Going home and leaving Sydney for good (hiks hiks hiks)
It has been a year and 6 months, I am in Sydney. Thinking of leaving this city, really really make me sad. There are a lot of memories here, the sad ones, the happy ones and my struggles to get my degree. Finally, I got my degree at 15 July 2005.
Last Tuesday, we, the GC team minus yuli and ditya, went to Wollongong to visit Nantien Temple 南天寺. We spent almost the whole day there and after that, went to Kiama, a small town with it main attraction, blowhole http://www.kiama.com.au/attractions/blowhole.htm We arrived there a bit late, well, because of, traveling with 15 people.
Last Thursday, we gathered again to compile all the pictures that we took during the Wollongong trip. And the and of the meeting, suddenly, friends were giving me, nana n budi, graduation presents. I was so touch and when I was reading the card, my tears suddenly fall down. I think all my friends were shock, they never saw me cry or something like this. And Rahmat make a joke on this event. He kept saying to me, that he saw a friend crying but he didn’t know what she crying for. I was so sad at that time, thinking that I will leaving them soon and cant spent the time with them anymore, cant traveling with them, cant hang out and cant gather with them until unlimited time. friends in uni's time is forever. in working place, it is hard to get a good friend.
There were so many memories to remember and it will last forever in my heart and my mind. Thinking of going home, I also feel sad, first, I get used to staying in Sydney, it was so much better than I have to stay in Jakarta or Ptk. In Sydney, I learn to depend fully on myself and, well, sometimes, I ‘used’ depends on some one else but not too often, try to do it myself until I cant do it and need others’ help.
Help……… I don’t want to go home, ce me pan?
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
Holiday
Last week 11-14july 2005
I went to Gold Coast for holidays
We, 12 of us spent the holidays by visiting theme parks, Sea World, movie World and Dream world
and just now, got home from Wollongong, visited Nan Tien Temple, it was quite nice and then went to Kiama to experience the blowhole there and last stop for the night was Wolomooloo (i think the spelling is not right:P), just to have a look, how the hot dog in that place look like
Last week 11-14july 2005
I went to Gold Coast for holidays
We, 12 of us spent the holidays by visiting theme parks, Sea World, movie World and Dream world
and just now, got home from Wollongong, visited Nan Tien Temple, it was quite nice and then went to Kiama to experience the blowhole there and last stop for the night was Wolomooloo (i think the spelling is not right:P), just to have a look, how the hot dog in that place look like
Monday, July 11, 2005
Monday, July 04, 2005
wat a world...
In this post, I probably gonna a bit racist.
Gimana tidak coba
Dah masih kecil dah sok nasehatin g, rese ga si?
Berikut percakapannya :
A:aku mau nasehatin beberapa hal sebelum lu pulang indo
A:tenang
Trus g bilang ga mau eh dijawab: tapi saya Harus, buat bekal masa depan
Buset dah , bokap g aja ga pernah nasehatin g kaya gitu, mang apaan?
Kind of cant except tis, bener2 too much, campur too much, don’t you guys think?
Duh, kl bukan karma janji n hutang budi, don’t know wat I am gonna do then…
In this post, I probably gonna a bit racist.
Gimana tidak coba
Dah masih kecil dah sok nasehatin g, rese ga si?
Berikut percakapannya :
A:aku mau nasehatin beberapa hal sebelum lu pulang indo
A:tenang
Trus g bilang ga mau eh dijawab: tapi saya Harus, buat bekal masa depan
Buset dah , bokap g aja ga pernah nasehatin g kaya gitu, mang apaan?
Kind of cant except tis, bener2 too much, campur too much, don’t you guys think?
Duh, kl bukan karma janji n hutang budi, don’t know wat I am gonna do then…
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
2 days before my last exam in uni ….
Ok, I cant wait for my last exam in Uni, after that no more exam, the next is holiday to GC :P
Yesterday, called home, talk a lot and I think I was a bit high temper cos of the parents’ (not my parents, but elders, if I can say that) behaviors that so ngatur2 and think that they are right in everything. Not all of them are right at the first place. Yes they are more experience, you can say byk makan garam, I can understand but at least u guys have to understand dong what are young adults nowadays thing about the life and reality. Cant just judge from ur ‘old’ perpective. Bit piss off because of that.
