the winner was actually Huang Li Xing, and the environment was extremely embarssing. This year's award ceremony, Karen once again was arranged to present the same award, and just like last year, she "called" Leehom's name. When Leehom heard his name, the first thing he said as he was praising Karen: "You have such accurate Mandarin!" Afterwards, he used Cantonese and said, "I need to 'hit Karen,' meaning that I need to kiss her!"Leehom admitted that the embarassment from last year was still etched deeply in his heart, and said, "When I saw Karen, that same awkward feeling came again. Last year's incident had made me embarassed for quite some time. If the award was once again given to me, it would definately be 'adding ice on snow.' I would definately go crazy." Once again being the GMA king for the second time, it wasn't until after he said his speech of thanks when he forgot to thank his mom. He felt really bad and annoyed. Afterwards, he quickly called his mom and thanked her wholeheartedly. Leehom also exposed that he already had his winnings from his award, and he would invite 15 co-workers from his company on a vacation, planning that they would spend at least 500,000 dollars. (Taiwan currency.)At the after party, the happy Leehom were drinking champagne nonstop, at the same time he also boldly talked about his old rumored girlfriend, Cheung Hui Mei (Amei). Two nights ago, Amei was a guest performer, and Leehom at the same time saw her performance and thought it was brilliant. After the award ceremony, he messaged her, and in the message, he put, "Your performance was great!" But when asked if Amei had replied, Leehom replied sneakily, "Next time you guys ask her by yourself. Asking more than once is the fun part." Famous Taiwan host Tao Jing Ying exposed that Amei still cares a lot about Leehom. During the time when they were announcing the "Best Mandarin Pop Male Singer," Tao Jing Ying told Amei that the winner seemed to be Leehom, Amei became really excited, and constantly said, "Really?"When Leehom was asked about if his other rumored girlfriend, Shu Qi, send him any text messages to congratulate him, he heaved a deep sigh, thought for several long seconds, and replied with caution, "I received a lot of text messages from my friends." After the after party, Leehom went to a friend's house to celebrate. Unfortunately, some people caught that there were two hot girls sitting in the car. After that, Leehom explained that both of them were his good friends, and he's not afraid of having more rumors.Soucre: Yahoo! Hong KongTranslated by: Scarlett

Leehom, Tanya, David: The Big Winners of the Golden Melody Awards, Saturday June 10, 2006 Taiwan

The 17th Golden Melody Awards, the Chinese-language Grammys, commenced successfully last night at the Taipei National Stadium.American-born Taiwanese singer-songwriter Leehom Wang and Singapore's singer-songwriter Tanya Chua took home the "Best Male Vocalist" and "Best Female Vocalist" awards respectively. This was a redeeming moment for Leehom Wang after last year's embarrassing name-mispronunciation fiasco. However, last year's moment was not to be forgotten, as just before the "Best Male Vocalist" award was presented, it was replayed on the big screens of Taipei Stadium. But the good-natured Leehom was not perturbed and kept a smile on through the entire otherwise cringing clip.Top Honors of the Night"I want to thank all my fans and friends. I am always inspired when singing to you," Wang said at the ceremony in the Taipei Arena after receiving the award for Best Mandarin Male Singer."I think I wasn't very good at singing before but I am determined to practice every day and practice makes perfect...I will continue the hard work," he said.Wang's top-selling album "Heroes of Earth" was entirely produced, composed, and arranged by himself. It features his unique blend of hip-hop beats infused with hints of Peking Chinese opera and has received wide acclaim.The Best Mandarin Female Singer prize went to the versatile Chua."I am really proud because there are so many talented and creative singers this year," said an emotional Chua as she accepted the prize from fellow Singaporean Stefanie Sun.Chua beat Sun, Malaysia's Jasmine Leong, Peeny Tai as well as Taiwan's Fanfan Fan and Cheer Chen with her latest work "Amphibian" -- a passionate tale of a love triangle.The Other WinnersProducer-singer David Tao, who led the pack with six nominations, took home the prize for Best Mandarin Pop Album for his album entitled "The Great Leap 2005."Taiwan's Hu Defu, also known as Kimbo, who is referred to as "the Father of Aboriginal Folk Songs" , , won two awards -- Song of the Year and Best Lyrics -- for "Pacific Wind."Though losing the best songstress award to Tanya Chua, Malaysia's Tai made a comeback by winning the Best Composer award for her latest album "Crazy Love."Cheer Chen's won the Best Producer and Best Music Video Director awards for her song "A Fabulous Adventure."The Best Newcomer award went to Malaysian singer Lim Yee Chung with his debut record "1st."Artists from Taiwan, Hong Kong, Singapore and Malaysia attended this event to compete in 31 categories.The Performances: Leehom, Jin, AmeiThere were many memorable performances that night. The start of the show was headlined by Leehom Wang and tapper Jin. This is the first time American star Jin has performed at a Chinese Award show. They performed their song Gai Shi Ying Xiong, but Leehom rearranged the tune and changed the lyrics to fit it into the theme of the award show. The song was retitled "Heros of the Golden Melody Awards." Leehom played the drum, performed a flag stunt, and had a Kung-Fu fight with his dancers. Another commendable performance was the Taiwanese Diva Amei. After a few years of hiatus, she came back with a loud bang. Her amazing voice and dance moves reminded the entire crowd why she is known as a Diva in Taiwan. credit: ent.tom.com, sohu.com, sina.com

sources: to asianfanatic.com/forum

20 Reasons Why I Love You

I love the way you scream at me, every single night
I love the way you wonder if that was our last fight
I love the way you sleep, comfortably upon my arms
I love the way you drift, without and within my charms
I love the way you hug me, with your ear upon my heart
I love the way you kiss me, not even a centimeter apart
I love the way you seduce me, take part in all my dreams
I love the way you make love to me, it’s all I need it seems
I love the way your body swings back and forth in motion
I love the way you say “I love you” with all of your devotion
I love the way your whole body looks, back and to the front
I love the way you care for me when our emotions are too blunt
I love the way you break my heart and repair it once more
I love the way you turn to me and hope I wouldn’t ignore
I love the way you fall within my arms right before you cry
I love the way you look at me and stare at me with those eyes
I love the way you talk to me until you fall asleep
I love the way you listen to those secrets I cannot keep
I love the way you linger on about the simple things
I love the way you give me risks for what your heart might bring
That’s the end of this list, but I’m sure that’s only a few
I just can’t think straight when my mind is always on you
I loved you from the beginning, from the first night we dated
I can’t take it anymore;
I loved what your love has created

leehomhttp://blog.sina.com.cn/m/wanglihong

17th Annual GMAs: "The GMA King is really me!" Leehom Wang celebrates., Monday June 12, 2006 Taiwan

The king and queen of this year's Golden Melody Awards are on fire! Because of Mok Man Wai (Karen), who had unclearly pronounced the name of last year's "Best Mandarin Pop Male Singer," led Wang Li Hong (Leehom) to think that it was he who had won the award and mistakenly went up on stage. This time he had taken revenge and happily celebrated his win. Two best friends Chua Jian Ya (Tanya) and Sun Yan Zi (Stephanie) also celebrated together, their tears of happiness dropping endlessly down their cheeks.Finally being able to be known as the Golden Melody King, Leehom this time was sure that he had not heard wrong, and happily celebrated. Last year, Karen had mispronounced the name and said, "Wang Li Xing," and it turned out to be Huang Li Xing instead of Wang Li Hong. This time, they had arranged Lixing and Karen to present the award to Leehom, causing the three of them to be on the same stage at the same time.Leehom: "The GMAs Best Mandarin Pop Male Singer. It has been eight years since I last got this award, and also after the embarassing scene from last year, this has made me extremely delighted and happy. But to be from honestly, I am very thankful."Although the GMA king is happy, he'll never forget about the embarassing scene from last year! Tanya, who had beaten great friends Stephanie and Leong Jing Ru (Fish), and being 11 years in the industry, was finally known as GMA queen, and emotionally accepted her award as Best Mandarin Pop Female Singer.Tanya: "The GMAs Best Mandarin Pop Female Singer, we will bravely love every second of it."Chua Mama dressed formally to the after party. Stephanie who had lost to good friend Tanya also celebrated along. It had been a great night for everyone.
http://asianfanatics.net/forum/The_17th_Annual_GMAs_The_GMA_King_is_really_me_Leehom_Wang_celebrates-talk261564.html

