Saturday, December 31, 2005

2005 Reflections of 燕玲 (Swallow Bell)

A year has passed so quick without you realize it. Year 2005 almost gone in hours and another brighter year, 2006 is coming. This is the time to reflect about the pass year and setting the goal for another year.

2005 is most probably the year I wont forget because I spent this years in many various place for quite a long time. For the half of the year I spent it in Sydney for finishing my study. A work hard that I got as rewarding,studying in Australia.

January 2005
For the first 2 weeks, spent the days by taking parents and sis to around Sydney and melb J and I also take summer course and accidentally leave by a friend in a group that brought me to the new group of new people that bring fortune and luck for the next semester, I guess. Thanks mei ling and joey. Hope can see you guys sumday

February 2005
Start to work again and try to finish my summer session and spend the free time around uni and Sydney. Nana went to GC without me because of my summer course. Well mei pan fa lo

March – May 2005
Uni life starts again and the assignments start to appear as the students need to do the hardwork for the project. A class in accounting with Langgar, the class that I didn’t expect to see her but doesn’t matter cos it worthed nothing at all even she was or not in the class. I meet Michael and joey. A bit ‘sou’ with joey till mei ling bit jealous and all asked me what going on in the class while she and david in the same class for 5931, the hell class hahahahahaha. A class with her and yosi in computer class and did the individual project together with them and meet sam, the Chinese guy that have studied in NZ before :P In this time also, my first time to spend the night in the lab till 2pm, gila kan??? The latest I spent the night in the lab was 11pm for the 5930 assignment with david and mei ling. What a record!!!!! ---à ga malu lagi ngaku, biasa ajaaaaaaaaa hehehhee. Got fulfilled my yue wang in few hours before my bday in St mary. I went there alone. Got surprise lunch from the gank. Also got surprise from the housemates that nite.

June 2005
Prepare to finish the assignment and plan for holiday. At first not many want to join the trip to GC but at the end lots of people would join and I think I can arrange for a tour for them and asking for paying next time haahhaa. Get knowing lisbeth and Erwin better this time, get to know ardi, hen you chien de wang zi :P Erwin is the treasurer for the trip as he has the local CC for the payment hahahaha

July 2005
Waiting for the exam results to come out. Have a celebration party for the graduating student in the Darling harbour. I asked irvie to come with me, don’t know I hurt other feeling by asking irvie to go with me ask Si Mat was going with nana :P:P:P emang g pikirin? That is my freedom to chose since she was my high school friend that I know for a long time :P:P
Took pic for the graduations, spend the whole day and the next day, in the cool winter wind, take pic in the early morning in the Opera House :P:P
Spend the holiday in the GC with 12 people, fly with early flight to GC and spend 4 days there. Got visit Sea World Australia, Movie World and Dream World and Suffer Paradise. Finally, I got my dolphin wa wa, and got comment for a friend, itu dolphinnya bertato cos got printed Sea World GC Oz. hahahahaha. I also got my bunny wa wa. Few days after this trip we had another plan to Wollongong and got visit the nan tian Temple 南天寺 and the blow hole in Kiama. This month was the busiest month ever. Busy packing and throwing things n shopping because at the end of the month, for good to indo. Got graduation wa wa from the group, thx guys, got swarovski pendants from the housemates. I just can say 謝謝你們, 我不會忘你們的, despite what we went those days

August – Dec 2005
Went home finally, yeahhhhhhhhh So hot for the first month.
Went to neighbor countries to pursue future. Spend almost 2 weeks there just because the agent didn’t cooperate too much with the appointment and missed a family wed. hahahaha, thx God I missed it cos it cost a lot of trouble and problem hihihihihi
This dec, went to Kuching and accompany mum to did her medical check up and crash her stone away………
Being in closest country brought me to a thought that I don’t really belong to those country because of the language barriers. Yes I can speak English well, but my face will definitely tell that I am CHINESE :P and I able to speak Chinese. I admitted that I can speak but for reading the characters?? Helppppppppppppppp, even in the food court, I only can point or say the English name for the food. Well this is an easy example. For listening, I don’t have any problem.
Another good news, sis got an interview, hope she can pass it and I can go back to visit my friends there, well not actually want to visit my friends but I want vacation to different places.

The next line is about what I feel about this whole year instead of my activities through the year…..
I did many things, smart, stupid, useless, wasteless things. 很多很多 things that I done in this past year. Oh dunno how to express it in words……
Kepastian, keresahan, ketidaktentuan, kepercayaan diri, kemenangan, keinginan and segalanya………………………………………………………………………..
Just cant think of it know
The last post for the year

Better done for now…
wo yao dang i ren, you ren khe yi pang wo ma???

新年快樂

Saturday, December 17, 2005

Tired ......... fun ....... shocking

well, i have been travelled alot this lately, travel to region around and spend lots of chien, bankrupt nehhhhhh

seen lots of different culture and i still cant feed in really well.
missed a cousin's wed, doesnt mean toooo much and there is another wed coming in a month's time.

today is Qing's wed, so sad cant be there, have asked my sis to go there
gonna update soon :)

out of here now

Saturday, December 10, 2005

few last post before new year......

sory havent post anything for along long timeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
been pretty busy and lots of events lately

50th anniversary, grandma's bday, auntie and uncle;s visit, my visit to shopping country .... for a better future

and just now, chat with high school friends, all come back ( i mean the guys) to kampung and become Big BOsss........ how lucky they are. envy them ....

and the gils betah2 aja stay di luar negeri. Just like the dream I want to.

My sis, got a test and interview. wish her success and chen kung and i can go there to visit here next next year :P

wish all of you Happy Holiday and Merry Christmas

PS: ketikan g dah lelet neh, gara2 dah lama ga ol and chatting :P

Thursday, October 27, 2005

November's Chopin

Jay's next album is going to be out in few days....
Ye Qu is the first single to be released, and can be heared through MTV china and other taiwan and china's tv station. Cool

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Money and friendship

The real last post before moving :P

Have you ever had a friendship that you get from money? I mean, buying friendship with money? How do you feel when you know, your friend ‘bought’ a friendship from you with money? A friend keep treat you, or buy you a drink or something like that? Because of this, you fell uncomfortable but when you know this, you already heart and don’t know how to cure the wound. Should you forget it or just pretend nothing happen and make a certain distance (again??)

Well, I can see, the different life style here. there is a people who used to treat their friends with moneys but don’t consider other’s feeling, this is hurt to certain people and fell disgrace because of this act. A people who life with ‘flooding money’ wont feel that but as soon as they counter the people who have ‘less money’, they will feel it and then when they are alone aka rate crisis, they really will fell jealous because of the survivor of the ‘less money’ people. Well the world is fair to every one.

One good news, Disneyland Hong Kong is open now :P yeahhhh. Although menuai beberapa kritik haha, yg penting buka and I’ll be there JJ

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Hiatus ??

this blog will be in hibernate status untul further announcement.
Harle, blue and oren, i'll give you another link to my blog soon :)

see ya,
anything, just leave msg ok

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Learn from life

Don’t judge life by the style of living. It is not fare. Not everyone have the same opinion. You have to look at 2 different sides as you have in coins. It has 2 sides and different picture on it. Don’t just look from your side, also look from the other side cos people wont always have to look from the same side as you do. Different people have the different style of living. Eg, you can have your lunch only with one dish and other can have more that one dish, ---à that is the way of living. Simple example :P

Jelous? This is important in life. Why I say like this? It should be viewed in the positive ways. Jealousy as the tool to keep you on track, by saying that, that feeling will kept you to try as best as you can to achieve what you want but not just complaining that other people can be better that you and you cant do it. Well, that is totally a wrong way of thinking.

Where are you now? Is that important? What does it represent? Ni de zhun zai ma? As long as we are not ‘closed’ to each other, that is ok lah. Well, starting from now on, should be careful and think it carefully before do it and always ask for second opinion if you can :P

Ah yo, learn how to write Chinese characters is hen nan eh, next class is coming soon and so difficult to catch up – iSetan- jia You. I can read but to write cen de hen nan. And I also started to learn Tai Yu, a bit same with chao chow hua –iSetan, again-

For a friend, a good friend in sharing talk about life and other stuff that rich my few boring days: Gud luck on your project, don’t forget with the ‘oleh2’ when you get back. Hehehe, becanda and also gud luck for your next ‘uncover’ project. Oh yo, forget to ask you about the ‘mandiri’ thing and Depends’ thing. Better ask you next time when we have time to discuss it

Rupiah meluncur jatuh, an email from a senior, senior yang berapi2 and punya semangat 45 :P Again, as I said before. Money can be your good friend either your enemy. Apalagi skrg gejolak rupiah yang naek turun naek turun. Discussion this topic in academic way can improved your knowledge.

Pesawat jatuh lagi… apakah pertanda? Or what? Or just human error?

A called from a friend, so funny, she asked me to wish her unluck for the job interview. Weird huh? Well this is not she expected lah, apalagi ada Feng. Hahahaha. Makin gondok kali yah. But at least you have tried this opportunity :)

Ok now, yu le xin wen:
Hmm have so many to update but suddenly wang ci. Ce me pan?
About K-1, club 183 and also nan Quan Ma Ma and also many more….

Weks so malas to update…..

Friday, September 02, 2005

Bencana

Setelah bencana Tsunami yang menghantam sebagian besar wilayah dunia, layaklah dunia ini prepare for the worst to come. 2 days ago, Ta (or Da??) lin dai feng menghantam wilayah Taiwan and warga di sana telah well warned by the local BOM, and today, badainya bergerak ke arah China and menghantam daerah zhe jiang and diperkirakan besok akan menghantam wilayah timur of China.

