again
another kdrama, so touching and co2nya cakep2 hihihhiihi

Kwon Sang Woohttp://img.sbs.co.kr/newimg/tv/paradise/photo/phpto_img06b.jpg
Choi Ji Woohttp://img.sbs.co.kr/newimg/tv/paradise/photo/phpto_img24b.jpg
Kim Tae Hee http://img.sbs.co.kr/newimg/tv/paradise/photo/phpto_img07b.jpg
Baek Sung Hyunhttp://img.sbs.co.kr/newimg/tv/paradise/photo/phpto_img08b.jpg

berhubung lagi males banget ngeblog
ini gue post sinopsis drama yang gue lagi tonton

Ai Qing Mo Jie/Magic Ring

Xiao Jun slowly wakes up from a train accident. Losing all her memories and left with amnesia, Xiao Jun has no idea who she is or where she is going. Yet the ancient ring that she is wearing on her finger is proof of being the Du family’s eldest son’s fiancé. Therefore, Xiao Jun is confusingly brought to the rich and powerful Du family. The head of the Du family treats her and loves her as if she is his own daughter, causing the pregnant Xiao Jun to experience the feelings of a warm family that she has never felt before.With the gradual recovery of Xiao Jun’s memory, she feels more and more frightened. She slowly realizes that she is not the daughter of a rich family that everyone talks about. Not only did she come from a poor family background, has a greedy stepfather, but the guy that got her pregnant has abandoned her. Before boarding the train, Xiao Jun is only an unmarried mother that has no where to go… As for the Du family’s second son, Jing Hang, although he grew up in a prosperous environment, yet he still carries some heavy burdens in his heart: He betrayed the hopes that his father has for him, carries the burden of blaming himself for his brother’s death, and refused the love that Ke Ting has for him. He wants to throw everything away, but he can’t run away from the fact that he is the successor of the Du family. All these contradictions intertwine in his heart, making him feel as if he is an animal that is locked away in a cage – angered and unable to get away.Jing Hang, who everyone disapproves of and the innocent and simple Xiao Jun, from arguing with each, resisting each other, they both gradually fell in love with each other. In front of them, there are numerous tests that they will have to face. Faced with his own sister-in-law, Jing Hang secretly makes a promise to the family ring that is on Xiao Jun’s finger that he will protect Xiao Jun from the threats of this dangerous world. Even if the price that he has to pay is to sacrifice his own life…

tonite

remind me to tall about:
-Stairway to heaven
-Adrian and his sister who really care for me :D ...... ada lanjutannya yg norak hihihihihihihi
-supplementary exam this afternoon, dont know will be good or bad
-plan to order IPod $499 ---> matilahhh kl ketauan bonyok, eh gpp ding, duit AusAid ini hehehhe amd duit kerja gue yg belum cukup
-meet hery, he is coming this morning fr Melb
-coolvrb's xmas party ---> too early to celebrate
--magic ring
-love story in harvard

* duh ketik di kompinya awen susah bener sih? macet2 keyboardnya

what else?
gosipin harle hihihihihihihi
really glad for her!! Go sister!!

December 5, 2004 : 9.15pm

I was phoned by Iffy at around 9pm and then awen said, ‘berisik’!!! pengen marah aja neh gue. Abisnya biasanya dia telp jg begitu ga inget2 orang lagi belajar or lagi konsen to read, and dgn tidak ada salahnya bilang, g telp nyokap ah!!!. Kl mau telp kan bisa di luar. Seenak perutnya aja. I think baru kali ini aja tuh gue telp and dia tidur. Trus langsung komplen. Bikin emosi aja deh

Udah coolvrb bikin orang emosi, eh dia lagi yg bikin emosi, gimana caranya gue bisa ciptain damai di hati and damai di rumah?
Menghindari coolvrb? Hmmm I find the good way, going to Newcastle so I don’t hv to prepare food and tuker kado, hemat duit makan buat jalan2, ga ada salahnya.
Anyway, I didn’t make any RSVP as the invitation said so don’t consider that I am going. Most of my friends are not going so why should i? walah negative thinking neh. Wu suo wei lah.