Kaget ama soi sim gitu, buset dah, langsung aja suruh beliin boneka seharga 600k rp, ga salah neh? Gimana g bawanya? Ga piker lagi buset dah, asli g shock abis cos I didn’t expect that to happen
Well, going home is still a problem. One side, I don’t want to go home, just felt that, this is where I should be, so aman tenteram, kl mau ketemu sodara just sms or call. On the other hand, I have to go home regarding to the end of my scholarship. Soooo sad, leaving all the thing that I have built here. Maju kena mundur kena. Kl pulang jg kudu beli oleh2,duh $$ dari mana?? Duh you chien ren, ni zai na li?
Ok, I cant wait for my last exam in Uni, after that no more exam, the next is holiday to GC :P
Yesterday, called home, talk a lot and I think I was a bit high temper cos of the parents’ (not my parents, but elders, if I can say that) behaviors that so ngatur2 and think that they are right in everything. Not all of them are right at the first place. Yes they are more experience, you can say byk makan garam, I can understand but at least u guys have to understand dong what are young adults nowadays thing about the life and reality. Cant just judge from ur ‘old’ perpective. Bit piss off because of that.
Kaget ama soi sim gitu, buset dah, langsung aja suruh beliin boneka seharga 600k rp, ga salah neh? Gimana g bawanya? Ga piker lagi buset dah, asli g shock abis cos I didn’t expect that to happen
Well, going home is still a problem. One side, I don’t want to go home, just felt that, this is where I should be, so aman tenteram, kl mau ketemu sodara just sms or call. On the other hand, I have to go home regarding to the end of my scholarship. Soooo sad, leaving all the thing that I have built here. Maju kena mundur kena. Kl pulang jg kudu beli oleh2,duh $$ dari mana?? Duh you chien ren, ni zai na li?
Friday, June 24, 2005
Life….
What is life? Life is so complicated that every human must face …
I just finished watch Desperate Housewives, the soap opera type that actually contains lots of life value. The story is about the groups of housewives life in the suburban. Their life is sooo complicated. No family is perfect and I was thinking who can have the perfect family? Everyone has its own standard about the perfect family.
About life, there is many things to do in this life, such as studying (duh geli banget yah) and then chasing dreams that will come true someday in the future..
Trust is the key, without the trust, life is useless --- > this is wat I put in my msn nick name. and the best is yet to come so try to chase it and pursue it
What is life? Life is so complicated that every human must face …
I just finished watch Desperate Housewives, the soap opera type that actually contains lots of life value. The story is about the groups of housewives life in the suburban. Their life is sooo complicated. No family is perfect and I was thinking who can have the perfect family? Everyone has its own standard about the perfect family.
About life, there is many things to do in this life, such as studying (duh geli banget yah) and then chasing dreams that will come true someday in the future..
Trust is the key, without the trust, life is useless --- > this is wat I put in my msn nick name. and the best is yet to come so try to chase it and pursue it
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
Sunday, June 19, 2005
Exams dah didepan mata
well, just got my 10%marks, asem g cuma dapet 8/10, kok bisa yah? n rata2nya jg 8.5??
always below the mean. sial or wat? gimana dong buat ngejar D? bisa dapet ga?
just hoping that my second case, got 15 or morelah
sukur2 dapet gede, kl ga, ga tau lagi dah
kudu stop net jg neh , gimana dong?
duh pusing'
byk urusan di saat yg bersamaan,
exams, holiday, going home, apply for jobs,
duh ga tau neh mana yg mau didahulukan? semuanya penting banget
well, bis liat prenster, byk hal baru yg terjadi,
friends, changes, study, life, married, travelling around, entrepreneur....
duh g stress gara2 prenster neh, bis liat jadi sirik.....
duh kan ga boleh sirik, ada jg berusaha n jia you!!!!
come on!! Ganbatte ne!!
well, just got my 10%marks, asem g cuma dapet 8/10, kok bisa yah? n rata2nya jg 8.5??
always below the mean. sial or wat? gimana dong buat ngejar D? bisa dapet ga?
