selasa malam, in front of computer in uni, almost 8pm

sabtu kemaren jam tidur gue bertambah sejam neh, gara2 day light saving(bener ga sih tulisnya begitu?)
udah jam 12 malam eh dimundurin lagi, enak deh jam tidur jadi bertambah, jadi inget harle yg ngomel2 jam tidurnya berkurang sejam hehehe.

selasa ga ada kuliah but, udah baca seharian, stress juga, abis sendirian di rumah doang, meet no people to chat, akhirnya abis makan dikit ke uni deh, untung ada ajum yang nemenin ke uni, kl ga juga males, trus juga dapet pinjaman ticket bus dr vonny, thx girls, hari ini berkah banget seh gue?

oh ya last night, ajum kesela ma wenny soal surat, in my opinion, biasalah, oran grumah ngomel2, but ajum take this seriously, so she kind of angry and mad to wen. wen juga kayanya lagi bt deh, she was discussing something with jo seriously at that time.

now ajum is beside me. she is doing her assignment. and kind of share her kekesalan thd wen.
i think i have to be carefull juga neh, medan lang reallly like that?????
she cant stop talking neh, pusing gue, mau ngeblog jadi ga konsen gitu

anyway, back to my assignment lagi neh, ada sebagian orang dr grup said that dont worries too much about this, but gue kan panik, kl ga dpt nilai bagus gimana ? masa targetnya cuma pass dong ?i need more than that

ok deh i cant tyoe more than this, suddenly the lab become crowded jadi males deh mau ngetiklagi jadi stuck neh

see ya

sunday, after got ot church and lunch at KFC
oh this week is so hectic, i dont know ehy, maybe this is because of i am too stress facing the assignments that mostly due in the next two month. i myself made a mistake, i thought that nest thursday i will have my first quiz, thx God, Amanda reminded me that the quiz is next week, not this week.

i am quite dissapointed with the result that i have for the first minor assignment. i can do mroe than that. duh dosennya pelit banget seh nilainya ama gue ? please be kind to me lah. or i have to be like linggar, menjilat2 tuh dosen ? i am not the person like that.

oh ya i have a story before i attended the mass. just arrived in front of the church, i met Father Tan, then he was talking to me, asking me about the cd that he have to use in our friday daily mass. one of his cd is missing. i just asked whether i did see the cd or not. gue punya prasangka buruk neh, maybe lgr yang take it ? or just pinjem sebentar ?

just read my few day a go posting, bahasanya kacau banget ya ?apa yang ada di my mind different di tulisan ya.

stress neh soal kuliah ga tahan neh ama assignmentnya tidak terbiasa neh, gue mau salahkan sistem pendidikan di indo neh. duh jadi inget pemilu neh. pengen coblos no berapa ya ? a week to go for election neh. ga tu neh gimana rasanya coblos di negeri orang. jadi inget ama komen temen gue, kl mau ntn tipi indo such as rcti, metro tipi and so on just go to konjen :P

dah ah, pusingggggggggggg bete neh, masa temen gue semua mau diambil juga neh ama si sialan itu ? sebel deh gue, then i realize i made a mistake. she didnt know that i live in the same building with Adrian. sialan, kenapa ya gue ngomongin itu ya ? kl ga diomongin ya ga kepikiran kan ? duh gue kok dodol banget seh at that time ?

ok deh, no more talking about her, hopefully, in the future. create peace in ur heart, dont make enemy, in this lent, make peace with every body
byeeeee

selasa,
cuaca di sydney sudah mulai dingin, every night dingin n windy :)
kudu pake jaket neh :)

minggu malam, house mate announce, dia udah jadian ama co nya, pdktnya lama amat, then on monday, the man send 12 roses for her.
mereka baru jadian ama udah talk about married. stress neh gue, masih sekolah, bai ma wang ze nya belum ada, gimana dong ? they already look for place for weeding, the dress and everything yg ada hubungannya dengan wedding deh,
OMG!!!, gue ga pernah bayangin gue bakal menghadapi kejadian kaya gini neh. gue pikir belumsaatnya aja tuh i face this problem now.

my friends, udah punya yang namanya "bible" buat married, dr majalah2, semua urusan ttg wedding, baju, ruangan, mobil, honey moon, duh pusing neh gue, gimana dong ? gue aja masih belum apa2, skul belum selesai, kerjaan belum dapet, belum ada saving, masa depan masih belum jelas. and these days gue harus hadapin yang kaya gini

ok suan lah, then i want to talk about Pi-ja girl, ternyata bukan gue doang neh yang sadar kl dia tuh orangnya boros banget, kl ga berair2 di kichen ya abis deh tissue kitchen. can you imagine, tissue kitchen dalam 2 hari aja habis ? trus kain2 pada basah semua ?then (from my point a view) detergent 3 kilo bisa habis in 2 months ? ngapain aja yah ? gue aja 1,5 kg dalam 3 month ga abis2, waduh bener2 boros tuh anak, pusing deh gue, then giliran dia bersihin kitchen ga dijalankan, karna gue udah ga tahan kotornya kitchen itu, gue bersihin, sepertinya dia angry, (wah i have to be careful ama neh ce, she a medan ca bou) she said : kenapa lu bersihin dapur ? kan giliran gue? dalam hati gue, giliran lu tuh mestinya 2 weeks ago but u didnt clean it. so gue bisa kerjain lagi kapan ? harus tunggu lu bersihin dulu next month or next year ? then she said again, gue kan mau bersihin hari senin (i know she is busy on monday, so bullshit aja kl mau bersihin kitchen on monday, kaya gue ga tau aja tuh activitiesnya dia on monday). emang bener kan, on monday she didnt clean it at all.

few becarefull words, Me dan ca bou, girl from Solo!!!