Ming thian harus buat contekan ujian her open book and have to read the course outline and study case again with care and consentration. Wish me luck!!
Have to transfer rent money to her account, duh merepotkan gue aja neh.
Soal kulkas yudha gimana ya besok? Irvie belum pulang kerja. Gimana dong? Or she will call me tomolo?

I didn’t go anywhere today cos I fulfill my duties yesterday and today I didn’t spend money which is good!!!

*lagi emosian nehhhh!!

blogging again

Sun rise at 5.30 am and set at 8pm? What a long day. This is happening now in Sydney. This is what I fell for this summer, long long day and fell confortable when going home at 7or 8 pm cos the sun just set and fell like 5.30pm.

Working for two days, quite tired although the job was easy and don’t need to use the brain, what I need is just the speed and ‘teliti’ to sort.

Wednesday is coming!! Hope I can pass that day with now ‘halangan’ and pass too

Get a bit angry with someone, invite me to xmas party and then malah asking me to cook rendang. Emang g tukang masak lu? Emang lu ga bisa masak sendiri? Begitu gue tolak eh malah ga sadar, masakin telur puyuh with prawn, seenaknya aja, emang ga mahal tuh bahan2? Gue kan lagi program irit neh cos my parents is coming and I have to save money and spend what I have for them. Sudah layak and sepantasnya kan? Quite bokek jg after spend 40$ for the dvd.

Saturday 4 December 2004
Boring boring day today, have no spirit to study cos it seem unfair for me, while other has already enjoy their holiday and me, have to read the study case? Not fair to say to, thx God I have second chance to fix something wrong but the spirit has not come yet. Ce me pan?

Talk to landlord bout my parents is coming and asking about the rent, from her face, I doubt she will agree although she had no choice to not agree that my parents will stay here :)

Bit upset when chatted with heri, he wasn’t comforting me while I need someone to talk to and relief all my stress. Jadi bt deh bawaannya then he said turn of the msn and study!! Who don’t want to success? Idiot kali yg mau?

Today is Ike’s bday, I forget to send card and merasa males aja send sms, cos mahal? Kok jadi pelit gitu yah? More news bout my friends, Esther is in Bali now, she has new job there. Cant believe that she is there now.

Yesterday, Fachri called me asked about present for p’Zaeni, and he thought that everyone is enjoying holidays by spend the time in the city. I felt abit sebel cos I went to city to ‘find some $$” hihihihi,to support my ipod and digicam fund.

There are many things I want to talk about here but to lazy to type? Ce me pan? And too many thing to think about in my mind now. Want to finish the supplemen right away cos really really annoying right now.

Working with Clarte 2 days ago, make me felt that I am become a bit kiasu person. Duh beginii kan gawat banget, heading my direction to Spore doesn’t make my perspective become kiasu, right ? gara2 info dr nana, said that Clarte is a nice person, eh ternyata emang bener but Cuma dikit doang benernya, he can work comfortable while listening to his ipod and don’t feel that the supervisor was watching at him

Today blog on 1 paragraph about the people I met in the last few days
Oh ya, I met a writer from Canada, she was talking to me when I have my lunch on Wednesday

lah besok malah back to dingin lagi deh suhunya
berkisar 18-25 degree
lahhh
moga2 ga hujan, biar gue bisa ke city cari tambahan $$ :)

jia you!!!