Well, don’t know what to say, yang pasti bencana itu emang its nature’s, ada kata org, itu artinya hukuman or peringatan buat yang arogan (jadi inget email someone yang bercerita ttg hal hokum menghukum ini). And the other disaster was badai Katrina di US itu.
Prihatin ajaaaaaaaaaaaa. mana harga oil naek, semua barang jg naek harganya, ce me pan?

So many things to update.
First, hei ren and fan2 cai yi chi? Well, shock news sih, but ok lahhhhhh
Then hmm apa lagi yah, duh kudu diinget2 lagi, lupaaaaa.

Oh ya soal si Sam, duh nongol di mana2 heheheheheheheheheheehe

Sad news, granny of a friend has passed away, turut berduka yahhhh.

Untuk temen2 yang akan berjuang ke Jakarta, gud luck and all the best. Hope can meet you guys soon. Terutama buat kumpul2 and reunion ama senior2 g and temen chau jia g yang satu lagi hihiihi
I have been away for a while and has been waiting for the best to come. Suatu penantian yang akhirnya tidak tau kapan akan terjadi. Hope it will coming soon :P

Tuesday, August 30, 2005


30 August 2005
Yu le xin wen ….
New Album from Tao zi, chou lu chu new york….
Mayday’s MY best pride
Liang jing ru will have her new album release soon, he cuo he Lee Hom Lau tze and A shin :P, must be a great song, cos they spend three days and nights to come out with a song. Cant wait to hear.

Guo pin chao, bit shuo khe se tha hen sou e, kaya bishonen di komik2 jepun. Or because the story taken from manga? I need to find out that.

Local yu le xin wen, main topics always married, divorced or secretly married or something that not show what there are doing in the entertainment world, hai you, presenternya ga bisa merangkap2 like phoenix news, a yang ge :D:D hao suia ooooo

The best is yet to come, haven’t fix the problem yet. Still waiting a document to come and have to prepare every documents on time but get trouble with the net, so slow and gmail sumtim hang in the middle of sending, wu liao

Need to learn how to write the proper pin yin and memorise the words, hen nan e.
Wo de pheng you cai Sydney, ni men hao ma? Guo de ce me yang? Summer is coming, rite?

Gejolak ekonomi skrg lagi luan ci pa cau, dolar makin naek, seniors bilang, tahan dolarnya and spend everything in AUD jgn in IDR. Well, yg punya dollar skrg sih bisa kaya tuh dng kurs tukar sekitar 8rb. Ahli2 ekonomi seniors emang patuh dijadikan masukan, what they said is based on their research and experience in the reality. Untung aja semua pada pegang dolar, kl ga bisa semaput jg tuh. Sby aja dah kelabakan karna hal ini, mana harga oil jg bergejolak.

Well, mamat kemaren singgung2 soal itu lagi, padahal g dah inget2 banget, never talk about that, aneh, itu berita dr mana yah? Jadi penasaran pengen tau jg neh. Well, how is he doing now? Apa masih mabok ama experimentnya dia yah? Selamat aja deh and gud luck for the coming soon review deh hihihihihihi wo de chao jia pheng you.

Next stop is for Oren, ta jie, where is ur promise? Katanya mau scanning g berita di BI soal lika liku hidup di FI? Mana? Ntar g email deh hihihihihiihihihi. Hope I can made sometime to visit you :P:P


update

This is the time to update yu le 新闻, I make a silly typo error, it should be 柯有伦. Sorry for that, I am still in the learning process. :D

五月天, released their new album 26/8 and have a concert this Sunday in Taiwan :P. their new mv was shoot in Genting, if I didn’t mishear(wah ini kata bener ga sih).

Huang Yida is going to have 见面会 in 新加破 next month with his hits 那女孩对我说 and ‘Bad Guy”. The song “bad guy” is the opening theme for the “Devil besides me” this song is not really the song I like but it seems match the drama really well. Hmm, what else, 刘德华 also released new album with single 在说一之, 我爱你, I think this song is an adaptation from Korean song :P this is the second time he released song from Korean songs :(.

Wu Pei chun, did I spell it right? Jay’s 女 友, is a presenter in the yu le @ ya chou. She is so pretty and clever, I think, although a bit funny when reporting the news and her English is really good :P. speaking of Jay, jadi inget ama Jolin. Now I have the same view, Jen. Kacian banget jolin, gara2 Jay, jadinya bingal gitu dia di MVnya although ga separah Spears or Aguilera. Being one of the Taiwanese Diva is always become public figure, it is own by public and cant avoid it about what her felt for him. But she wasn’t chosen by jay, so mei pan fa la.

大S become a spoke person for Tissot Asia and her sis is going to have a new baby :P

A member of Tofu, said that they were ‘forced’ to adapt a song from Taiwanese singer. She said, they don’t want to, but forced by the people in their recording company, SONY BMG. Is that true? Don’t you think, you can be 很有名. This is true but they refused to admit it. rese banget sih, didn’t like it.

The next news is for Harle, kl lu blm tau aja she hehe, project pop ada lagu baru deh, yg isinya tuh nuasa kemerdekaan gitu, sering g liat di rcti but g kan jarang ntn tipi local so ga gitu jelas, itu lagu baru or Cuma buat tayang di rcti aja, yg pasti sih lagu2nya ok2 :)

Ok for the yu le新闻 for now, what else? Hmmm, still listening to the old thing and something need to be changed; do not keep the distant cos it will make a distant by itself. This is nature, so just follow the flow.

A good news now, APS announcement has been send to the selected awardees :P so quick this time. My friend got it yeah, good on her, jia you lo. Have fighted for few times and hopefully chen kung lah. The ones who don’t get the award will received the letter within 2 weeks time :( ce ke se jie sang hen kung phing, depends on how you deal with it. -à pinyinnya parah abis nehhhh :(

The whole new world’s perspective has reached me and still a bit confuse about how to deal with it. Bingung boleh but jgn keterusan yaa, ntar bener2 mabok hehe.sometimes, it was crap but the other hand, it was beautiful to have it.
Cau kau la, wo cai shuo se me na? ce se ing wei wo cai sen chi ma? Wo kan, ying kai hai se cai sen chi mah? Some one make a mistake and waiting for the thau jian words to come. Ego bener yah. :D

Helping people bu su yau xie xie, khe se, the people that we pang mang de, ing kai shuo mah, although shuo dau but seems didn’t enough. Need more, ce tau ma?

Did you know that it's easier to say what you feel in writing than saying it to someone in the face? But did you know that it has more value when you say it to their face? --- nice quote
Next week, I need to prepare few documents for penyetaraan ijasah, for the future of my career. I need to legalized my documents. Untungnya segala catalog and brousur2 g bawa pulang, kl ga kan repot. I’ll bet few of them must not bring those stuffs. Baru aja laporan ke anak2 3M2, kl g dah pulang hehehe, bis semuanya pada busy preparing for their reviews sih, cuma g and heri yg aga2 santai, ga usah ada review segala hehe, and speaking of hery, what is he doing now yah? Dah turun ke jkt belum ya dia. Nana called me few days ago, wo mei jie, ying mei ding tau, haven’t called her back. Still have to ku li her and boost the spirits. The ‘monkey spirits’ huahuahuahua.

Still regretting my past experience. Sebel deh kok bisa2nya g ikutan gitu loh, sampe segitu2nya, I should be tough and never show what I felt, aneh kan? Harusnya sih g ga begitu, tapi gara2 latah sih, jadi ikutan, really regret it, I wish bisa go back to that time and re-do everything and didn’t make a stupid behaviour. Ga abis mikir neh and still thinking about it. Hope can forget it soon but memories are not to be forgotten but untuk dikenang, yg jelek ya buat perbaikan in the future and the good ones are unforgettable untuk dikenang.


Last week, met the twins, but I didn’t recognize which one is the one that I know. They become no more cute or suai but become a quite big hihihi. Mei kuan si, cong lai wo ye mei se men tui ta men

Thursday, August 25, 2005

好久不见

HuHuAhIAhI…..
你的样子越来越美越来越可爱
走到哪里都会有人偷偷望着你
你的歌声越唱越美越唱越動人
唱到哪里都会有人偷偷流着泪

好久不见的你是否別来无恙
是否心里有时还在偷偷想着他
年复一年岁月无声改变了我们
得到什么失去什么又有谁知道
好久没到这个地方来唉咿….
这里的人每个每个变了样
是否记得当初我为你们唱的歌
是否记得一路花兒为我们盛开
好久没到这个地方来唉咿….

这里的人每个每个变了样
是否记得当初我们讨论的女孩
是否她已越来越美越来越可爱

Wednesday, August 24, 2005

Survivor

Trying to survive in the whole new world is definitely difficult to do. Or should I open the old memories and re-do it again and start it from the beginning? That is so hard to do and have to keep trying and 加油!! He feng yi chi fei as 小风 said and you also can speed up ur goal by setting it urself. Well, I think, I am facing another new W curve syndrome. A brand new one that I didn’t expect to have. It started hard and I don’t know how it will end this time. Setting another new goal and pursue another dream (again? Bu dai guo fen ma? Yi ding she bu guo fen la. Jia you e)

Suddenly these words 加油, almost mean nothing to me, I know these words mean a lots to me, give me support when I was down, accompany me when I have disbelieve, fan chen, ce liang ge zi, accompany me all the time.