COMPEC Meeting onlast friday, sebel deh due, katanya cuma sejam, sampe maag gue kambuh, molor ampe jam 9 baru selesai. sebel sebellll
i think i will miss for the next meeting, cos i plan not to attend that meeting, abis bahas mau jalan2 ke south coast on easter, lah gue kan mau ke gereja, ngapain juga ikut meeting yg latear on gue ga ikut kegiatannya ?

pengen ikut koor ah, tp kapan yah ?
ups, duh komputer di depan, no 5-19 bisa icq tuh, wah guemsti nget2 neh no berapa aja tuh yg bisa icq-an, ga semua kompi bisa neh.

Harle, blue, oren join frienster dong :)

ciao, udah siang ,mau shopping dulu ah, as usual alone neh shoppingnya

Friday, today,
baru aja selesai ikut misa harian Jumat neh :)
dengan semangat go to uni but ikut misa, *gubrak* ketemu lid ama temennya, then she asksed me about my tooth,
she said; gimana giginya yang $$$$?
sialan, kaget gue, niat baik ke uni mau berdoa eh malah shock abis. ya udah dalam hati tabah tabah tabah. dont hate her, create peace in your heart. cuma anehnya kl ga ketemu mereka, gue ga ada perasaan hate, what's wrong with me ? any one can tell me ?
then pergi ikut misa, yg dtg ya orang indo semua neh, jadi ga dapet kenalan byk orang neh, orangnya ya itu2 juga .

rada takut n serem juga neh ketemu ama langgar, tapi biarin dah, emang harus ketemu seh, so no choice neh.
terima aja kenyataan yang harus gue hadapin ini neh.

nice thing today, my working visa permit has already out
so i can find a job now :) hopefully dpt job yg ok neh.

last night pulang kul, ada kejadian yang kayanya menurut gue "aneh" or gue yg ga ngeh custom di sini emang gitu,
a guy, in my working group 5930, waiting for me or other people, tapi ketemunya gue hehehe, so we did walk through main gate, talking, but i hate, kl dia said something about beasiswa, looks like gue khe lian banget neh, so choice lah gue neh. hehehehehehe aneh aja tuh, biasanya pualng sendiri,
but this is ok, in order gue buat ngertiin tuh orang and n kerja kelompok gue bisa sukses :P

last night miss the dinner, turun setengah kilo hehehe

saturday my landlord plan to cleand the ouse, when i told pi-ja, she directly said "NO!!" i cant do it, dng gaya yang kasar s ih, kaget kan gue, gue udha komit mau belajar this saturday. sialan, emang lu doang yang mau belajar ? gue kan jg mau, gue sih mau aja bersihin rumah, tp kl sendiri? males juga toh ? schock lo gue dng pernyataan dia yang begitu, asli kaget banget tuh.
tapi biarin lah, emanggaya dia begitu sih, we see what we can do :)

apa lagi yah ?

HArle : kl mau telp, sms aja dulu gue hehehehe, gue juga mau telp lu, tapi mungkin abis gue exam kali yah ?

blue : kelelep di kali grogol ? yg bener aja lu ? kuliah gimana ? jadi beres neh tahun ini ?

dah ah gue pulang dulu ah, ntar ada meeting neh ama anak2 yg lain :)
*i am trying to build my network :D:D:D

eh elu orang pada join friendster dong, udah gue invite belum yah ? *lupa neh gue

Tuesday come again,
Just now, dr dentist, setengah jam duit melayang dengan mudahnya sedih nian neh daku, dah jadi melayat neh, tiap malam Cuma mau eat buah aja neh.

Oh ya I want to talk about Banana, duh kok lama2 gue makin sebel aja tuh ama tuh anak, abis gereja kemaren, dgn suspiciousnya dia liat gue ama anet. Katanya mau ke gereja siang eh malah pagi2 dah nongol ? sepertinya she jealous saw me, ke gereja with friends, while she was alone. Or gue terlalu curiga? I met her bcause of situation she, no wonder she kind of depends on me and vise versa, but gue skrg try not to tergantung lah ama dia. Lagian gue tergantung dia Cuma kl kumpul ama konco2 Lid doing hehehehe. Nyari save doang neh gue