harle sms gue tadi siang, isinya : lagi dengerin lagu ZZ eh salju turun.
duh gue sirik banget, yg ada gue di sini kepanasan abis trus gue ke uni and ke mall cuma buat beli dvd Last Samurai and Passion of the Christ doang, sekalian bisa ngadem di mall. btw di library jg adem sih, tapi sapa yg mau ke libr kl sendirian? kl rame2 kan bisa ngobrol hihihihi

ya elah skrg malah hujan, duh gimana seh, cuacanya bikin panas dingin aja neh

hot hot hot day in Australia

seumur2 tinggal di indo ga pernah panas sebegitu panas, emang cuacanya lagi giilaa dehhh
berikut quote dr sydney morning herald :


Extreme weather conditions hit NSW today with temperatures exceeding 40 degrees closely followed by strong southerly winds.
Hundreds of firefighters worked to contain about 20 bushfires burning across the state as temperatures reached a maximum of 44.7 degrees in Singleton, in the Hunter Valley.
The high temperatures also caused a power blackout in areas on the south coast for two hours this afternoon.
NSW transmission company, TransGrid, was forced to shed some customer load after a high level of electricity consumption caused two large generating units to fail, a company spokesman said.
Some areas were without power between 3pm (AEDT) and 5pm this afternoon but it had been now restored, the spokesman said.
Temperatures in Sydney surpassed the prediction of 35 degrees in the city today, with Observatory Hill recording a maximum of 40 - 5.3 degrees hotter than yesterday.
Penrith also topped its predicted 38 degrees, recording 41.3, while Newcastle University reached 41 and Wollongong 38.
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Temperatures exceeded 40 at Bankstown, Canterbury, Holsworthy, Horsley Park, Norah Head, Penrith, Richmond and Olympic Park.
But Singleton hit the scorching heights today - reaching a peak of 44.7 degrees - while the hottest temperature in the Sydney area was reached at Sydney Airport where the mercury rose to 41.8.
Record temperatures were broken on the mid-north coast at Kempsey, where temperatures of 41.8 degrees broke the previous record from December 23, 1972, of 40.6, and at Port Macquarie, where a temperature of 42 broke a record of 41 on December 2, 1979.
But the hot weather would not last as a southerly wind blows through the state.
"A southerly blast has come through most of Sydney now," a senior forecaster at the Bureau of Meteorology said.
"It hasn't gone through the western areas yet but it will in the next couple of hours.
"There is a much cooler change coming through tonight and tomorrow we are expecting a cloudy day with south-easterly winds with temperatures of about 18 to 22 in the city."
The strong winds passing through Sydney were causing havoc as trees and branches were blown on to houses and into roads.
The State Emergency Service (SES) was responding to about 30 jobs across the city but expected more calls as the winds spread throughout the state, an SES spokesman said.
There were also fears the change in weather conditions could cause bushfires to escape containment lines.
"All fires are contained but all this could change as the southerlies come through at about 6pm," a NSW Rural Fire Service spokesman said.
"They could change the direction of the fire and if it is a very strong wind it could blow the fires up."
About 100 firefighters and 22 tankers worked on a 20-hectare fire burning in the Rumbalara nature reserve in Gosford, while crews were also working at fires 20km north of Parkes, in Cobar, 30km south-west of Nymagee, and bushland north of Waterfall Way in the Cathedral Rock National Park.
With a total fire ban in place in 11 regions of NSW until midnight tonight, NSW police were today investigating three bushfires they believe were deliberately lit in Gosford early this morning.
At about 1.45am police received reports of three bushfires within a 10-minute period at John Whiteway Drive, Erina Street and Faunce Street.
And another fire at Bulahdelah, north of Newcastle, was reported to have been started by illegal hazard reduction burning.
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Panasssssssssssssss

but tomolo will be lebih panas 42 degreee gileee deh dah kaya di padang pasirrrr

stresssss, ga abis2nya
sebel jg
bt
not fair
but lucky
sial, tinggal 1 point doang

Regrets

sebelllll
kesellllll
reseeeeeee
regretttttssss
thx God for the supplement...
kejammm
wu liao
sad
happy
worried
no way out
jealous
dont know what to do
deadlock
better future??? i doubt it
iss? sebel jg, ga dapet
or kudu bersukur?

