kaget, aneh try to gabung kembali

well, just now chat through fb with some old friends
well on the other side try to make up with one of friend who i thinked has miss understood me for long time and been greedy with money

kaget aja tuh
ternyata kalo kumpul rame jg seh but the distance separated us all apart

The hard of 2009

There are many things happened in the past few months. Last month, I lost my aunty. I never expect this to be happened so soon and sudden. She got heart attack and too late to be hospitalize as my cousin said. When people got first heart attack, he/she should consumed one kind of medicine, but my aunt didn’t. Well, you can say that this is destiny; you cannot refuse or accept it the way it was. The one thing that I really regret was she didn’t really enjoy her life; she has to work hard all through her life. Her adopted son was so disappointed; all he wants is money money and money. And his father was so unbelievable crazy. Why I say crazy? This is because he don’t have any basic, even to decided where to buried my aunty. He even has to ask his big brother, all the decided should be decided by his big brother???? Emang bener2 gila deh, co kaya gitu kaga punya pendirian, apa2 mesti org laen yg menentukan. Emang nasib nasib, apa mau dikata lagi. Then, after the burial then arised some other non sense excuses and reason to ‘throw’ away his son. Why you have to adopt a child if you don’t want to take responsible of him/her?

The next other thing was I resigned again for this latest job. The manager asked me to go to the plantation again and I refused to go then she got angry and complained that I have to work as she ordered, if not then don’t work, she even try to scary me that she will fire one of the employee. What the hell is this to do with me? You want to fire your employee, it was ur business, not mine, I don’t care at all. Then I just found out that most of the employees there dont like her. As she was employed and then reacted with her new role but don’t cooperate with other division, and even as other division to follow her instructions. Mana ada yg kaya begitu, ada juga saling menyesuaikan diri and melebur sambil kerja sama.

Now I am jobless and still cant find which way to follow. Parents are already asked me to form a family but this is hard thing to do. To find a job now is difficult, how can I form a family? It is not as easy as they think. All of my dreams are haven’t come true. I need to go back to the city that I felt happy and sad, which I spend some time there. So envy with W with the situation they have. Kapan g bisa kaya mereka? Rumah kecil sederhana ( I know that was not cheap but they enjoyed and happy) have nice life there, byk temen and kenalan.

The end of this time curhat :P