just hoping that my second case, got 15 or morelah
sukur2 dapet gede, kl ga, ga tau lagi dah
kudu stop net jg neh , gimana dong?
duh pusing'
byk urusan di saat yg bersamaan,
exams, holiday, going home, apply for jobs,
duh ga tau neh mana yg mau didahulukan? semuanya penting banget
well, bis liat prenster, byk hal baru yg terjadi,
friends, changes, study, life, married, travelling around, entrepreneur....
duh g stress gara2 prenster neh, bis liat jadi sirik.....
duh kan ga boleh sirik, ada jg berusaha n jia you!!!!
come on!! Ganbatte ne!!
Monday, June 13, 2005
Penrith Orange Valley
Well, that is the pic that i took this afternoon :)
I went to spent the day at Penrith, it was about 2 hours drive from Sydney.
First stop, at Honey Farm
then went to The Orange Orchard :P
Quite fun though, it was tiring now and hve to sleep now cos working tomolo :)
earn some $$$ :P
Sunday, June 12, 2005
Still lost
This will be the few last posts before exams, I guess.
These last few days, I have been spending time not effective and efficient. Don’t know why, maybe the weather is so nice for sleeping and make people become lazy.
Atien’s case, I don’t want to know much. Yesterday, I met her and she showed weird attitude and I don’t want to care that much, although Aren told me a pretty strange event between them. This lead me to ignorance the ‘friendship’ term. It is not that I am not a good buddy but the privacy and my limit about other’s personal life. I don’t want to disturb that.
Then yesterday is bak cang day :P irvie cooked dinner, fish man!! Hehe, quite luxury for living hereJ
Just now, V called, because of lack people for tomorrow’s fruit picking, she asked me to ask my friends to join, enak aja. Emang temen2 g tuh cadangan? kl ga ada yg mau baru cari mereka? I cant except that, g ikut jg because I never been that place before and I try to fix that ‘broken relationship’ with her. Besides that, I also want to spend my time by going out from Sydney :P
Kesel aja gitu lohhhhh, sabar sabarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
.hahaha back to book now :P
This will be the few last posts before exams, I guess.
These last few days, I have been spending time not effective and efficient. Don’t know why, maybe the weather is so nice for sleeping and make people become lazy.
Atien’s case, I don’t want to know much. Yesterday, I met her and she showed weird attitude and I don’t want to care that much, although Aren told me a pretty strange event between them. This lead me to ignorance the ‘friendship’ term. It is not that I am not a good buddy but the privacy and my limit about other’s personal life. I don’t want to disturb that.
Then yesterday is bak cang day :P irvie cooked dinner, fish man!! Hehe, quite luxury for living hereJ
Just now, V called, because of lack people for tomorrow’s fruit picking, she asked me to ask my friends to join, enak aja. Emang temen2 g tuh cadangan? kl ga ada yg mau baru cari mereka? I cant except that, g ikut jg because I never been that place before and I try to fix that ‘broken relationship’ with her. Besides that, I also want to spend my time by going out from Sydney :P
Kesel aja gitu lohhhhh, sabar sabarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
.hahaha back to book now :P
Thursday, June 09, 2005
KECEWA
Well
I just found out that I was left behind
So I will try to leave them also?
Aren, irvie know the truth already but didn’t tell me, I only can guess and then aren yg ga tahan, kl g gat au, then he insisted me to ask her about the problem.
Well bit kecewa, well my ego is back, don’t care lah as long as they are happy. How come I am the last person to know? Kecewa man!!!or did I do sumtin wrong ?
kenapa g harus the last person???????? am i too caring? or malah ga peduli?
Well
I just found out that I was left behind
So I will try to leave them also?
Aren, irvie know the truth already but didn’t tell me, I only can guess and then aren yg ga tahan, kl g gat au, then he insisted me to ask her about the problem.
Well bit kecewa, well my ego is back, don’t care lah as long as they are happy. How come I am the last person to know? Kecewa man!!!or did I do sumtin wrong ?
kenapa g harus the last person???????? am i too caring? or malah ga peduli?
Wednesday, June 08, 2005
tired
Haven’t posted anything for weeks. Hv been pretty busy and hectic weeks.
