Testimonial Beasiswa
duh, berasa tangung jawab moral neh, kudu fill in the testimonial to the group, cos they already gave me a lots of hints and clues to success for "this". Even my sis jg kena efek bagusnya kok :P
dapet jg jatah setahun, kl gue setahun setengah.
sikon skrg seh ok aja, but mau ke jenolan cave itu yang batal huhuhuhuhuhuh
Yesterday dapet sms dr Coles :) kind of good news, but ol assessmentnya neh yg buat gawat hehehe, tapi gpp, dicoba dulu. sapa tau .... hehehhehe
duh tuh orang yg namanya crazyunswboy, ga salah tuh pengen kenalan ama vero ? emang gue buka biro jodoh ? kl mau kenalan, cari aja sendiri, rese bener, ga tau neh tuh anak postgrad or undergrad ya ? pake acara bilang search compec tapi ke link ke blog gue ?
non sense itu.
finished today's class as usual and just know that David will be lecture in monday morning :) :devil mode: on, together with MLL, join the class :D:D:D
out now... waiting for the Inside idol :P
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
feeling nothing
these days, lewatin dgn biasa2 aja tuh, nothing special, yg ada seh, R decided not to take that class, yipeee. my life will be better then hahaha :devil: mode on
tantangan terberat ya, have to read a lot cos this session, my subjects that i take, need to read a lot!! duhh mabok deh, kudu learn mengarang idah deh.
pengen tulis testimonial ke beasiswa tapi kok malees ya? the key points already in my head but to type in essay, kind of hen nan eh. ce me pan? sei yau pang wo?
Oh yeah, these few days, i listens to hitfm radio, duh world become beautiful deh haha, cos can listen to jerry's new song, jay, machi new songs. this is so nice, I should thanks to onlyf4.com that give me the link :)
life is beautiful now :P
out of here, mau temenin org lamar kerja
these days, lewatin dgn biasa2 aja tuh, nothing special, yg ada seh, R decided not to take that class, yipeee. my life will be better then hahaha :devil: mode on
tantangan terberat ya, have to read a lot cos this session, my subjects that i take, need to read a lot!! duhh mabok deh, kudu learn mengarang idah deh.
pengen tulis testimonial ke beasiswa tapi kok malees ya? the key points already in my head but to type in essay, kind of hen nan eh. ce me pan? sei yau pang wo?
Oh yeah, these few days, i listens to hitfm radio, duh world become beautiful deh haha, cos can listen to jerry's new song, jay, machi new songs. this is so nice, I should thanks to onlyf4.com that give me the link :)
life is beautiful now :P
out of here, mau temenin org lamar kerja
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Hair cut
Just cut my hair today after waiting for few months, cost me $31. duh mahal abis nehhhhh. Kaga pernah seumur idup cut hair seharga gitu. Duh rambut gue ilang deh setengahnya, I mean ketebalannya, jadinya kena angin winter berasa sakit kepala neh. Gimana ya ? trus ga bisa diikat lagi, eh bisa sih but lepas2 gitu.
After did my hair, we (atien n vero incl. me) went to eat noodle, then vero asked for my student account to used in unigym. Abis 70$, gue ga tau deh itu bisa dipake or tidak cos not transferable. Gue gatau deh dia mau gimana pakenya, gue jg bingung deh, yg penting sih jgn suruh gue pake aja tuh, seharga gitu mah gue ga bakalan buat aerobic cos I don’t know how to do it and when to do it.
Yesterday, my feeling was quite sentimental, I think, because dikit2 sensitif banget rasanya, apa pengaruh mau dapet? Ga mungkin deh, soalnya belum pernah begitu.
Cuo thian, wo zhi city ken Atien. Went to do some fotocopy textbook. We had to wait for about ½ hour to get our turn to copy the book. Hmm di sini we have to copy it ourself, ga ada yang bantuin, adanya Cuma tunjukin cara kopinya doang. Atien sempat ungkit sih soal ketidak konsistenan gue (menurut vero), yg katanya batal mulu acara, hmm gue tahan neh kekesalan itu. Tapi kayanya dah ga tahan deh
Last night, netty dateng ke rumah, curhat ke awen sih, Cuma gue di sekitar situ jg, yah jadi ikutan dengerin deh, she was breaking her heart (again??). hmm jadinya gue berpikir terus, kenapa semua orang patah hati mulu? Think it positive, bisa ga ? heheheh ga tau sih, abis hati orang laen2, beda ama gue punya.
Then wenny jg talk about when she had married, her future husband want 3 children, girls lagi, katanya biar mirip ama netty, hmm kok ga bilang mirip gue ya ? gue jg bertiga sih but keadaannya beda banget sih ama si net, other family can gather together and talking around, while mine is terpencar2 gitu and cant talk around, even chit chat, cos there a lots of, lots of problems need to be fix. Little bit here, little bit there. Duh pusing deh.
Yesterday atien ungkit2 soal vero bilang ga konsisten, hmm gue udah mau marah aja tuh. Akibatnya skrg gue malah aga2 bt ama vero. This morning aja sengaja telat, emang sengaja trus kebetulan jg masih ngantuk gitu loh and then sakit kepala . akibatnya malah gue ke kingsfor but gunting rambut and then makan and then buat card unigym buat vero n then they don’t company me to library, tega kan ? harusnya sih temenin gue jg, but no problem for me.
Oh ya, vero orangya sepertinya kehilangan kendali, pengen have boyfriend as soon as possible and everyone yg available itu selalu ditanya2 soal keadaan still single or not. Herannya sih kenapa harus set me up with Adrian ? hmm dia mah udah gue anggap temen doang, apalagi lain agama. Tiap kali singgung soal ini, I already tell vero about this but she is don’t want to know. Gile, kl bisa mau gue emosi n tabokin neh, but I always try to sabar and sabar and sabar.
For me, even for fun, sekali2 sih boleh2 aja tuh, becanda sih boleh2 aja, but kl selalu diungkit, lama2 gue diem jg neh. Paling sebel temenan orang karna Cuma mau dimanfaatin doang, kl dia ga ada temen cari kita, kl ada temen kita dilupakan. Gue paling sebel hal ini. Kenapa harus jg ketemu orang seperti ini ? apakah tipe orang2 yg stay di Oz seperti ini ? I know di indo jg ada but… ga sekeliatan begini or gue yg ga pernah ketemu orang yg seperti ini?
Duh kenapa dunia yg gue ketemuin like this ? how come ? I come here to be a better person in education but in social life become like this bad? Oh, cant imagine before. I know I cant type more that I want to type cos many reasons. I lost ‘social life’, miss my family, miss my fav niece, hmm how is she now? Can she read now? Duh really really miss the people I love.
Hm jadi inget soal relationship, I know vero is just like panicking cos most of her friends already get married while she don’t even have boyfriend. Tapi herannya kenapa harus panic and terkesan pengen cari co, and yg penting dapet? For my believe, this kind of relationship you cant force to get one. It is better to look and search the better one. The right one will come when u ready. If you not ready, udah di depan mata jg sia2 kok. This is what I believe. Jgn sampe tiap kali ketemu n kenalan ama co, directly ask his phone number dong. Sekedar socialisasi sih boleh2 aja but jgn obvious banget dong, ketemu co langsung minta no telp nya. Ato emang gaya hidup di sini emang begitu and gue yang kuper? Hmm I don’t think so cos my other friends form other countries don’t look like that.
Just cut my hair today after waiting for few months, cost me $31. duh mahal abis nehhhhh. Kaga pernah seumur idup cut hair seharga gitu. Duh rambut gue ilang deh setengahnya, I mean ketebalannya, jadinya kena angin winter berasa sakit kepala neh. Gimana ya ? trus ga bisa diikat lagi, eh bisa sih but lepas2 gitu.
After did my hair, we (atien n vero incl. me) went to eat noodle, then vero asked for my student account to used in unigym. Abis 70$, gue ga tau deh itu bisa dipake or tidak cos not transferable. Gue gatau deh dia mau gimana pakenya, gue jg bingung deh, yg penting sih jgn suruh gue pake aja tuh, seharga gitu mah gue ga bakalan buat aerobic cos I don’t know how to do it and when to do it.
Yesterday, my feeling was quite sentimental, I think, because dikit2 sensitif banget rasanya, apa pengaruh mau dapet? Ga mungkin deh, soalnya belum pernah begitu.
Cuo thian, wo zhi city ken Atien. Went to do some fotocopy textbook. We had to wait for about ½ hour to get our turn to copy the book. Hmm di sini we have to copy it ourself, ga ada yang bantuin, adanya Cuma tunjukin cara kopinya doang. Atien sempat ungkit sih soal ketidak konsistenan gue (menurut vero), yg katanya batal mulu acara, hmm gue tahan neh kekesalan itu. Tapi kayanya dah ga tahan deh
Last night, netty dateng ke rumah, curhat ke awen sih, Cuma gue di sekitar situ jg, yah jadi ikutan dengerin deh, she was breaking her heart (again??). hmm jadinya gue berpikir terus, kenapa semua orang patah hati mulu? Think it positive, bisa ga ? heheheh ga tau sih, abis hati orang laen2, beda ama gue punya.
Then wenny jg talk about when she had married, her future husband want 3 children, girls lagi, katanya biar mirip ama netty, hmm kok ga bilang mirip gue ya ? gue jg bertiga sih but keadaannya beda banget sih ama si net, other family can gather together and talking around, while mine is terpencar2 gitu and cant talk around, even chit chat, cos there a lots of, lots of problems need to be fix. Little bit here, little bit there. Duh pusing deh.
Yesterday atien ungkit2 soal vero bilang ga konsisten, hmm gue udah mau marah aja tuh. Akibatnya skrg gue malah aga2 bt ama vero. This morning aja sengaja telat, emang sengaja trus kebetulan jg masih ngantuk gitu loh and then sakit kepala . akibatnya malah gue ke kingsfor but gunting rambut and then makan and then buat card unigym buat vero n then they don’t company me to library, tega kan ? harusnya sih temenin gue jg, but no problem for me.
Oh ya, vero orangya sepertinya kehilangan kendali, pengen have boyfriend as soon as possible and everyone yg available itu selalu ditanya2 soal keadaan still single or not. Herannya sih kenapa harus set me up with Adrian ? hmm dia mah udah gue anggap temen doang, apalagi lain agama. Tiap kali singgung soal ini, I already tell vero about this but she is don’t want to know. Gile, kl bisa mau gue emosi n tabokin neh, but I always try to sabar and sabar and sabar.
For me, even for fun, sekali2 sih boleh2 aja tuh, becanda sih boleh2 aja, but kl selalu diungkit, lama2 gue diem jg neh. Paling sebel temenan orang karna Cuma mau dimanfaatin doang, kl dia ga ada temen cari kita, kl ada temen kita dilupakan. Gue paling sebel hal ini. Kenapa harus jg ketemu orang seperti ini ? apakah tipe orang2 yg stay di Oz seperti ini ? I know di indo jg ada but… ga sekeliatan begini or gue yg ga pernah ketemu orang yg seperti ini?
Duh kenapa dunia yg gue ketemuin like this ? how come ? I come here to be a better person in education but in social life become like this bad? Oh, cant imagine before. I know I cant type more that I want to type cos many reasons. I lost ‘social life’, miss my family, miss my fav niece, hmm how is she now? Can she read now? Duh really really miss the people I love.