move the anger and stress to iss? it is not fair!!!
who to blame?
myself? irvie said, i dont fully understand the concepts, i think that was right but who can help me? i cant find the helper, not even jo and julie.
jo is missing, cant find her through email, need to see her on Monday, asking help again????

oh no, is this the right way to do? Lord, i said u did not fair to me but then it was only a blaming from my failure, i have nobody to blame except that i only can blame You. i know this is not right, but who can i blame? myself? i hate my self as Vanness sang in his song, wo tau yen wo ce ci. i need someone to help me, some one who can direct me, someone who i can share my problems and my happiness, when i can have one?
I am not the one who can believe people easily now because of the past event eg coolvrb. hard to believe and hard to get know other new people. hate to basa basi to start the conversation.

last night went to dinner with new friends, they looked happy and i seem happy too but they didnt know what was in my mind at that time. i can cover it in front of people and people cant know what i felt. or am i too 'angkuh' to share with other people?

i am too stress to think now, dont know what to do. somebody please help meeee

Free train day!

Yesterday was a free day train in Sydney. I took the chance to Chatswood and Bondi. Free of charges except the bus fares. First time, alone, went to Chatswood with no any purpose, well the purpose was to enjoy the free train, I think this kind of thing never happened in Indo :P

Ready at about 11am, jump to the bus and went to Central at 11.30am and arrived at Chatswood at 12.30. first stop to the Ren Tea house, to get some green tea candy then walk to the mall and walking around, visited the place I wanted to -it was in my list-
I spend almost an hour and half there and then went back to Central to continue my journey (ce ilah!!) to Bondi Junction. Well, it was pretty easy and ‘Someone’ made it easy for me by not waiting too long to get to the train. I bought some veggies there and then went home by 400. And know what, I did not have to wait for 400, it came straight away I got out the mall. Huh, sometimes 400 make people angry because of the long period of waiting time. Well that was simple story bout yesterday.

Mars, 戰 神, with大S 和 仔仔 in it, was quite ‘pretty dull’ story for me. Don’t know why people kept saying the drama was good??? Or I did not concentrate while watching it? Or read to much spoilers in forums?? The good thing in this drama is仔仔, he improve a lot in acting. Really good in 陳 靈’s character, although sometimes I saw a bit in consistent in his acting while 大S’ acting seem so boringggggggggg, a type of ‘penurut’ in this drama. 情美 is the one like in this drama, so fierce and alive, gave the ‘spirit’ in this drama.

Now, I am watching Liang Nu lang (duh how to type it in Chinese?) I like Ambrose J cute in that drama hahahahahhahaahha. The story seems ok, but bit boring but flow quickly or because of 1 epi only takes about 40mins? Oh well, let spend the holiday by watching the dramas. Next stop will be the outsider 1 and 2 last epi of love contract and now I am donloding epi 2-4 of magic ring J

很無聊!!!!! Today pretty boring, clean up the kitchen and become kecoa (duh gimana word kecoa in English???) buster

Australian public has chosen Casey Donovan as their idol, leaving Anthony Calea as the second winner. Last Sunday night, the result revealed at a spectacular show in Sydney Opera House. Many of my friends are in Anthony’s side, they voted a lot while me, supporting Casey without any votes hehehehehehe

I am watching Princess Diary 2 now, just cant believe that there was Chinese song in it!! Amaze!!!

Bad mood!

Just called indo, bad bad feeling..... dont know why.
bt, sebellll
alone, ini gara2 baca synopsis MARS, si Chen ling lonely then i just felt that I have the same feeling. norak amat y ah/?? duh tangan kiri kok pegel ya? havent done anything yet but soar gituuuuu

Mango Strawberry

Hmmm, sounds weird huh? I just came back from mall and bought mango strawberry. The fruit is really mango but the skin’s color is red and orange. Strange combination but it taste good, sweet and a bit ‘asem’

Yesterday I finished may exams and finally will be free for the next three and half months. If I take the summer session, I will be free for 1.5 months only.
About the exams, started on last Friday afternoon, the questions are actually not really difficult to attempt but, dasar ga belajar dr pengalaman mid session, took time to do it. Although I did finished the foreign currency’s part but I not so sure that will be exactly correct.