Last week, 2 of the assignments due on the same day and same time.
Last week also busy preparing GC trip for next months. Everyone asking me to arrange the trip which I don’t want to because it will caused me to be hate by others but I have to do it anyway since no one want to do it.
Hv made a critical mistake last Sunday, but I will take responsible for it. Been away abit from friends, dunno why, I felt a bit sad but forget it for a moment because I need my time for preparing my exams.
Well tonite at 9pm it the last lecture I could have for the rest of this year. No more lecture no more study starting next month. I am going to have my exam on 23rd and 30th this month, after that I will be no more student but jobless. It is the time for me to find job, tired of asking the right jobs, hope the miracle could happen to me.
Yeah no more school, quite enough for the moment
Haven’t posted anything for weeks. Hv been pretty busy and hectic weeks.
Last week, 2 of the assignments due on the same day and same time.
Last week also busy preparing GC trip for next months. Everyone asking me to arrange the trip which I don’t want to because it will caused me to be hate by others but I have to do it anyway since no one want to do it.
Hv made a critical mistake last Sunday, but I will take responsible for it. Been away abit from friends, dunno why, I felt a bit sad but forget it for a moment because I need my time for preparing my exams.
Well tonite at 9pm it the last lecture I could have for the rest of this year. No more lecture no more study starting next month. I am going to have my exam on 23rd and 30th this month, after that I will be no more student but jobless. It is the time for me to find job, tired of asking the right jobs, hope the miracle could happen to me.
Yeah no more school, quite enough for the moment
Tuesday, May 31, 2005
Saturday, May 21, 2005
Stress and no way out ….
These days have been so busy. This week I have worked for three days and my timetable need to be adjust again. There are so many things happened in my life. The good and bad things, both of them came in the same time.
Still confuse and cant decide what I have to do after graduation, my sis take another big ‘instant’ step to become entrepreneur. This is such a big step and I don’t know what I should tell her for the best. Please help us, guidance us for the best.
I cant think when the last time I cried, and just now, it just come naturally. Pack with lots of problems and thinking. Never been so difficult and every thing seem so normal.
Hope the good and the best thing will come at the right time and I expect no more than that.
These days have been so busy. This week I have worked for three days and my timetable need to be adjust again. There are so many things happened in my life. The good and bad things, both of them came in the same time.
Still confuse and cant decide what I have to do after graduation, my sis take another big ‘instant’ step to become entrepreneur. This is such a big step and I don’t know what I should tell her for the best. Please help us, guidance us for the best.
I cant think when the last time I cried, and just now, it just come naturally. Pack with lots of problems and thinking. Never been so difficult and every thing seem so normal.
Hope the good and the best thing will come at the right time and I expect no more than that.
Sunday, May 15, 2005
Tis wiken
this weekend, just fixing and reformatting my laptop. it took 2 days to fixed it.
byk yg curhat ama g and g jg bingung.
about life, relationship, work, uni etc
sumtimes ada yg sentimentil kl curhat subuh2, i dont even know wat i have to say but well, face it
then si clarte gave me alot of real world advice, SMART
S= specific, artinya harus jelas target loe itu apa
M=motivated, artinya targetnya harus bisa membuat loe merasa termotivasi untuk mencapainya
A=achieveable, artinya targetnya itu harus bisa dicapai
R=realistic, artinya targetnya itu harus dapet direalisasikan
T=time band, artinya targetnya itu ada waktunya untuk kapan dicapai
this weekend, just fixing and reformatting my laptop. it took 2 days to fixed it.
byk yg curhat ama g and g jg bingung.
about life, relationship, work, uni etc
sumtimes ada yg sentimentil kl curhat subuh2, i dont even know wat i have to say but well, face it
then si clarte gave me alot of real world advice, SMART
S= specific, artinya harus jelas target loe itu apa
M=motivated, artinya targetnya harus bisa membuat loe merasa termotivasi untuk mencapainya
A=achieveable, artinya targetnya itu harus bisa dicapai
R=realistic, artinya targetnya itu harus dapet direalisasikan
T=time band, artinya targetnya itu ada waktunya untuk kapan dicapai
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