Hm jadi inget soal relationship, I know vero is just like panicking cos most of her friends already get married while she don’t even have boyfriend. Tapi herannya kenapa harus panic and terkesan pengen cari co, and yg penting dapet? For my believe, this kind of relationship you cant force to get one. It is better to look and search the better one. The right one will come when u ready. If you not ready, udah di depan mata jg sia2 kok. This is what I believe. Jgn sampe tiap kali ketemu n kenalan ama co, directly ask his phone number dong. Sekedar socialisasi sih boleh2 aja but jgn obvious banget dong, ketemu co langsung minta no telp nya. Ato emang gaya hidup di sini emang begitu and gue yang kuper? Hmm I don’t think so cos my other friends form other countries don’t look like that.
Friday, August 06, 2004
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Week 2 already ???
Hmmm, now is week 2. ga terasa dah mulai kuliah lagi.
this time just want to spread my 'uneg2' aja neh
I started this week quite well in the beginning but later on in the class, i felt bad cos R is back to my class, which (bukan who) i dont really like it. to form the group work, she just acted like the one we really need. i just dont want her in my group, cos it doesnt bring any good progress, i think ? huan kia, what do u expect? altough she talk alot but i still i cant cope well with her. Egoistic people, just contact u when she need helps. if she doesnt need u, she wont call u or asking ur news. and one thing i hate about is that on previous class, she and friends leave me alone in that class without telling me and my other friends were asking me, where is u friends ? do you know what i felt at that time ? i felt not good, not knowing where were my friends, at least she told me that they were moving to other class but she didnt do anything at all.
quite kesel nehh, talk to the friends i cant trust, they just give me positive thinking about her altough they know who is R. Should i do the same too? think positive while in my mind tertanam sudah rasa tidak aman ?
then about ajum, she didnt talk to me for about 3-4 days? can u imagine that ? what is happening ? is it because i move her 'jemuran' ke jemuran yg lebih kecil? i dont really like that some dont talk in home. at least u talk or speak, but this is rasanya pengen tabok mukanya yang keliatan bt terus begitu. kapan ya dia pindah?? i cant really wait now, have to wait for about a month's time ? hmmmm buruan dongggggg, so i can live happily ever after, upss not happily ever after, just like in peacefull altough sometime awen jg cukup ngeselin, but it is still ok lah compare to her.
hmmm i am thinking about ajum again, why semua orang keliatan takut gitu ama dia? i think because of her childish attitude? can u imagine umur 22 itu masih childish? mau seenaknya doang and ga bisa control her self in the society? a yau bilang we, her housemates, have help her but a yau think that she want to be help by us ? i want to help but.... does she want it or not ? who can tell? gue jg sometime keliatan takut juga neh ama dia, mau ajak ngomong aja mesti liat mood dia, bagus or ga, and then when she want to talk, dia ga liat orang tuh, lagi pengen ngobrol or not, nah ini kan yg rugi gue. one think yang buat gue kadang merasa rugi, i cant stand on wajah orang yg lagi or keliatan bt, cos itu akan mempengaruhi situasi and kondisi rumah yang lu tinggal. that is my view. or i am too perasa ? hmm dont know, somebody help meeeeeeee
irvie was asking me to move with her, but some one have to stay in the living room ? nah, this kind of stuff yang made me feel not going to move with her, cos, living in the living room ? u wont have any privacy at all. i know that, and i think she dont know that at all. if this really happen must be timbul masalah deh.
i think i dont want to move at this stage cos have to buy a lots of stuffs, such as microwave, fridge, laundry machine etc, that big stuffs that really dont want to buy because they are quite expensive and when u are moving or back for good, kind of difficult to sell it.
ok, back to uni things. i think i have made a good choice of subjects? but for 5908? i felt bad cos the lecture Nonna sepertinya ga suka gitu orang yang dah pernah take this subject before and taking this again. or this is only my feeling ? the other classes is ok, no problems at all, except rika yang nongol kemaren.
ok for now :P
Hmmm, now is week 2. ga terasa dah mulai kuliah lagi.
this time just want to spread my 'uneg2' aja neh
I started this week quite well in the beginning but later on in the class, i felt bad cos R is back to my class, which (bukan who) i dont really like it. to form the group work, she just acted like the one we really need. i just dont want her in my group, cos it doesnt bring any good progress, i think ? huan kia, what do u expect? altough she talk alot but i still i cant cope well with her. Egoistic people, just contact u when she need helps. if she doesnt need u, she wont call u or asking ur news. and one thing i hate about is that on previous class, she and friends leave me alone in that class without telling me and my other friends were asking me, where is u friends ? do you know what i felt at that time ? i felt not good, not knowing where were my friends, at least she told me that they were moving to other class but she didnt do anything at all.
quite kesel nehh, talk to the friends i cant trust, they just give me positive thinking about her altough they know who is R. Should i do the same too? think positive while in my mind tertanam sudah rasa tidak aman ?
then about ajum, she didnt talk to me for about 3-4 days? can u imagine that ? what is happening ? is it because i move her 'jemuran' ke jemuran yg lebih kecil? i dont really like that some dont talk in home. at least u talk or speak, but this is rasanya pengen tabok mukanya yang keliatan bt terus begitu. kapan ya dia pindah?? i cant really wait now, have to wait for about a month's time ? hmmmm buruan dongggggg, so i can live happily ever after, upss not happily ever after, just like in peacefull altough sometime awen jg cukup ngeselin, but it is still ok lah compare to her.
hmmm i am thinking about ajum again, why semua orang keliatan takut gitu ama dia? i think because of her childish attitude? can u imagine umur 22 itu masih childish? mau seenaknya doang and ga bisa control her self in the society? a yau bilang we, her housemates, have help her but a yau think that she want to be help by us ? i want to help but.... does she want it or not ? who can tell? gue jg sometime keliatan takut juga neh ama dia, mau ajak ngomong aja mesti liat mood dia, bagus or ga, and then when she want to talk, dia ga liat orang tuh, lagi pengen ngobrol or not, nah ini kan yg rugi gue. one think yang buat gue kadang merasa rugi, i cant stand on wajah orang yg lagi or keliatan bt, cos itu akan mempengaruhi situasi and kondisi rumah yang lu tinggal. that is my view. or i am too perasa ? hmm dont know, somebody help meeeeeeee
irvie was asking me to move with her, but some one have to stay in the living room ? nah, this kind of stuff yang made me feel not going to move with her, cos, living in the living room ? u wont have any privacy at all. i know that, and i think she dont know that at all. if this really happen must be timbul masalah deh.
i think i dont want to move at this stage cos have to buy a lots of stuffs, such as microwave, fridge, laundry machine etc, that big stuffs that really dont want to buy because they are quite expensive and when u are moving or back for good, kind of difficult to sell it.
ok, back to uni things. i think i have made a good choice of subjects? but for 5908? i felt bad cos the lecture Nonna sepertinya ga suka gitu orang yang dah pernah take this subject before and taking this again. or this is only my feeling ? the other classes is ok, no problems at all, except rika yang nongol kemaren.
ok for now :P
Saturday, July 24, 2004
BBQ at Maroubra Beach Yesteday I went to uni, meet Andi dkk for the final draft of the BBQ for today :) Make some trivia questions for the game and did little bit shopping:P I like shopping very much when it is not using my own fund hehehhehe. We discussed the draft in the PG FCE Common room, where there was also an opening ceremony for the new students of fce. wah fce mah kaya bener ya? party n welcoming melulu, tapi ga ada farewelling gitu. hahhaaha. as a member of compec, gue malah ga peduli hehehe, bis mau gimana ? mereka party mulu. berat di ongkosssss, kecuali stipend naik as many other fellowers wish. well, .... the bbq baru start ehhh hujan, untung dah bakar lumayan banyak, tapi sosisnya ga dapet nehhhh, sebel kannnnn, bleum puas neh dah pay juga, but apaboleh buat ? ???? Out of my appearance, looks nothing to worry but inside I dont know how to describe it. i think i still can hide everything to other people but.... anyway, i need someone to talk to, probably i will talk to yew kong as jo refers me to him. so hopefully i can do well for the next term. pengusiran hmmm, actually dont how to use the right word in the title. herannya gue selalu berharap and kali ini terkabul. she diusir, and dah 2 kali gue kesenangan cos she said she want to move out. but gue dah kecewa 2kali, cuman ngomong doang, ga ada realisasi. I think i keep thinking about that and ask God, then, just like 2 weeks ago, You fullfill one of my wishes. the one that i dont expect too much. She was asked to move out in a month's time. So, i dont know what to tell, but she can accept that well udah bagus. hope she will doing ok then. But (again) You dont fullfill the stuff that i really want to. pengusiran seperti ini harusnya ga terjadi, mending problem gue yg satu lagi yg dikabulkan. Duhhhhhhh, isenkkkkkkk, ga tau berterima kasih, udah dikabulkan yg satu itu malah minta yang lain lagi, emang deh, ga pernah puas ya? But my most concern is, buat future gue gimana ? how can i handle that ? maybe this is experience for me. like trace back to past, waktu smu juga, really expected ranking and still jalan2 ke CL, eh rapornya kebakar ? that is not the biggest fear i ever had. i still can' believe that could be happened to me. Back to kampung, i become the superior but then back to jakarta, i become the underdog and Puji Tuhan, I am doing good in listening ( and i dont believe this too, correctornya salah periksa kali yah??) well, doa gue kurang kenceng kali yah ? ato terpengaruh ama orang laen ? Heran deh Adriann netty aja bisa doing very very well here, kenapa gue ga bisa? kurang g apa seh ? i think, i did reading almost everyday. bisa dibilang, bangun baca buku, mandi makan and then baca buku lagi, then what is wrong with me? Mau nangis tapi malah ga bisa, i dont know how to express it. hmmmm, bener2 hidup di luar itu keras but enaknya aman!! apa coba ? ga ada hubungan sama sekali nehhhhh i am signing out now (20 mins of typing and thinking) |
Thursday, July 22, 2004
ini yg bikin bingung. everyone seem know what is going on, but i donttt email dr Siu2 : Hi, lagi ngapain? Kok lama gak kirim e mail. Udah libur?Udah telpon2 ke rumah and s che belum?Telpon dong biar beri semangat ke orang2. nah make me think more and think more and more n more and thinking what is going on ? what the hell is happening now ? no one can tell me ?dont brave enough to ask, afraid of tears will fall like rain. i dont expect the bad to happen |
ini yg bikin bingung. everyone seem know what is going on, but i donttt email dr Siu2 : Hi, lagi ngapain? Kok lama gak kirim e mail. Udah libur?Udah telpon2 ke rumah and s che belum?Telpon dong biar beri semangat ke orang2. nah make me think more and think more and more n more and thinking what is going on ? what the hell is happening now ? no one can tell me ?dont brave enough to ask, afraid of tears will fall like rain. i dont expect the bad to happen |
Bad day again!!!
Oh no, not again. Kenapa bad stuffs happened when I not around ? and not been told ? What am I? Still part of the club or not ? masa dapat update mesti dari orang lain ? untung aaja ada yg bae banget update-in gue. if not ? what should i do ? I have problems to here, my biggest fear, that i really afraid to tell to dad, but who can help me ? Nana seh sepertinya try to comfort me but still dont solve my problems. She tried to call me everyday but...... Yeah she is a good friend but when sometimes i need comfort, she was not there. Vero ? can't diandalkan, selfishness still inside her, too harshhhh.