Come on, please wake up from the dream land, you are not supposed to be there anymore, you should look for another opportunities that can boost up ur spirit and chasing the thing that you want.

Hmmmm, why can I meet the wrong people at the wrong time? Or this is my way? But I was too convince by that, well, next time, I wont be like that anymore, padahal dah waspada diri and keep the distant but the ended with ‘strange and weird’ thing that I didn’t expect to happen. From this time, I will play safe and xiao xing because I don’t want that “silly hurt” happen again and that is still burdening my mind. The hurt that hurted a lot of people, even you are far far away, still kena efeknya jg. Rese kannnnnnn.
When you are in ur dream land, you definitely don’t think too much about that but when you get back to the reality, you will think about that quite often. It is like “thau pi” 我很累,可是我不要方持, 我一定要努力, 我措的, 我会的.

Trying to catch up ‘yu le 新闻’, I found out that 可有伦, sang OST MARS, titled 零, I thought he was the senior singer that I never heard but he is 黑哥的儿子, hen kan dong. he is jia you and so do I :D
F4 is getting popular in Japan, ehmmmm which is toooo late, I think, org2 dah pada wang le, japan baru bangun dr buaian Korean sTars. BYJ went to Taipei and have a j ice hue with ge mi. have an early bday cake. Will Pan released new album again, and reached 90k copies for the moment, buset dah promosinya kenceng abis hihihi. Apalagi yah? Hmm I really like to watch yu le xin wen, the shows only tell us about the project that have been done by the artists, not like the Indo’s infotainments, almost always show divorces, marriages, who is the third party,who is going out with who, who is enjoying their life, who is donating(like to showing) not the project done by them. Wu liao……… ok enough of yu le xin wen for the moment. Weks jadi inget kudu ke starlounge jg neh buat update and say hi to the founder :)

The legend of the speed, well a nice story about the competition and real life experiences, give me a few things to think about. Well, the life is not as easy as you want, but you can change it with nu li and jia you :P

Iseng2 bongkar lemari, I found out a gift from harle, hehehe, I still keep it and remembered it for ever, because that little yellow bunny arrived safely to my house half year after shipping. Can you imagine how long is the trip from America to here? well, such a record!!!

我还是 sen chi. Wei se me ne? I kept wondering, why because of their own goals didn’t achieve as they expected and blame it to other people? Be creative and you will survive, but this time I wont help because I have my own reason for that. Enough for that time. I did stupid mistake by telling what should do, while a certain people really need that help. Stupid me, kudu dihentikan and thanks God, sudah dihentikan and berlalu. But I still want to write about this, cos it is so annoying.

I just WONDERING, why can people think like this? Depends ???Why not think wisely? Heran deh, kenapa bisa think like that when terdesak or kecewa karna too much knowing of something yang seharusnya tidak perlu diketahui?

Should I come to the Big4? Have approach one of them and still 3 to go but wo mei you xing xing to go there. Ce me pan? Sei khe yi pang wo? So let the nature decide what I should do. Should I go to the agent or go directly? Yg ini pergi salah, ga pergi jg salah neh,


iSeTan, iRiver hehehe, two different things that attract me lately, dunno why. Just sounds nice to my ears.

jadi inget, a friend told me that when a friend of mine showing the accessories that he/she have to another friend, should you be jealous? Should you? I just don’t understand why have to jealous? He/she have the money for buy it, and if you urself want, just buy it and don’t be jealous, but if u mei you chien, don’t envy them, ok, because the world is fair enough for us as long as we work hard and don’t envy other but be grateful that other can have the things we want and hoping by work hard, we also can get it for our self. Well this is only a story from a friend, a fighting friend wahahahaha, but an advice from a friend that having this experience, didn’t work for me, well, it because the knife that stab from my behind and campur2 ama ke’bablasan’ thing that day.
I really regret that accident happen at that day and I also spent stupid yen lei for them, cen de hen stupid. Why I can do that, it is because of windy, jadi going together deh. Hope no more next time. Emang beda dunia and satu lagi beda mixed yg buat semuanya berbeda and begonya lagi, kenapa g harus terpengaruh? Dasar g goyah and terpengaruh of bayangan always having chau jia de pheng you. Well hutang budi kudu dibayar, but g dah bayar lunas belum yah? Dah cukup belum g bayarnya? Cos I don’t want to bring it to death. It is such a big burden. Hope it is enough, kl belum I’ll pay it when I succeed, promise, but how to pay it? Itu yg harus dipikirkan ……. But I think I have done a lot, duh egoisnya dateng…..

Monday, August 22, 2005

a late post ....


21 August 2005
Congrats for Sydney, to be the next venue for the international World Youth Day 2008 :)
Can’t wait for that. This was announced by the Pope Benedict XVI at Cologne, Germany few hours ago, in Closing Mass for the World Youth day 2005, Have a chance to watch the closing mass is a blessed, more than a million people attended this mass.

Congrats also to Wenny and Ayau for their engagement yesterday, sorry I cant make it. Also happy belated bday to wenny.

Congrat to my long lost friend, Eri for her wedding a week ago.
好久不见

Those words describe what I felt few days ago. Met indra after few years. 她 decided to for good to indo and work at embassy. Yeah :) finally the whole gang can be gathered again. Trying up catch up with them. Atien has moved to Sunter, Ngamino entah ke mana yah hehehe. Yanti got new baby born in Sumedang :) congrats friends

Met Eka 2 days ago. Haven’t met the other. Gonna set the time for meeting, maybe. Mosat and friends are plan to collect pics, video and other stuff that related to high school and gonna make a record for the next reunion.

New journey, This is my new journey to new world. Hopefully I can survive, as my junior said, I can !! 有一 天会的!! They gave me their contact number, really helpful.

Have few interviews lately but still asked them to postpone and they agree to do it. Thx. Next target ………… xxxxxxxxxxxxx

Still 不高 xing about a problem, still become a burden and a friend keep asking about. I don’t know who’s false is that, but this is a freedom to speak as another friend said, don’t worry, you have your freedom as long as it is ur self and u don’t bother other, that is alrite. In case other people bother about that, then their bad luck, sapa suruh ikut campur, bener toh?

Anak2 ribut soal GAM, takutnya ntar jd Negara federal dgn adanya pembagian hak keuntungan yg 70:30. well Makin hari anak2 makin aja aktif and responsive about the country thing and initiator nya dah ganti org, takutnya ntar new semester begin, ilang deh semangatnya, but so far so good and aga2 bete cos only can update from the news and not join directly to the events yg jarang2 terjadi ini

Thursday, August 18, 2005

Receive an email from mamat, reporting the details about wenny’s half surprise party hahaha. Kok bisa sih ketauan HAHAHAHAHAA, anyway, thx for the report and again, Happy Belated Bday to Wenny. Another wenny, will celebrate her bday this weekend and the next day is her Good day :) Congrats friend

Journey…
I have to end this old journey and start a new journey from now on and everything must be in new :P Setting a new goal and ‘cuek’ for the rest, good things need to be kept and the bad things should be throw awayyyy…..

Need to catch up Yu Le Xin Wen and updates everything soon
Ok for now and then next, need to be well organized.

Merdeka :)
The Best Day Of My Life

Today, when I awoke, I suddenly realized that this is the best day of my life, ever.

There were times when I wondered if I would make it to today; but I did! And because I did I'm going to celebrate!
Today, I'm going to celebrate what an unbelievable life I have had so far: the accomplishments, the many blessings, and, yes, even the hardships because they have served to make me stronger.
I will go through this day with my head held high and a happy heart. I will marvel at God's seemingly simple gifts:
the morning dew, the sun, clouds, the trees, the flowers, the birds.

Today, none of these miraculous creations will escape my notice
Today, I will share my excitement for life with other people. I'll make someone smile. I'll go out of my way to perform an unexpected act of kindness for someone I don't even know. Today, I'll give a sincere compliment to someone who seems down.
I'll tell a child how special he is, and I'll tell someone I love just how deeply I care for them and how much they mean to me.Today is the day I quit worrying about what I don't have and start being grateful for all the wonderful things God has already given me. I'll remember that to worry is just a waste of time because my faith in God and his Divine Plan ensures everything will be just fine.And tonight, before I go to bed, I'll go outside and raise my eyes to the heavens. I will stand in awe at the beauty of the stars and the moon, and I will praise God for these magnificent treasures.As the day ends and I lay my head down on my pillow, I will thank the Almighty for the best day of my life. And I will sleep the sleep of a contented child, excited with expectation because I know tomorrow is going to be the best day of my life, ever!

Do you know of others who might be waiting to receive it from you?

Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Life is so beautiful

Life is nothing but a stage
Everybody give their best performances for their dreams
Sometimes wild at heart sometimes sad at tears
I often dream myself on a stage (with a microphone)
People, flowers, cheers, loneliness
Then I wake up and say to myself
This is my life
The way I choose ::)

Being educated doesn’t mean that you have achieved the highest education level. But educated act will show who you are. It also indicate that what you act is what you get from ur education society but sometimes, people don’t think wisely when their act, just want to make other happy(in their minds, they think so, but others don’t think so) but they don’t think it was not wise at all.
Use money to make other happy is not wrong totally but the way they act will lead to the misunderstanding. Most of the people think that money can make others happy. That is right but the WAY they do it should be right too.

Working --- tergantung ato menggantungkan diri???