Monday’s exam was hell. I totally screw it up, I did miss one question, I did the question on the question paper and did not transfer to the answer sheet, it totally S***!!!! Make me think of this for hours before I can study for the last exam.

Yesterday’s exam was, actually, in moderate level. I think I did quite ok about this but don’t really know what will happen then but at least I finished the exams.

Today, have no plan at all and then atien called, asked me to mall :). Quite strange since she hasn’t finished her exams yet

Just now, awen just said, need to clean up the bathroom?? What is this? Blaming me? Cant not lah, dah kebal. Who she want to ‘singgung”. Don’t work at me anymore lah. *ups msia’s style.

Back to today’s agenda. Did some shopping di mana $$ mengalir tanpa keliatan, cos I was using my card.huhuhhuhu sedih bener deh rasanya, flow away without I can see it clearly. At least, I got present for my mum, but failed to buy present for my fav niece. Have to look and search at another place some day.

Just chat with lidia and she got the job at coles, duh sebel dehhh, kenapa gue ga dapet? And why they asked me to resit the test without any intention to hire me? Not worthed to do that. Sebel sebel sebel but windy didn’t get the job too, according to her. Ok lah, at least I have friend. Jahat banget sih cari temen sependeritaan.

Next part is another story, remember ‘crazyunswboy’? the one that come to my blog? In week 14 ( i think week 14) when I read blitz, unintended, I read the adv there and found out that he is a 27 yo asian boy desperately looking for a girl to marry. Desperate banget sih? Mau pake acara kawin kilat and looking for a girl with some consideration such as kudu lahir di tahun berapa gitu. Wow in this modern world, still have “young people” if that age still consider at young not mature age. Weird world to my mind.

Hmm wat else? Cant think of any, eitss, just remember, donloded the moonchild, but don’t hv English subtitle, only got mandarin sub, khe lian banget sih? Walah walah walahhhhhh, sebellllllllllllllllllll, ntn jadi ga ngerti dehhh

Ok for now, cos it really hot today and still how till now. Summer is coming and I think I cant handle it really well. Skrg aja even belum summer dah kepanasan

last blog before exams

exams are coming, not soonn but sooooooooonnnnn. I have mine first on this Friday and finish all of the exams on Wed while my friends will start on this Thurs. Hua hua huauhau hauua, when i can enjoy they will be suffering for a little longer time than me hehehhe

nothing much happened since me 'bertapa' di rumah and catch up alots of things. Awen will be home on Friday.

good new, finished donloding The outsider 20 epis yipeeee, so ada stock for holidays and now, try to get Liang Nu Lang, almost finish too :)

audit assignment is back, get 7/10, not bad considering everyone have the same marks :) nonna try to push the marks up because her class did not vert well haha, including me :( Wish me luck for the monday's exam.

ok for now....

Busy Saturday

Today's agenda was studying for the finals. then ketiduran hehe. and then finished donloded Magic Ring and cant hold the temptation to watch so i watched it and not really felt good aabout that drama although ada YC and ce nya hua ce lei jg. i dont like the main actress, gaya mirip sanchai but ga mirip2 amat

then here come the big worries, a wedding invitation that i have to attend on behalf of my parents. hmm heavy duty to be done and felt dont want to go there with afai n atin. and luckyly near the time to go, abon decided to go and i got a friend then. thx Jesus, you are my savior :) Finally i have a friend in that glorious and joyous party.

met some people that i know when i was a kid but not really know now :)

ok deh, end for now
have to back to read 5996 .....