What happen with my Sis's and mum ? y they become so mysterius? and even excluded me in everything ? what is going on ? anyone can tell me? even 51 aja worrying about me, talking about nan pheng you. I know, i have to find the perfect one for the family, I know that from the very beginning, i am still searching.... but.... problem result menghantam. This is i think become my first biggest lie to dad. i never do that before. REally make me scare of telling the truth that i have failed..... how long i can keep that? in the next 12 months ? hope soooo. really really lonely, how come everyone change in only 6 months ? how come? change dramatically.... really have no real friend to talk to, helpp everyday hoping for help hope God will send the right helper for me, when every U ready to send it to me Lord!! |
Friday, July 16, 2004
BAd day
Semalam sih ok2 ja, udah berniat ngeblog buttttttttttt
iseng cek email dr uni, then suddenly BOOOMMMM
result is out already, I failed one, dont know how to tell my parents.
but the good thing is, that subject is elective one so i dont have to take it anymore.
sebel nehhhhhh, untung pagi ini buru2 email judith, she said that i dont have to take that subject anymore, asik seh, but bad is thing is, that subject will be forever written in my transcript, SHIT!!!!!
udah gitu i am in probation condition, gila kan ? emang gue ngapain juga sampe probation ? kaya criminal neh.
duhhhh sebel dehhh, gimana tanggulanginya ya ?
bukannya stress but i dont know what to do now.
I need someone to talk but i dont know who. housemates ? ga bisa diandalkan, then uni friends? cant tell them more, because the 'gossip things'
I really dont know, to whom i should talk to. i already talk to Judith, she cant do more that she can do to help me.
duh bingung neh gue. somebody help meeeee!!!
Barusan lagi, awen telp, her mom want to say something about the house. i dont know what to expect. shse said that her mom is ok with me, but i dont know what is going to happen later on. Ajum lagi, sikapnya kasar banget. i didnt know what i said wrong last night. she didnt told me, is it about me or awen's mom ? should i consult this problem with abon ? but she is kind that not helping at all.
duh, gue dah ga sabar neh, akhirnya tell awen jg neh, i failed one subject, can i blame her? i dont thing so. i only can blame to the situation, not to the people. i can blame them on that day, but it still dont change what i get for the exams, right ? I NEED HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
SOME BODY help meeeeeeeeee
Semalam sih ok2 ja, udah berniat ngeblog buttttttttttt
iseng cek email dr uni, then suddenly BOOOMMMM
result is out already, I failed one, dont know how to tell my parents.
but the good thing is, that subject is elective one so i dont have to take it anymore.
sebel nehhhhhh, untung pagi ini buru2 email judith, she said that i dont have to take that subject anymore, asik seh, but bad is thing is, that subject will be forever written in my transcript, SHIT!!!!!
udah gitu i am in probation condition, gila kan ? emang gue ngapain juga sampe probation ? kaya criminal neh.
duhhhh sebel dehhh, gimana tanggulanginya ya ?
bukannya stress but i dont know what to do now.
I need someone to talk but i dont know who. housemates ? ga bisa diandalkan, then uni friends? cant tell them more, because the 'gossip things'
I really dont know, to whom i should talk to. i already talk to Judith, she cant do more that she can do to help me.
duh bingung neh gue. somebody help meeeee!!!
Barusan lagi, awen telp, her mom want to say something about the house. i dont know what to expect. shse said that her mom is ok with me, but i dont know what is going to happen later on. Ajum lagi, sikapnya kasar banget. i didnt know what i said wrong last night. she didnt told me, is it about me or awen's mom ? should i consult this problem with abon ? but she is kind that not helping at all.
duh, gue dah ga sabar neh, akhirnya tell awen jg neh, i failed one subject, can i blame her? i dont thing so. i only can blame to the situation, not to the people. i can blame them on that day, but it still dont change what i get for the exams, right ? I NEED HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
SOME BODY help meeeeeeeeee
Saturday, July 10, 2004
kind of lazy of blogging. ga tau tuh kenapa. padahal right now is the perfect time to blog, but males aja tuh.
heran deh, kenapa ya gue mau aja diajak kongsian transport ya ? padahal.... duh susah sih ngomongnya. ga ada pilihan gitu. huh pusing deh gue. situasi rumah dah tenang for 2 days, besok bakal rame lagi tuh, mei pan fa lahhh. Tinggal 1 minggu to go, then o have to decide pergi ke Croydon ga? (duh apa hubnya rumah n Croydon ??)
dah ah pusing neh, banyak masalah, urusan kuliah, family, co, temen2, internet, relation with other people ? duh can i run awa from this problems ? Give me a hint please!!!
heran deh, kenapa ya gue mau aja diajak kongsian transport ya ? padahal.... duh susah sih ngomongnya. ga ada pilihan gitu. huh pusing deh gue. situasi rumah dah tenang for 2 days, besok bakal rame lagi tuh, mei pan fa lahhh. Tinggal 1 minggu to go, then o have to decide pergi ke Croydon ga? (duh apa hubnya rumah n Croydon ??)
dah ah pusing neh, banyak masalah, urusan kuliah, family, co, temen2, internet, relation with other people ? duh can i run awa from this problems ? Give me a hint please!!!
Friday, July 02, 2004
pusing deh gue
urusan rumah sepertinya dah terorganisir dgn baik, skrg gantian vero lagi yg suka, ada maunya, maksa minta dipenuhi, dan she can use the situation really good. balikin situasi ke g orang. duh kadang jadi sebel. semalam dah tunggu 2 jam buat dinner, bukan tau terima kasih ?
sebel deh jadinya
dah ah males blog
urusan rumah sepertinya dah terorganisir dgn baik, skrg gantian vero lagi yg suka, ada maunya, maksa minta dipenuhi, dan she can use the situation really good. balikin situasi ke g orang. duh kadang jadi sebel. semalam dah tunggu 2 jam buat dinner, bukan tau terima kasih ?
sebel deh jadinya
dah ah males blog
Friday, June 25, 2004
sebagian penderitaan sudah berakhir
yesterday was the last day of my exams. although i finished all my exams yesterday, most of my friends still facing their exams.
buat oren : apa yang lu bilang sih bener, communicate with my roomie, but sejak ortunya dateng, kayanya gue jarang banget deh ngomong ama dia. trus udah gitu nyokapnya itu orang yang sebelin banget deh, takut kalah gitu.
simple thing, eg, gue makan apa aja pengen tau then kasih komen "wah gue jg bisa bikin tuh" duhhh dont try to make good impression di depan gue dehhhhh, ga peduli gue, lu mau bisa masak ato tidak. emang itu urusan gue ? and then last night, she said to me, sudah saatnya centil dikit (aka cari co).
busyetttt dah, nyokap gue aja kaga pernah ngomoong gitu ama gue. lah lu sapa sih ? kenal jg baru seminggu. liburan kali ini gue mesti kabur deh ke mana gitu hehehehe. yg pasti plan dah ada, mau ke Goldcoast!!! Yipeeeeeeeee, asikkkkkk
buat harle: happy bday yahhh. untung gue ol semalam, di tempat gue harusnya ultahnya dah lewat hehehehee
blue: few months lagi ultah yah :P
pengen tulis apa lagi yah ?
oh ya tadi gue donlod lagu, byk banget eh ternyata lagunya sama gitu hehehehe, abis gue main nekat aja tuh. gpp gue punya banyak waktu hehehehehehhe
yesterday was the last day of my exams. although i finished all my exams yesterday, most of my friends still facing their exams.
buat oren : apa yang lu bilang sih bener, communicate with my roomie, but sejak ortunya dateng, kayanya gue jarang banget deh ngomong ama dia. trus udah gitu nyokapnya itu orang yang sebelin banget deh, takut kalah gitu.
simple thing, eg, gue makan apa aja pengen tau then kasih komen "wah gue jg bisa bikin tuh" duhhh dont try to make good impression di depan gue dehhhhh, ga peduli gue, lu mau bisa masak ato tidak. emang itu urusan gue ? and then last night, she said to me, sudah saatnya centil dikit (aka cari co).
busyetttt dah, nyokap gue aja kaga pernah ngomoong gitu ama gue. lah lu sapa sih ? kenal jg baru seminggu. liburan kali ini gue mesti kabur deh ke mana gitu hehehehe. yg pasti plan dah ada, mau ke Goldcoast!!! Yipeeeeeeeee, asikkkkkk
buat harle: happy bday yahhh. untung gue ol semalam, di tempat gue harusnya ultahnya dah lewat hehehehee
blue: few months lagi ultah yah :P
pengen tulis apa lagi yah ?
oh ya tadi gue donlod lagu, byk banget eh ternyata lagunya sama gitu hehehehe, abis gue main nekat aja tuh. gpp gue punya banyak waktu hehehehehehhe
Saturday, June 19, 2004
Monday, June 14, 2004
kumpulan blog beerapa hari :)
Monday, around 10pm, june 7,2004>
Just know, I told yau2 bahwa internetnya ga jalan, then he said “bisa kok”. Emang kenapa lagi ? then I replied, ga tau tuh, gue mau ngecek email td pagi ga bisa. Then he said,”dah bisa kok, dah gue perbaiki.” Nah loh gue kan bingung. Berarti dia emang tau kl internetnya ga bisa jalan this morning ??????? yang gue bingung tuh replied nya ke gue. What this indicate??can anyone help me ? ato gue terlalu sensitive ama kata2?
Today, mau belajar bawaannya ga tenang melulu, cos this morning I received sms from Thu, hasil fwd dr thu sih, dia bilang ada something mismatch in the report and slide , yang mau kita presentasikan tadi. Akhirnya I tried to read lecture note, prof. taylor said he was going to review the whole course, but ternyata tidak, dah cape2 bawa lecture notes then bawa buku lagi eh tidak dipake. Sebel ga sih ? trus today ga sempat makan siang lagi, sebel deh gue, baru aja mau makan, vero telp, then thu telp, bilang kl ketemunya jam 2 aja, sebel kan ? kan bisa sms. Sialan si L, udah g sms malah ga balas sms gue, padahal she had 2 numbers, kl abis pulsa yang satunya lagi kan bisa tuh. Mau tepu gue. Sebel sebellll, but tinggal sekali lagi tuh gue ketemu dia, in the exam day 18 June, then ga ketemu lagi in formal way hehehheehee. Finally I will be free from her “shadow”. Gue kan sebel jg tuh, tiap orang such as nana n vero, selalu pengen tau aja what did she do. Kl gue mah egp amat. Dia mau ngapain jg terserah dia, gue ga mau tau, lah nana n vero pengen tau aja. Sampe2 gue dibilang sisternya L. dih, sapa yang sudi ? ga pengen la yau, mending gue dibilang sodara ama Xiao tian, masih mending. Langsung gue terbang ke awang2.