Leehom angers internet bloggers as he accepts award, Monday June 12, 2006 Taiwan

This is the second time Wang Li Hong (Leehom) was crowned as Golden Melody (GMA) king. Two nights ago when the award was presented to him, he triumphantly ran up on stage and kissed "enemy" Mok Man Wai (Karen Mok). The two are indeed now more comfortable with each other, but when Leehom started his speech, he said something that quite shocked several people: "I think the real competitors are not the talented artists in front of me, but the artists from other countries." This had enraged many bloggers online, stating that Leehom "does not understand the meaning of being humble after winning an award" or "obviously stabbing at the singers who lost to him", etc.Last night, Leehom heard of the news and was deeply disappointed. "This was definately not what I meant to say. I meant that all of us talented artists must group together and support each other to compete against the artists from other non-Asian countries. This will make our music more international and meaningful." Besides all that, he also exposed that his good friend Shu Qi did indeed sent him an SMS to congratulate him. He also sent an SMS to Cheung Hui Mei (Amei), telling her that her performance at the GMAs was superb.When Leehom was doing his speech after he accepted his award, he said that he never thought he was a person who could sing very well, and even until now he is still experimenting and learning different styles of singing, and because of this, he spoke out a famous Chinese proverb, "Gong Yu Shan Qi Shi, Bi Xian Li Qi Qi (To make something perfect, you must master the basics)". He believes that he must first do well on his "homework", and only then when things will be perfect. He also hopes that everyone would continue to practice and discover their own and new singing talents.Last night Leehom was hyper to the highest point. During the after party he exhaled boldly that he was feeling happy and relieved. He at first thought that Hu De Fu (Kimbo) would be crowned as GMA king because of his unique style of singing. Leehom's first regret. however, after he finished his speech was that he did not thank his mother. When he went off stage the first thing he did was to call his mother. Leehom explained that he and his mother were "Best Homies." He said, "I understand her the most and she understands me the most. Our DNA should be the most alike!"When he ran on stage to accept his award, Leehom became so happy that he kissed Karen's cheek, beautifully wiping away the dark needle inside his heart from last year's embarassment. Actually, he wanted to thank Karen for last year reading Huang Li Xing's name wrong on the list. Because of her, the fast food restaurant Leehom is being a spokeperson for, McDonald's, decided to nickname Leehom as "Huang Lu Hong" as a selling point. Two nights ago during the "Golden Melody Crimes," it pointed out 5 subjects that led to Leehom's embarassment scene last year during the same award. Leehom laughed and cried, "Ella and Selina's round and surprised eyes were absolutely hilarious! By looking at their confused faces, this can explain that I am innocent."He also said the he was thankful that he won an award, if not it would definately be "Zai Shang Kou Shang Sha Yian (Spreading salt on your wound)". Coincidentally, Amei has had a song called "Bia Zai Shang Kou Sha Yian (Don't spread salt on your wound)" and when the reporters began to hum the lyrics of the song, Leehom smiled and quickly said, "No no, it's 'Xue Shang Jia Xuang (Adding ice on snow)'!" He had once again showed his talent of mastering Chinese proverbs.Good friend Blackie (Chen Jian Zhou aka Heiren), Wang Hong En and Tang Zhi Zhong (Jason) all attended to Leehom's celebration after party. Leehom also gave some "exclusive" information to the media, "I collaborated with Wang Hong En in his new CD." Jason also exposed that when they were collaborating, Leehom had played the piano all day and Wang Hong En was still complaining that it did not have enough feelings and emotions to it and he was not quite satisfied.Afterwards, GMA queen Chua Jian Ya (Tanya) also came and congratulated Leehom. When they saw each other they immediately gave each other a warm embrace and kissed each other's cheeks. The media stirred up and told Tanya to immediately teach Leehom how to do the Yoga. The light bulb in her head lit up and she lifted her right leg and placed it on Leehom's left shoulder. Leehom had no choice but to battle drinking with her in an awkward and difficult position. People laughed and joked that once they get home they should not wash their shoulders and feet.
http://asianfanatics.net/forum/Leehom_angers_internet_bloggers_as_he_accepts_award-talk261953.html

well, really sorry cant post the pics although i really want to.

LEEHOM introduces younger brother LEEKAI to Taiwan, Monday June 12, 2006 Taiwan

Many have heard about Leehom's beloved brother, but never seen him. Last Saturday many Leehom fans saw Leekai for the first time.Leehom has always had a close relationship with his younger brother. Before his little brother was born, Leehom would play the Violin for his mother's pregnant stomach. After Leekai's birth, Leehom soon became his baby sitter. He sang for, played with, and taught Leekai. Whenever Leehom was out with friends, he would take Leekai. It was quite an amusing sight to see a teenage Leehom carrying little Leekai alongside. As a result Leekai, holding Leehom's hand, would go with Leehom everywhere from bowling to the movies. Leehom was like a little daddy. When Leehom went to college, Leekai grabbed onto Leehom's legs refusing to let him go and cried for days afterward. Now Leekai is all grown up, he is currently a Junior at America's Prestigious MIT (Massachusetts Institute of Technology). However, the two brothers are still the best of friends. Leekai is currently on summer vacation and he decided to to visit Leehom in Taiwan. As a result, Leehom, having already enough rumors with girls, decided to keep things simple this year and took Leekai along with him to the GMAs.However, despite Leekai being 20 this year, Leehom still has a protective instinct. While walking down the Red Carpet Leehom held Leekai's hands, just as if they were still little kids. Perhaps Leehom was trying to protect Leekai from the hungry and relentless paws of the Taiwanese Paparazzi. Leekai, like Leehom has continued the Wang family's academic success. Leekai, along with Leehom, and LeeDe are all National Merit Scholars. In addition Leekai has a plethora of other awards. Like Leehom, Leekai also sings. He is the director of his acapella group at MIT and is a Baritone voice, the same range that Leehom was in college. When asked if Leekai had plans to enter the Taiwanese music industry at the moment, the answer was, "No." Leekai currently is concentrating on his education on MIT and plans to graduate foremost. Who knows, perhaps after Leekai graduates he may just as well carry on Leehom's legacy. shi jie re bao + www.wangleehom.com

OMG... I searched up "Lee-Kai New York, Leekai Wang" in google and I got these results. Damn..Leekai is like whoa. His academic achievements include- Part of the USA Mathematical Olympiad team- The Vice-Persident of the New York State Junior Classical League- Scored a perfect score on the New York Mathematics League Competition- 2003 Presidential State Scholar. - The "Mens sana in corpore san" award for highest overall achievement at the 2001 New York State Latin Convention- 40 other Latin awards - One of only 24 students across the Nation to to receive 2002 Siemens Awards for advanced placement in college.- National Merit Finalist- United States of America Mathematical Olympiad State qualifier- 3rd place in the state of NY for CONTINENTAL CHESS ASSOCIATION- Second highest math score in New York State on the Johns Hopkins University Talent Search

http://asianfanatics.net/forum/LEEHOM_introduces_younger_brother_LEEKAI_to_Taiwan-talk261603.html

i only can say OH MY GOD!!!!!
pantesan kumpulan orang2 pinter, no wonder i like their music

well, berhubung netnya lelet
just write down few of my thinking

read my friend's blog, he said he is interested in becoming a lecturer. what???? well an idealism? dunno

seen lots of life experiences and want to share more with people ---? coming soon

Talk Asia - Wang Lee Hom

Saturday 10 June, 2006 Taiwan


Submitted by Scarlett
America's cable channel CNN (Talk Asia) recently aired an interview with Taiwan pop star Wang Li Hong (Leehom). Besides talking about some of his ideas and comments about producing music, Leehom also talked about how the media does not respect people's privacy. He stated that the media could even go as far as going online to look through someone's blog and use it as a headline for gossip in a newspaper article. He said that this action is very irresponsible.In this episode of CNN Talk Asia, it first started with a breif background of Leehom growing up and introduced how he stepped onto the road of music and ending up as being one of Asia's top celebrities.Leehom, who produces and writes his own music and participated in several big-budgeted films, also invented a new music style which incorporated ancient Chinese music into modern hip-hop music, and called this new genre "chinked-out."Although Leehom had recorded many English singles, he still believes that there are many new discoveries in Chinese music that he has not experienced and met. He will not be planning to have an English album, at least not at the moment.About the media having no respect for an artist's privacy, Leehom particularly pointed at many journalists, saying that he was very disappointed at the way how they could use the information in online blogs as headlines for a newspaper article.Leehom also exposed that he is currently writing a Chinese musical. He hopes that Asia's pop culture could transform into more than just music.

CNN Talk Asia Part 1: http://youtube.com/watch?v=l3Cl4VSTXsw
CNN Talk Asia Part 2: http://youtube.com/watch?v=zk2vTkPo7P0
CNN Talk Asia Part 3: http://youtube.com/watch?v=5CaegHEhEzo
Source: Yahoo! TaiwanImage
Source: ourhomeph
Clip Source: Mei Lee
BlogTranslated by: Scarlett

wow 王力宏 won again hehe
unbelievable

coming soon : details reports

All about Lee Hom :P

He is so TOP!!!!!


MTV Asia Awards 2006 Honors The Best From West And East With Revolutionary Duets And World Debut Performances
May 06, 2006
Thailand - The Siam Paragon in Bangkok was illuminated with international and Asian stars celebrating the fifth spectacular MTV Asia Awards 2006 on Saturday May 6. Jointly hosted by multi-talented Kelly Rowland and Asian heartthrob Wang Leehom, the MTV Music Awards 2006 will air on MTV Thailand premiering at 11pm on 6 May and on MTV SAM at 12am on May 7.Pan regional award winners included Green Day (Favourite Rock Act), Ricky Martin (Favourite Male), Kelly Clarkson (Favourite Female), The Backstreet Boys (Favourite Pop Act), Korn’s "Twisted Transistor" (Favourite Video), Simon Webbe (Favourite Breakthrough Artist), Jolin Tsai (The Style Award), Destiny’s Child (Special Achievement In Popular Music), Bird Thongchai McIntyre (Inspiration Award) and TERIYAKI BOYZ (Breakthrough Collaboration Japan). Local MTV territory Favourite Artists include Vicki Zhao (China), Twins (Hong Kong), Jal (India), Peterpan (Indonesia), Se7en (Korea), Mawi (Malaysia), Rivermaya (Philippines), Taufik Batisah (Singapore), Wang Leehom (Taiwan), Tata Young (Thailand). Winners were determined by MTV viewers throughout Asia, who voted via SMS and online.

more on this http://mtvasia.com/News/200605/07013373.html

Wow, F4 masuk CNN, giliran Homeboy kapan ya?
he is talented too...

