Tuesday, June 28, 2005

2 days before my last exam in uni ….


Ok, I cant wait for my last exam in Uni, after that no more exam, the next is holiday to GC :P
Yesterday, called home, talk a lot and I think I was a bit high temper cos of the parents’ (not my parents, but elders, if I can say that) behaviors that so ngatur2 and think that they are right in everything. Not all of them are right at the first place. Yes they are more experience, you can say byk makan garam, I can understand but at least u guys have to understand dong what are young adults nowadays thing about the life and reality. Cant just judge from ur ‘old’ perpective. Bit piss off because of that.

Kaget ama soi sim gitu, buset dah, langsung aja suruh beliin boneka seharga 600k rp, ga salah neh? Gimana g bawanya? Ga piker lagi buset dah, asli g shock abis cos I didn’t expect that to happen

Well, going home is still a problem. One side, I don’t want to go home, just felt that, this is where I should be, so aman tenteram, kl mau ketemu sodara just sms or call. On the other hand, I have to go home regarding to the end of my scholarship. Soooo sad, leaving all the thing that I have built here. Maju kena mundur kena. Kl pulang jg kudu beli oleh2,duh $$ dari mana?? Duh you chien ren, ni zai na li?

Friday, June 24, 2005

Life….

What is life? Life is so complicated that every human must face …

I just finished watch Desperate Housewives, the soap opera type that actually contains lots of life value. The story is about the groups of housewives life in the suburban. Their life is sooo complicated. No family is perfect and I was thinking who can have the perfect family? Everyone has its own standard about the perfect family.

About life, there is many things to do in this life, such as studying (duh geli banget yah) and then chasing dreams that will come true someday in the future..

Trust is the key, without the trust, life is useless --- > this is wat I put in my msn nick name. and the best is yet to come so try to chase it and pursue it

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Exams...


Few hours before exam, i wish i can do it now, cos the burden in my mind......
after tomolo, next is next thursday...

pusing dah.....

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Exams dah didepan mata

well, just got my 10%marks, asem g cuma dapet 8/10, kok bisa yah? n rata2nya jg 8.5??
always below the mean. sial or wat? gimana dong buat ngejar D? bisa dapet ga?
just hoping that my second case, got 15 or morelah
sukur2 dapet gede, kl ga, ga tau lagi dah
kudu stop net jg neh , gimana dong?

duh pusing'
byk urusan di saat yg bersamaan,
exams, holiday, going home, apply for jobs,
duh ga tau neh mana yg mau didahulukan? semuanya penting banget

well, bis liat prenster, byk hal baru yg terjadi,
friends, changes, study, life, married, travelling around, entrepreneur....
duh g stress gara2 prenster neh, bis liat jadi sirik.....
duh kan ga boleh sirik, ada jg berusaha n jia you!!!!
come on!! Ganbatte ne!!

Monday, June 13, 2005


Penrith Orange Valley

Well, that is the pic that i took this afternoon :)
I went to spent the day at Penrith, it was about 2 hours drive from Sydney.
First stop, at Honey Farm
then went to The Orange Orchard :P
Quite fun though, it was tiring now and hve to sleep now cos working tomolo :)
earn some $$$ :P

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Yg penting buat gw and Blue, Isenkk tetap nomer 1!!!! Cieh!!!! JIA YOU!

*thx sis, boosting up my spirit neh :P
Ganbatte ne!!
Still lost

This will be the few last posts before exams, I guess.
These last few days, I have been spending time not effective and efficient. Don’t know why, maybe the weather is so nice for sleeping and make people become lazy.

Atien’s case, I don’t want to know much. Yesterday, I met her and she showed weird attitude and I don’t want to care that much, although Aren told me a pretty strange event between them. This lead me to ignorance the ‘friendship’ term. It is not that I am not a good buddy but the privacy and my limit about other’s personal life. I don’t want to disturb that.

Then yesterday is bak cang day :P irvie cooked dinner, fish man!! Hehe, quite luxury for living hereJ

Just now, V called, because of lack people for tomorrow’s fruit picking, she asked me to ask my friends to join, enak aja. Emang temen2 g tuh cadangan? kl ga ada yg mau baru cari mereka? I cant except that, g ikut jg because I never been that place before and I try to fix that ‘broken relationship’ with her. Besides that, I also want to spend my time by going out from Sydney :P

Kesel aja gitu lohhhhh, sabar sabarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


.hahaha back to book now :P

Thursday, June 09, 2005

KECEWA

Well
I just found out that I was left behind
So I will try to leave them also?
Aren, irvie know the truth already but didn’t tell me, I only can guess and then aren yg ga tahan, kl g gat au, then he insisted me to ask her about the problem.
Well bit kecewa, well my ego is back, don’t care lah as long as they are happy. How come I am the last person to know? Kecewa man!!!or did I do sumtin wrong ?

kenapa g harus the last person???????? am i too caring? or malah ga peduli?

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

tired

Haven’t posted anything for weeks. Hv been pretty busy and hectic weeks.
Last week, 2 of the assignments due on the same day and same time.
Last week also busy preparing GC trip for next months. Everyone asking me to arrange the trip which I don’t want to because it will caused me to be hate by others but I have to do it anyway since no one want to do it.

Hv made a critical mistake last Sunday, but I will take responsible for it. Been away abit from friends, dunno why, I felt a bit sad but forget it for a moment because I need my time for preparing my exams.

Well tonite at 9pm it the last lecture I could have for the rest of this year. No more lecture no more study starting next month. I am going to have my exam on 23rd and 30th this month, after that I will be no more student but jobless. It is the time for me to find job, tired of asking the right jobs, hope the miracle could happen to me.

Yeah no more school, quite enough for the moment