Sejak putus ama co nya, eitsss, not me, I am talking about my friend, banana, she seem menghindari gereja, terbukti dari tidak ikutnya dia di misa harian every Friday, pokoknya sejak pulang dr melb Cuma sekali tuh dia present. Or I just curious aja ? but sejak putus n punya 3 (mobile number in Oz, yg punya fasilitas free call every time every 10 mins) jarang banget ke gereja bareng kita, eits Cuma sekali dia ke gereja setelah putus, this is as far as I know, soalnya dia bawa si surya sih, setelah itu, lunch bareng, gereja bareng, jalan bareng jg ga pernah lagi. Then she got job di Coles, bisa makin jarang ke gereja kali ? duh jahat bener sih gue? Praduga tak bersalah dong!!!! Abis, dia pernah told me, kl dia udah melenceng gitu, minta gue kasih tau ke dia, nah gue skrg yg serba salah, kl gue kasih tau eh malah entar dia tersungging gimana ? niat gue bae eh malah ditanggapin jelek ? menurut pengakuannya sih suka ke gereja sabtu or sore.
Oh ya, pengen cerita lagi soal kelas accounting minggu lalu, bahas ttg assignment yg udah dikumpul itu, ternyata ada 1 student yang kerja di kompeni yang kita jadiin bahan assignment, no wonder, tiap kali ditanya ttg agree n disagree he always pointed out his hand terus, sampe2 si Ed (lecturer) sampe mukanya merah and keep saying, “ok, James(the student’s name) let get the other people to say their opinion first, and then come back to you”. Trus saking seringnya, si Ed tanya, anyone working for NAB? Yahhhh, James tunjuk tangan, hehehhhe, no wonder he always had something to say about this :)
I think this will be the long blog I ever post, but suddenly Awen balik ke kamar deh, gue jadi ga bisa ketik banyak deh. But anyway, I will try to type as many as I can :)
Yesterday, I went to Randwick Church, it near the uni, mass at 10am tuh ternyata asik jg, choirnya keren, kumpulan dr ibu2 bule, yang dah setengah baya gitu, trus ada nyanyi 1 lagu yang gue dulu sering nyanyi di koor, duh gue lupa judulnya. Then ada babtis bayi2, duh ternyata ada twins, co n ce yang dibabtis. Cara babtis di sini aga2 lain dibanding di indo. Mungkin umatnya ga banyak kali yah ? I cant hold my tear when I saw them were baptized by Fr. John (well, I think). I just can not imagine if some day in the future, I will holding my babies and give them to baptize ? terharu kali ya?
Duh jadi inget, gue banyak foto2 di L neh, gimana yah ambilnya ? kapan lagi gue bisa tuh ambil foto2 tersebut ? apakah harus ke rumahya? Duh ga pengen banget, tapi ada foto gue, duh mesti belajar photoshop deh, buat ilangin muka2 orang yang gue ga suka (hehehe *evil look) jahat yah ? duh mending gue jahat di tulisan drpd gue omongin langsung ke orangnya ? punya niat jahat aja dosa, itu gue tau, tapi gue ga bisa curhat ke sapa2, abis, as I said before, di sini lingkungannya kecil banget, sekali lu ngomong 1 aja, yg lain2 pada bisa tahu, kapok neh gue.
Move to other topic , on holiday, plan to go to Snowymountain neh, tapi butuh $$$$, untung aja Tien2 ga maen ski, kl ga, gue bakal spend another $$$ extra buat sewa baju2nya kali ? belum daftar neh, kira2 jadi ikut ga ya ? si windy lagi, katanya mau bayar besok, kok ga telp2 gue yah ? yah anank IH emang banyak sih, so she can ask anyone temenin dia bayar ke ISS tuh, gue belakangan kali yah bayarnya? Duhh dinginnn, jadi males ngetik neh, maybe dah sepuluh derajat kali yah ? abis tangan dah dingin, badan dah gemetaran.
Eh jadi keterusan, yesterday I spent $79 Cuma buat beli black dress, yg mungkin Cuma gue pake sekali kali yah ? buat kawinan ci agnes. Duh gara2 hal beginian gue jadi habisin another $100, duh, that is not a little. Bokek mendadak dehhh. Aduh baru tgl 8, udah spend so much money, duh gimana neh saving gue ga bertambah2, semoga dapet kerja (duh apply aja belum, gimana mau dapet kerja??)
Today is Tuesday :)
Baru aja bangun, trus terpikir, I want to type something here. 2 nights ago, I dreamt about my meeting with Louis. Duh heran aja kenapa tiba2 tuh anak nongol di mimpi gue yah? Pake acara panggil2 gue dan seperti biasa gue ga kenalin hehehe, tapi settingnya bukan di uni sini, tapi somewhere di daerah yang ada bukit2nya. I don’t know where is it. Gue tanya mau ngapain, katanya Cuma jalan2 daong di sini. Gue semakin heran, dah lama banget gue ga pernah ketemu dia, denger kabar dia sih pernah, lwt milis. Itulah gunanya milis, kita ga usah tanya, mereka bisa lapor sendiri di milis, kl mereka ngapain.
Nah mimpi last night lebih aneh lagi, ini mungkin gara2 kemaren di gereja choirnya sang the song that I know but I forgot the title. Liriknya kira2 begini, The Lord blessed you and keep you, the Lord…. (ga inget, tapi inget nadanya). Duh jadi inget masa2 di choir dulu, begitu mau latihan bisa kabur dr kelas duluan hehehehe, asik juga kan ? bisa praise Lord but kabur dr kelas. Kekekekekke kacau juga. Oh ya back to dream, kok gue bisa termimpi omanya Tien2 yah? Upss, kayanya mimpi gue terbalik deh, yg dikasih gambaran ama Tien2 itu, nyokapnya lagi, yg bisa main organ, suka iringin koor. Duh gue mixed everything neh. Kacau abisss.
Masak……
Di tengak masak, Windy telp, bilang mau pulang indo, duh enaknya, but belum lapor ke konjen soal pindah alamat, kl mau pulang mesti bayar fiscal lagi dong ?? then I was back to masak …., ajum pergi ke uni, tanpa pamit am ague. I just felt strange aja, kok ada orang di rumah, she did not even say a word, bye or setidaknya told me kl dia mau keluar. Apa emang adapt bule begitu ? I don’t think that she had bule tradition. Yang pasti sih dia bo ke ka banget deh, bisa bilang orang lain kurang ajar banget, but she herself, lebih kurang ajar lagi. Tapi emang sih, aga2 kurang di”ajar” ama ortunya. Taunya mesti makan yang fat free, but did she realize that tubuh tuh mesti consume minyak juga, not just biar kurus jgn makan yang oily2. itu kan ga bener. Belum lagi gaya belanja dia, misalnya ke toko baju, udah kayanya ubrak abrik setoko, coba sana coba sini then kaga jadi beli. Trus ke supermarket, bisa2 tuh udah pilih2 then antri di counter, trus bisa decided that ga jadi beli ahhh, gila kan tuh anak ? kadang2 suka serem aja tuh gue jalan bareng dia. Duhhhh semoga aja gue tahan deh, setengah tahun lagi stay bareng dia. Semoga dia cepat2 lulus!!!! ( good wish hah ??) itu menunjukkan gue bae kan :) duh mui diri sendiri heheheh.
Last night awen told me, that ajum is going to celebrate her bday, trus yang gue merasa lucu aja, awen said, duh ultahnya kok di saat yg ga tepat sih? Hehhe, emang rada ga tepat sih, abis a day before ada wedding ci agnes, semua orang perhatian nya ke wedding, ga ke dia, then after the wedding, ada exams. Duh gue mah ga peduli banget lah sebenarnya, but I have to care too, cos she is the part of unit 202. mei pan fa lahhh. Ce me pan ?
Awen dah bilang sih, karoke aja mendingan, drpd susah2. emang sih. Semua org lagi sibuk, trus awen jg ortunya mau ke sini sebelum wedding, semua orang udah punya urusan sendiri2 eh masih mesti liatin urusan ultah orang. Duh pusinggg, terkesan egois ? emang sih egois tapi ga ada pilihan. Duh mesti gimana dong ? aduh gue pusing neh, mending gue belajar aja yah :)
Wah udah tiga pages neh, ketik dah cape, sukur2 ada yg baca, kl ga jg gpp, sebagai diary gue, so I can remember what I have done in the past, the good one or the bad one.
Rabu, June 9, 2004
What happen ya today? Nothing special sih, niatnya mau ke uni, tapi ternyata aga2 males neh. And berakhir di rumah aja neh, tapi belajarnya jadi ga serius gitu. Then telp bunyi melulu. But yg buat kesel tuh telp dr ajum, kasar banget suaranya, tanpa basa basi looked for abon but kesannya dia nyari abon penting banget. Huhhh, ga tahan neh gue. Tabah!! Sabar!!!!! Sabar!!!! Then akhirnya sore, gue bener2 boring banget, begitu ditelp, diajak ke Bondi, ok aja tuh. Spend almost 3 hours in the Westfield, bantu ver nyari lipstick, busyet dahhh mahal benerrrr $33, duh bener2 mahal kl dirupiahkan. Trus tadi pulang jg ga ngomong ama ajum. Duh bulan ini pengocoran banyak lagi deh, mana tak terduga gitu, sebel deh gue. Tadi ask wen, gimana gue ber3 ke wedding ci agnes, duh, katanya ikut housematenya afai, duh, kesannya ga peduli banget sih ? duh bagaimana dong ? jadi nyesel neh spend much money buy new dress, cost me a lot and then gagal deh rencana mau jalan2 ke segala penjuru Oz :P
That is for today, dah ngantuk neh but… mesti belajar neh, gimana dong ? God please help me, give me the light to study, don’t let my mind n eyes closed because of sleeping. Soalnya suka sleepy kl udah liat tulisan n males deh bawaannya. Help me Lord!!!
Thursday, June 10, 2004
Here we go, udah almost end of the week, and segala kepanikan yang gue harapkan ga terjadi, terjadi juga tuh, apa yang ajum said terjadi juga neh.
Ortu wenny dateng so I have to move to other room, pindah ke room ajum, duh gimana dong ? kesannya gue punya kamar but numpang di kamar orang lain for a month. Duh bener2 susah deh. Kayanya, lebih tepat lagi, pastinya gue mesti move to other room deh, kl ga make sense kl she put her parents n bro in the living room n dingin banget lagi. Jadi harus gimana? Kompensasi ke gue apa yah ? or I can choose? Gue ga ada pilihan nehhhhhh. Duh I have to talk to abon n ajum. Oh Lord, helpppppp, jgn sampe terpengaruh ke ujian gue neh, please helpppppp. Duh rasanya pengen nangis nehhhh
Anyway, back to today’s activities. Jam 12.30 ke uni, ke ISS dulu tanya ttg seat ke skri trip, masih baanyak kok, so no worries lah, bisa bayar end of the month. Eh paginya baca email dr jo, asikkkk stipend naik lagi meskipu n Cuma dikit banget, start next month, hehehheeheee asikkkkkk
Abis dr ISS ikut misa deh, duh byk anak undergrad, ga ada kecengan deh, gue sih no problem but yg problem kok si vero yah ? she is desperating look for the perfect man, tapi lebih jelas lagi, she doesn’t usaha sama sekali, kecuali berusaha gabung ama grup Ausaider, which is ga ada yang ok menurut gue. Mending ga usah cari yang di Ausaiders lah, although mereka rajin n pinter (termasuk gue kah ??:D:D) but there are no perfect man there. Believe me!!! Parah semua. Kl mau diomongin ga ada habisnya.
Abis misa ke tempat nana deh, pinjam sandal n sepatu buat wedding, duh gara2 wedding aja guemesti spend a lot of money, belum lagi duit buat weddingnya, duh bener2 deh, aduh udah ga bisa diomongin lagi deh. Desperate nehhh.