CNN special interview F4 is like family.
Bao Long teases Ken is like a mama, Vanness is like papa and ZZ like brother.

Reported by: Yang Qi Feng//Lian He Bao

F4 is composed of 4 males from Taiwan, they are hot all over Asia. Fresh from their concert success, they accepted a CNN interview a few days ago for CNN’s Talk Asia. They talk about their dreams of infiltrating the American market and the price they have to pay for success.

In the Asian region they talk to esteemed emcee Lorraine Hahn, English was used during the whole course of the interview of F4, the 4 members of F4 are Jerry Yan, VanNess Wu, Ken Chu and ZaiZai, the interview they appear on stage wearing a western suit, for a half hour during the interview they speak with fervour about their past works and interests. Vanness Wu was brought up in America acted as the “spokesman” and Ken who was educated in Singapore is at ease with replying in English and ZaiZai and Jerry responds through an interpreter using Chinese they convey their own views.

In the outside world is curious are you like colleague or brothers?

VanNess takes the lead and teasingly said: You can compare the 4 of us to be like companions. Jerry: then after finishing the four of them gave a big haha to indicate their agreement to the statement.

F4 is hot all-over Asia, but the 4 of them pay the price of popularity and the loss of personal freedom. VanNess candidly said: “Every artist wants to have his image to be clean, and wants to take particular attention to every act but we are all normal. We can only do work to the best of our ability to give the our best, really seeking to belong to this path.” After F4 made a name, they have practically lost their private life. They indicated: “This is our work so we must pay the price.” But in this loss they have the fan’s support and this is the source of their unwavering motivation to strive even harder.”

Lorraine Hahn will also come straight to the point and ask them about their plans for the future and if after this F4 will be disintegrate. Each one of them have their own plans? VanNess said he has this dream of penetrating the American market but this is very difficult because Asian roles all fit into a pattern/stereotype, particularly in America." Ken Chu, Jerry Yan and ZaiZai still want to continue to make efforts in this area and handovers a pretty remarkable list of achievements.

At the end of the program the four of them enthusiastically introduce their upcoming album. "I feel that we have are better singers now compare to before," Vaness said. This interview will be shown tomorrow at 0730 and 2300 only on CNN.

CREDIT ONLY honeybums of KCIFC Philippines http://www.kenchu.com/phil

F4 [sweetheart] relationship exposed. Ken is like mama and ZZ is like younger brother.



F4 earlier accepted an interview from the International News Network CNN "Talk Asia," the 4 boys used "sweethearts" to describe their relationship.

Jerry Yan candidly stated: Ken is like a mama, an understanding and considerate person, ZZ is an amusing and cute brother, Vanness is a strict and industrious papa. F4 hopes to have the opportunity to penetrate/advance to the American market. The four boys will strive to work hard. They said that after becoming famous they had to pay the price for it they have no private life but the support of the fans is their primary motivation to work even harder.

Credit to tom music

source :http://asianfanatics.net/news/index.php?act=news&fid=68

well this time is about Lee Hom

i was a bit shock after heared the news that he was going out with hsu qi. wow wo hen sa yen ei...

you can go out with any one but not her, pleaseeeeeeee,
although then the company explained that she was accompanied you and other friends to store in tokyo to buy gift for mother's day celebration

Hao Jiu Bu jian....


it has been a long time since the last post
well, actually i have few posts that i have typed but havent posted yet..
about lee hom, rain etc... and married whether u have money or not, love ur partner or not. it just so complicated

well just want to say....
i hate hospital i hate doctors in specific country (by saying this probably i will be hate by specific person, but i don t care cos that is my opinion)

First post of the year ..........

Topic is Confuseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, no one i can share the problem for the moment

2005 Reflections of 燕玲 (Swallow Bell)

A year has passed so quick without you realize it. Year 2005 almost gone in hours and another brighter year, 2006 is coming. This is the time to reflect about the pass year and setting the goal for another year.

2005 is most probably the year I wont forget because I spent this years in many various place for quite a long time. For the half of the year I spent it in Sydney for finishing my study. A work hard that I got as rewarding,studying in Australia.

January 2005
For the first 2 weeks, spent the days by taking parents and sis to around Sydney and melb J and I also take summer course and accidentally leave by a friend in a group that brought me to the new group of new people that bring fortune and luck for the next semester, I guess. Thanks mei ling and joey. Hope can see you guys sumday

February 2005
Start to work again and try to finish my summer session and spend the free time around uni and Sydney. Nana went to GC without me because of my summer course. Well mei pan fa lo

March – May 2005
Uni life starts again and the assignments start to appear as the students need to do the hardwork for the project. A class in accounting with Langgar, the class that I didn’t expect to see her but doesn’t matter cos it worthed nothing at all even she was or not in the class. I meet Michael and joey. A bit ‘sou’ with joey till mei ling bit jealous and all asked me what going on in the class while she and david in the same class for 5931, the hell class hahahahahaha. A class with her and yosi in computer class and did the individual project together with them and meet sam, the Chinese guy that have studied in NZ before :P In this time also, my first time to spend the night in the lab till 2pm, gila kan??? The latest I spent the night in the lab was 11pm for the 5930 assignment with david and mei ling. What a record!!!!! ---à ga malu lagi ngaku, biasa ajaaaaaaaaa hehehhee. Got fulfilled my yue wang in few hours before my bday in St mary. I went there alone. Got surprise lunch from the gank. Also got surprise from the housemates that nite.

June 2005
Prepare to finish the assignment and plan for holiday. At first not many want to join the trip to GC but at the end lots of people would join and I think I can arrange for a tour for them and asking for paying next time haahhaa. Get knowing lisbeth and Erwin better this time, get to know ardi, hen you chien de wang zi :P Erwin is the treasurer for the trip as he has the local CC for the payment hahahaha

July 2005
Waiting for the exam results to come out. Have a celebration party for the graduating student in the Darling harbour. I asked irvie to come with me, don’t know I hurt other feeling by asking irvie to go with me ask Si Mat was going with nana :P:P:P emang g pikirin? That is my freedom to chose since she was my high school friend that I know for a long time :P:P
Took pic for the graduations, spend the whole day and the next day, in the cool winter wind, take pic in the early morning in the Opera House :P:P
Spend the holiday in the GC with 12 people, fly with early flight to GC and spend 4 days there. Got visit Sea World Australia, Movie World and Dream World and Suffer Paradise. Finally, I got my dolphin wa wa, and got comment for a friend, itu dolphinnya bertato cos got printed Sea World GC Oz. hahahahaha. I also got my bunny wa wa. Few days after this trip we had another plan to Wollongong and got visit the nan tian Temple 南天寺 and the blow hole in Kiama. This month was the busiest month ever. Busy packing and throwing things n shopping because at the end of the month, for good to indo. Got graduation wa wa from the group, thx guys, got swarovski pendants from the housemates. I just can say 謝謝你們, 我不會忘你們的, despite what we went those days

August – Dec 2005
Went home finally, yeahhhhhhhhh So hot for the first month.
Went to neighbor countries to pursue future. Spend almost 2 weeks there just because the agent didn’t cooperate too much with the appointment and missed a family wed. hahahaha, thx God I missed it cos it cost a lot of trouble and problem hihihihihi
This dec, went to Kuching and accompany mum to did her medical check up and crash her stone away………
Being in closest country brought me to a thought that I don’t really belong to those country because of the language barriers. Yes I can speak English well, but my face will definitely tell that I am CHINESE :P and I able to speak Chinese. I admitted that I can speak but for reading the characters?? Helppppppppppppppp, even in the food court, I only can point or say the English name for the food. Well this is an easy example. For listening, I don’t have any problem.
Another good news, sis got an interview, hope she can pass it and I can go back to visit my friends there, well not actually want to visit my friends but I want vacation to different places.

The next line is about what I feel about this whole year instead of my activities through the year…..
I did many things, smart, stupid, useless, wasteless things. 很多很多 things that I done in this past year. Oh dunno how to express it in words……
Kepastian, keresahan, ketidaktentuan, kepercayaan diri, kemenangan, keinginan and segalanya………………………………………………………………………..
Just cant think of it know
The last post for the year

Better done for now…
wo yao dang i ren, you ren khe yi pang wo ma???

新年快樂

Tired ......... fun ....... shocking

well, i have been travelled alot this lately, travel to region around and spend lots of chien, bankrupt nehhhhhh

seen lots of different culture and i still cant feed in really well.
missed a cousin's wed, doesnt mean toooo much and there is another wed coming in a month's time.

today is Qing's wed, so sad cant be there, have asked my sis to go there
gonna update soon :)

out of here now

few last post before new year......

sory havent post anything for along long timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
been pretty busy and lots of events lately

50th anniversary, grandma's bday, auntie and uncle;s visit, my visit to shopping country .... for a better future

and just now, chat with high school friends, all come back ( i mean the guys) to kampung and become Big BOsss........ how lucky they are. envy them ....

and the gils betah2 aja stay di luar negeri. Just like the dream I want to.