Them ttg Pi-ja, she is my youngest flatmate. Boros bgt neh ama air, meskipun ga bayar, kl bisa yah hemat lah, trus boros kertas tissue lagi, kl mau lap, pake tissue kitchen, emang ga ada kain apa ? pahadal kain kan banyak banget. Bisa bayangkan ga sih, ga ada dia, kertas buat kitchen 1 rol bisa dipake seminggu 2 minggu, kl ada dia in 2 day aja udah abis. Trus bisanya sih dia pergi beli sendiri then pay with uang sama2 yg kita kumpulin buat kebutuhan dapur. Sebel deh gue

Trus mau ngeprint juga ga minta ijin ama yg punya. Gue aja mau ngeprint minta ijin ama yg punya, trus ambil kerja jg ga minta. Kebetulan kertas puny ague, dng cueknya ambil n print. Sebel ga sih lu ? abon yg mau kertas aja tanya, itu kertas punya sapa. Bukannya gue pelit, tapi kan gue beli dgn duit gue nthen, kl mau minta dong, emang gue ga bakal kasih ? minta itu kan Cuma sekedar kasih tau gue aja, kl lu pake kertasnya then gue bis atua, kapan gue habis kertasnya. Untung gue ga seroom ama dia, kl gab is tuh gue berantem, mau mandi aja bawa tape ke kamar mandi ? can u imagine that ? di mulut bilang mau belajar but real life ? tidur booo, kl ga denger lagu deh di radio.

Dah ah lega, dah certain. Kl ga bisa bt mulu neh gue.

Kuliah semalam ? like a disaster. Gue ga ngerti sama sekali neh neh, apa yg diajarin, meskipun dah skim read bukunya. And I felt a liitle bit insecure cos Langgar sit behind me, and I afraid what I was writing diliatin semua ama dia. Later on mesti do assignment bareng dia lagi. Duhhh “indah” nya dunia ? duh ga blh berkeluh kesah neh gue.
Duh mesti doa yg kenceng neh biar gue ga bt mulu nehhhhh

today is monday again. there are so many stories that i want to tell.
first, i have finished my 1st assignment, although kerjainnya ga sepenuh hati but selesai juga lah :)
then yesterday i went to church, bareng Netty, that was nice, free lunch lagi dr sepupunya. Met Na there, katanya mau ke gereja jam 12, eh nongol2 jg jam 10, trus penasaran tanya sapa tuh si anet.
i am kind of bore to meet her. anaknya lama2 ga tau diri banget seh, rada norak trus wes, yg namanya huan\ ya huan\ ga bisa beruaha lah, or i am being racist ? i dont think so. later on cerita lagi deh. now mau bales email

cont-

abis ngomongin romates, kayanya jadi lega deh, abis susah juga nyatukan berbeda2 keinginan dengan byk kemauan. like last night, gue ol internet, sekali ol kan berapa lama aja lu tinggal bayar phone line doang kan, masa gue disuruh cuma bentar doang ? kan gue mau ol lama, cos dah pay. dianya malah mau pake phone line buat telp indo. bok ya dikasih tau dulu gitu, kasih tau jam berapa mau telp. maksa banget seh ?

then gue kasih tau kl tadi sore tuh ada yg dateng, looking for candle stand or something, trus gue bilang ke orang yg dateng itu, kl orang yg dicari itu ga ada, belum pulang, then she sepertinya angry with me deh. katanya 'you should have told me" lah, dia ga titip pesan ke gue, gimana gue mau kasih tau, trus seandainya gue telpo dia juga ga efek cos she told me that her mobile phones batterynya mati semua. ga efek kan gue telp dia juga, lagian no kantornya jg ga kasih tau ke gue. salah sapa ? punya urusan, tapi kok mau salahin gue sih ? udah bagus gue masih kasih tau, kl ga ? trus gue n ajum jg masih pusing, kl she went home last night, ga ada yg bukain pintu, cos she forgot to bring her keys. lega juga neh gue, abis ketikin di sini, cos ga ada sapa pun right now yg bisa gue kasih tau soal ini. lagi ga nminat neh tell ke nana, or others. bosen aja neh meet them terus, pengen ketemu yg lain jg neh.

have i tell about nana ? kayanya udah ya somewhere in this blog. shio monyet yg hadapin byk tantangan berat this year, she has a problem wiht her bf, kalo mau gue saranin seh, putus aja, shse know that i will tell her like that, but she said that she still love him. wes, mau gimana lagi ? i can t give her any advise. basically, kl temen gue punya co/co trus lain agama, although mereke love each other, ga usah tanya deh komen gue, gue ga bakal suka, cos bakal jadi tantangan dalam perjalanan selanjutnya lah. mending cari yg sama gitu, biar ga pusing, wong kadang2 yg seagama aja masih timbul masalah.

pusing gue kl ngomongin orang. how about myself ? right now, sambil ngetik gue udah denger 1 album SHE yg baru, journey, now lagi listening to TENSION new ablum, tapi kok bagusan second albumnya ya ? abis ga ada ngebeatnya, slow teing, untungnya gue ol bisa sambil denger musik ol, kl ga ousing deh gue, ga donlod jg gpp cos bisa denger ol. ga ada salahnya kan denger sambil kerja hehehe. trus juga lagi email2an (sebenarnya sih chatting ama roomate, dia di kantor ga enak pake massenger so lewat email aja tuh :))

eh sekarang lagi listen to TEnsion judul .Goodbye 是明天的 Hello. good bye she ming thian de hello. bener juga yah. wah keren neh lagu, aga2 ngebeat jg neh. asik neh, artinya juga boleh lah hehehe.