Abis pinjam back to library, study a little bit accounting, sekedar mengingat aja, alias nyicil. Tapi dapetnya Cuma dikit aja neh. Abis itu kuliah, teryata berlangsung 3 hours, kirain bakal pulang cepat, ternyata tidak tuh, malah pulang seperti biasa, mana hujan gede lagi, trus sepatu gue basah dehhhhhh, untung pake celana hitem so basahnya ga gitu keliatan. Duh stresss nehhhhh, sepatu basah, untung gue bawa 2 sepatu so ga gitu panic, masih ada cadangan.
Sedangkan yang bikin gue pusing mah si vero itu tuh, pengen cari co but carinya di lingkungan gue yang which is tidak mendukung sama sekali. Duh emang ga bisa cari di tempat kerjanya ? ga usah lah cari orang indo, kl jodoh emang orang indo pasti bakal dapet juga, so she can keep looking tapi jgn sampe gue feel terganggu dong. Ada sedikit penyesalan jg neh kuliah di Oz, englishnya ga tambah maju trus makanannya asia melulu, ga seperti yang gue bayangkan sebelumnya, steak, burgers chips and so on…. Sebelllll coba gue dapetnya di amrik, bisa2 homesick kali yah ? but I am an easy person, gampang banget menyesuaikan diri kok:)
Dah ah end for today, ciao
NB: besok mau ke paddy’s lagi tuh, ajak windy ga yah ? pergi sendiri males but ajak windy, ma fan. Ce me pan ?
Jumat, 11 June 2004
Bantuin buang sampah
Ke misa
Ke paddys n night market
Belajar 5512
Sabtu, 12 June 2004
Kecewa gue kecewa, udah gue korbanin jam gue eh malah si abon yang kaya gitu.
Rencananya sih cleaning today cos ortu wenny mau datang, oklah kita semua bantuin. Udah saranin senin aja cos long wiken eh abon suggest hari sabtu and then when I got up I found out that she already dressed up and ready to go. Duh kesel deh gue, udah gue korbanin jam gue, eh mereka lebih egois lagi tuh. Sebel banget deh gue, rasanya pengen pindah but kl pindah gue ga dapet good facilities like here. Serba susah neh, and sepertinya awen jg marah tuh, yaw ajar lah dia marah, gue aja marah. Trus ajum jg pake cara yang norak amat (I don’t want to use the word “kurang ajar”) talk out loud buat bangunin orang. Lah dia tidur awal ya bangun awal lah, kok ga consider yang tidur telat n bangun juga telat ? kalo mau kasar I can say, she is emang kurang ajar cos yah emang kurang diajar ama ortunya ? (tuh kan gue bisa jg kasar ngomongnya) duh masa gue mesti sabar2 terus selama more than ½ tahun lagi ? duh cepet2 dong waktu berlaluuuuuu.
Tapi gue emang kecewa berat ama abon, kesannya cuek aja tuh ada situasi. Mungkin udah biasa kali yah? But gue ga bisa tuhhhh
Ntar mau ntn harpot ahhhhhhh, tapi ga tau bisa dapet tiket ato kaga tuhhh, semoga dapet ya, cos my friend said that her friend already book the ticket a month ago. Duhh gimana ya ? wish me luck to get the ticket.
Minggu, 13 June 2004
Pengen cerita soal harpot n dinner semalam.
It was really really big pengocoran nehhhh (I am tying with jari2 yang ngaco cos sambil makan biscuit trus dipake cheese spread, nyammm nyammmmm)
Tadi pagi, gue emang kesel, and last night was the first time that I told wenny that gue sebel ama abon ttg kelakuannya. FROM NOW ON, I WILL SAY WHAT I FEEL HERE, GA PEDULI KEBACA ATO KAGA AMA YG BERSANGKUTAN.
Yesterday I started my day, woke up at 9am, jam 7 dah bangun sih, tapi masih ngantuk and wenny jg masih ilang gitu so gue lanjut dong tidur gue. Ga salah dong? Then gue memutuskan bangun at 9am, keluar trus liat abon dah siap pergi gitu, duh langsung gue kaget, then (as I remembered) I did ask her, mau kemana, katanya mau pergi. Gitu doang. Kaget kan gue, trus ajum langsung tanya, weny dah bangun belum, kayanya ga jadi yah bersih2 rumah? Dengan tampang sinis, tapi emang tampangnya dah sinis sih hehehehe.
Then gue, dgn dalih mau abil minum go back to room and told weny that abon dah ready to go. Duh liat muka weny dah tau, kl dia tuh kesel jg, mungkin lebih kesel dr gue kali yah? Cos abon yang memutuskan buat kerja bersih2 on Saturday. Weny tried hard to sabar, I know that. I also try to patient lah, jgn jadi pembicaraan orang. Singkatnya gue mulai kerja deh, bersih2 kamar mandi yang ada di kamar gue. Jelas dong gue mesti bersihin tempat yang tiap hari gue masukin, untung sekotor bath room sebelah, yang gue liat lebih ‘clean’. Begitu gue ber mulai kerja, eh ajum masuk kamar, don’t know ngapain, then kayanya after sejam gitulah, ajum keluar n start to clean the bathroom tapi dengan setengah hati, cos weny komen, ‘wah ajum sepertinya work harder than as’ u know what she said, ‘ oh gue sisain kok buat bagian abon’. Duh, kl emang ga niat yang ga usah kerja ajalah, cai khe sih aja lah. Duh gue sebel banget deh. Maybe this story sounds silly to anyone that read this. I have to type it here, cos ga ada tempat curhat sih gue. Udah gue kesel setengah mati. Then menjelang 11.30am, I was going to stop my work and ke cinema mau antri tiket, disuruh buang sampah lagi. I don’t mind but keliatan banget ajum mind sekali, sampe blg, wah gue sih ga mau jalan sampe dua kali yah. I wish I could end up in somewhere else. Tapi bo pian lahhhh.
Then at 12pm ready to Hoyts, ternyata gue sampe duluan lagi, mau beli tiket jam 12.50, dah tinggal beberapa doang, akhirnya memutuskan beli yang jam 2pm, then have lunch di KFC, semua ikut gue KFC hehehehe.
Now this is the best part tapi jg keselin sih.
Antri nonton HP, ngantri bareng cilik2 n ortunya, bahkan ada yang pake costum hogwarts. :)
The movie started at Dursley’s residence, as usual. Di tiap buku jg begitu kan ?:) kaget aja tuh liat harry begitu gede, ga cocok ah umur 13 segede n setinggi itu. Cerita harry minta ttd uncle Vernon ga gitu detil diceritakan, main langsung kabur naik midnight bus. Creature di midnight bus serem ih, yg tinggal kepala doang. Jadi kaya film horror gitu.
Trus cerita ttg Sirius Black jadi ga bersalah jg gue kaga gitu ngerti, although dah baca bukunya (dah lupa), baju hermoine jg keliatan modis banget, pake jeans gitu. Pokoknya itu parts yang buat gue ga gitu seneng aja harpot 3 ini. But the best part, I think, when hermione punch si malfoy. Bukkkkk!! Brilliant!!
Oh ya in the cinema, nana telp mulu, sebel gue, jadi kurang konsen gitu ntnnya, ga tau diri bener sih ? bt gue. Anyway, ggp. Pulang ke rumah bareng vero, soalnya mau dinner ke Italian Forum, makan pasta. Sampe di rumah, keadaan suram gitu, ternyata rumah sudah kosong cos banyak barang yang dibuang ama weny. Jadi legang begitu, it looks nice, though. Then buang sampah lagi, wait ci agnes n Nathan datang. Then go to leichhardt. Anehnya g naik mobil afai lagi, then atin pindah ke mobil wenny. Harusnya gue tuh naik mobil wenny yah. Ga tau lahhh, suasana tiap mobil lain2. pokonya dinner sih ok, but masa gue duduk hadap2 ama atin sih ? jadinya malah ga ngomong apa2, I smell something between him n lury. But I think I cant ask why. Just let the time reveal the truth. Abis makan ya pulang lahhhh. Baca lagi 5512, then ga bisa konsen cos weny telp adenya, heran deh, kenapa bukan di luar gitu. Kan gue sebelllllll. paksaain baca jg, selesai.Lord, guide me in the exams.
Weny abis telp talk a lot about the house and abon serta ajum. I think she decided to drop ‘the boom’ as she said in the right time. She did tell me about abon and ask solution to ajum’s behavior in using kain n water. I don’t know n I cant stand on them anymore. Mereka kayanya ga peduli banget ama keadaan rumah, mau kotor jg gpp. Duh, kl gue kan ga bisa, dirty? Have to make it clean, although ga clean2 amat. Yang penting bersih aja. I understood weny’s position and also know her behaviour being da jie. I really understand.
Yang kesel sih tadi, barusan, ajum pulang dr kerja, langsung ngomong, ga ada orang ya di rumah. Kasarnya gue pengen bilang ‘EMANG GUE BUKAN ORANG APA ?? GUE SEGEDE INI KAGA KELIATAN ? kl mau tanya yang jelas dong, abon ato weny ga di rumah yah. Gitu dong. Udah gitu, ternyata (menurut dia) gue letak sepatu di tempat dia, so she moved my shoes trus timpa di sepatu weny, keselnya gue. Kaga tahannnnn. Tapi tabah tabahhhhhh. I think she bring bad influence to me. Duh gimana dong gue cegahnya ? what should I do ? HELP! HELP! Katanya sih, tiap orang ada rak sepatunya sendiri2, kebetulan gue taruh di tempat dia. U know what, sepatu dia ternyata ada di rak lain jg, nah itu apa ? boleh dong tau di mana aja yang penting kosong kan ?
Duh gue kok jadi begitu yah ? apa karna gue stress or kurang kerjaan ? but I think I need someone to talk to. Some one that I really trust cos now I don’t really really trust anyone. Cos begitu gue say something, omongan gue bisa beredar ke mana2. duhhh Help!! Kelelep neh!!!
Monday, June 14, 2004 again!!!
Ujian semakin deket neh. Gue mau lanjut omongan gue yg tadi ahhh. Duh pokoknya g sebel banget dehhhh. Tiap kali mau ngetik rasanya kesel banget, jadi pengen nangis neh, kenapa yah gue jadi begini? Jadi orang kok suka sebelin yah ?
Berusaha jadi orang baik malah kena getah orang lain. Duhhh, tau ga hari ini tuh indah banget, although g belajarnya ga bener, direct method CF aja ga lancar2, masih suka ngaco, but I enjoyed it, then waktu g ol, itu yg buat gue kesel banget tuh. Gimana tidak, udah tiap hari liat buku, then hasil Cuma credit doang, ga lebih, jadinya setara gitu ama ajum yang kaga belajar. Kan gue sebel, gue ga mau disama2in (lah sapa yang sama2in?? :D)
Padahal today, I spend the day so fun until tadi lah, waktu gue net-an. Tuh kan ulang lagi, soalnya gue kesel banget, ga tau mau dilampiaskan ke sapa gitu. Ke aweny, yah dia mah udah tabah lagi, bo huat jg tuh. Gue ga tau deh gimana ntar yah waktu ortu weny dateng? Can I survive ? or I have to go to other place? Or I have to spend my day by staying in the other people’s house? Or I get a job ? semoga aja dapet kerjaan. Duh lamar aja belum, gimana mau dapat?