My sis, got a test and interview. wish her success and chen kung and i can go there to visit here next next year :P

wish all of you Happy Holiday and Merry Christmas

PS: ketikan g dah lelet neh, gara2 dah lama ga ol and chatting :P

November's Chopin

Jay's next album is going to be out in few days....
Ye Qu is the first single to be released, and can be heared through MTV china and other taiwan and china's tv station. Cool

Money and friendship

The real last post before moving :P

Have you ever had a friendship that you get from money? I mean, buying friendship with money? How do you feel when you know, your friend ‘bought’ a friendship from you with money? A friend keep treat you, or buy you a drink or something like that? Because of this, you fell uncomfortable but when you know this, you already heart and don’t know how to cure the wound. Should you forget it or just pretend nothing happen and make a certain distance (again??)

Well, I can see, the different life style here. there is a people who used to treat their friends with moneys but don’t consider other’s feeling, this is hurt to certain people and fell disgrace because of this act. A people who life with ‘flooding money’ wont feel that but as soon as they counter the people who have ‘less money’, they will feel it and then when they are alone aka rate crisis, they really will fell jealous because of the survivor of the ‘less money’ people. Well the world is fair to every one.

One good news, Disneyland Hong Kong is open now :P yeahhhh. Although menuai beberapa kritik haha, yg penting buka and I’ll be there JJ

Hiatus ??

this blog will be in hibernate status untul further announcement.
Harle, blue and oren, i'll give you another link to my blog soon :)

see ya,
anything, just leave msg ok

Learn from life

Don’t judge life by the style of living. It is not fare. Not everyone have the same opinion. You have to look at 2 different sides as you have in coins. It has 2 sides and different picture on it. Don’t just look from your side, also look from the other side cos people wont always have to look from the same side as you do. Different people have the different style of living. Eg, you can have your lunch only with one dish and other can have more that one dish, ---à that is the way of living. Simple example :P

Jelous? This is important in life. Why I say like this? It should be viewed in the positive ways. Jealousy as the tool to keep you on track, by saying that, that feeling will kept you to try as best as you can to achieve what you want but not just complaining that other people can be better that you and you cant do it. Well, that is totally a wrong way of thinking.

Where are you now? Is that important? What does it represent? Ni de zhun zai ma? As long as we are not ‘closed’ to each other, that is ok lah. Well, starting from now on, should be careful and think it carefully before do it and always ask for second opinion if you can :P

Ah yo, learn how to write Chinese characters is hen nan eh, next class is coming soon and so difficult to catch up – iSetan- jia You. I can read but to write cen de hen nan. And I also started to learn Tai Yu, a bit same with chao chow hua –iSetan, again-

For a friend, a good friend in sharing talk about life and other stuff that rich my few boring days: Gud luck on your project, don’t forget with the ‘oleh2’ when you get back. Hehehe, becanda and also gud luck for your next ‘uncover’ project. Oh yo, forget to ask you about the ‘mandiri’ thing and Depends’ thing. Better ask you next time when we have time to discuss it

Rupiah meluncur jatuh, an email from a senior, senior yang berapi2 and punya semangat 45 :P Again, as I said before. Money can be your good friend either your enemy. Apalagi skrg gejolak rupiah yang naek turun naek turun. Discussion this topic in academic way can improved your knowledge.

Pesawat jatuh lagi… apakah pertanda? Or what? Or just human error?

A called from a friend, so funny, she asked me to wish her unluck for the job interview. Weird huh? Well this is not she expected lah, apalagi ada Feng. Hahahaha. Makin gondok kali yah. But at least you have tried this opportunity :)

Ok now, yu le xin wen:
Hmm have so many to update but suddenly wang ci. Ce me pan?
About K-1, club 183 and also nan Quan Ma Ma and also many more….

Weks so malas to update…..

Bencana

Setelah bencana Tsunami yang menghantam sebagian besar wilayah dunia, layaklah dunia ini prepare for the worst to come. 2 days ago, Ta (or Da??) lin dai feng menghantam wilayah Taiwan and warga di sana telah well warned by the local BOM, and today, badainya bergerak ke arah China and menghantam daerah zhe jiang and diperkirakan besok akan menghantam wilayah timur of China.

Well, don’t know what to say, yang pasti bencana itu emang its nature’s, ada kata org, itu artinya hukuman or peringatan buat yang arogan (jadi inget email someone yang bercerita ttg hal hokum menghukum ini). And the other disaster was badai Katrina di US itu.
Prihatin ajaaaaaaaaaaaa. mana harga oil naek, semua barang jg naek harganya, ce me pan?

So many things to update.
First, hei ren and fan2 cai yi chi? Well, shock news sih, but ok lahhhhhh
Then hmm apa lagi yah, duh kudu diinget2 lagi, lupaaaaa.

Oh ya soal si Sam, duh nongol di mana2 heheheheheheheheheheehe

Sad news, granny of a friend has passed away, turut berduka yahhhh.

Untuk temen2 yang akan berjuang ke Jakarta, gud luck and all the best. Hope can meet you guys soon. Terutama buat kumpul2 and reunion ama senior2 g and temen chau jia g yang satu lagi hihiihi
I have been away for a while and has been waiting for the best to come. Suatu penantian yang akhirnya tidak tau kapan akan terjadi. Hope it will coming soon :P

30 August 2005
Yu le xin wen ….
New Album from Tao zi, chou lu chu new york….
Mayday’s MY best pride
Liang jing ru will have her new album release soon, he cuo he Lee Hom Lau tze and A shin :P, must be a great song, cos they spend three days and nights to come out with a song. Cant wait to hear.

Guo pin chao, bit shuo khe se tha hen sou e, kaya bishonen di komik2 jepun. Or because the story taken from manga? I need to find out that.

Local yu le xin wen, main topics always married, divorced or secretly married or something that not show what there are doing in the entertainment world, hai you, presenternya ga bisa merangkap2 like phoenix news, a yang ge :D:D hao suia ooooo

The best is yet to come, haven’t fix the problem yet. Still waiting a document to come and have to prepare every documents on time but get trouble with the net, so slow and gmail sumtim hang in the middle of sending, wu liao

Need to learn how to write the proper pin yin and memorise the words, hen nan e.
Wo de pheng you cai Sydney, ni men hao ma? Guo de ce me yang? Summer is coming, rite?

Gejolak ekonomi skrg lagi luan ci pa cau, dolar makin naek, seniors bilang, tahan dolarnya and spend everything in AUD jgn in IDR. Well, yg punya dollar skrg sih bisa kaya tuh dng kurs tukar sekitar 8rb. Ahli2 ekonomi seniors emang patuh dijadikan masukan, what they said is based on their research and experience in the reality. Untung aja semua pada pegang dolar, kl ga bisa semaput jg tuh. Sby aja dah kelabakan karna hal ini, mana harga oil jg bergejolak.

Well, mamat kemaren singgung2 soal itu lagi, padahal g dah inget2 banget, never talk about that, aneh, itu berita dr mana yah? Jadi penasaran pengen tau jg neh. Well, how is he doing now? Apa masih mabok ama experimentnya dia yah? Selamat aja deh and gud luck for the coming soon review deh hihihihihihi wo de chao jia pheng you.

Next stop is for Oren, ta jie, where is ur promise? Katanya mau scanning g berita di BI soal lika liku hidup di FI? Mana? Ntar g email deh hihihihihiihihihi. Hope I can made sometime to visit you :P:P

update

This is the time to update yu le 新闻, I make a silly typo error, it should be 柯有伦. Sorry for that, I am still in the learning process. :D

五月天, released their new album 26/8 and have a concert this Sunday in Taiwan :P. their new mv was shoot in Genting, if I didn’t mishear(wah ini kata bener ga sih).

Huang Yida is going to have 见面会 in 新加破 next month with his hits 那女孩对我说 and ‘Bad Guy”. The song “bad guy” is the opening theme for the “Devil besides me” this song is not really the song I like but it seems match the drama really well. Hmm, what else, 刘德华 also released new album with single 在说一之， 我爱你, I think this song is an adaptation from Korean song :P this is the second time he released song from Korean songs :(.

Wu Pei chun, did I spell it right? Jay’s 女 友, is a presenter in the yu le @ ya chou. She is so pretty and clever, I think, although a bit funny when reporting the news and her English is really good :P. speaking of Jay, jadi inget ama Jolin. Now I have the same view, Jen. Kacian banget jolin, gara2 Jay, jadinya bingal gitu dia di MVnya although ga separah Spears or Aguilera. Being one of the Taiwanese Diva is always become public figure, it is own by public and cant avoid it about what her felt for him. But she wasn’t chosen by jay, so mei pan fa la.

大S become a spoke person for Tissot Asia and her sis is going to have a new baby :P

A member of Tofu, said that they were ‘forced’ to adapt a song from Taiwanese singer. She said, they don’t want to, but forced by the people in their recording company, SONY BMG. Is that true? Don’t you think, you can be 很有名. This is true but they refused to admit it. rese banget sih, didn’t like it.