I start to like this words ‘different world and different views’. It looks so match. What you think maybe the same in some way but the main is totally different. Kacian dehhhh hihihihi

Stop to give any comments unless they ask for but it doesn’t mean don’t care.

Sunday, August 14, 2005

"Incomplete"BSB

Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my babyIt’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world aloneI wanna let you go (alone)
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all
I’m going to be is incomplete
Incomplete
Devil besides you…..


Have you ever hear those words ? I believe I do :) Psst: hint: ada jun xiang hehehehe

CLBK? Should I do that? Back to the routines that I used to do? I need to catch up back to yu le xin wen more often to update myself hehe. So far try to do that :)

Childish, …. Harle, thanks for listening just now :) really appreciated hehehehe
Hidup Cuek hehehhehhee

Yida 的歌很好听, and the meaning behind the song was so good :) na ge nu hai tui wo shuo …….

“kesenjangan social” in term of scholarship ternyata emang bener2 terjadi hehehe, ada sebagian org yg merasa di’senjang’kan oleh beasiswa ini hehe, I know some would think like that and some not but at the end, yg ga dapet and felt kecewa pasti felt like that. It was proven. Have seen a lot of different type of people who know about this. Again, the ‘mixed’ problem also menunjang hal ini terjadi hehehe. A friend of my yg berpikiran terbuka, malah tidak berpikir seperti ini, she was thinking that it is a gift from God that you have asked and waited for a long time. See…… is every one has the same perception about this problem? Or just a step for better life and better future?

And again about my own country, kenapa ga maju2 sih? Padahal byk intelek2 di bumi Indonesia ini? Jadi pengen ikut monthly discussion minggu besok but gimana hiks hiks, only can get up date from them soon

Incomplete from bsb, really know what I mean for the moment hehe

Merdeka!!!

Thursday, August 11, 2005

What do you think ??

Being stab from behind…. How does it feel? Hurt? Or disappointed? Or even worst, feel happy? Must be sen qing ping de ren then :(

Different opinions…. It is common as long as it doesn’t cross the border lines

Friendships …. Truthful and sincere? Even in different opinions?

Views…. Everyone has different about this but does it matter to certain people? How to maintain that?

Principle….. how can people constantly defend their owns principle?

Being minority in the society? How does it work? Is this fair?

Being a leader?.... Is it easy job to do? Who said so?

Believe but don’t see….. this is hard to do

Word ‘Thank You’, does it mean a lot to you? How people use this word in the society? What does this word mean to certain people? Does this word mean a powerful meaning? Does it mean something to me?

Working in the field that God have provided for you in the future…….

How to refuse an offer?

Being in the middle of a situation? … is that healthy for ur mind and reputation? A good listener ? who, where and what?

What is life about? An imitator ? Or a creator? Or initiator? ---> Accept or refuse?

It is good to be in a dream land or in a real life?

Try to release it quick and soon you’ll get over it

These questions teach a lot of thing about life and how you can survive in the society, it also an indicator what you can and can’t do in this life and society. Every questions there has the consequences. Case is CLOSED:D:D:D:D:D

How do you feel being spy on? Happy or angry? How you should act? Have an action or say nothing?

How do you feel when somebody break the promise? Is this an indication of ignorance or just forget the promise that people have made?

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Reality


Money can be an enemy. It was proven in many ways. With money you can get everything you want and even, you can ‘buy’ a friend. On the other hand, without money, you can do nothing, this is true.

Got a scholarship is always a dream for me. It was a blessed in that year that I was announced as one of the awardees. Thanks God!!

Well, the journey of the dreams has begun. Have a chance to feel how is like to study in overseas was a dream come true for me. Because of the monetary crisis 1998, I can say that I really hate the government, well, I don’t have any rights to blame government because of this.

Having the opportunity to see the other part of the world, make my mind clear. No wonder, in every Ausaids discussion that I attended, seniors always encourage us, go back to ur country and built them so Indo can be a well developed country. I understand now, why so many lectures and government servants were sent to study in Oz with the ADS’ help, they have high nationalisms with a positive mind that after they go back to Indo, they can contribute to their own country and built the country. Reduce the poverty, educate people by sharing their knowledge they got while studying in Oz. I think, in their mind never cross the idea of staying permanently in Oz and get the working permit in Oz. it was crossed in my mind for a while and a bit bete when friends and family asking, when r u plan to go back there? You guys don’t know a lot of things so I cant blame you guys but please don’t ask me such that questions. I am sick of it for the moment. And also the relationship that I have with ADS is much much more precious that I can get. This also doesn’t mean that I cant stay in other country but the consideration is for the good of own country. That why, a friend that I know, when I asked him, wat is ur next target? Go to other country? Well he said, what for? Just be graceful and work in the field that you have here in you country. Well, now wo ming pai ta de yi se

Going back to Indo, make me realize a lot of things need to be done. I don’t try to be nationalist, but that is the reality. As a good citizen (how good??), I need to develop my own skills to build my own country. It doesn’t matter where I work, at least I can give sumtin to the country that give me the chance to see the other part of the world.

The reality I saw here was so so so pathetic. No strict rule, with money, everyone can gain their aims. No queueing, everyone can go the counter quickly to pay, for example.
The infrastructure was not maintain well. With the chance to see the other world make me realize that so many things need to be done with my own ways. No need to ask how I can do it but just pray for me that I can do the best for the country and also pray for my fellow friends that still studying in Oz and when they come back, we can all join together to build our own country.

Walah, ini kok tiba2, I myself being so ….., apa karna mau 17an? Or karna baca email di milis?

Ok next, back to money topic. It is true that money can be the most powerful enemy in ur life. When you have a connection with people and it deals with money, be careful, money can be friend and also can be enemy but I believe it mostly become your enemy.

By having enough money, you can, for example, go to overseas for study, while when you don’t have any money, you can do nothing, even for breakfast or for lunch. Having the chance to study in Oz, make me (again) realize many things.
Money can get you to the highest place, can give you the better life (of course) and chance to stay in other part of the world, money can get to the most enjoyable moment you want to have but remember it was just a moment, as soon as you don’t have money, ur friends will leave you soon and you were all alone for the most of the time.

Complaining about the life and don’t have enough money are also not really good choice, everyone should be graceful of what they can have now, even you only can afford your lunch. God has provided everyone with their destiny and talents, all you can do is 加油 and stop complaining and keep trying. Even you have enough, you will still complaining that you don’t have enough. That is the human nature. Human is a complicated creatures. ----> I like this quite. But how complicated? Everyone can made is become easy when they face it bravely and not influence by other.

Why I become so ignorance this lately? Well many reasons, and I don’t need to tell anyone about this. The one who really know me will know it directly and never ask about it. Facing the real reality is so hard than anyone can imagine. Being in the dream land is just a dream that will end soon. Probably, I was a bit convince by the age thing and the shio thing. I admit, I can more believe to wat the ‘age thing’ said better than the other. The waiting period and the commitment that have by the shio thing, can ruin everything too. How can I act based on that?

Money also can ruin friendship and having different views also can ruin ur relationships with others. That is for sure!!!!! I think I get the message that being in the different world, people will act different to you and see what they can get from u. well my experience during my study, teach me more than I can get, more that I can reach and teach me one thing, don’t trust people 100% because it can be ur number 1 enemy. You can trust people 99% and you have to save that little percentage for urself for self defence. Actually this is not right that you don’t trust people 100% but no other way I can do that, at least I trust you 99% and I didn’t expect to get the trust from people 100% also. Even though a friend said to me, try to believe other and let them grow, it was so hard, because it was from a different world view different from me and friends.

2 nights ago, I got a called from old friend, complaining again bout old decease, that still keep membayangin 她 and I told 她 that I have throw away 她 belonging. Well this is not my false anyway, I have asked for advices before I do it. We talked for a long time. I felt a bit guilty for that, because of other’s false, I have to carry it a bit as my responsibility. Well, I know this is one of the good way, but that sickness, who want to have that kind of decease? No one and no one want to have it.

Just now, chatted with Dee, asking me to go the Eri’s n awen’s de hao re zi. Ce me pan? Should I go? Well, it means that I have to go to Jakarta soon, but my business here is still unfinished, how can I leave?

Also just chatted with Jen, she was soooo kind and invite me to visit her sumtime in the future, so lovely friend that I never meet before. I also have a promise to meet toro this month but did toro come back from Beijing yet?

Send a message to blue just now and let her know that I am in the country now.
I also have the chance to chat with irvie and mamat :P:P but not with aren, he seemed so strange. I felt a bit strange and make me curious to think that he did intended to block my msn? Since irvie and mamat can see him and I cant or my internet connection is suck??? Strange rite? Well probably the internet connection is suck, hate it!!!! Well this is the homework that I need to fix for this country :(

Emailing oren is one of my new activity now, since oren was missing for quite a long time and she only contact me and asking me, others emails that I cant even remember. Nice to hear from oren, probably I can visit oren sumday in the future hahahaha,hope can meet harle at this end of the year and I also hope that blue can finish her study by the end of this year or she has finished already?

More good news to come, yanti is going to have her baby in 2 months time, one of my bestfriend is going to get married, end of this year, well she was actually my auntie but she refuse me to call her like that since we have know each other before I should call her auntie hahahahahaha. Congrats!!! One more good news, I am going to meet Indra, probably, in few days time, when indra got back here to extend the passport. Yeah, I need to arrange this again.