Monday, around 10pm, june 7,2004>
Just know, I told yau2 bahwa internetnya ga jalan, then he said “bisa kok”. Emang kenapa lagi ? then I replied, ga tau tuh, gue mau ngecek email td pagi ga bisa. Then he said,”dah bisa kok, dah gue perbaiki.” Nah loh gue kan bingung. Berarti dia emang tau kl internetnya ga bisa jalan this morning ??????? yang gue bingung tuh replied nya ke gue. What this indicate??can anyone help me ? ato gue terlalu sensitive ama kata2?
Today, mau belajar bawaannya ga tenang melulu, cos this morning I received sms from Thu, hasil fwd dr thu sih, dia bilang ada something mismatch in the report and slide , yang mau kita presentasikan tadi. Akhirnya I tried to read lecture note, prof. taylor said he was going to review the whole course, but ternyata tidak, dah cape2 bawa lecture notes then bawa buku lagi eh tidak dipake. Sebel ga sih ? trus today ga sempat makan siang lagi, sebel deh gue, baru aja mau makan, vero telp, then thu telp, bilang kl ketemunya jam 2 aja, sebel kan ? kan bisa sms. Sialan si L, udah g sms malah ga balas sms gue, padahal she had 2 numbers, kl abis pulsa yang satunya lagi kan bisa tuh. Mau tepu gue. Sebel sebellll, but tinggal sekali lagi tuh gue ketemu dia, in the exam day 18 June, then ga ketemu lagi in formal way hehehheehee. Finally I will be free from her “shadow”. Gue kan sebel jg tuh, tiap orang such as nana n vero, selalu pengen tau aja what did she do. Kl gue mah egp amat. Dia mau ngapain jg terserah dia, gue ga mau tau, lah nana n vero pengen tau aja. Sampe2 gue dibilang sisternya L. dih, sapa yang sudi ? ga pengen la yau, mending gue dibilang sodara ama Xiao tian, masih mending. Langsung gue terbang ke awang2.
Sejak putus ama co nya, eitsss, not me, I am talking about my friend, banana, she seem menghindari gereja, terbukti dari tidak ikutnya dia di misa harian every Friday, pokoknya sejak pulang dr melb Cuma sekali tuh dia present. Or I just curious aja ? but sejak putus n punya 3 (mobile number in Oz, yg punya fasilitas free call every time every 10 mins) jarang banget ke gereja bareng kita, eits Cuma sekali dia ke gereja setelah putus, this is as far as I know, soalnya dia bawa si surya sih, setelah itu, lunch bareng, gereja bareng, jalan bareng jg ga pernah lagi. Then she got job di Coles, bisa makin jarang ke gereja kali ? duh jahat bener sih gue? Praduga tak bersalah dong!!!! Abis, dia pernah told me, kl dia udah melenceng gitu, minta gue kasih tau ke dia, nah gue skrg yg serba salah, kl gue kasih tau eh malah entar dia tersungging gimana ? niat gue bae eh malah ditanggapin jelek ? menurut pengakuannya sih suka ke gereja sabtu or sore.
Oh ya, pengen cerita lagi soal kelas accounting minggu lalu, bahas ttg assignment yg udah dikumpul itu, ternyata ada 1 student yang kerja di kompeni yang kita jadiin bahan assignment, no wonder, tiap kali ditanya ttg agree n disagree he always pointed out his hand terus, sampe2 si Ed (lecturer) sampe mukanya merah and keep saying, “ok, James(the student’s name) let get the other people to say their opinion first, and then come back to you”. Trus saking seringnya, si Ed tanya, anyone working for NAB? Yahhhh, James tunjuk tangan, hehehhhe, no wonder he always had something to say about this :)
I think this will be the long blog I ever post, but suddenly Awen balik ke kamar deh, gue jadi ga bisa ketik banyak deh. But anyway, I will try to type as many as I can :)
Yesterday, I went to Randwick Church, it near the uni, mass at 10am tuh ternyata asik jg, choirnya keren, kumpulan dr ibu2 bule, yang dah setengah baya gitu, trus ada nyanyi 1 lagu yang gue dulu sering nyanyi di koor, duh gue lupa judulnya. Then ada babtis bayi2, duh ternyata ada twins, co n ce yang dibabtis. Cara babtis di sini aga2 lain dibanding di indo. Mungkin umatnya ga banyak kali yah ? I cant hold my tear when I saw them were baptized by Fr. John (well, I think). I just can not imagine if some day in the future, I will holding my babies and give them to baptize ? terharu kali ya?
Duh jadi inget, gue banyak foto2 di L neh, gimana yah ambilnya ? kapan lagi gue bisa tuh ambil foto2 tersebut ? apakah harus ke rumahya? Duh ga pengen banget, tapi ada foto gue, duh mesti belajar photoshop deh, buat ilangin muka2 orang yang gue ga suka (hehehe *evil look) jahat yah ? duh mending gue jahat di tulisan drpd gue omongin langsung ke orangnya ? punya niat jahat aja dosa, itu gue tau, tapi gue ga bisa curhat ke sapa2, abis, as I said before, di sini lingkungannya kecil banget, sekali lu ngomong 1 aja, yg lain2 pada bisa tahu, kapok neh gue.
Move to other topic , on holiday, plan to go to Snowymountain neh, tapi butuh $$$$, untung aja Tien2 ga maen ski, kl ga, gue bakal spend another $$$ extra buat sewa baju2nya kali ? belum daftar neh, kira2 jadi ikut ga ya ? si windy lagi, katanya mau bayar besok, kok ga telp2 gue yah ? yah anank IH emang banyak sih, so she can ask anyone temenin dia bayar ke ISS tuh, gue belakangan kali yah bayarnya? Duhh dinginnn, jadi males ngetik neh, maybe dah sepuluh derajat kali yah ? abis tangan dah dingin, badan dah gemetaran.
Eh jadi keterusan, yesterday I spent $79 Cuma buat beli black dress, yg mungkin Cuma gue pake sekali kali yah ? buat kawinan ci agnes. Duh gara2 hal beginian gue jadi habisin another $100, duh, that is not a little. Bokek mendadak dehhh. Aduh baru tgl 8, udah spend so much money, duh gimana neh saving gue ga bertambah2, semoga dapet kerja (duh apply aja belum, gimana mau dapet kerja??)
Today is Tuesday :)
Baru aja bangun, trus terpikir, I want to type something here. 2 nights ago, I dreamt about my meeting with Louis. Duh heran aja kenapa tiba2 tuh anak nongol di mimpi gue yah? Pake acara panggil2 gue dan seperti biasa gue ga kenalin hehehe, tapi settingnya bukan di uni sini, tapi somewhere di daerah yang ada bukit2nya. I don’t know where is it. Gue tanya mau ngapain, katanya Cuma jalan2 daong di sini. Gue semakin heran, dah lama banget gue ga pernah ketemu dia, denger kabar dia sih pernah, lwt milis. Itulah gunanya milis, kita ga usah tanya, mereka bisa lapor sendiri di milis, kl mereka ngapain.
Nah mimpi last night lebih aneh lagi, ini mungkin gara2 kemaren di gereja choirnya sang the song that I know but I forgot the title. Liriknya kira2 begini, The Lord blessed you and keep you, the Lord…. (ga inget, tapi inget nadanya). Duh jadi inget masa2 di choir dulu, begitu mau latihan bisa kabur dr kelas duluan hehehehe, asik juga kan ? bisa praise Lord but kabur dr kelas. Kekekekekke kacau juga. Oh ya back to dream, kok gue bisa termimpi omanya Tien2 yah? Upss, kayanya mimpi gue terbalik deh, yg dikasih gambaran ama Tien2 itu, nyokapnya lagi, yg bisa main organ, suka iringin koor. Duh gue mixed everything neh. Kacau abisss.
Masak……
Di tengak masak, Windy telp, bilang mau pulang indo, duh enaknya, but belum lapor ke konjen soal pindah alamat, kl mau pulang mesti bayar fiscal lagi dong ?? then I was back to masak …., ajum pergi ke uni, tanpa pamit am ague. I just felt strange aja, kok ada orang di rumah, she did not even say a word, bye or setidaknya told me kl dia mau keluar. Apa emang adapt bule begitu ? I don’t think that she had bule tradition. Yang pasti sih dia bo ke ka banget deh, bisa bilang orang lain kurang ajar banget, but she herself, lebih kurang ajar lagi. Tapi emang sih, aga2 kurang di”ajar” ama ortunya. Taunya mesti makan yang fat free, but did she realize that tubuh tuh mesti consume minyak juga, not just biar kurus jgn makan yang oily2. itu kan ga bener. Belum lagi gaya belanja dia, misalnya ke toko baju, udah kayanya ubrak abrik setoko, coba sana coba sini then kaga jadi beli. Trus ke supermarket, bisa2 tuh udah pilih2 then antri di counter, trus bisa decided that ga jadi beli ahhh, gila kan tuh anak ? kadang2 suka serem aja tuh gue jalan bareng dia. Duhhhh semoga aja gue tahan deh, setengah tahun lagi stay bareng dia. Semoga dia cepat2 lulus!!!! ( good wish hah ??) itu menunjukkan gue bae kan :) duh mui diri sendiri heheheh.
Last night awen told me, that ajum is going to celebrate her bday, trus yang gue merasa lucu aja, awen said, duh ultahnya kok di saat yg ga tepat sih? Hehhe, emang rada ga tepat sih, abis a day before ada wedding ci agnes, semua orang perhatian nya ke wedding, ga ke dia, then after the wedding, ada exams. Duh gue mah ga peduli banget lah sebenarnya, but I have to care too, cos she is the part of unit 202. mei pan fa lahhh. Ce me pan ?
Awen dah bilang sih, karoke aja mendingan, drpd susah2. emang sih. Semua org lagi sibuk, trus awen jg ortunya mau ke sini sebelum wedding, semua orang udah punya urusan sendiri2 eh masih mesti liatin urusan ultah orang. Duh pusinggg, terkesan egois ? emang sih egois tapi ga ada pilihan. Duh mesti gimana dong ? aduh gue pusing neh, mending gue belajar aja yah :)
Wah udah tiga pages neh, ketik dah cape, sukur2 ada yg baca, kl ga jg gpp, sebagai diary gue, so I can remember what I have done in the past, the good one or the bad one.
Rabu, June 9, 2004
What happen ya today? Nothing special sih, niatnya mau ke uni, tapi ternyata aga2 males neh. And berakhir di rumah aja neh, tapi belajarnya jadi ga serius gitu. Then telp bunyi melulu. But yg buat kesel tuh telp dr ajum, kasar banget suaranya, tanpa basa basi looked for abon but kesannya dia nyari abon penting banget. Huhhh, ga tahan neh gue. Tabah!! Sabar!!!!! Sabar!!!! Then akhirnya sore, gue bener2 boring banget, begitu ditelp, diajak ke Bondi, ok aja tuh. Spend almost 3 hours in the Westfield, bantu ver nyari lipstick, busyet dahhh mahal benerrrr $33, duh bener2 mahal kl dirupiahkan. Trus tadi pulang jg ga ngomong ama ajum. Duh bulan ini pengocoran banyak lagi deh, mana tak terduga gitu, sebel deh gue. Tadi ask wen, gimana gue ber3 ke wedding ci agnes, duh, katanya ikut housematenya afai, duh, kesannya ga peduli banget sih ? duh bagaimana dong ? jadi nyesel neh spend much money buy new dress, cost me a lot and then gagal deh rencana mau jalan2 ke segala penjuru Oz :P
That is for today, dah ngantuk neh but… mesti belajar neh, gimana dong ? God please help me, give me the light to study, don’t let my mind n eyes closed because of sleeping. Soalnya suka sleepy kl udah liat tulisan n males deh bawaannya. Help me Lord!!!