Exams, work, NZ

exams are in a week's time. so rush, hv to prepare it carefull, oh foreign currency translations, consolidation, come soon and i will let it go in next week's friday afternoonnnnnnn. yeah

just got online assessment (again) from coles. dont know wat they want me to do.

read mails from mailing list, a bit inspired of doing some exercise in unigym :)

NZ? do i need some holiday? --> quick desision. must be decided next monday

watching summer scent now, via streamline indosiar

Melbourne Cup!

Hmmm, what in my mind is maybe the race or any kind of championship held in Melbourne. And… it is a horse race held in melb and everyone here especially the local people very excited about it. There are also hat carnival, if I can say like that, it like fashion show with hat become the main of interest. Actually this event held on Tuesday and people already get excited about it.

Oh yeah, last night I have to change my clock due to day light saving….. hmm hate this situation cos cut 1 hour of my precious time. Now I can understand what harle felt at time when she told me, her sleep time was cut. Same here too. Because of this, this morning, I woke up a bit late,well, I have my alarm rung me up already but I keep extend 15 minutes and 15 minutes. *still don’t want to blame my self* take quick shower and run to bus stop, and still late to church cos 400 always come late when we really need.

Choir, have temptation to join but I don’t like the system of how they are practicing. Cos don’t really get into me. This morning I saw vrb and atien join the choir. They performance is quite good, but still I can see, not much practice and not harmonize really well, but overall ok lah

KAmis lagi....

Thursday again, it is end of week 13. one more week to go before the finals. And then here come the finals, thx God I will finish it in mid of week 16 and then freee for about three months?? Wat should i do then? Going home? Really want to but mei you chien le. Ce me pan?

This week ol a lot and even chats a lot, gawat neh ga bisa control and then what will happen to my pr2 and belajar?
Wat else. Hmm today just hand in the last part of 5908 assignment and I didn’t know what is going on in the class. Really not into the lecture. This is probably because of the ‘hate’ of this subject? Nonna didn’t tell what is she going to talk about in the lecture. Sialllll

My best friend has finished her degree and now looking for job, how nice is that? I wish I already finished the school stuff. Many people will always think that studying is better than working, while me keep thinking that working is better than studying. By working u can get money and face the real life ie. Challenge. In uni, u dnot have any experience and sometimes don’t ‘connect’ with the lecture’s topic because u don’t wont and don’t know much about it.

Ook I don’t know wat to type anymore and I still have about 30mins before the class. Wat should I do then? Play games? Hmm rada tengsin jg neh kl maen game soalnya kiri kanan pada sibuk assignment masa g maen games sih?

Boring

Been a long time, not blogging.
This weekend rush with the 10 mark stupid assignment and got bit conflict in the content with the other group. Don’t know I was wrong or them but I really don’t hv confidence in this so probably they were right. Have to online in msn to discuss the assignment. Some people say cool about this but I don’t think so cos I don’t know how to handle the problem and not really get it.
Online twice already and only help a bit of the assignment. Oh in few days I will leave this assignment and don’t want to really care about it anymore.

Awen went home so just me alone with abon now, more convenience now :P no one to control, it just like there was no landlord in you J Freedom!!!

Nothing much I can share here cos nothing special I can tell here. What I need is maybe new dress for the my friend’s wedding in nov, I will go there with afai n atin and leave abon at home hehehehheheheh *:P* there will be much money flow out from my pocket.