I need to set up my life again, it is not going to be the same anymore. In the last 1.5 year, I can set up by myself but now, since I have to face the reality and say good bye to the dreams land, I have to follow my heart and the rule and authority (that is the bad news)

Got 2 job interviews now and still waiting for the best to come.

Lessons for the day :
Money can blind people
trust is one of the hardest thing to do
facing the reality is difficult when there is no trust and limit
being cheated or being lied by other is also the hardest thing to accept, especially, people say the other way around
people crossing your privacy limit is unforgettable and no mercy for that

Tuesday, August 09, 2005

Lost....

Everyone has their own life, even their own privacy that not everyone can cross that limit. Well being cheated is the worst thing ever happened, especially when it is ur privacy, the place that where u can do anything you like and what you can act. Saying that forget the connection, but still keep reading it through all the way, well don’t care start from now.

Being cheated and again…. Cen de hen wu liao de shi. My own problem hasn’t done yet, another problem is lai le. Wo ce me pan jue ding na?

I finally found oren, yg sempat menghilang sekian lama, gara2 job training. Hv been contacting blue n harle, but still cant find where they are

Well in this world, I cant trust anyone for sure, my future is in my own hand, I know this will be happened some day and I didn’t expect it would come so fast. Being confused and must follow the rules that make me see the world clearly. Being mixed also not a solution, well, that is the problem that come from the problem, not one can avoid it, but well, actually can avoid it but The One said different for this, and mei pan fa, u have to follow that.

Life is a happiness where you can enjoy it
Life is a sadness when you cant respect and be gratefull of what you get
Life is sumtin so unfair to ‘different world’ people
Life is sumtin fair to the humble people

Well, the life is not that easy to face, the main topic for today is cheated….
A big word that mean a lot to a certain people.
Welcome back to really…. The dreams are over now

Monday, August 08, 2005

The life must go on..

It has been a week, I have leave Sydney for good. I really miss that city, the city that I have my own life, no one can interfere my life there. Back to my home sweet home, I realize that so many things I need to finish. 妈的病 also need me to take care off. Luckily it wasn’t that dangerous.

How is my future now? Haven’t done anything yet since I got here. must I wait for the immigration stuffs done? Or just apply to anywhere I like? The problem is working experience that I don’t really have. Ce me pan?

Still angry with mamat, since he confessed that he pretend to be lisbeth, asking me the ‘limit’ question that I wont give any answer. And I cant even think how come it was mamat, did he had sumtin to say to me?

who don’t feel sick of hearing, when heard people complaining the same problem everytime?

While myself, keep comparing the life style here and Sydney. It is totally different and I prefer the Sydney’s style. More convenience and strict to rule and I don’t feel strange there while here, people looking at me fiercely and I felt scare and even sumtin insulted.

What should I do now?

Saturday, August 06, 2005

no title.. bueeeeeeeeeeteeeeeeeeee

Well, being at home is one of the part that I will not miss. Problems come one by one.
Still enjoying my jobless period but I hate listen to people complaining. All of the problems it just about ‘it’self. Different world’s people can easily solve the problem.I had chatted to mamat about this, and he said, yeah, they have the money and no big deal. And I also think that is right, too but g didera terus ama masalah yang sama, sapa yg ga kesel? And my scholarship terms yg dijadikan patokan. Well, kl emang mau org2 lu ke tempat lu and stay with you, go a head, ga usah lewat2 aps or ads, because that is not the right way. You can do it urself, it was proven by you come there alone, not the same as me nana n mamat. Well everyone had their problems and try at least solve by themselves and (again) don’t use me as comparison, I hate that.

Gud news, finally, oren email me and wrote to me wat and where she is these days. Good to hear from her. At least she didn’t missing at all.

Intinya g kesel huehueheuehehhehuuhee

Tuesday, August 02, 2005

Home….. finally :(

Last Friday was the hectic day I ever had. Busy thinking of the extra luggage that I need to pay and then ended up I don’t need to pay at all because I joined my luggage with Windy and aren’s foot help “:D

Friday 29 July 2005
Morning, busy packing and confuse. Later on, in the afternoon, aren came and nana also came, copying the old pics and then went to dinner with irvie and went to nana’s place, helping her packing.

Saturday, 30 July 2005
The day that I expect never to be happened was happened. Everyone went to airport to say good bye to me, I try to be tough and hold my tears but Windy’s keep falling and I also ikut terpengaruh. It’s really so say that I leave them there because I like it there and I cant go back and stay there for the moment. But at least I didn’t cry in front of them but bombay in the waiting room.
The flight from Sydney to Bali, took 6 hours and arrived at Ngurah Rai Airport at 2.05pm and then around 3pm flight to Jakarta. Arrived at Jakarta 15.20pm and then say goodbye to windy, rika and fahri. About fachri, ternyata he is really annoying and childish. Well, enough, talking about other people. Arrived at cengkareng, took the luggage and then straight away to hotel. Well I was a bit freaking out when I met local people, they’s look so fierce and like seeing me as a good prospect for their next victim. At instant, I hate Jakarta, I really want to go back to Sydney, I felt more safer there. In Sydney, no care what you do and no one care who you are but here, I have to pay respect to elders and at least try to fulfill their requests. It is hard to be the first in the family.

Well enough of that. I think I really got W Curve Syndrome and I actually try to reduce the syndrome effect. I keep comparing Jakarta and Sydney. When I was at jayakarta for dinner, I felt sick and confuse because the area is so dirty and hot, different from sydney’s. and then when I was looking for the new prepaid phone card, I also kept comparing the providers in Sydney and here. I keep thinking, where else on the earth I can get free chat time and felt so close to my friends. Now they are really far far away from me, hiks hiks hiks hiks hiks. Inside my head, I kept telling myself, stop comparing, stop comparing but it didn’t stop comparing and the worse is when I watched tv. The programs became so worse compare to Oz’s tvs. How could that be? And I also felt sick of the commercials, so jijay and hueksssss.

Well, the life must go on and where I can be end up to? No ones know about this, even myself. But definitely, I dislike staying in Jakarta because of everything. I am sick of hot weather and dirty air and the fierce faces that I wont forget and make me aware all the time and felt unsafety.

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Going home and leaving Sydney for good (hiks hiks hiks)

It has been a year and 6 months, I am in Sydney. Thinking of leaving this city, really really make me sad. There are a lot of memories here, the sad ones, the happy ones and my struggles to get my degree. Finally, I got my degree at 15 July 2005.

Last Tuesday, we, the GC team minus yuli and ditya, went to Wollongong to visit Nantien Temple 南天寺. We spent almost the whole day there and after that, went to Kiama, a small town with it main attraction, blowhole
http://www.kiama.com.au/attractions/blowhole.htm We arrived there a bit late, well, because of, traveling with 15 people.

Last Thursday, we gathered again to compile all the pictures that we took during the Wollongong trip. And the and of the meeting, suddenly, friends were giving me, nana n budi, graduation presents. I was so touch and when I was reading the card, my tears suddenly fall down. I think all my friends were shock, they never saw me cry or something like this. And Rahmat make a joke on this event. He kept saying to me, that he saw a friend crying but he didn’t know what she crying for. I was so sad at that time, thinking that I will leaving them soon and cant spent the time with them anymore, cant traveling with them, cant hang out and cant gather with them until unlimited time. friends in uni's time is forever. in working place, it is hard to get a good friend.

There were so many memories to remember and it will last forever in my heart and my mind. Thinking of going home, I also feel sad, first, I get used to staying in Sydney, it was so much better than I have to stay in Jakarta or Ptk. In Sydney, I learn to depend fully on myself and, well, sometimes, I ‘used’ depends on some one else but not too often, try to do it myself until I cant do it and need others’ help.

Help……… I don’t want to go home, ce me pan?

Wednesday, July 20, 2005


bugs bunny
isenkk's property

Nan Tien temple
isenkk's property

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

Holiday

Last week 11-14july 2005
I went to Gold Coast for holidays
We, 12 of us spent the holidays by visiting theme parks, Sea World, movie World and Dream world

and just now, got home from Wollongong, visited Nan Tien Temple, it was quite nice and then went to Kiama to experience the blowhole there and last stop for the night was Wolomooloo (i think the spelling is not right:P), just to have a look, how the hot dog in that place look like

Monday, July 11, 2005

Holiday and jobs hunting

Today, in few more mins, i will going to airport :P
Sea world, Movie World, here i comeeeeeeeeeeee

Well, just checked email, it sended 4 days ago, and I got an beginning interview in one of the 'cool' company :P

well, will blogging soon as i come back on thursday :P


Monday, July 04, 2005

wat a world...

In this post, I probably gonna a bit racist.
Gimana tidak coba
Dah masih kecil dah sok nasehatin g, rese ga si?
Berikut percakapannya :
A:aku mau nasehatin beberapa hal sebelum lu pulang indo
A:tenang
Trus g bilang ga mau eh dijawab: tapi saya Harus, buat bekal masa depan

Buset dah , bokap g aja ga pernah nasehatin g kaya gitu, mang apaan?

Kind of cant except tis, bener2 too much, campur too much, don’t you guys think?
Duh, kl bukan karma janji n hutang budi, don’t know wat I am gonna do then…


Tuesday, June 28, 2005

2 days before my last exam in uni ….


Ok, I cant wait for my last exam in Uni, after that no more exam, the next is holiday to GC :P
Yesterday, called home, talk a lot and I think I was a bit high temper cos of the parents’ (not my parents, but elders, if I can say that) behaviors that so ngatur2 and think that they are right in everything. Not all of them are right at the first place. Yes they are more experience, you can say byk makan garam, I can understand but at least u guys have to understand dong what are young adults nowadays thing about the life and reality. Cant just judge from ur ‘old’ perpective. Bit piss off because of that.