Thursday, June 10, 2004
Here we go, udah almost end of the week, and segala kepanikan yang gue harapkan ga terjadi, terjadi juga tuh, apa yang ajum said terjadi juga neh.
Ortu wenny dateng so I have to move to other room, pindah ke room ajum, duh gimana dong ? kesannya gue punya kamar but numpang di kamar orang lain for a month. Duh bener2 susah deh. Kayanya, lebih tepat lagi, pastinya gue mesti move to other room deh, kl ga make sense kl she put her parents n bro in the living room n dingin banget lagi. Jadi harus gimana? Kompensasi ke gue apa yah ? or I can choose? Gue ga ada pilihan nehhhhhh. Duh I have to talk to abon n ajum. Oh Lord, helpppppp, jgn sampe terpengaruh ke ujian gue neh, please helpppppp. Duh rasanya pengen nangis nehhhh
Anyway, back to today’s activities. Jam 12.30 ke uni, ke ISS dulu tanya ttg seat ke skri trip, masih baanyak kok, so no worries lah, bisa bayar end of the month. Eh paginya baca email dr jo, asikkkk stipend naik lagi meskipu n Cuma dikit banget, start next month, hehehheeheee asikkkkkk
Abis dr ISS ikut misa deh, duh byk anak undergrad, ga ada kecengan deh, gue sih no problem but yg problem kok si vero yah ? she is desperating look for the perfect man, tapi lebih jelas lagi, she doesn’t usaha sama sekali, kecuali berusaha gabung ama grup Ausaider, which is ga ada yang ok menurut gue. Mending ga usah cari yang di Ausaiders lah, although mereka rajin n pinter (termasuk gue kah ??:D:D) but there are no perfect man there. Believe me!!! Parah semua. Kl mau diomongin ga ada habisnya.
Abis misa ke tempat nana deh, pinjam sandal n sepatu buat wedding, duh gara2 wedding aja guemesti spend a lot of money, belum lagi duit buat weddingnya, duh bener2 deh, aduh udah ga bisa diomongin lagi deh. Desperate nehhh.
Abis pinjam back to library, study a little bit accounting, sekedar mengingat aja, alias nyicil. Tapi dapetnya Cuma dikit aja neh. Abis itu kuliah, teryata berlangsung 3 hours, kirain bakal pulang cepat, ternyata tidak tuh, malah pulang seperti biasa, mana hujan gede lagi, trus sepatu gue basah dehhhhhh, untung pake celana hitem so basahnya ga gitu keliatan. Duh stresss nehhhhh, sepatu basah, untung gue bawa 2 sepatu so ga gitu panic, masih ada cadangan.
Sedangkan yang bikin gue pusing mah si vero itu tuh, pengen cari co but carinya di lingkungan gue yang which is tidak mendukung sama sekali. Duh emang ga bisa cari di tempat kerjanya ? ga usah lah cari orang indo, kl jodoh emang orang indo pasti bakal dapet juga, so she can keep looking tapi jgn sampe gue feel terganggu dong. Ada sedikit penyesalan jg neh kuliah di Oz, englishnya ga tambah maju trus makanannya asia melulu, ga seperti yang gue bayangkan sebelumnya, steak, burgers chips and so on…. Sebelllll coba gue dapetnya di amrik, bisa2 homesick kali yah ? but I am an easy person, gampang banget menyesuaikan diri kok:)
Dah ah end for today, ciao
NB: besok mau ke paddy’s lagi tuh, ajak windy ga yah ? pergi sendiri males but ajak windy, ma fan. Ce me pan ?
Jumat, 11 June 2004
Bantuin buang sampah
Ke misa
Ke paddys n night market
Belajar 5512
Sabtu, 12 June 2004
Kecewa gue kecewa, udah gue korbanin jam gue eh malah si abon yang kaya gitu.
Rencananya sih cleaning today cos ortu wenny mau datang, oklah kita semua bantuin. Udah saranin senin aja cos long wiken eh abon suggest hari sabtu and then when I got up I found out that she already dressed up and ready to go. Duh kesel deh gue, udah gue korbanin jam gue, eh mereka lebih egois lagi tuh. Sebel banget deh gue, rasanya pengen pindah but kl pindah gue ga dapet good facilities like here. Serba susah neh, and sepertinya awen jg marah tuh, yaw ajar lah dia marah, gue aja marah. Trus ajum jg pake cara yang norak amat (I don’t want to use the word “kurang ajar”) talk out loud buat bangunin orang. Lah dia tidur awal ya bangun awal lah, kok ga consider yang tidur telat n bangun juga telat ? kalo mau kasar I can say, she is emang kurang ajar cos yah emang kurang diajar ama ortunya ? (tuh kan gue bisa jg kasar ngomongnya) duh masa gue mesti sabar2 terus selama more than ½ tahun lagi ? duh cepet2 dong waktu berlaluuuuuu.
Tapi gue emang kecewa berat ama abon, kesannya cuek aja tuh ada situasi. Mungkin udah biasa kali yah? But gue ga bisa tuhhhh
Ntar mau ntn harpot ahhhhhhh, tapi ga tau bisa dapet tiket ato kaga tuhhh, semoga dapet ya, cos my friend said that her friend already book the ticket a month ago. Duhh gimana ya ? wish me luck to get the ticket.
Minggu, 13 June 2004
Pengen cerita soal harpot n dinner semalam.
It was really really big pengocoran nehhhh (I am tying with jari2 yang ngaco cos sambil makan biscuit trus dipake cheese spread, nyammm nyammmmm)
Tadi pagi, gue emang kesel, and last night was the first time that I told wenny that gue sebel ama abon ttg kelakuannya. FROM NOW ON, I WILL SAY WHAT I FEEL HERE, GA PEDULI KEBACA ATO KAGA AMA YG BERSANGKUTAN.
Yesterday I started my day, woke up at 9am, jam 7 dah bangun sih, tapi masih ngantuk and wenny jg masih ilang gitu so gue lanjut dong tidur gue. Ga salah dong? Then gue memutuskan bangun at 9am, keluar trus liat abon dah siap pergi gitu, duh langsung gue kaget, then (as I remembered) I did ask her, mau kemana, katanya mau pergi. Gitu doang. Kaget kan gue, trus ajum langsung tanya, weny dah bangun belum, kayanya ga jadi yah bersih2 rumah? Dengan tampang sinis, tapi emang tampangnya dah sinis sih hehehehe.
Then gue, dgn dalih mau abil minum go back to room and told weny that abon dah ready to go. Duh liat muka weny dah tau, kl dia tuh kesel jg, mungkin lebih kesel dr gue kali yah? Cos abon yang memutuskan buat kerja bersih2 on Saturday. Weny tried hard to sabar, I know that. I also try to patient lah, jgn jadi pembicaraan orang. Singkatnya gue mulai kerja deh, bersih2 kamar mandi yang ada di kamar gue. Jelas dong gue mesti bersihin tempat yang tiap hari gue masukin, untung sekotor bath room sebelah, yang gue liat lebih ‘clean’. Begitu gue ber mulai kerja, eh ajum masuk kamar, don’t know ngapain, then kayanya after sejam gitulah, ajum keluar n start to clean the bathroom tapi dengan setengah hati, cos weny komen, ‘wah ajum sepertinya work harder than as’ u know what she said, ‘ oh gue sisain kok buat bagian abon’. Duh, kl emang ga niat yang ga usah kerja ajalah, cai khe sih aja lah. Duh gue sebel banget deh. Maybe this story sounds silly to anyone that read this. I have to type it here, cos ga ada tempat curhat sih gue. Udah gue kesel setengah mati. Then menjelang 11.30am, I was going to stop my work and ke cinema mau antri tiket, disuruh buang sampah lagi. I don’t mind but keliatan banget ajum mind sekali, sampe blg, wah gue sih ga mau jalan sampe dua kali yah. I wish I could end up in somewhere else. Tapi bo pian lahhhh.
Then at 12pm ready to Hoyts, ternyata gue sampe duluan lagi, mau beli tiket jam 12.50, dah tinggal beberapa doang, akhirnya memutuskan beli yang jam 2pm, then have lunch di KFC, semua ikut gue KFC hehehehe.
Now this is the best part tapi jg keselin sih.
Antri nonton HP, ngantri bareng cilik2 n ortunya, bahkan ada yang pake costum hogwarts. :)
The movie started at Dursley’s residence, as usual. Di tiap buku jg begitu kan ?:) kaget aja tuh liat harry begitu gede, ga cocok ah umur 13 segede n setinggi itu. Cerita harry minta ttd uncle Vernon ga gitu detil diceritakan, main langsung kabur naik midnight bus. Creature di midnight bus serem ih, yg tinggal kepala doang. Jadi kaya film horror gitu.
Trus cerita ttg Sirius Black jadi ga bersalah jg gue kaga gitu ngerti, although dah baca bukunya (dah lupa), baju hermoine jg keliatan modis banget, pake jeans gitu. Pokoknya itu parts yang buat gue ga gitu seneng aja harpot 3 ini. But the best part, I think, when hermione punch si malfoy. Bukkkkk!! Brilliant!!
Oh ya in the cinema, nana telp mulu, sebel gue, jadi kurang konsen gitu ntnnya, ga tau diri bener sih ? bt gue. Anyway, ggp. Pulang ke rumah bareng vero, soalnya mau dinner ke Italian Forum, makan pasta. Sampe di rumah, keadaan suram gitu, ternyata rumah sudah kosong cos banyak barang yang dibuang ama weny. Jadi legang begitu, it looks nice, though. Then buang sampah lagi, wait ci agnes n Nathan datang. Then go to leichhardt. Anehnya g naik mobil afai lagi, then atin pindah ke mobil wenny. Harusnya gue tuh naik mobil wenny yah. Ga tau lahhh, suasana tiap mobil lain2. pokonya dinner sih ok, but masa gue duduk hadap2 ama atin sih ? jadinya malah ga ngomong apa2, I smell something between him n lury. But I think I cant ask why. Just let the time reveal the truth. Abis makan ya pulang lahhhh. Baca lagi 5512, then ga bisa konsen cos weny telp adenya, heran deh, kenapa bukan di luar gitu. Kan gue sebelllllll. paksaain baca jg, selesai.Lord, guide me in the exams.
Weny abis telp talk a lot about the house and abon serta ajum. I think she decided to drop ‘the boom’ as she said in the right time. She did tell me about abon and ask solution to ajum’s behavior in using kain n water. I don’t know n I cant stand on them anymore. Mereka kayanya ga peduli banget ama keadaan rumah, mau kotor jg gpp. Duh, kl gue kan ga bisa, dirty? Have to make it clean, although ga clean2 amat. Yang penting bersih aja. I understood weny’s position and also know her behaviour being da jie. I really understand.