pengen tulis apa lagi yah ? yg pasti gue mau sukses neh dlm study gue neh. oh ya tadi baru aja dr meeting ama staff uni yg ngurusin student union gitu, kaya senat deh. pengen ikutan juga tuh gue, lebih bagus lagi kl dibayarin tuh kl kita kerja hehehe
lagu tension dah abis, sekarang gue move to ambrose xu punya lagu track 3, duh suaranya bo, special kahs dia bener. basnya itu loh ,berat gitu.
lah kok gue malah jadi bahas singers yang gue lagi denger suaranya ya ?

mau ngomong apa lagi yah ? forum gue udah ultah tuh 1 thaun. dah lama juga yah ? banyak suka n duka nya neh, tapi menurut gue sih byk sukanya, tapi buat pengurus yg lain maybe malah banyak dukanya, gue seneng aja neh, gue jadi punya byk temen, now i start to think make as many networks as i can because it is very important for my future. everyone should think about this too.

duh penampilan blog gue yg jauh dr kesan bagus neh, need some body to help me arrange this or even teached me hpw to set this blog, how to make it beautiful. bingung neh gue. anak2 yg lain pada bis amandiri gitu buat blo gyg keren, lah gue, tetep aja kaya gini. sejak bulan oktober blognya tetep begitu aja ,trus buat box pesan juga udah ilang, mesti thx to blue neh yg bantu gue set waktu itu, skrg gue tetp aja ga bisa tuh.duh gaptek abis neh. somebody i need ur help nehhhhhh.

besok kuliah, masih belum baca neh bacaannya, ada around 80 pages neh, byk bnaget, mana lecture notenya juga ada 25 pages, abisin jatah print gue aja neh sekitar 4 dollar. gile kan tuh dosen, ga tua neh budget kita tuh terbatas ????

well it is almost 6 pm now. gue masih betah aja neh di di lab cos di luar kayanya masih panas ya ? suhunya menurut laporan 33 degree.
jadi inget mau liat web yg laporin cuaca hari ini n besok :)
cerita apa lagi? gue of ahh

week 2 has arrived. yesterday night i attended my second lecture in FSA. it was kindo f fun n difficult. i know that if i read the book and additional reading before, it will help me to understand the lecture clearly.. yup, i have tried hard to read (skim, actually) the additional reading, because it was too much, belum lagi ada assignment yg due date next week, mana sabtunya ada BBQ anak2 ausaiders :)

just now, i went to COMPEC meeting, postgraduate student unian, tapi kok kesannya ga menarik yah ? abis ada Jeny yg suka pake baju norak n agak2 'menjual' body' ? is she the president now ? i join this union cos want to build networking. Hopefully bisa neh bangun network, cos it is very VERY Important for the future, sekalian nyari 'huntingan" hahahhaaha. jadi inget si lesta29, udah bermisua juga masih tanya2 gue apa ada yg cakep di sini. seperti biasa, i asked. mau yg bule apa yang asia ? gue seh prefer yg asia, it is not because i am asian, but, dari cara bergaul and way of life i like asian style :)
di kelas, bul2 seh pinter discussion with the lecture, tapi ada satu hal yang bikin nilai merka jatuh di mata gue. yesterday, lecturenya gave tugas, menjodohkan, antara 12 industries di list dengan 12 list financial statement yg ada di exhibit. first of all, the lecture suruh kita pay attention ke FS no 11 n 12, yg sepertinya itu perusahaan jasa, then suddenly seorang 'bule' nyahut, bukannya 11 itu perusahaan nike. BEGO ATO BEGO Sih, itu kan di list, kita disurh mencocokan, bukannya suruh kita liat 11 ya nike (kebetulan di list no 11 itu nike, tapi di FS nya kan bukan) goblok banget seh ?masih pinter anak2 sd di indo deh. pinter buhay doang neh, tapi otaknya kosong.

duh di course in gue sekelompok ama L lg. tadinya pengen add chinese girl, tapi di L kayanya ga mau tuh, sebel deh gue, mentang2 yg mau masuk di grup kita itu co dr indo juga. sebel deh gue. she looks like do not like chinese neh, and dont kmnow i just felt proud people dont see me as Indonesian. udah banyak gue kenalan ama orang trus gue bilang i am indonesia (with small soft sound). trus mereka trus bilang, you not look like indonesian and ur english is better than other indonesian. Nah loh, what this is supposed to mean ? emang english orang indo yg lain ga bagus ? i think malah better, much much better than orang thailand or vietnam. yg tiap kali gue denger mereka ngomong, gue pusing n sibuk perhatiin (aka concentrate) mereka ngomong apa.