The next news is for Harle, kl lu blm tau aja she hehe, project pop ada lagu baru deh, yg isinya tuh nuasa kemerdekaan gitu, sering g liat di rcti but g kan jarang ntn tipi local so ga gitu jelas, itu lagu baru or Cuma buat tayang di rcti aja, yg pasti sih lagu2nya ok2 :)

Ok for the yu le新闻 for now, what else? Hmmm, still listening to the old thing and something need to be changed; do not keep the distant cos it will make a distant by itself. This is nature, so just follow the flow.

A good news now, APS announcement has been send to the selected awardees :P so quick this time. My friend got it yeah, good on her, jia you lo. Have fighted for few times and hopefully chen kung lah. The ones who don’t get the award will received the letter within 2 weeks time :( ce ke se jie sang hen kung phing, depends on how you deal with it. -à pinyinnya parah abis nehhhh :(

The whole new world’s perspective has reached me and still a bit confuse about how to deal with it. Bingung boleh but jgn keterusan yaa, ntar bener2 mabok hehe.sometimes, it was crap but the other hand, it was beautiful to have it.
Cau kau la, wo cai shuo se me na? ce se ing wei wo cai sen chi ma? Wo kan, ying kai hai se cai sen chi mah? Some one make a mistake and waiting for the thau jian words to come. Ego bener yah. :D

Helping people bu su yau xie xie, khe se, the people that we pang mang de, ing kai shuo mah, although shuo dau but seems didn’t enough. Need more, ce tau ma?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face? --- nice quote
Next week, I need to prepare few documents for penyetaraan ijasah, for the future of my career. I need to legalized my documents. Untungnya segala catalog and brousur2 g bawa pulang, kl ga kan repot. I’ll bet few of them must not bring those stuffs. Baru aja laporan ke anak2 3M2, kl g dah pulang hehehe, bis semuanya pada busy preparing for their reviews sih, cuma g and heri yg aga2 santai, ga usah ada review segala hehe, and speaking of hery, what is he doing now yah? Dah turun ke jkt belum ya dia. Nana called me few days ago, wo mei jie, ying mei ding tau, haven’t called her back. Still have to ku li her and boost the spirits. The ‘monkey spirits’ huahuahuahua.

Still regretting my past experience. Sebel deh kok bisa2nya g ikutan gitu loh, sampe segitu2nya, I should be tough and never show what I felt, aneh kan? Harusnya sih g ga begitu, tapi gara2 latah sih, jadi ikutan, really regret it, I wish bisa go back to that time and re-do everything and didn’t make a stupid behaviour. Ga abis mikir neh and still thinking about it. Hope can forget it soon but memories are not to be forgotten but untuk dikenang, yg jelek ya buat perbaikan in the future and the good ones are unforgettable untuk dikenang.


Last week, met the twins, but I didn’t recognize which one is the one that I know. They become no more cute or suai but become a quite big hihihi. Mei kuan si, cong lai wo ye mei se men tui ta men

好久不见

HuHuAhIAhI…..
你的样子越来越美越来越可爱
走到哪里都会有人偷偷望着你
你的歌声越唱越美越唱越動人
唱到哪里都会有人偷偷流着泪

好久不见的你是否別来无恙
是否心里有时还在偷偷想着他
年复一年岁月无声改变了我们
得到什么失去什么又有谁知道
好久没到这个地方来唉咿….
这里的人每个每个变了样
是否记得当初我为你们唱的歌
是否记得一路花兒为我们盛开
好久没到这个地方来唉咿….
这里的人每个每个变了样
是否记得当初我们讨论的女孩
是否她已越来越美越来越可爱

Survivor

Trying to survive in the whole new world is definitely difficult to do. Or should I open the old memories and re-do it again and start it from the beginning? That is so hard to do and have to keep trying and 加油!! He feng yi chi fei as 小风 said and you also can speed up ur goal by setting it urself. Well, I think, I am facing another new W curve syndrome. A brand new one that I didn’t expect to have. It started hard and I don’t know how it will end this time. Setting another new goal and pursue another dream (again? Bu dai guo fen ma? Yi ding she bu guo fen la. Jia you e)

Suddenly these words 加油, almost mean nothing to me, I know these words mean a lots to me, give me support when I was down, accompany me when I have disbelieve, fan chen, ce liang ge zi, accompany me all the time.

Come on, please wake up from the dream land, you are not supposed to be there anymore, you should look for another opportunities that can boost up ur spirit and chasing the thing that you want.

Hmmmm, why can I meet the wrong people at the wrong time? Or this is my way? But I was too convince by that, well, next time, I wont be like that anymore, padahal dah waspada diri and keep the distant but the ended with ‘strange and weird’ thing that I didn’t expect to happen. From this time, I will play safe and xiao xing because I don’t want that “silly hurt” happen again and that is still burdening my mind. The hurt that hurted a lot of people, even you are far far away, still kena efeknya jg. Rese kannnnnnn.
When you are in ur dream land, you definitely don’t think too much about that but when you get back to the reality, you will think about that quite often. It is like “thau pi” 我很累,可是我不要方持, 我一定要努力, 我措的, 我会的.

Trying to catch up ‘yu le 新闻’, I found out that 可有伦, sang OST MARS, titled 零, I thought he was the senior singer that I never heard but he is 黑哥的儿子, hen kan dong. he is jia you and so do I :D
F4 is getting popular in Japan, ehmmmm which is toooo late, I think, org2 dah pada wang le, japan baru bangun dr buaian Korean sTars. BYJ went to Taipei and have a j ice hue with ge mi. have an early bday cake. Will Pan released new album again, and reached 90k copies for the moment, buset dah promosinya kenceng abis hihihi. Apalagi yah? Hmm I really like to watch yu le xin wen, the shows only tell us about the project that have been done by the artists, not like the Indo’s infotainments, almost always show divorces, marriages, who is the third party,who is going out with who, who is enjoying their life, who is donating(like to showing) not the project done by them. Wu liao……… ok enough of yu le xin wen for the moment. Weks jadi inget kudu ke starlounge jg neh buat update and say hi to the founder :)

The legend of the speed, well a nice story about the competition and real life experiences, give me a few things to think about. Well, the life is not as easy as you want, but you can change it with nu li and jia you :P

Iseng2 bongkar lemari, I found out a gift from harle, hehehe, I still keep it and remembered it for ever, because that little yellow bunny arrived safely to my house half year after shipping. Can you imagine how long is the trip from America to here? well, such a record!!!

我还是 sen chi. Wei se me ne? I kept wondering, why because of their own goals didn’t achieve as they expected and blame it to other people? Be creative and you will survive, but this time I wont help because I have my own reason for that. Enough for that time. I did stupid mistake by telling what should do, while a certain people really need that help. Stupid me, kudu dihentikan and thanks God, sudah dihentikan and berlalu. But I still want to write about this, cos it is so annoying.

I just WONDERING, why can people think like this? Depends ???Why not think wisely? Heran deh, kenapa bisa think like that when terdesak or kecewa karna too much knowing of something yang seharusnya tidak perlu diketahui?

Should I come to the Big4? Have approach one of them and still 3 to go but wo mei you xing xing to go there. Ce me pan? Sei khe yi pang wo? So let the nature decide what I should do. Should I go to the agent or go directly? Yg ini pergi salah, ga pergi jg salah neh,


iSeTan, iRiver hehehe, two different things that attract me lately, dunno why. Just sounds nice to my ears.

jadi inget, a friend told me that when a friend of mine showing the accessories that he/she have to another friend, should you be jealous? Should you? I just don’t understand why have to jealous? He/she have the money for buy it, and if you urself want, just buy it and don’t be jealous, but if u mei you chien, don’t envy them, ok, because the world is fair enough for us as long as we work hard and don’t envy other but be grateful that other can have the things we want and hoping by work hard, we also can get it for our self. Well this is only a story from a friend, a fighting friend wahahahaha, but an advice from a friend that having this experience, didn’t work for me, well, it because the knife that stab from my behind and campur2 ama ke’bablasan’ thing that day.
I really regret that accident happen at that day and I also spent stupid yen lei for them, cen de hen stupid. Why I can do that, it is because of windy, jadi going together deh. Hope no more next time. Emang beda dunia and satu lagi beda mixed yg buat semuanya berbeda and begonya lagi, kenapa g harus terpengaruh? Dasar g goyah and terpengaruh of bayangan always having chau jia de pheng you. Well hutang budi kudu dibayar, but g dah bayar lunas belum yah? Dah cukup belum g bayarnya? Cos I don’t want to bring it to death. It is such a big burden. Hope it is enough, kl belum I’ll pay it when I succeed, promise, but how to pay it? Itu yg harus dipikirkan ……. But I think I have done a lot, duh egoisnya dateng…..

a late post ....


21 August 2005
Congrats for Sydney, to be the next venue for the international World Youth Day 2008 :)
Can’t wait for that. This was announced by the Pope Benedict XVI at Cologne, Germany few hours ago, in Closing Mass for the World Youth day 2005, Have a chance to watch the closing mass is a blessed, more than a million people attended this mass.

Congrats also to Wenny and Ayau for their engagement yesterday, sorry I cant make it. Also happy belated bday to wenny.

Congrat to my long lost friend, Eri for her wedding a week ago.