Yang kesel sih tadi, barusan, ajum pulang dr kerja, langsung ngomong, ga ada orang ya di rumah. Kasarnya gue pengen bilang ‘EMANG GUE BUKAN ORANG APA ?? GUE SEGEDE INI KAGA KELIATAN ? kl mau tanya yang jelas dong, abon ato weny ga di rumah yah. Gitu dong. Udah gitu, ternyata (menurut dia) gue letak sepatu di tempat dia, so she moved my shoes trus timpa di sepatu weny, keselnya gue. Kaga tahannnnn. Tapi tabah tabahhhhhh. I think she bring bad influence to me. Duh gimana dong gue cegahnya ? what should I do ? HELP! HELP! Katanya sih, tiap orang ada rak sepatunya sendiri2, kebetulan gue taruh di tempat dia. U know what, sepatu dia ternyata ada di rak lain jg, nah itu apa ? boleh dong tau di mana aja yang penting kosong kan ?
Duh gue kok jadi begitu yah ? apa karna gue stress or kurang kerjaan ? but I think I need someone to talk to. Some one that I really trust cos now I don’t really really trust anyone. Cos begitu gue say something, omongan gue bisa beredar ke mana2. duhhh Help!! Kelelep neh!!!
Monday, June 14, 2004 again!!!
Ujian semakin deket neh. Gue mau lanjut omongan gue yg tadi ahhh. Duh pokoknya g sebel banget dehhhh. Tiap kali mau ngetik rasanya kesel banget, jadi pengen nangis neh, kenapa yah gue jadi begini? Jadi orang kok suka sebelin yah ?
Berusaha jadi orang baik malah kena getah orang lain. Duhhh, tau ga hari ini tuh indah banget, although g belajarnya ga bener, direct method CF aja ga lancar2, masih suka ngaco, but I enjoyed it, then waktu g ol, itu yg buat gue kesel banget tuh. Gimana tidak, udah tiap hari liat buku, then hasil Cuma credit doang, ga lebih, jadinya setara gitu ama ajum yang kaga belajar. Kan gue sebel, gue ga mau disama2in (lah sapa yang sama2in?? :D)
Padahal today, I spend the day so fun until tadi lah, waktu gue net-an. Tuh kan ulang lagi, soalnya gue kesel banget, ga tau mau dilampiaskan ke sapa gitu. Ke aweny, yah dia mah udah tabah lagi, bo huat jg tuh. Gue ga tau deh gimana ntar yah waktu ortu weny dateng? Can I survive ? or I have to go to other place? Or I have to spend my day by staying in the other people’s house? Or I get a job ? semoga aja dapet kerjaan. Duh lamar aja belum, gimana mau dapat?
boringgggg
tapi ga ada pilihann
byk yang mesti gue post neh, but i typed it in my notebook. no internet there.
tadinya niat mau ngepost yang panjang but skrg jadi bawaannya bt deh, ajum balik, trus i said hi, cuma disahut biasa dong. sepertinya ga niat gitu. then liat g lagi net, she said "tumben ga belajar hari ini ?". nadanya itu loh yang gue ga tahan. sebel
sebel
tabah dehhhh
dahh ahh
tapi ga ada pilihann
byk yang mesti gue post neh, but i typed it in my notebook. no internet there.
tadinya niat mau ngepost yang panjang but skrg jadi bawaannya bt deh, ajum balik, trus i said hi, cuma disahut biasa dong. sepertinya ga niat gitu. then liat g lagi net, she said "tumben ga belajar hari ini ?". nadanya itu loh yang gue ga tahan. sebel
sebel
tabah dehhhh
dahh ahh
Thursday, June 10, 2004
pengen tabok some one
pengen post kemaren tapi males heheh
but this morning, when i got up, rasanya pengen deh tabok someone,
dah gue bersihin lantai kitchen, eh skrg basah n mulai kotor lagi.
rasanya gue pengen sekali tabokkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
harusnya bukan gue tuh yang bersihin but udah ga tahan saking kotornya.
bukannya say thx ke gue, ehhhhh malah bikin tambah kotor.
aduhhhhh, tabahh dehhhh
duh someone help me!!!!!
pengen post kemaren tapi males heheh
but this morning, when i got up, rasanya pengen deh tabok someone,
dah gue bersihin lantai kitchen, eh skrg basah n mulai kotor lagi.
rasanya gue pengen sekali tabokkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
harusnya bukan gue tuh yang bersihin but udah ga tahan saking kotornya.
bukannya say thx ke gue, ehhhhh malah bikin tambah kotor.
aduhhhhh, tabahh dehhhh
duh someone help me!!!!!
Saturday, June 05, 2004
makin dinginnnnnsuhu skrg sih 14.8 degree. duh makin dingin aja, sampe jendela jg ga dibuka neh :P
cuma mau ngomong itu doang sih.
eh ada lagi, gue pengen cerita ttg the day after besok
co yg jadi anaknya si Jake(eh bener ga seh namanya ??) cakepppppp trus cenya jg cakep :P
sapa seh namanya ?
seandainya dunia nanti kaya begitu dingin ? gawatttt, kiamat kali yah ? gue langsung ilang dr dunia, freeze because kedinginan. skrg aja udah kedinginan gitu, ga mandi lagi. mesti wait vero lagi, pake acara mandi segala, jadinya gue mesti wait dia mandi baru bisa chat? sedangkan gue in few more mins mau ntn gilmore girls. oh i love this series
eh mau jemur baju ahhhhh, dah selesai nyucinya hehehehe
see yaa
bener2 off neh :)
cuma mau ngomong itu doang sih.
eh ada lagi, gue pengen cerita ttg the day after besok
co yg jadi anaknya si Jake(eh bener ga seh namanya ??) cakepppppp trus cenya jg cakep :P
sapa seh namanya ?
seandainya dunia nanti kaya begitu dingin ? gawatttt, kiamat kali yah ? gue langsung ilang dr dunia, freeze because kedinginan. skrg aja udah kedinginan gitu, ga mandi lagi. mesti wait vero lagi, pake acara mandi segala, jadinya gue mesti wait dia mandi baru bisa chat? sedangkan gue in few more mins mau ntn gilmore girls. oh i love this series
eh mau jemur baju ahhhhh, dah selesai nyucinya hehehehe
see yaa
bener2 off neh :)
lanjutan tadi
akhirnya tugasnya selesai juga dikerjain. sebel deh gue, gara2 begini, almost 4 times Saturday, i spent it in the lab, without lunch. sebel deh, tapi ok juga seh, jadi hemat lunch hehehehe. kere abis neh.
tadi waktu mau ngeprint cover page, eh kesangkut kursi n jatuh, duh jatuhnya sakit lagi, eh si L ketawain, sebel ga seh ? bukannya tanyain sakit ato kaga? jadi sebel deh gue, makin sebelll, but thx God, gue ketemu dia mungkin in class 2 kali lagi, setelah itu, no so important to meet her again heheheheh. tapi setidaknya gue salut tuh ama dia, pinter banget tuh pdkt ama dosen, sampe muji2 dosen, she told to jeff (one or our lecture) that he teached very well compared to prof. Taylor. gila ga seh dia ngomong begitu? apa ga sadar ? prof. Taylor itu kan supervisornya Jeff. ngaco tuh anak. si jeff aja ampe bengong n mukanya merah gitu. dibisa dibantai tuh si L.
ada lagi neh cerita lucu, buat format untuk report aja sempat berantem gitu, thu pengen format garis gue jg pengen format garis, eh si L ga mau hehehe, but anyway, kita yang menang kok , malahan udah diprint lagi kekekekeke.
anyway, duh, semoga gue tidak ada niat jahattttttt, Aminnnnn Aminnnnn
think positive, isenkk!!! Jia You!! mau lunch bareng L? ogahhhh lah yaaa
oh ya, si blue sms, duh panjang banget lagi. sms nya di saat gue udah ilang dr real world (BACA: bobo). mau chatting ? mending abis gue exams aja yah ?
oren, harle, pada bisa ga ?
minggu depan rencananya seh mau nonton harry potter, tapi ga tau deh jadi apa kaga, kl kaga jadi juga, gue nonton aja sendiri hehehe, bioskop di sn mah enak, ga ada no tempat duduknya so we can sit anywhere we like :)
trus bisa pindah2 theatre gitu, asal ga ketahuan, sekali mau ke cinemanya, lu bisa nyasar ke theatre2 yang lain. asik kan ?
pengen cerita apa lagi yah ? oh ya barusan chat ama nana. dia dah dapet kerja, duh enak banget, sejam 14-15$ gitu, duh enak banget, jadi bisa hemat duit deh. gue jadi pengen jg neh nyari kerja, kl nyari sekarang, konsen gue ke bagi 2, nanti aja ah, abis exams, semoga bisa dapet kerja :) doain ya girls :)
out of here ahhhh
dinginnnnnn
akhirnya tugasnya selesai juga dikerjain. sebel deh gue, gara2 begini, almost 4 times Saturday, i spent it in the lab, without lunch. sebel deh, tapi ok juga seh, jadi hemat lunch hehehehe. kere abis neh.
tadi waktu mau ngeprint cover page, eh kesangkut kursi n jatuh, duh jatuhnya sakit lagi, eh si L ketawain, sebel ga seh ? bukannya tanyain sakit ato kaga? jadi sebel deh gue, makin sebelll, but thx God, gue ketemu dia mungkin in class 2 kali lagi, setelah itu, no so important to meet her again heheheheh. tapi setidaknya gue salut tuh ama dia, pinter banget tuh pdkt ama dosen, sampe muji2 dosen, she told to jeff (one or our lecture) that he teached very well compared to prof. Taylor. gila ga seh dia ngomong begitu? apa ga sadar ? prof. Taylor itu kan supervisornya Jeff. ngaco tuh anak. si jeff aja ampe bengong n mukanya merah gitu. dibisa dibantai tuh si L.
ada lagi neh cerita lucu, buat format untuk report aja sempat berantem gitu, thu pengen format garis gue jg pengen format garis, eh si L ga mau hehehe, but anyway, kita yang menang kok , malahan udah diprint lagi kekekekeke.
anyway, duh, semoga gue tidak ada niat jahattttttt, Aminnnnn Aminnnnn
think positive, isenkk!!! Jia You!! mau lunch bareng L? ogahhhh lah yaaa
oh ya, si blue sms, duh panjang banget lagi. sms nya di saat gue udah ilang dr real world (BACA: bobo). mau chatting ? mending abis gue exams aja yah ?
oren, harle, pada bisa ga ?
minggu depan rencananya seh mau nonton harry potter, tapi ga tau deh jadi apa kaga, kl kaga jadi juga, gue nonton aja sendiri hehehe, bioskop di sn mah enak, ga ada no tempat duduknya so we can sit anywhere we like :)
trus bisa pindah2 theatre gitu, asal ga ketahuan, sekali mau ke cinemanya, lu bisa nyasar ke theatre2 yang lain. asik kan ?
pengen cerita apa lagi yah ? oh ya barusan chat ama nana. dia dah dapet kerja, duh enak banget, sejam 14-15$ gitu, duh enak banget, jadi bisa hemat duit deh. gue jadi pengen jg neh nyari kerja, kl nyari sekarang, konsen gue ke bagi 2, nanti aja ah, abis exams, semoga bisa dapet kerja :) doain ya girls :)
out of here ahhhh
dinginnnnnn
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