Hm talking bout money, just remember, I did spent $120 for my new glass. Gila deh mahal banget, kl di mangga 2 mungkin Cuma 100rb maksimal. Bener2 deh dibangkrutrin ama tokok kacamata di sini. Then one of my teeth broke,again, and cost me $150. lah gimana ga bangkrup, gara2 eat subway for my dinner, I broke that tooth. Huahuhauhauahuhuahuahauhahuuhahuauahauuahuahua. I should can save about 300$ for this month and earn some more but bankrupt because of this. Sial dehhh

Dee has come back to Jakarta from France and looking for job now. She has new degree now and can speak French, too. I try to learn chinese (kok ga nyambung ya ama French??) David thought that I cant read and speak chinese. Huh bener2 pelecehan, he just think I am Indo and then cant speak chinese? Hold on!!!! My grandpa was from China so mau ga mau gue kudu bisa speak chinese a bit dong.
Oh, just remember y mum keep asking her children to learn chinese, now I a bit regreted. Wrong decision is taken at that time. Sebel I wish I can go back to that time again, only the part when my mum asking me to take chinese course.

This days, the day went so fast and I have nothing special to do except work and study for the coming final exams. I want to come home but mum say, just safe the money and stay here, if stay here what should I do during the holiday? Boring man!! Mending ke jkt, ketemu temen2 then masih bisa ntn and jalan2. gimana ya? I really want to come home!!
Help!! Wish me luck in the exams

PS: each sentence I typed, is not connected each other?? Parah neh

20 October 2004, subuh2 :)

Just finished the group meeting on msn an hour ago. It should be discussing the assignment but at the end, it turned out, the boys, discussing the gundam and games which I don’t really understand, but at least in 2 hours we come to decide 2 kind of business risks to put in the assignment.

Felt pretty bad in the beginning of the of the conversation cos they seem pretty know what they are going to talk about, the risks, assertions, ST, AP and so on, but when David away for a while then I felt I can join the conversation. I am a bit afraid of David, he seems arrogant and doesn’t want to be beat by anyone or this is just wat I felt? Don’t think so cos I felt offended by his actions. The discussion ended up with decision, I hv to meet Amanda tomolo and then discuss it again on thurs after the class.

I think this is the time for me to join any social activities in uni by starting to apply to any kind of organization that I interested in. starting by joining the workshop “ how to apply job internationally” and following day with topic ‘ prepare Australian workplace” then I have another information session for international student on the same day. Luckily, every events have different schedules, if not, I don’t know which one to sacrifice.

Have another religious club event for tomolo, asking to join the AGM, and asked me to join the board member. I want to join but … the problem is there are so many undergrads there and not so many postgrads student there so… don’t know I will come or not, depends on tomolo conditions.

Have spirit to read the textbook but then suddenly the spirit gone away…..
Have no jia you le to read the text book better play spider solitaire then read the text book but if I don’t read I don’t understand and cant finish that silly and stupid useless assignment that due in week 13. how can I survive in this subject? Don’t know cos I nees some miracle, jadi inget chi ji (how to write it in Chinese, past memory in Lavender come across my mine, the part where Leo and Xun expected third miracle, almost end of the story)

Almost 2 am now, struggling for awake but I am not doing the reading but blogging. I need something new, new environment, new friends, new social activities. And I really gratefull not join the 40 days purpose of ur life cos u got the book free but u have to spend some money for dinner in ur groups every week and I don’t hv to meet ‘cool’, yeahhhhh. No feeling at all now and don’t care what is she going to do, but a bit sad that she wont be my ‘real’ best friend anymore. I started to realize that the best friend u can get is the friend u grow up together since elementary school, but u still can also hv best friends when u are in uni or work place but (lots of but…) many considerations.

Duh ngantuk deh, malas ngetik then
See ya

Rainy days

This week will be the rainy week cos rain till Thursday.
Today reaalllllyyyyyy bangkrut dah, ke optomestrist, ke dr gigi, duh semua duit larinya ke tempat yg ga semestinya neh. sebel dehhhh

donlod Mars, mentok di epi 6 n 5, padahal tinggal .1% lagi selesai eh ga jalan2 donlodnya sebel ih.
i will try again later hehehehhe, tinggal epi 13 yg belum ada didaftar so next week i will be able to see the whole episodes of MArs :) what a nice life :). refreshing sebelum ujian

wish me luck