Wednesday, December 24, 2003

Here we are is not a perfect world!!

merry christmas

Sunday, December 21, 2003

This world is not fair for me. I know I cant say this but I have to say, for many times, the wrong for me is wrong, the right for me almost always wrong!!!! But other’s wrong almost it is ok for them. Cen de bu kung phing ce ke se jie!!! Wo bu man yi.
This is how I feel today!!!

Back to social n partnership life, this is hen wei nan suo de. I already see a lots of kinds of family. The way they live, jealousy, selingkuh, mba (not married by available) and other actions. Oh don’t have mood to type, need somebody to share this ‘bt’ feeling.

This is for today
That;s all!!

Saturday, December 20, 2003

Oh this Sunday will be the day for my best friend. She is getting married, I don’t know how panic she is. Talking about wedding married and others stuffs. Single or married is better ? I read this topic on KG. hmmm, interesting topic actually. But for me, single or married has its own considerations. Being single, u can do whatever you want, but u still watched by parents or family. In the other side, married, as a girl, you have someone to protect you, feed you (this is maybe rude way to say, but it is real), if you go to party, you have a partner. From my point of view, there are actually many things you have to prepare when you get married. You have to take care of you new family, adjust to new situation and new family, give birth to a baby, if you have one day, take care of them, feed them, protect them. By doing this, I think many mothers will loose their ‘freedom’. You will seldom hang out with you friend. When mothers hang out the topic must be about children or family life. Like no other topic to discuss. Comparing ur children’s study. They are clever or not, go to this course or not. Joint this club or not. Wu liao de shi. Uh so boring. And when you fight with ur husband. You have no where to go except go back to ur parents’ house. Being single, you can do anything you want. Freedom to do, you don’t have to care about other things. Don’t have to think have ur children have their dinner or not. Is ur husband arrived at home safely? Or prepare their dinner. being a man is easier than a girl. But, there are a lots of buts here, all this problems back to ourselves whether we think married is better or single is better. It is depends on our perceptions.

My life in the future, I still don’t know where I will follow. I still don’t know what should I do in the next few months. Will I survive? Hope so. Staying with uniprep or make a new accommodation with 8w2? Which one is better? Oh, Lord, give me solution, pls.

Just now, some one sms me and admit that he/she was my elementary school friend. I don’t care, actually. I hate when someone want to know me but she/he (avoid gender issue) don’t want to say who is ‘one’. Tired to do like that. Wu liao eh!!

Just watched The Rose starring Ella SHE and other stars like bryan, then Gui, I still don’t remember his name. This story is quite hilarious but content many messages and real life problem that happen in our life, maybe, some day. The topic married is kind of easy thing in this drama, especially for Han Jin’s mother.

In a family, sometimes, parents do ‘not fair’ stuff to their children. The wrong one, they can say that is true and vice versa. Duh look like the sentence before is wrong in grammar or arrangement. Ah don’t care!! That is me, xi huan don’t care!!

Thursday, December 11, 2003

Menghitung hari, detik demi detik…..

Boring day!! Yesterday I went to dentist to make my teeth better but…
The dentist decided to eliminate one of my teeth. Ouch, hen dong eh!!!
Buat tambal dan cabut doang takes 250rb!! Besok I go there again n will be bankrupt in only half an hour.

ADS called again!! Asking about penjemputan and accommodation. I don’t know whether the accommodation I have chosen is the right one or not!! Hopefully, it is the right one and don’t create many trouble in future.

Update my blog after few days! Boring day and I haven’t started to watch The Rose. I know the drama is interesting but I am lazy to go to rental. Lazy to answer the owner’s question about my future study. I just don’t like it. And in television, I can watch many drama, but most of them are wuxias. Mei wen thi lah.

Oh ya, Khe Sou Liang aka siau hei ge passed away. He was an actor, singer and also, don’t know how to mention his ‘brave’ acts, xtreme sporter ? he was the stutment for Dao Ming Tse in MG 2, he drove the red car. Remember, guys ? the accident that caused DMS lost his memory ? the trip that DMS take to meet San Chai? If u r fans of MG, u must know that scene I talked about. I send my condolence (bener ga sih tulisnya ??) to his family.

This afternoon, I was called by top daily newspaper pooling staff, asking questions regarding banking problem and pemilu and this polling will be on paper on Sunday or Monday. I think this is the second time Kompas called, the first one was maybe 4 years ago, also asking almost the same questions about the pemilu (OMG!! I don’t remember what pemilu called in English).

Wednesday, December 03, 2003

lagunya Lee hom :)
nice song!!

《你不在 (You’re Not Here)》

曲:王力宏 | 词:李焯雄/陈镇川
忆星音乐 http://www.tt78.com
当世界只剩下这床头灯 你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身 无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分 如果渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞 wo
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难挨 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在
我受了伤在偷偷好起来 但你不在 不在
忆星音乐 http://www.tt78.com
时间再按下许多次快门 沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨 孤单一人份 你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温 怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对 我不得不承认 wo
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难挨 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在 wo
我受了伤再偷偷好起来 但你不在 wo
Bridge 那些摇摆 我都明白 都明白
但你不在 爱已不在 不在
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
一个人分饰两角的恋爱 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在 wo
像空气般不存在 再没有痕迹的爱
你不在 当我需要你的爱 你不在

ni bu zai


dang shi jie zhi sheng xia zhe chuang tou deng ni na bian shi zao chen
yi jing chu men
wo ce shen gan dao ni zai zhuan shen wu shu mo sheng ren zheng zai deng
xia yi ge luu deng
yi zai cuo shen bi ci cui ruo de shi fen ru guo ke wang yi ge wen de yu
wen
wo guan le deng hei an ba wo pin tun wo

ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ai ni que bu zai wo
wu jin deng dai xiang du bai de nan ai wo

ni bu zai gao xing hai shi bei ai ni dou bu zai
wo shou le shang zai tou tou hao qi lai dan ni bu zai bu zai

shi jian zai an xia xu duo ci kuai men chen mo li ting jian zhuan dong
de miao zhen
yi ge ren chi fan zhe ge ling chen gu dan yi ren fen ni di sheng shuo
ni you bie ren
wo de hua tong zhi you zi ji de ti wen zen yang ren zhen ye bu yi ding
cheng zhen
ni shuo de dui wo bu de bu cheng ren wo

ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ai ni que bu zai wo
wu jin deng dai xiang du bai de nan ai wo

ni bu zai gao xing hai shi bei ai ni dou bu zai wo
wo shou le shang zai tou tou hao qi lai dan ni bu zai wo
Bridge na xie yao bai wo dou ming bai dou ming bai
dan ni bu zai ai yi bu zai bu zai

ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ai ni que bu zai wo
yi ge ren fen shi liang jiao de lian ai wo

ni bu zai gao xing hai shi bei ai ni dou bu zai wo

xiang kong qi ban bu cun zai zai mei you hen ji de ai
ni bu zai dang wo xu yao ni de ai ni bu zai