好久不见

Those words describe what I felt few days ago. Met indra after few years. 她 decided to for good to indo and work at embassy. Yeah :) finally the whole gang can be gathered again. Trying up catch up with them. Atien has moved to Sunter, Ngamino entah ke mana yah hehehe. Yanti got new baby born in Sumedang :) congrats friends

Met Eka 2 days ago. Haven’t met the other. Gonna set the time for meeting, maybe. Mosat and friends are plan to collect pics, video and other stuff that related to high school and gonna make a record for the next reunion.

New journey, This is my new journey to new world. Hopefully I can survive, as my junior said, I can !! 有一 天会的!! They gave me their contact number, really helpful.

Have few interviews lately but still asked them to postpone and they agree to do it. Thx. Next target ………… xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Still 不高 xing about a problem, still become a burden and a friend keep asking about. I don’t know who’s false is that, but this is a freedom to speak as another friend said, don’t worry, you have your freedom as long as it is ur self and u don’t bother other, that is alrite. In case other people bother about that, then their bad luck, sapa suruh ikut campur, bener toh?

Anak2 ribut soal GAM, takutnya ntar jd Negara federal dgn adanya pembagian hak keuntungan yg 70:30. well Makin hari anak2 makin aja aktif and responsive about the country thing and initiator nya dah ganti org, takutnya ntar new semester begin, ilang deh semangatnya, but so far so good and aga2 bete cos only can update from the news and not join directly to the events yg jarang2 terjadi ini

Receive an email from mamat, reporting the details about wenny’s half surprise party hahaha. Kok bisa sih ketauan HAHAHAHAHAA, anyway, thx for the report and again, Happy Belated Bday to Wenny. Another wenny, will celebrate her bday this weekend and the next day is her Good day :) Congrats friend

Journey…
I have to end this old journey and start a new journey from now on and everything must be in new :P Setting a new goal and ‘cuek’ for the rest, good things need to be kept and the bad things should be throw awayyyy…..

Need to catch up Yu Le Xin Wen and updates everything soon
Ok for now and then next, need to be well organized.

Merdeka :)

The Best Day Of My Life

Today, when I awoke, I suddenly realized that this is the best day of my life, ever.

There were times when I wondered if I would make it to today; but I did! And because I did I'm going to celebrate!
Today, I'm going to celebrate what an unbelievable life I have had so far: the accomplishments, the many blessings, and, yes, even the hardships because they have served to make me stronger.
I will go through this day with my head held high and a happy heart. I will marvel at God's seemingly simple gifts:
the morning dew, the sun, clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds.

Today, none of these miraculous creations will escape my notice
Today, I will share my excitement for life with other people. I'll make someone smile. I'll go out of my way to perform an unexpected act of kindness for someone I don't even know. Today, I'll give a sincere compliment to someone who seems down.
I'll tell a child how special he is, and I'll tell someone I love just how deeply I care for them and how much they mean to me.Today is the day I quit worrying about what I don't have and start being grateful for all the wonderful things God has already given me. I'll remember that to worry is just a waste of time because my faith in God and his Divine Plan ensures everything will be just fine.And tonight, before I go to bed, I'll go outside and raise my eyes to the heavens. I will stand in awe at the beauty of the stars and the moon, and I will praise God for these magnificent treasures.As the day ends and I lay my head down on my pillow, I will thank the Almighty for the best day of my life. And I will sleep the sleep of a contented child, excited with expectation because I know tomorrow is going to be the best day of my life, ever!

Do you know of others who might be waiting to receive it from you?

Life is so beautiful

Life is nothing but a stage
Everybody give their best performances for their dreams
Sometimes wild at heart sometimes sad at tears
I often dream myself on a stage (with a microphone)
People, flowers, cheers, loneliness
Then I wake up and say to myself
This is my life
The way I choose ::)

Being educated doesn’t mean that you have achieved the highest education level. But educated act will show who you are. It also indicate that what you act is what you get from ur education society but sometimes, people don’t think wisely when their act, just want to make other happy(in their minds, they think so, but others don’t think so) but they don’t think it was not wise at all.
Use money to make other happy is not wrong totally but the way they act will lead to the misunderstanding. Most of the people think that money can make others happy. That is right but the WAY they do it should be right too.

Working --- tergantung ato menggantungkan diri???

I start to like this words ‘different world and different views’. It looks so match. What you think maybe the same in some way but the main is totally different. Kacian dehhhh hihihihi

Stop to give any comments unless they ask for but it doesn’t mean don’t care.

"Incomplete"BSB

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my babyIt’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world aloneI wanna let you go (alone)
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all
I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete

Devil besides you…..


Have you ever hear those words ? I believe I do :) Psst: hint: ada jun xiang hehehehe

CLBK? Should I do that? Back to the routines that I used to do? I need to catch up back to yu le xin wen more often to update myself hehe. So far try to do that :)

Childish, …. Harle, thanks for listening just now :) really appreciated hehehehe
Hidup Cuek hehehhehhee

Yida 的歌很好听, and the meaning behind the song was so good :) na ge nu hai tui wo shuo …….

“kesenjangan social” in term of scholarship ternyata emang bener2 terjadi hehehe, ada sebagian org yg merasa di’senjang’kan oleh beasiswa ini hehe, I know some would think like that and some not but at the end, yg ga dapet and felt kecewa pasti felt like that. It was proven. Have seen a lot of different type of people who know about this. Again, the ‘mixed’ problem also menunjang hal ini terjadi hehehe. A friend of my yg berpikiran terbuka, malah tidak berpikir seperti ini, she was thinking that it is a gift from God that you have asked and waited for a long time. See…… is every one has the same perception about this problem? Or just a step for better life and better future?

And again about my own country, kenapa ga maju2 sih? Padahal byk intelek2 di bumi Indonesia ini? Jadi pengen ikut monthly discussion minggu besok but gimana hiks hiks, only can get up date from them soon

Incomplete from bsb, really know what I mean for the moment hehe

Merdeka!!!

What do you think ??

Being stab from behind…. How does it feel? Hurt? Or disappointed? Or even worst, feel happy? Must be sen qing ping de ren then :(

Different opinions…. It is common as long as it doesn’t cross the border lines

Friendships …. Truthful and sincere? Even in different opinions?

Views…. Everyone has different about this but does it matter to certain people? How to maintain that?

Principle….. how can people constantly defend their owns principle?

Being minority in the society? How does it work? Is this fair?

Being a leader?.... Is it easy job to do? Who said so?

Believe but don’t see….. this is hard to do

Word ‘Thank You’, does it mean a lot to you? How people use this word in the society? What does this word mean to certain people? Does this word mean a powerful meaning? Does it mean something to me?

Working in the field that God have provided for you in the future…….

How to refuse an offer?

Being in the middle of a situation? … is that healthy for ur mind and reputation? A good listener ? who, where and what?

What is life about? An imitator ? Or a creator? Or initiator? ---> Accept or refuse?

It is good to be in a dream land or in a real life?

Try to release it quick and soon you’ll get over it

These questions teach a lot of thing about life and how you can survive in the society, it also an indicator what you can and can’t do in this life and society. Every questions there has the consequences. Case is CLOSED:D:D:D:D:D

How do you feel being spy on? Happy or angry? How you should act? Have an action or say nothing?

How do you feel when somebody break the promise? Is this an indication of ignorance or just forget the promise that people have made?

Reality


Money can be an enemy. It was proven in many ways. With money you can get everything you want and even, you can ‘buy’ a friend. On the other hand, without money, you can do nothing, this is true.

Got a scholarship is always a dream for me. It was a blessed in that year that I was announced as one of the awardees. Thanks God!!

Well, the journey of the dreams has begun. Have a chance to feel how is like to study in overseas was a dream come true for me. Because of the monetary crisis 1998, I can say that I really hate the government, well, I don’t have any rights to blame government because of this.

Having the opportunity to see the other part of the world, make my mind clear. No wonder, in every Ausaids discussion that I attended, seniors always encourage us, go back to ur country and built them so Indo can be a well developed country. I understand now, why so many lectures and government servants were sent to study in Oz with the ADS’ help, they have high nationalisms with a positive mind that after they go back to Indo, they can contribute to their own country and built the country. Reduce the poverty, educate people by sharing their knowledge they got while studying in Oz. I think, in their mind never cross the idea of staying permanently in Oz and get the working permit in Oz. it was crossed in my mind for a while and a bit bete when friends and family asking, when r u plan to go back there? You guys don’t know a lot of things so I cant blame you guys but please don’t ask me such that questions. I am sick of it for the moment. And also the relationship that I have with ADS is much much more precious that I can get. This also doesn’t mean that I cant stay in other country but the consideration is for the good of own country. That why, a friend that I know, when I asked him, wat is ur next target? Go to other country? Well he said, what for? Just be graceful and work in the field that you have here in you country. Well, now wo ming pai ta de yi se

Going back to Indo, make me realize a lot of things need to be done. I don’t try to be nationalist, but that is the reality. As a good citizen (how good??), I need to develop my own skills to build my own country. It doesn’t matter where I work, at least I can give sumtin to the country that give me the chance to see the other part of the world.

The reality I saw here was so so so pathetic. No strict rule, with money, everyone can gain their aims. No queueing, everyone can go the counter quickly to pay, for example.
The infrastructure was not maintain well. With the chance to see the other world make me realize that so many things need to be done with my own ways. No need to ask how I can do it but just pray for me that I can do the best for the country and also pray for my fellow friends that still studying in Oz and when they come back, we can all join together to build our own country.