skrg ttg roomate gue neh, i think i haven't told any story about them, right ? maybe jsut a little bit aja kali yah gue cerita di sini.
the owner -M3-, orangnya tanggung jawab, galak, in my opinion, love to clean up, but not the kitchen, love to sing, she had a nice voice, love kids. tapi kayanya sih udah mature, tapi kok kadang masih childish gitu. i sekamar ama dia hehehe. she has a boyfriend J, temen gue juga, but i jut know mereka 'jadian' setelah sampe di sydney ini. sialan si DD, kok ga kasih tau gue dulu yah dulu2, i am kind of kaget, tapi ya sudahlah, mau diapain lagi ?good for them, happy for them but sometimes, gue kasian ama J, cos kayanya sering mengalah mulu tuh, kacian banget. itu from my point of view.
abon - orangnya putih, jarang ngobrol ama M3, sering beda opinion seh, M3 berkesan pengen ngatur semuanya, sedangkan abon seringnya ngatur duluan and sometimes small things bisa jadi big problem. gue sih maklum2 aja tuh hehehe. yg pasti, kl ada ajum, abon pasti bersuara hehehe
ajum, salah satu tenant juga, masih kecil hehe, undergraduate aja belum selesai kok dia. semoga aja dia selseai tahun ini, demen jalan, tapi kl jalan pasti have to shopping, ga boleh ngak tuh, emang sih udahkerja, but ditabung lah. belanjanya baju, sepatu asesories melulu neh. gue aja pusing liat dia shopping mulu, bisa 3 hari berturut2 ke city and did some shopping. gila tuh anak, keinginan belajarnya gede but, sepertinya cuma ngomong di mulut doang tuh.

today is wednesday. i have a class at 6pm, in few mins, i will attend my lecture. the topic is quite interesting but, ga ada tugas, cuma mid exam n final doang, which is asik n ga seru. duh ini keyboard jelek banget sih. salah2 ketik mulu neh.

semua lecture note ada di webnya school masing2, mesti donlod sendiri, print sendiri. ada jatah print di uni sih, cuma dikit banget cuma $12 per course. pelit amat neh school ?

first lecture, kenapa mesti sekelas ama langgar itu ? duh mungkin ini emang jalannya gue mesti ketemu ama dia every monday. semoga gue ga ada timbul rasa benci dan curiga. soalnya i think she got something i dont know about windy. kenapa dia mulai mendekati windy ?apa yg terjadi ?kok merembet ke windy yah ? i have menjauh bentar lah dr nana, have to nyari temen teng nang, jgn huan nang, cos gue cuma jadi tempat curhat doang. i hink i have to be carefull to everyone that i know. carefull with their intention to make friend with me especially anak2 scholar neh and kl ada hub nya dgn langgar, i have to be careful, not to close to them. cos i dont want to make permusuhan ama langgar, sial tuh that damn huan\.

keadaan stipend, mecekap sekali cos, udah ga balance lagi neh, gara2 belanja mulu neh, ga saving, do i have to work ? definitely yes!! but what kind of joib i can do ? jgn jalan2 ke city mulu buat belanja, tapi jumat ini kudu ke city neh, buat belli baju tidur yg harganya $12, itu juga kl bisa tawar lagi tuh hehehehhe.

my next lecture will start in few more minutes, mana si fachri minta ketemu 5 min sebelum kelas di mulai, aduh ini bener2 tipikal orang indo, 5 min before lecture dimulai, ya, heran deh, kok ga 10 or 15 min before clas dimulai. duh ini lagi kok tiba2 baru gas seh? sial, kayanya ce sebelah gue neh yg ga bener, tutup2 idung lagi. lagi sibuk ama enrollmentnya dia. duh, bau nya ga ilang2 neh. ga tahan nehhhhhhhhhhhh

hai yah, setelah dipikir2 anak2 scholar juga ga gitu seru deh, disatukan cos keadaan malah timbul banyak masalah yang antara cemburu dan cinta, benci tapi rindu, cinta tapi terpaksa, hate but can not hate. duh, kenapa gue bisa terdampar ama keadaan yg kaya gini ?

the passion of the christ, this is the best movie ever, film yg berhasil buat gue cry automatically, tanpa sadar, bukan karna sedih, tapi otomastis aja tuh keluar air mata, mengalir secara spontan aja uth. impact on this movie is great for me.
jadi mikir pengorbanan bunda maria, sosok ibu yang mengingatkan gue ama nyokap gue, sedih banget gitu, anak2nya disiksa di depan matanya sendiri. kl geu sihudah ga tega banget. jadinya malah novena 3 hari sekali (kok kesannya ga niat banget ya gue ? )

btw, lecture kemaren di sebelah gue duduk seorang bule CO!!! cakep bangetttt, tipe2 eropa gitu (jadi inget ama harle hhehe)
sayang tuhc o udah pake cincin di jari manisnya, yg lucu, kok bisa sit next to me ya ? trus meja di kursi gue jatuh mulu n kl ga salah sih kena dia 2 kali dh, tp neh co, ga komen apa2, satu katapun kaga, padahal gue udah say, sorry. he didnt reply at all. pake kemeja biru, warna fav gue, trus watchnya juga biru hehehe. semua yang warnanya biru gue suka tuh hehehe
duh, makin lama makin dingin neh lab, udahan yah brrr, sekalian ke forum dulu,
seee yaaaa

week 1 is coming, i am busy looking around, look for the lecture theatre. gile neh uni, gede banget. lecturenya anak2 commerce bisa ditaroh di other faculty. busyet aja neh. cape boo nyari lecture theatrenya tuh.