Kaget ama soi sim gitu, buset dah, langsung aja suruh beliin boneka seharga 600k rp, ga salah neh? Gimana g bawanya? Ga piker lagi buset dah, asli g shock abis cos I didn’t expect that to happen

Well, going home is still a problem. One side, I don’t want to go home, just felt that, this is where I should be, so aman tenteram, kl mau ketemu sodara just sms or call. On the other hand, I have to go home regarding to the end of my scholarship. Soooo sad, leaving all the thing that I have built here. Maju kena mundur kena. Kl pulang jg kudu beli oleh2,duh $$ dari mana?? Duh you chien ren, ni zai na li?

Friday, June 24, 2005

Life….

What is life? Life is so complicated that every human must face …

I just finished watch Desperate Housewives, the soap opera type that actually contains lots of life value. The story is about the groups of housewives life in the suburban. Their life is sooo complicated. No family is perfect and I was thinking who can have the perfect family? Everyone has its own standard about the perfect family.

About life, there is many things to do in this life, such as studying (duh geli banget yah) and then chasing dreams that will come true someday in the future..

Trust is the key, without the trust, life is useless --- > this is wat I put in my msn nick name. and the best is yet to come so try to chase it and pursue it

Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Exams...


Few hours before exam, i wish i can do it now, cos the burden in my mind......
after tomolo, next is next thursday...

pusing dah.....

Sunday, June 19, 2005

Exams dah didepan mata

well, just got my 10%marks, asem g cuma dapet 8/10, kok bisa yah? n rata2nya jg 8.5??
always below the mean. sial or wat? gimana dong buat ngejar D? bisa dapet ga?
just hoping that my second case, got 15 or morelah
sukur2 dapet gede, kl ga, ga tau lagi dah
kudu stop net jg neh , gimana dong?

duh pusing'
byk urusan di saat yg bersamaan,
exams, holiday, going home, apply for jobs,
duh ga tau neh mana yg mau didahulukan? semuanya penting banget

well, bis liat prenster, byk hal baru yg terjadi,
friends, changes, study, life, married, travelling around, entrepreneur....
duh g stress gara2 prenster neh, bis liat jadi sirik.....
duh kan ga boleh sirik, ada jg berusaha n jia you!!!!
come on!! Ganbatte ne!!

Monday, June 13, 2005


Penrith Orange Valley

Well, that is the pic that i took this afternoon :)
I went to spent the day at Penrith, it was about 2 hours drive from Sydney.
First stop, at Honey Farm
then went to The Orange Orchard :P
Quite fun though, it was tiring now and hve to sleep now cos working tomolo :)
earn some $$$ :P

Sunday, June 12, 2005

Yg penting buat gw and Blue, Isenkk tetap nomer 1!!!! Cieh!!!! JIA YOU!

*thx sis, boosting up my spirit neh :P
Ganbatte ne!!
Still lost

This will be the few last posts before exams, I guess.
These last few days, I have been spending time not effective and efficient. Don’t know why, maybe the weather is so nice for sleeping and make people become lazy.

Atien’s case, I don’t want to know much. Yesterday, I met her and she showed weird attitude and I don’t want to care that much, although Aren told me a pretty strange event between them. This lead me to ignorance the ‘friendship’ term. It is not that I am not a good buddy but the privacy and my limit about other’s personal life. I don’t want to disturb that.

Then yesterday is bak cang day :P irvie cooked dinner, fish man!! Hehe, quite luxury for living hereJ

Just now, V called, because of lack people for tomorrow’s fruit picking, she asked me to ask my friends to join, enak aja. Emang temen2 g tuh cadangan? kl ga ada yg mau baru cari mereka? I cant except that, g ikut jg because I never been that place before and I try to fix that ‘broken relationship’ with her. Besides that, I also want to spend my time by going out from Sydney :P

Kesel aja gitu lohhhhh, sabar sabarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr


.hahaha back to book now :P

Thursday, June 09, 2005

KECEWA

Well
I just found out that I was left behind
So I will try to leave them also?
Aren, irvie know the truth already but didn’t tell me, I only can guess and then aren yg ga tahan, kl g gat au, then he insisted me to ask her about the problem.
Well bit kecewa, well my ego is back, don’t care lah as long as they are happy. How come I am the last person to know? Kecewa man!!!or did I do sumtin wrong ?

kenapa g harus the last person???????? am i too caring? or malah ga peduli?

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

tired

Haven’t posted anything for weeks. Hv been pretty busy and hectic weeks.
Last week, 2 of the assignments due on the same day and same time.
Last week also busy preparing GC trip for next months. Everyone asking me to arrange the trip which I don’t want to because it will caused me to be hate by others but I have to do it anyway since no one want to do it.

Hv made a critical mistake last Sunday, but I will take responsible for it. Been away abit from friends, dunno why, I felt a bit sad but forget it for a moment because I need my time for preparing my exams.

Well tonite at 9pm it the last lecture I could have for the rest of this year. No more lecture no more study starting next month. I am going to have my exam on 23rd and 30th this month, after that I will be no more student but jobless. It is the time for me to find job, tired of asking the right jobs, hope the miracle could happen to me.

Yeah no more school, quite enough for the moment

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

havent post anything for a week
so busy with working n myob
should be less busy the week after

Saturday, May 21, 2005

Stress and no way out ….

These days have been so busy. This week I have worked for three days and my timetable need to be adjust again. There are so many things happened in my life. The good and bad things, both of them came in the same time.

Still confuse and cant decide what I have to do after graduation, my sis take another big ‘instant’ step to become entrepreneur. This is such a big step and I don’t know what I should tell her for the best. Please help us, guidance us for the best.

I cant think when the last time I cried, and just now, it just come naturally. Pack with lots of problems and thinking. Never been so difficult and every thing seem so normal.

Hope the good and the best thing will come at the right time and I expect no more than that.

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

also no title

$$$
myob
employee benefits
tired....

Monday, May 16, 2005

no title

我很累

Sunday, May 15, 2005

Tis wiken

this weekend, just fixing and reformatting my laptop. it took 2 days to fixed it.

byk yg curhat ama g and g jg bingung.
about life, relationship, work, uni etc
sumtimes ada yg sentimentil kl curhat subuh2, i dont even know wat i have to say but well, face it
then si clarte gave me alot of real world advice, SMART
S= specific, artinya harus jelas target loe itu apa
M=motivated, artinya targetnya harus bisa membuat loe merasa termotivasi untuk mencapainya
A=achieveable, artinya targetnya itu harus bisa dicapai
R=realistic, artinya targetnya itu harus dapet direalisasikan
T=time band, artinya targetnya itu ada waktunya untuk kapan dicapai

Friday, May 13, 2005

this is also a post from the past
last chinese new year i think :P

Diary of isenkk
22 January 2004
Happy Chinese new year. Xin nian kuai le!! Pagi2 ke ISS buat cek email than run quickly to library to catch the library class at 10 am. Setelah selesai, beli copy card $2 tapi Cuma ada account 50cent. Trus bareng fahri n rika ke medibank, buat kasih tau alamat then have lunch at oval, then go to agent property and last go to Eastgarden by bus. Duh tiket busnya boros deh. Mana travel ten doang bukan weekly pass. I bought sun screen. The sun in Sydney can cause skin cancer. Balik2 gue makan apa ya ? duh kok lupa ya ?OMG, gue kan ke dinner new year. It cost me $26.20 buat sekali makan doang neh. China banquet sih. Lumayan enak tuh, yang penting gue udah makan ikan dan mie. Tradisi Chinese new year hehehehhehe. Pulang2 jam 10 an lewat dah ngantuk n bobo
Typed 23 January 2004 10.41pm