Walah, ini kok tiba2, I myself being so ….., apa karna mau 17an? Or karna baca email di milis?

Ok next, back to money topic. It is true that money can be the most powerful enemy in ur life. When you have a connection with people and it deals with money, be careful, money can be friend and also can be enemy but I believe it mostly become your enemy.

By having enough money, you can, for example, go to overseas for study, while when you don’t have any money, you can do nothing, even for breakfast or for lunch. Having the chance to study in Oz, make me (again) realize many things.
Money can get you to the highest place, can give you the better life (of course) and chance to stay in other part of the world, money can get to the most enjoyable moment you want to have but remember it was just a moment, as soon as you don’t have money, ur friends will leave you soon and you were all alone for the most of the time.

Complaining about the life and don’t have enough money are also not really good choice, everyone should be graceful of what they can have now, even you only can afford your lunch. God has provided everyone with their destiny and talents, all you can do is 加油 and stop complaining and keep trying. Even you have enough, you will still complaining that you don’t have enough. That is the human nature. Human is a complicated creatures. ----> I like this quite. But how complicated? Everyone can made is become easy when they face it bravely and not influence by other.

Why I become so ignorance this lately? Well many reasons, and I don’t need to tell anyone about this. The one who really know me will know it directly and never ask about it. Facing the real reality is so hard than anyone can imagine. Being in the dream land is just a dream that will end soon. Probably, I was a bit convince by the age thing and the shio thing. I admit, I can more believe to wat the ‘age thing’ said better than the other. The waiting period and the commitment that have by the shio thing, can ruin everything too. How can I act based on that?

Money also can ruin friendship and having different views also can ruin ur relationships with others. That is for sure!!!!! I think I get the message that being in the different world, people will act different to you and see what they can get from u. well my experience during my study, teach me more than I can get, more that I can reach and teach me one thing, don’t trust people 100% because it can be ur number 1 enemy. You can trust people 99% and you have to save that little percentage for urself for self defence. Actually this is not right that you don’t trust people 100% but no other way I can do that, at least I trust you 99% and I didn’t expect to get the trust from people 100% also. Even though a friend said to me, try to believe other and let them grow, it was so hard, because it was from a different world view different from me and friends.

2 nights ago, I got a called from old friend, complaining again bout old decease, that still keep membayangin 她 and I told 她 that I have throw away 她 belonging. Well this is not my false anyway, I have asked for advices before I do it. We talked for a long time. I felt a bit guilty for that, because of other’s false, I have to carry it a bit as my responsibility. Well, I know this is one of the good way, but that sickness, who want to have that kind of decease? No one and no one want to have it.

Just now, chatted with Dee, asking me to go the Eri’s n awen’s de hao re zi. Ce me pan? Should I go? Well, it means that I have to go to Jakarta soon, but my business here is still unfinished, how can I leave?

Also just chatted with Jen, she was soooo kind and invite me to visit her sumtime in the future, so lovely friend that I never meet before. I also have a promise to meet toro this month but did toro come back from Beijing yet?

Send a message to blue just now and let her know that I am in the country now.
I also have the chance to chat with irvie and mamat :P:P but not with aren, he seemed so strange. I felt a bit strange and make me curious to think that he did intended to block my msn? Since irvie and mamat can see him and I cant or my internet connection is suck??? Strange rite? Well probably the internet connection is suck, hate it!!!! Well this is the homework that I need to fix for this country :(

Emailing oren is one of my new activity now, since oren was missing for quite a long time and she only contact me and asking me, others emails that I cant even remember. Nice to hear from oren, probably I can visit oren sumday in the future hahahaha,hope can meet harle at this end of the year and I also hope that blue can finish her study by the end of this year or she has finished already?

More good news to come, yanti is going to have her baby in 2 months time, one of my bestfriend is going to get married, end of this year, well she was actually my auntie but she refuse me to call her like that since we have know each other before I should call her auntie hahahahahaha. Congrats!!! One more good news, I am going to meet Indra, probably, in few days time, when indra got back here to extend the passport. Yeah, I need to arrange this again.

I need to set up my life again, it is not going to be the same anymore. In the last 1.5 year, I can set up by myself but now, since I have to face the reality and say good bye to the dreams land, I have to follow my heart and the rule and authority (that is the bad news)

Got 2 job interviews now and still waiting for the best to come.

Lessons for the day :
Money can blind people
trust is one of the hardest thing to do
facing the reality is difficult when there is no trust and limit
being cheated or being lied by other is also the hardest thing to accept, especially, people say the other way around
people crossing your privacy limit is unforgettable and no mercy for that

Lost....

Everyone has their own life, even their own privacy that not everyone can cross that limit. Well being cheated is the worst thing ever happened, especially when it is ur privacy, the place that where u can do anything you like and what you can act. Saying that forget the connection, but still keep reading it through all the way, well don’t care start from now.

Being cheated and again…. Cen de hen wu liao de shi. My own problem hasn’t done yet, another problem is lai le. Wo ce me pan jue ding na?

I finally found oren, yg sempat menghilang sekian lama, gara2 job training. Hv been contacting blue n harle, but still cant find where they are

Well in this world, I cant trust anyone for sure, my future is in my own hand, I know this will be happened some day and I didn’t expect it would come so fast. Being confused and must follow the rules that make me see the world clearly. Being mixed also not a solution, well, that is the problem that come from the problem, not one can avoid it, but well, actually can avoid it but The One said different for this, and mei pan fa, u have to follow that.

Life is a happiness where you can enjoy it
Life is a sadness when you cant respect and be gratefull of what you get
Life is sumtin so unfair to ‘different world’ people
Life is sumtin fair to the humble people

Well, the life is not that easy to face, the main topic for today is cheated….
A big word that mean a lot to a certain people.
Welcome back to really…. The dreams are over now

The life must go on..

It has been a week, I have leave Sydney for good. I really miss that city, the city that I have my own life, no one can interfere my life there. Back to my home sweet home, I realize that so many things I need to finish. 妈的病 also need me to take care off. Luckily it wasn’t that dangerous.

How is my future now? Haven’t done anything yet since I got here. must I wait for the immigration stuffs done? Or just apply to anywhere I like? The problem is working experience that I don’t really have. Ce me pan?

Still angry with mamat, since he confessed that he pretend to be lisbeth, asking me the ‘limit’ question that I wont give any answer. And I cant even think how come it was mamat, did he had sumtin to say to me?

who don’t feel sick of hearing, when heard people complaining the same problem everytime?

While myself, keep comparing the life style here and Sydney. It is totally different and I prefer the Sydney’s style. More convenience and strict to rule and I don’t feel strange there while here, people looking at me fiercely and I felt scare and even sumtin insulted.

What should I do now?

no title.. bueeeeeeeeeeteeeeeeeeee

Well, being at home is one of the part that I will not miss. Problems come one by one.
Still enjoying my jobless period but I hate listen to people complaining. All of the problems it just about ‘it’self. Different world’s people can easily solve the problem.I had chatted to mamat about this, and he said, yeah, they have the money and no big deal. And I also think that is right, too but g didera terus ama masalah yang sama, sapa yg ga kesel? And my scholarship terms yg dijadikan patokan. Well, kl emang mau org2 lu ke tempat lu and stay with you, go a head, ga usah lewat2 aps or ads, because that is not the right way. You can do it urself, it was proven by you come there alone, not the same as me nana n mamat. Well everyone had their problems and try at least solve by themselves and (again) don’t use me as comparison, I hate that.

Gud news, finally, oren email me and wrote to me wat and where she is these days. Good to hear from her. At least she didn’t missing at all.

Intinya g kesel huehueheuehehhehuuhee

Home….. finally :(

Last Friday was the hectic day I ever had. Busy thinking of the extra luggage that I need to pay and then ended up I don’t need to pay at all because I joined my luggage with Windy and aren’s foot help “:D

Friday 29 July 2005
Morning, busy packing and confuse. Later on, in the afternoon, aren came and nana also came, copying the old pics and then went to dinner with irvie and went to nana’s place, helping her packing.

Saturday, 30 July 2005
The day that I expect never to be happened was happened. Everyone went to airport to say good bye to me, I try to be tough and hold my tears but Windy’s keep falling and I also ikut terpengaruh. It’s really so say that I leave them there because I like it there and I cant go back and stay there for the moment. But at least I didn’t cry in front of them but bombay in the waiting room.
The flight from Sydney to Bali, took 6 hours and arrived at Ngurah Rai Airport at 2.05pm and then around 3pm flight to Jakarta. Arrived at Jakarta 15.20pm and then say goodbye to windy, rika and fahri. About fachri, ternyata he is really annoying and childish. Well, enough, talking about other people. Arrived at cengkareng, took the luggage and then straight away to hotel. Well I was a bit freaking out when I met local people, they’s look so fierce and like seeing me as a good prospect for their next victim. At instant, I hate Jakarta, I really want to go back to Sydney, I felt more safer there. In Sydney, no care what you do and no one care who you are but here, I have to pay respect to elders and at least try to fulfill their requests. It is hard to be the first in the family.