yesterday i went to hillsong concert, it was nice. free lagi. kl ga free mana bisa guepergi ntn nya ? kere abis neh.
langgar itu tiba2 nelp gue, asking about today lecture. heran deh, akhirnya she decided to call me. gue sih liatnya she is insecure person, pengen nyari muka ama tiap orang but ama gue ga berhasil tuh hehehheehehe.

nah ada big problem tuh kemaren, i went to the concert bareng korean guy itu, wah ga tau deh kl ketahuan ama langgar dkk, bisa gimana tuh ya ? co mereka (aka korean guy) direbut ama genk gue (duh pake istilah genk). semestinya seh ga ketahuan, but we did take pics in his camera. what if, he showed the pic or langgar asked to look at his camera ? wah bisa cemberut sampe ke mana tuh ya mukanya ? such a bego girl, aja tuh dia

kenapa blog gue today mesti cerita ttg langgar ? stop the story about her, cuek aja ama dia hehehe.

this week is oweek in my uni, minggu orientation, it is fun, saatnya ngumpulin bareng2 gratisan, ada voucher, vip card buat some resto, pulpen brosur, penggaris dll. maklum, di negeri orang semuanya malah, so apa yang bisa gratis ambil aja :)
ada free pancakes lagi, tapi males ngantrinya. udah 3 hari ini hujan mulu neh, udah mulai masuk winternya sekitar 20degrees. dingin2 adem lah, i still can survive.
tonight i am going to watch the "controversial movie" ever made by mel gibson :) The Passion. in my opinion, itu film based on bible, kenapa harus kontroversial ? itu emang kenyataan trus ngapain juga diband or do something buat cegat this movie tayang ?



problem gigi gue seakan terlupakan sesaat, urus aja minggu depan, this week only focus on passion aja deh :)
n have to read my course outline in case to join the lecture, moga2 aja gue dapet gruop work yg ook, mostly chinese people deh, gue ga mau dpt orang indo, bukannya kenapa takutnya english gue ga improve, kl ama orang chinese kan bisa improve english n mandarin. heheheh This is my main goal :P:P

pengen cerita but kiri kanan banyak orang, jadi gimana dong ? save it for another day ?
today, i try not to bt with her :)
n kayanya seh gue sukses.

hai yah, everyday complaining terus, duh kemaren emang bener2 the worst day dah, buat gue, especially, tatap muka gue ama si inul palsu itu. sebel banget gue, udah kerja kelompok, niatnya ga sekelompok ama dia, eh 1 kelompok juga, udah itu, begitu mau diskusi, eh gue dicuekin, emang dasar centil seh dia, langsung aja berhadapan dengan tuh co, udah bersuami masih childish gitu, kekanak2an, ga tau diri banget seh, yg dilaba juga suami orang itu, duh, yg bikin keseel tuh, she said that i was working alone. you know what ? gue dicuekin gitu, emang pada dasarnya gue lagi ngantuk n ga konsen ke tugas, tapi dia ga bisa ngomong gitu dong ke gue. trus komennya dia ttg Hasan, orang bangladesh itu, katanya berani ama he said to the teacher, kl time is over? it was lunch time then. padahal dia juga begitu kan ? ngeluh2 udah waktunya break tapi ga ada break juga ? aduh, gue heran, tuh orang bermuka berapa seh ? kadang2 suka otaknya jorok, kl orang lain suami ato istrinya dah datang, eh dianya malah kesel kl husbandnya belum dateng ? duh, mana harus sekelas lagi ama dia di 1 course ? udah tiap hari gue pray, tabah2in gue, jauhkan gue dari prasangka buruk, jgn bt an dulu kl udah liat dia, tapi kemaren she pake baju emang norak abis, kaya ga tau malu aja, udah sadar tapi kok masih norak ya ? n rese lagi, dgn bangganya said, gue udah ga punya baju lagi ?

oh ya kemaren lab kompi :) tutornya banyak banget tuh, cos gabung ama kelas lain. duh ada 1 kayanya orang spore, duh sakit kepala gue denger englishnya Singlish abis n kesannya kasar banget sampe gue ga bisa konsen, trus ada lagi tutor yg orang indoa, duh, begitu deket, muncul bau2 aneh, sebenarnya bau apa yah ? jadi tiap kali ada pertanyaan, gue dkk ga pernah mau tanya ke dia, abis baunya tidak tahannn boooooooooo. ga tau deh bau apa tuh. anyone know ?
i think i have to stop now, cos udah mau ke kelas lagi tuh :)