23 January 2004

Today is Sydney Harbour Cruise day. I walk down from home at around 8.25 am for 5 minutes walk to bus stop then take the bus for 10 minutes to get to uni. I walk to ISS for about 7 minutes. Quite tired cos it just like climb up the hill. The UNSW is a very big uni which you need some time to explore all the things around the uni. Around 9.15 am Yew Kong came out and said that we have to catch a bus to central. Damn, he didn’t say that we have to buy brown travel 10 or brown weekly pass. I walk quickly to the union to get one with Nana. It cost me $9.8 for ten times travel. Today already used it for three times.
Arrived at Central at around 10 am, then walk quickly to harbour (?, not sure the name’s place). Just walk through Opera House and get in to the ship. At first time it was fun and the waves did ‘goyang’ quite kenceng. We were served by soda, and some light dishes. We have few kind of dishes which I don’t know the name yet. Quite delicious. First get in the ship, they welcome us with soft drinks. Then I just got around the house. First time I felt dizzy but later on, I get used to it and enjoyed. Puter2 around the opera house, kmd tiba di Watson bay buat jalan2. busyet pemandangannya indah banget. Nyesel deh ga beli digicam. Tapi ga juga ah, ga punya jadi ga susah potret2. yg ada gue tinggal jump in aja begitu ada yang mau potret.(mau enaknya doang neh) The walk was nice but tiring, mendaki trus turun trus mendaki gitu. Cape juga neh. Oh ya on the cruise, yew kong keluarin game, minta tiap2 dr kita tanya deh, who can play piano, who saw movie last week, ya sebagai ajang perkenalan lah. Tapi kurang banyak neh yang cakep. Trus ada neh 1 co Korean yang cakep banget, he will study about optometric, ato tentang kacamata gitu, ya orangnya sih friendly. Cool and cakep, even better dibandingkan ama co2 vietnam itu. Sayang, mereka juga scholarship student. Btw his name is chu/zhu. It is so difficult to pronounce their name, tapi his name remind me of XT, oh I miss him so much. Co2 vietnam ga ada yang lumayan neh but ce2 thailand tuh pada cakep2 n cool.
Anyway, abis cruise selesai sekitar jam 2 pm gitu, kita pisah deh ama ISS officers and then we walk to bus stop to catch a bus to Chinatown. Padahal jalan aja bisa, huh, habisin tiket gue aja neh. Everything here is very expensive. But it is ok lah, since gue juga lagi mencoba2 untuk cari tau jalan. But cos me a lot. Better than not lah. Wah English gue kok jadi singlish sih? Walk to Chinatown, untung di-guide ama krisnan, kl ga pusing gue. Di ajak ke tempat jual buah n sayur murah, eh ketemu tempat jual udang masak, 1 kg $9.99. ga mahal juga, udah matang 65000 rp. Di mana mau nyari seafood yang murah di Sydney ? masuk ke mall di atas paddy’s market eh ketemu Adrian, jadi deh dia guide dadakan kita. Duh gue liat kaos Giordano $15 1 biji, kl 2 $25, pengen beli sih, tapi kok kl di rupiahkan, mahal banget ya ? aduh dilemma neh, bisa beli but kok mahal ya ? on the way home, gue singgah di tempat mbak tina biar gue minggu bisa tuh ke tempat mereka kl gue kepagian di bus stop dan ga ada orang di sono. Ke sono bareng budi, trus balik juga bareng budi, but he continue his trip to eastgarden. Nekat aja tuh dia, kayanya he can be the man buat bersandar hehehe. Sayang he is also scholarship student hahhahahaha. Not on my list. Pulang2 telp 51, trus telp suan ce, payah neh yen dah lupa ama suara gue, sebel deh. Tapi berhasil minta ang pao ama soi hia. Ehehehe, this is the nice thing. Trus telp 3 ie then I called home too, like to spend pulsa, biar abis hehehe. Lumayan $10 buat 200 minutes. Kan lumayan tuh. Pengen makan eh wenny pulang, niatnya guemau makan instant noodle tapi ga enak neh ama temen2 cell nya mereka yg udah ada di sono. Duh si abon kejam banget sih, gue Cuma liat sosis doang, eh she told me, I cant eat that. Duh, apa2an sih ? gue juga ga niat, bt dehgue n terpaksa ikut cell mereka bentar, trus balik deh sini ketik2. bt gue. N then gue telp windy hehehehe. Manfaatin free call.dah ah mau bobo ngantuk n cape banget. Duh di flat sebelah kok ribut banget ya ? apa karna long wiken ?
Dengerin lagi LH, ni he wo. Duh kangen deh jadi laper deh. Pengen makan males, bis mo ie se sih. Mau gimana lagi ?
Typed finish at 10.32 pm
a post from the past

I cant remember i have post this or not but anyway, i;ll post it again


did the supplement yesterday, no ended quite well, but hope miracle will help me. Plssssss….

Then I went to unimac, asking about the iPod prices and guess what, the type that I wanted was not available in that store anymore. Sebel dehhhh, udah prepare bulet2 mau order yg itu eh ga ada, adanya malah kudu add some $150 to the new model. And right now, I have strong intention to buy that model. Dilemma… dilemma…., see what happen tomolo morning when I get up, k?

Felt a bit upset with coolvrb cos sebel aja gitu loh, she always want everything she want to be fulfilled and don’t care what other people think/want. I will cancel the party tomolo and tell her I am going to Newcastle with friends from Melbourne, yg mana dr melb Cuma seorang doang hihihihihihiii. Felt a bit strange jg cos my roomie was not invited to her party while her best friends were invited. Makin sebel aja ama tuh orang

Felt peaceful a bit when I checked my unimail cos the result was reveal and I pass my subject although there is one that I expect more than that. But thank you for Lord’s help, thx for His companion during my weakness time. Also thx to Amanda, she help me a lot too, by accompany me to the class, take the same class twice and help each other to survive in that “horrible “class hehehhe.

After finished the exam yesterday, I went to Opera house and meet some friends there then have dinner at the pancakes. Quite nice place but I went there with bunch of ‘quite’ annoying people, all of the are ‘huan nang’. As usual I become the ‘stranger’ in the group. Some are nice to me but then the costume that I don’t used to it.

Hearing banana has lot of traveling next week made me felt bad, I don’t know what the intention behind this and it really made me a bit jealous. Sebel ihhh, or gue yg lagi sensitive neh ?

About Adrian and his sister, well, they are really nice people although sometimes I saw it as bit kiasu, but I think it is about care matter. Really terharu when I asked his sister to lend the lecture notes to me and the time I went to his place, only 3 levels up :P, quite close huh?, they talked and chat along with me, gave me support for the exam. They are really really nice, can u imagine? I just knew him for about 8 months in 1997 and now he become so nice person although he is totally stingy person. Duh intinya sih gue bener2 terharu aja, even the night before the exam, he called me and asked, have u really ready? Have a good sleep. And wish me all the best. What kind of friend that I have? I was blessed. Thx Lord. Even my own friends aja ga begitu terhadap gue. Wuihhhhh, Christmas present in advance. Hope I will pass this time

Love life, hmm rada males bahas soal ini soalnya ga mood, padahal gue tau si harle pasti tunggu komen gue soal ini deh, sorry sis, I am not in the mood to talk about this rite now

Speaking bout prayer, to do a pray at specific time every day seems hard to me, ada aja halangannya or because this is the challenge of this prayer? Oh help me :P
Jumat
Ipod

Sabtu blue mountain
Olympic park
Euroka, blue mountain national park kanggoro
Wentworth falss
3 sisters
bushwalking
train 52degree

Sunday 12 dec 2004

Fishmarket, church
Casino
Harbour side

Monday
Train
Newcastle
Beach
Nuddy beach
Lighthouse
Dinner benjamas

Tuesday
King Edward park
Airport
Port Stephen
Fish n chip
Dolphin cruise
Dinner
Cape

Wednesday
Keliling beach lagi
Brunch subway
Uni of Newcastle
Pulang

Thursday
Bangun kepagian deh gara2 weker mati menunjukkan jam 10am, eh jam di hp baru jam 8, ya sudahlah.
Naek tower kok ga ajak2 gue yah? Sebel ihhh, but g jg kudu hemat sih. Aga2 sebel aja tuhhhh ga diajak. I will go with my big family :P

Friday
Citi, cari buku
Nana’s place
Darling harbour


Saturday
Nana’s place, copi pic
The domain

Sunday
Irvie’s place, moving
Chinatown – iffy
Church
Dinner at nana’s

Getting kurus?
Hmm I hate that when people meet me and say, getting kurus ya? Sial, mau kurus di mana? Celana aja tetep sempit gitu? Even the smallest size of jeans that I have.

Today Sunday is quite hot, I think about 35 degrees and I have to travel to irvie’s new place and go to Chinatown to meet iffy and friends.

Monday
Kerja

Selasa
Bbq n ke bondi junction and bondi beach

Rabu
Kerja

Kamis
Kerja jg tapi tetep ke eastgarden
Brunch at 3pm,
Nite, watch amasing race and apprentice.
Then komplen soal awen yg tinggalin cucian and then other people ga cuciin. Hmm this is big problem, jadinya keenakan dia dong yang selalu leave dirty plates and glasses. Emang gue orang babunya?

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

LAzy, no in the mood

Today, went to walk-in interview with one of the biggest company in Indo, but they dissapointed me a lot. not on time, didnt even ask my resume and transcipts and i didnt want to hand in to them too. well, this is another experience in the recuitment process with 'famous' company :(

have many story to tell but to lazy to type
well another day has gone and leave me doing nothing at all

Friday, May 06, 2005


myday cake, tampak dr seberang :P

Life

A week has passed and also my age :( I am getting older now.
Last week was my bday. Housemates were giving me a surprise bday cake at 12am, then we took pics and ate noodle :) well I was pretty surprise because last week everyone was busy and I was not expecting people to remember my bday. Evey one busy with their own things. Then at noon I went to church with uni’s friends and they also prepared a surprise lunch for me. Wow this bday I have 2 cakes and blew the candles twice, weird :P
Well, I was pretty happy with this bday cos it was special, the age was special for me because I like the numbers :)

Well this week, there has been a lot of things happening. I keep reminding myself of not online every night and become batman but I still alive till dawn. Chatting, downloading, playing games etc that keep me busy at night.

Last mon, tue and wed were the hectic days I ever had. I had exam on wed night and the questions were sucks, most of it :(. There were 11 questions with negative marking and the choices only true and false. What the h… ? I am taking postgraduate level education and I still have to face the true and false question in the exam? Is that testing the ability to take the right decision or testing ur memory, checking whether u memorize the textbook or not? Make me angry!! But anyway, it was over now and this time I am waiting the result… (worry again)

Then yesterday, Thursday, he made a confession again, told me that he need to discuss some issues with me. I can guess actually what he is going to say to me but u cant guess how he will tell me. And yesterday, the day was pretty hectic, after the church, I was copying desperate housewives for myself :P and then went to international career expo, to search for my probable future employers :) then finally he have a chance to tell me that there is rumor between us. Well I didn’t expect this to happen and he said he had told nana about this and told her, that this is impossible. Hahaha, g sih ga pusing cos I don’t felt anything and I don’t think dirugikan jgdanmerugikan cos yg menyebabkan hal ini terjadi jg bukan gue. Buset dah, g cuek banget yah? Gue cuma menganggap he is one of my good friends, belum sampe tahap best friends like other. He claimed that I have given him a lot of advices (??) which I doubted hahaahaha. Well, I prefer to have a lots of friend drpd mush lah but I don’t know how to clarify this problem yg menurut g sih cuekin aja, karna g emang cuek. Well, at this stage, at least I poured out what I think about this.