Well enough of that. I think I really got W Curve Syndrome and I actually try to reduce the syndrome effect. I keep comparing Jakarta and Sydney. When I was at jayakarta for dinner, I felt sick and confuse because the area is so dirty and hot, different from sydney’s. and then when I was looking for the new prepaid phone card, I also kept comparing the providers in Sydney and here. I keep thinking, where else on the earth I can get free chat time and felt so close to my friends. Now they are really far far away from me, hiks hiks hiks hiks hiks. Inside my head, I kept telling myself, stop comparing, stop comparing but it didn’t stop comparing and the worse is when I watched tv. The programs became so worse compare to Oz’s tvs. How could that be? And I also felt sick of the commercials, so jijay and hueksssss.

Well, the life must go on and where I can be end up to? No ones know about this, even myself. But definitely, I dislike staying in Jakarta because of everything. I am sick of hot weather and dirty air and the fierce faces that I wont forget and make me aware all the time and felt unsafety.

Going home and leaving Sydney for good (hiks hiks hiks)

It has been a year and 6 months, I am in Sydney. Thinking of leaving this city, really really make me sad. There are a lot of memories here, the sad ones, the happy ones and my struggles to get my degree. Finally, I got my degree at 15 July 2005.

Last Tuesday, we, the GC team minus yuli and ditya, went to Wollongong to visit Nantien Temple 南天寺. We spent almost the whole day there and after that, went to Kiama, a small town with it main attraction, blowhole http://www.kiama.com.au/attractions/blowhole.htm We arrived there a bit late, well, because of, traveling with 15 people.

Last Thursday, we gathered again to compile all the pictures that we took during the Wollongong trip. And the and of the meeting, suddenly, friends were giving me, nana n budi, graduation presents. I was so touch and when I was reading the card, my tears suddenly fall down. I think all my friends were shock, they never saw me cry or something like this. And Rahmat make a joke on this event. He kept saying to me, that he saw a friend crying but he didn’t know what she crying for. I was so sad at that time, thinking that I will leaving them soon and cant spent the time with them anymore, cant traveling with them, cant hang out and cant gather with them until unlimited time. friends in uni's time is forever. in working place, it is hard to get a good friend.

There were so many memories to remember and it will last forever in my heart and my mind. Thinking of going home, I also feel sad, first, I get used to staying in Sydney, it was so much better than I have to stay in Jakarta or Ptk. In Sydney, I learn to depend fully on myself and, well, sometimes, I ‘used’ depends on some one else but not too often, try to do it myself until I cant do it and need others’ help.

Help……… I don’t want to go home, ce me pan?

bugs bunny
isenkk's property

Nan Tien temple
isenkk's property

Holiday

Last week 11-14july 2005
I went to Gold Coast for holidays
We, 12 of us spent the holidays by visiting theme parks, Sea World, movie World and Dream world

and just now, got home from Wollongong, visited Nan Tien Temple, it was quite nice and then went to Kiama to experience the blowhole there and last stop for the night was Wolomooloo (i think the spelling is not right:P), just to have a look, how the hot dog in that place look like

Holiday and jobs hunting

Today, in few more mins, i will going to airport :P
Sea world, Movie World, here i comeeeeeeeeeeee

Well, just checked email, it sended 4 days ago, and I got an beginning interview in one of the 'cool' company :P

well, will blogging soon as i come back on thursday :P

wat a world...

In this post, I probably gonna a bit racist.
Gimana tidak coba
Dah masih kecil dah sok nasehatin g, rese ga si?
Berikut percakapannya :
A:aku mau nasehatin beberapa hal sebelum lu pulang indo
A:tenang
Trus g bilang ga mau eh dijawab: tapi saya Harus, buat bekal masa depan

Buset dah , bokap g aja ga pernah nasehatin g kaya gitu, mang apaan?

Kind of cant except tis, bener2 too much, campur too much, don’t you guys think?
Duh, kl bukan karma janji n hutang budi, don’t know wat I am gonna do then…

2 days before my last exam in uni ….


Ok, I cant wait for my last exam in Uni, after that no more exam, the next is holiday to GC :P
Yesterday, called home, talk a lot and I think I was a bit high temper cos of the parents’ (not my parents, but elders, if I can say that) behaviors that so ngatur2 and think that they are right in everything. Not all of them are right at the first place. Yes they are more experience, you can say byk makan garam, I can understand but at least u guys have to understand dong what are young adults nowadays thing about the life and reality. Cant just judge from ur ‘old’ perpective. Bit piss off because of that.

Kaget ama soi sim gitu, buset dah, langsung aja suruh beliin boneka seharga 600k rp, ga salah neh? Gimana g bawanya? Ga piker lagi buset dah, asli g shock abis cos I didn’t expect that to happen

Well, going home is still a problem. One side, I don’t want to go home, just felt that, this is where I should be, so aman tenteram, kl mau ketemu sodara just sms or call. On the other hand, I have to go home regarding to the end of my scholarship. Soooo sad, leaving all the thing that I have built here. Maju kena mundur kena. Kl pulang jg kudu beli oleh2,duh $$ dari mana?? Duh you chien ren, ni zai na li?

Life….

What is life? Life is so complicated that every human must face …

I just finished watch Desperate Housewives, the soap opera type that actually contains lots of life value. The story is about the groups of housewives life in the suburban. Their life is sooo complicated. No family is perfect and I was thinking who can have the perfect family? Everyone has its own standard about the perfect family.

About life, there is many things to do in this life, such as studying (duh geli banget yah) and then chasing dreams that will come true someday in the future..

Trust is the key, without the trust, life is useless --- > this is wat I put in my msn nick name. and the best is yet to come so try to chase it and pursue it

Exams...


Few hours before exam, i wish i can do it now, cos the burden in my mind......
after tomolo, next is next thursday...

pusing dah.....

Exams dah didepan mata

well, just got my 10%marks, asem g cuma dapet 8/10, kok bisa yah? n rata2nya jg 8.5??
always below the mean. sial or wat? gimana dong buat ngejar D? bisa dapet ga?
just hoping that my second case, got 15 or morelah
sukur2 dapet gede, kl ga, ga tau lagi dah
kudu stop net jg neh , gimana dong?

duh pusing'
byk urusan di saat yg bersamaan,
exams, holiday, going home, apply for jobs,
duh ga tau neh mana yg mau didahulukan? semuanya penting banget

well, bis liat prenster, byk hal baru yg terjadi,
friends, changes, study, life, married, travelling around, entrepreneur....
duh g stress gara2 prenster neh, bis liat jadi sirik.....
duh kan ga boleh sirik, ada jg berusaha n jia you!!!!
come on!! Ganbatte ne!!

Penrith Orange Valley

Well, that is the pic that i took this afternoon :)
I went to spent the day at Penrith, it was about 2 hours drive from Sydney.
First stop, at Honey Farm
then went to The Orange Orchard :P
Quite fun though, it was tiring now and hve to sleep now cos working tomolo :)
earn some $$$ :P

Yg penting buat gw and Blue, Isenkk tetap nomer 1!!!! Cieh!!!! JIA YOU!

*thx sis, boosting up my spirit neh :P
Ganbatte ne!!

Still lost

This will be the few last posts before exams, I guess.
These last few days, I have been spending time not effective and efficient. Don’t know why, maybe the weather is so nice for sleeping and make people become lazy.

Atien’s case, I don’t want to know much. Yesterday, I met her and she showed weird attitude and I don’t want to care that much, although Aren told me a pretty strange event between them. This lead me to ignorance the ‘friendship’ term. It is not that I am not a good buddy but the privacy and my limit about other’s personal life. I don’t want to disturb that.

Then yesterday is bak cang day :P irvie cooked dinner, fish man!! Hehe, quite luxury for living hereJ

Just now, V called, because of lack people for tomorrow’s fruit picking, she asked me to ask my friends to join, enak aja. Emang temen2 g tuh cadangan? kl ga ada yg mau baru cari mereka? I cant except that, g ikut jg because I never been that place before and I try to fix that ‘broken relationship’ with her. Besides that, I also want to spend my time by going out from Sydney :P

Kesel aja gitu lohhhhh, sabar sabarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


.hahaha back to book now :P

KECEWA

Well
I just found out that I was left behind
So I will try to leave them also?
Aren, irvie know the truth already but didn’t tell me, I only can guess and then aren yg ga tahan, kl g gat au, then he insisted me to ask her about the problem.
Well bit kecewa, well my ego is back, don’t care lah as long as they are happy. How come I am the last person to know? Kecewa man!!!or did I do sumtin wrong ?
kenapa g harus the last person???????? am i too caring? or malah ga peduli?

tired

Haven’t posted anything for weeks. Hv been pretty busy and hectic weeks.
Last week, 2 of the assignments due on the same day and same time.
Last week also busy preparing GC trip for next months. Everyone asking me to arrange the trip which I don’t want to because it will caused me to be hate by others but I have to do it anyway since no one want to do it.

Hv made a critical mistake last Sunday, but I will take responsible for it. Been away abit from friends, dunno why, I felt a bit sad but forget it for a moment because I need my time for preparing my exams.

Well tonite at 9pm it the last lecture I could have for the rest of this year. No more lecture no more study starting next month. I am going to have my exam on 23rd and 30th this month, after that I will be no more student but jobless. It is the time for me to find job, tired of asking the right jobs, hope the miracle could happen to me.

Yeah no more school, quite enough for the moment