this is the new day to start. Quite boring to start this day, cos i felt speel day the day, although i did travel around the uni for quite long. just early inthe morning, arrived at library at 9 am, ready to start enrolment, but i failed to do that cos i need new pin, change the new one, after the english break. quite tiring and i did my enrol successfully and altedy get my student id card but i still cant get in tho the room that only postgrad students are allowed to. dont know what, or maybe not yet, it is not the time yet.
Back to langgar, i have done some curhat to a person who also dislike her. he just laughed and said dont worry, dont have to think about that too seriously. i said that i know, but i need to talk to someone in order to release "kekesalan". akhirnya gue ungkap juga kekesalan gue.
soal R***, lebih susah lagi neh,masalahnya i have to keep seing her everyday from mon-fri, and saturday if we all students are going out together, duh berasa jadi apa gitu duni.dan kadang2 sok tau lagi dia. maybe she is older than me, trus tadi sempat gue serang juga, soal urusan PNS ato bukan. bis gue udah kesel banget. sorry ya gue ga singgung perasaan org lain but, the main thing is gue lagi kesel berat.
soalnya dr conversationnya keliatan, dia dapet scholarship itu emang merasa dia perlu dapet, ga seperti perasaan gue dapet, gue merasa gue ada kemampuan cos the Australian Government gave met that chance. while she is just saying, sebagai pns mah belajar bisa pas aja udah cukup. panas neh gue denger kaya gitu, so she dont have any more motivation to increase her knowledge ? or i am too idealist? then gue bilang, wah jadi pns emang ga enak ya? no challange and no penghargaan, than she said, gue udah resign kok. hahaha, takut kalah aja tuh.
duh 2 minggu lagi gue bakal jarang see her. but i have 1 same class with her. tabah2in hati deh gue.

ok, nothing speacial today, oh i havent teld that my teacher Ian, cukup cakep jg loh :) trus tadi masuk lagi co-teacher yg baru, her name is jenn, cakep euy. just that, not much i can tell. oh korean guy? i did not see him yet today. ga tau neh bentar lagi ketemu ga tuh, but i already have no feeling about him, dah basi hehehehhehehe

DOnt know why i so kesel n sebel banget ama yang namanya R***, orangnya suka ngesalkan dah pengen gue tabok aja deh. in discussion, udah kalah gitu, masih ga terima, mau menang aja, trus kl gue ngomong, maunya cuekin gue and ga peduli ama gue, trus juga mau potong omongan gue, gue ga mau sekelompok ama dia, eh dia malah ikut juga, nyari jurnal eh mau ikutan juga padahal dia kan ga berhak tuh nyari jurnal lagi. tampangnya udah seperti inul aja tuh, bener2 mirip, tapi gue bilang sih mending inul deh cos gue udah bt banget ama dia. trus have to spend my days with her for more 2 weeks ? mana tahan ? Duh, tabah2an in deh hati gue hadapin dia.


this morning I did a little bit chat with Thailand girl, u know what, ternyata dia juga sesuku ama gue speak chao chou hua. ternyata di Thailand banyak orang tio chew. kaget n seneng aja, trus neh ce, Ning, went to china for about 8 months just to learn chinese, because she realize she is Chinese although she is Thailand(nese??).
the way she look, looks like she is still very young, but, from what she said, that she is already work for PWC for 5 years and now doing master of commerce with us.

pusing gue ama tugas critical reviewnya, mana mesti look for journal and make review about it, tes kemaren malah hasilnya kacau gitu, tidak mencerminkan gue udah EAP for three months. wah mesti rajin neh belajar and look for the books.
duh mana besok R*** juga mau ke library juga buat nayri apa gitu, sebel deh gue, kenapa gue bisa ber"tabrakan" ama orang itu yah ? Kemaren udah yang namanya Langgar, skrg R*** lagi. duh, apaan seh ini ?

oh ya co korea itu hahah, forget about that lah, udah ga interested lagi neh gue ama dia, abis kl lecture always sit in the third row. gue sit di baris ke 4, mau gimana lagi ? duh di kelas gue udah ga ada pemandangan co cakep lagi, trus adanya cjuga co2 dr PNG and Bangladesh, trus udah punya istri and anak, gimana neh, dunia kok ga begitu indah buat gue ya ?
but, the main teacher is cakep boooooooooo. atractive banget dibanding amat co-teachernya yang super lembut n boring banget.
barusan mau ngetik, eh asistennya dateng and gue chit chat bentar tuh ama mereka. dah ah, gue mau off. post something on monday or maybe tomorrow cos i will be at the library tomorrow. kacian banget deh, sabtu mesti ke library juga

bt day is come back again
i asked a friend about a friend, asking where is she, she said that, dont know, maybe to her school office. then another friend asked about her too, she said that oh she is going to somewhere.
gila aja, i still sat beside her, and she was already making another news. benci gue
benci banget

iam back again.
sekarang aku tau deh, kenapa gue ga suka ama si langgar (sebel betul liat tampang dia). Xiao3, you guys knowwho i am talking about.
ternyata tanggal lahir dia itu 14 mei, gue emang tidak cocok ama orang yang lahir tagl itu. pengalaman nyata gue. rese banget. awlnya gue seneng bakal semajor ama dia, eh ternyata salah besar banget. i wish ga semajor ama dia. semogacourses yang mau gue ambilga sama dengan dia. Duh, lupa did something this morning, abis lupa sih .Sorry deh ...