Lately, my relationship with vie and atien lumayan longgar. I don’t know why but yg jelas kl vie tuh lagi stress berat sama tugas PhD and atien yg menurut g, suka tidak mau bergabung dgn kita2 lagi, she had a secret ? well, terserah she, anyway, I don’t care or too cuek? Well, I care about my friends but they seem don’t want me to interrupt to their life so what can I do? Well I am going back to indo, don’t want to care ahhhhh
Forget it!!!!

Dah ahhh pusinggggg, mending g belajar aja infosys and myob :P

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

tired and counting days by my Dad :)

Saturday, April 30, 2005

Another year has passed.

There are so many things to think about. Reflection of life, relationship with God and with society. Progress of studying, join the uni’s activities and many other stuffs.
The most important thing is relationship with God (obvious!!), then relationship with people around you. The less you communicate with them, the less close will be. This is true. I felt it that way, so how can I improve that? I was too ‘cuek’ person so I don’t care too much with other people’s problem because I think it was not in my scope to know.

Dah ah, dah jam 2 ngelantur kemana2, mending baca ttg advantages and disadvantages about CoCoA buat bahan exam hihi

Jia You!!
I did it finally…

Just now, come back from City. I did something that I wanted to do since a long long time and now I felt glad that I have done it, although the thing I did doesn’t represent anything at all to other people but for me, I need a big support to do it. Tapi sebel,barangnya kok dah ga bagus sih? But next time, I promise, I will bring a good one. Untungnya lagi, ini di Sydney so people don’t care what you do.

Then just now, I lie again, but it is for my own sake, I think. I have to start making a distance, if not, I can make a mistake then in the future. I already said before so listen to my heart. Lord, guide me!!

Friday, April 29, 2005

No way out for the moment...

I have been thinking a lot lately, about life, friendship, relationship, study, uni life and everything that comes into my mind. Truely, at the moment, i dont know wat should i do.
Tomorrow, i have a plan that i wish to do since long long time ago. hopefully I can do it.

and just now, few hours ago, i did stupid mistake by online and then it really disturb my concentration. cen de pen tan!! Stupid stupid stupid!!! I kept saying to myself, dont online, dont online, but i still online and now, you see, i got the bad side effect of this stupid decision.

oh, how come you dont hear what ur heart say? too naughty to obey wat ur heart say.

the other problem that still in my thinking is that wat happen if you were born with many mixed blood? I mean ur blood consist of many nationalities? should you be gratefull or regret it? i think it depends on wat nationalities you have. If you have much of huan kia's blood, then thai ke si lah. I wont like it and will make a certain distance to that limit. on the other hand(duh kaya essay aja), if you can survive because of this strange mixed blood that make you 'dikucilkan' from the majority, you are brave but again, i will keep distance because there are so many not blessed things happen because of this problem. Hey, wat am i talking about? subuh2 ngetiknya seh cepat but meramput apa neh? duhhhhh
at least i shout out wat i think at the moment because i cant share it with other people around me at this time, this is not the time yet.

tomorrow, what is going to happen? Let it be!! but please dont make me felt 'malu banget', k
oh God, please help me make up a reason for tomorrow!! i want to avoid bad thing to happen. I believe You will help me!! amin.

loh kok malah jadi doa seh. duh tulalit mode is on now.

i wish i can meet you guys, ruth, hanny, i really miss you, friends, cant wait to see you again. i want to escape for the moment, too many pressure on me right now...................

From now on, listen to wat ur heart say, jangan nakallllllllllllllllllllll
done for now. still not lega but at least i shouted out already.

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

Critiques

How come it so difficult to accept critiques? Even though the critiques are wise enough for you to apply?

and how so lucky that the critiques that I accepted, not directly given to me, exactly in my face, but through chatting?

"Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day; teach him to use the Net and he won't bother you for weeks".

kok jadi mirip blog g di prenster yah? kacau dah hahahahahhahha

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

what is going on with me? suddenly i felt really lonely.
dau ti you se me se?

Monday, April 25, 2005


kue ultah, read the candles carefully :)
isenkk's property
Rearrange my life…

Today is public holiday here. Oz people are celebrating the Anzac Day, it is just like Hari Pahlawan in Indonesia. Nothing I can do on this day because everyone was busy with their own stuffs. I was doing/finishing my assignment, which I don’t really sure that is a good report, but at least I try to do it and then I will cut it to reach its word limit.

Today, I got my laptop fixed and installed with new softwares, installed new anti virus that I don’t have before. Gelo yah g, ga ada anti virus but donlod2 lagu, emang dodol dah, dah gitu lumyan gaptek lagi, thx God, I have friends that can help me with this problems.

Today, I did nothing at all. Just try to finish my assignment and try to study. I didn’t expect that fixing my computer will take a long long time, almost half day, and I was a bit curious what he is going to do by fixing my laptop. Is he and friends planning for something next week? Or I just curious too much? Ah don’t care anyway but still curious, want to know :(

I have to start to study now, no other choice, on Thursday, I have to finish editing my assignment so on Friday I can summit my assignment on time.

Well, yesterday was nana’s bday. As usual, few of us were planning the surprise party for her. I think we did it pretty well but when we finished the party, she started to cry because of that bloody melb. guy. He didn’t call her, which is good but she ended up with crying and made a friend of mine panic. Well, I used to that situation before so santai aja. At first, I also got panic but then I realize she is just sentimental. I am sure she is ok now. Hopefully she is getting over it soon.

Well, this is the end of these few days journey.

Long journey will be continued….
Be tough!!

Happy Bday, mate
How everything is ok and u soon forget that bloody stupid guy in melb that heard you a lot. Cheer up, girl!! We care about u, so let go your self from this knot, k?

Been busy for the whole week, have sat in front of computer for days, make my eyes suffered.
The next coming week will be busy as well :(

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Kingdom of Heaven - orlando bloom?
any1 interested?
Confuse

Everyone has their own problems. But this time, I found Desy crying in her praying, I don’t know what to do, help her? But she seem don’t want my help. I am not her any one, she just my new housemate. Ce me pan?

Preparing nana’s bday present took a lot of time, every one is busy with their own things, assignments, exams and other personal stuffs. And then me again have to arrange it and prepare it, luckily some friends are willing to help, so we discussed it through messenger but I still the ‘main’ responsible.

Just now, she came in to my room and asking me, wat I am doing now, I said, doing my assignment, she didn’t know what I typed just now :P hai yah so aneh that people.

My feeling just ok now but tooooo lazy to start the assignments. I have the ideas in my mind but cant put it in writing. I know what the assignment asking for but the main problem is LAZY ………

My relationship with other friends seem look better and better but not with Hailsetan itu. Don’t know why I try to avoid to make important conversation with her. Just talk the ‘basa basi’ stuffs. And back to Nana’s bday present, she also wanted to give her idea but don’t want to help. Hmmm, rese aja gitu loh, hanya pengen memuaskan kemauannya dia doang tanpa berpikir org laen yg lagi kerjain hal tersebut. She can use her exams as reason but other friends jg ada exams kan? Not only her, have exams in front. Ok enough bout her.

Oren, one of my online friend is missing, cant contact her, cant message her, cant email her. Where is she? Oren, if u read my blog, please contact me, k?


\back to study againnnnnnn, hopefully hihi

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

New Pope has been elected

welcome Pope Benedict XVI, weird name, although good meaning
tired
chat alot
cope with uni quite well
nana's bday is coming, mine as well
rahmat gelo, kl chatting ga ada yg bener

ok deh
blogging again next time
now: not in the mood

Monday, April 18, 2005

lost and found again..

just watched desperate housewives, everyweek i got a good quote from the series.
tonite quote is we dont know who we can trust.

felt miserable, i did a little lie today but wu suo wei lah, i met amanda and she told me about her telemarketing jobs, funny :)

felt not ok now, cos lots of things need to be done in the same time and i also need to work for my holiday budget. wuahhhh pusing

Saturday, April 16, 2005

a bit done

i have done my reading, hope can help for monday's lecture
have to print lecture notes on Monday and print the assignment, havent fixed that yet

trus tadi sore mau ke gereja eh ketiduran, bangun2 pas jam misa mulai, sebel deh
so have to go tomolo lah :)

Friday, April 15, 2005

stucked at Positive Accounting Theory and now i am moving on CoCoA (Continous ly Contemporary Accounting).
duh apaan seh itu?

this afternoon. I only spend less than 1 hour in the libr and then went home sleep. Now lagi mentok baca accounting theory yg emang amit2 byk banget itu

helppp helpppp... kelelep neh g hehhehehe
Done..


I just finished the online assessment.
now want to take a shower and have my early lunch and then go to church and uni
let see, i can stay there for how long hehehe
cos today is cloudy day...

reminds me of checking the weather :)

outnow . lost