udah huan nang, hau lian lagu, sebel eh. gimana caranya biar gue ga bt ya ? i dont know what i can do to.dah ah pusing neh lagi nyari artikel sambil print

today is friday, got nothing to do except Group lunch at ISS, yew kong (ISS Adviser, quite cute juga) say that we dont have to bring our own lunch. yipee, free lunch lagi, lumayan neh, bisa penghematan banyak. trus gue ditelp ama some called Cherry, i think she is a chinese girl, asked to meet me. because i registered to the christian club, duh jadi kaya manga, di mana2 ada club yang ngajak masuk.

oh jadi inget, 2 weeks ago, i went to movie watched The Last Samurai, waduh keren abis neh film, pdahal udah down dulu, cos sebelumnya i read the review at kompas. payah neh reviewnya kompas, tidak reliable. bt deh gue. wlah TOm nya keren abis. jadi pengen ntn lagi neh, tapi kl ntn terus, bokek deh. tunggu student card keluar aja dulu biar bisa dapet consession.
duh hidup di sini enak bener, segalanya teratur banget, rapi dan tertata, yang gue suka sih , ga ada yang merokok sembarang tempat. trus lu mau pake baju apa juga ga ada yang peduli. freedom banget di sini.

Australian day, 26 January 2004. That day was the most exciting day during my few day stay in sydney. semua orang tumpah ke city, banyak banget acara. visit Cathedral, wah bangunannyaidah banget, kaya bangunan jaman dulu, trus tur keliling cathedral st mary, masuk ke cryptnya, trus lantainya jg keren banget.indah sekali, bangunan sejaln tahun 1600 itu bisa bertahan sampe skrg, mana pernah dilempar ama bom lagi, trus lantainya jadi cacat tapi ga dibenerin, sekedar bukti pernah dilempar ama bom, trus gambar2 di dinding2 gereja juga indah banget, ada ceritanya lagi, trus ada juga yang gambarnya dipasang terbalik, karna tidak sengan dan dibiarkan aja begitu sampe skrg cos ga ada yang permasalahkan hal ini.

walking around the city, visit every museums that gave free admission on that day must be the great experiences. masuk ke musim art, gitu, (duh lupa nama museumnya) liat2 gambar which i didnt interested at all, trus ke musium apa lagi ya ? duh bnayak bnaget sih, yang pasti kaki jadi pegel2 karna jalan terus. yang paling seru ya, liat fireworks at 9 pm, udah tunggu dr jam 5an gitu, taking tempat yang ok but liat, akhirnya dari cuma ber6 jadi rame banget berpuluhan, anak2 pada ngumpul, ada yang take pics ada yang record. pokonya indah banget deh di sini liat langsung, first time in my life.

yesterday went to eastgarden, shopping mall, belanja kebutuhan sehari2, trus balik2 eh ada Giordano, lagi sale. jadi deh beli 2 baju (made in china hehe) $30. langsungngocor neh dompet trus besok sabtu mau ke chinatown lagi, kayanya bakalan ngocor lagi deh. pusign2 deh, minggu ini udah abis berapa tuh ? Inget mesti hemat hemat !!!!! masak ah sendiri lagi, kl ga ya biat roti dehyang gampang.

nah tempat gue stay juga aneh banget. ada 4 orang termasuk gue, tapi masak sendiri2 trus makan juga sendiri2.,yang bae cuma roomate gue, kadang dia masak guebelum makan gue diajak, tapi galak teing, mentang2 ibu kost gitu. ya suan lah. wu suo wei lah.

duh pengen ketik lagi tapi dah jam 11.30. it mean i have to go
byeee everyone. have a nice weekend :)

hari ini rencananya mau jalan2 :) belanja boo, stipend money udah keluar, ya buat belanja aja dah :) daripada stress. tapi mampir dulu di uni buat cek mail visit forum and seraching2 lah trus send tugas :). lagu nyoba2 bida ga pake ym langsung, kl icq kan uah no problem. ini kompi uni aneh banget, kok ga ada ms wordnya ya ? ato hide di some where else ? ato guenya yang gaptek ? pusing dah gue.k for now, btw, kok tagboard gue ilang ya ?

telah 2 minggu gue di sydney. udah lumayan banyak jalan, terutama ke city n china town, tgl 26 kemaren was Australian day. so everyone go to the city but liat fireworks at 9 pm.
gue n rombongan dah jalan dari jam 10 am, buat liat fireworks, visit many museums for free :)
trus jalan ke sono ke mari, pokoknya enjoy the day. at 9 pm, mulai fireworksnya, so beautiful dan amazing :) indah banget diliat langsung daripada liat lewt tipi. this is the first time i watched it live direct from my own eyes :)
and good news, stipend dah keluar dan kok jumlahnya itu gede banget ? hitungnya perhari ato apa ya ?
anyway, chinese new year di negeri orang terasa indah juga neh :) although ga dapet ang pao, tapi udah gue tolong lewat telpun n sms :)

ada kles in few more mins. so see ya