Good start but.....

Hmm, today i start my day with good happy nice feeling. Have breakfast, not ussual but, the fact is I have breakfast :). then played spider solitaire. HAve lunch on time and then chatting around with nana n mamat :), met toro through ym, she is celebrating her bday today!!

At around 3pm, trying to finish my audit hw, hmm hate this subject, gara2 malcolm neh gue take this subject. then begitu ready to do the research, the mazda girl went home, itu yg buat bt tau. I was so annoyed when she use the sink and turn on the water tap, how she use the plates, bowls and other cutleries are so rute (baca:kasar sekaliiii). Although the cutleries are not mine but we share the use of it. And when i saw her shoes on the carpet, I cant comment at all, cos i know she will hate me for this, but can tha pan cou right away??? kuai tian pa!!!---> I know this is cruel, but mei pan fa la.

but I admitted that i have made a mistake this morning, before she went ou, i commented on her outfit, " di luar panas gitu kok pake baju kaya gitu?" emang dingin ? (condering she wore jacket, and scarf while outside is sunny). Spring already, still a bit cold but... When I finished saying that, I just realised that I said the wrong stuff to her :P. mukanya langsung bete gitu. duh gue kok bisa sadarnya telat yah?? hmm while i am typing this, she had her dinner already? how come she eat twice a day? i know she is on diet, only eat 1 meal but now ?? eat again ? cant believe this!! but dont care lah, not my problem. but anehnya begitu liat dia aja udah sebel, kl liat2 yg laen2 kan masih kaga sebel gitu, belum lagi watery problemnya, pling plang barang dengan kasar, no wonder landlord aja kaga tahan. duhhh i heard the sound of panci, duh pusinggggg, wish she had not come home yetttt.

duh kenapa komplen terus soal ini? what for? mending cari analysis PEST aja dehhhhh
ehh, just find out pengganti tvfanseries, gara2 kasus seperti napster, bikin forum baru lagi hehehe.

Silly mistake!!!

Hmmmm, sebel deh, I did silly mistake in the quiz this afternoon, hurried with the time restriction and not realy teliti (hmmm old habit, cant free from this ?)

Hope i can do better next quiz which is in 2 weeks time.

Oh then after the class, I have group meeting, I was late, ku yi de :), met Aki in front of Common room, then gave him the disk, dont know suitable or not, hmm dont care lah, if not enough he will tell me.

Hmm, in group meeting, hate DAVID.........., actually he is quite cute :P, but in discussion, omongan gue dipotong mulu sih? hmmm, bit rasialism, he is from mainland but his english is realy really good already, compared to mine :D. Better Elbert, Taiwanese hahahhahhahaha (duh jadi inget ama Zhu Xiao Tian). this time bener2 rasialis neh gue :) ---> kok ga nyambung yah ?
Most of my friends know that i hate product from China when it sell outside china, cos it cheap stuff but u have to buy it with high price here!!!!
The good this is my group consist of no Indo' people except me heheheh, this is the first time i am alone in the group hahahahhaa. last time, there was David( not the same as David Mainland, David Indo yang kebapak2an, hahahahaha).

Speaking about Davis Indo, I just met him in Common room, he is taking the same subject as mine. I do the afternoon class, he do the evening class.

What else I am going to say here...., couple days ago, I created Family blog, pretend amateur, and got respond from soi1, and he was asking me, whether he can create blog that only the people he knows can access the blog. I replied his email, told him that i will find out soon. Padahal, gue jg kaga ngerti hahahaha

ok deh
out of here
ev

Jerry Yan's new album

just finished donloding his new album through free web mp3 and listening to it now.
Comment : the cover page is nice :P look at yesasia.
the songs, hmmm, doesnt touch me much (it is not a "touch down", quote fr Mark Holden, a judge from Australian Idols). Rating i give to his album is 1/2* ???, not really good, compared to ZZ's albums. Hmm, he is improved a lot but not for singing, i presumed.
None of the songs sounds good in my ears or probably, I just listening to much to Jay's Qi Li Xiang and Lee Hom's Hear My Voice?? or Boa - my name??

Overall, not satisfied with his new album, hope Ken will be better, when he lauchs his'.

ev

Quizes and assignments

entering week 6 already, so quick this semester, hopefully will end with joy and happyness.
Thursday and Friday study for monday quiz, while today just practice the pass quizes and been ol for more than one hour.

Go to church already, just felt tomolo is monday already hehehhehe.
Downloading songs from the web that manda told me :P but confuse which songs to d/l. too many choises.

just created new family blog, heard of Soi 1's project for family website :) nice hah? I have think of this before but no money to realise this stuff.

My little sis dah terbang n sampe di Nagoya :) Wow, she is the person in my family who flied to Japan without have to pay aka free :P while me, first to Oz, free. I know this made my Dad proud but the other 'late stuff" must give him bigheadache to think. How can this happen ? what is in her mind at that time and now? i already lost my trust to her. Cant believe her anymore?
duh topiknya japan n oz kok melantur ke mana2 yah ?

Back to uni topic!!! Study study study harderrrrrrr
Jia You! Jia You!!!!!! Ganbatee

Shock!!!

Can belive that, she could do that to my fu mu?
this "late stuff" made me torn into tears.
pantesann, email dr qq berasa aneh that time, but i was no too suspicious to ask more that i want to ask. kenapa ga tanya. this time have to ask, hopefully she will provide long written email for me, kl ga jg, wa telp dah end of sept.

busy doing assignments, quizes.
just passed 1 quiz this morning, and the lecturer seemed already finished marking by the end of the lecture. Can' believe it!!!

pusing urusan tour end of december, oh kerjaan datang lah!!!! ---> emang sailor moon????

still in shock, hmm sialan ( ngumpat jg akhirnya) planning gue jadi berantakan deh(how come i have met people like? i wish never met them ? --> ga boleh ya i say like this ???), urus dulu tear drops, then calm down myself and then have to buat hw neh!!!!

oh ya, yesterday, i met Fr. Tan, kaget jg sih ketemu setelah sekian lama gue ilang dr gerejanya dia hihihihihihi, lari ke gereja city. gereja city much more fun and i like the layout of the church, kerennnnnn and berasaa kaya di europe dehhhh, beda ama gereja Fr.Tan itu,dingin and kaya apa gitu, diffucult to describe.

Starting last week, i take 2 class on concept, tired man!!, hear the sam stuff twice, but demi nilai apa boleh buattttttttt,

off now

AC Nielson's Survey

Just did the survey via phone as Jo told us that there will be a survey for ADS.
the people from AC Nielson, hmm like Indian, speak too quickkkkkkkkk with the accent that i dont really like.

Finished the class at 5pm, met A kiau on the bus, go home, tired alreadyyyy
Today's blog kaga beraturan gitu bahasanya, singkat2 doang hmmmm

telp mirna, minta soal hehehe tomolo baru bertandang ke tempatnya.
Cant go to my room now, dont know what is WW doing now, dont want to disturb her right now but i have to prepare to studyyyyy

Wish me luck for the quiz!!!

Nice day to start with!!

have morning clas
have lunch
check emails in lab
then ready to go to the next class

Feeling not good!!

just got home and do you know what i find out ? Messy man!!!!
just felt like to punch somebody. hmmmm padahal udah niat hati bersih ....., want to punch somebodyyyy, berisikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk tau

just 1 month to gooooo, then hopefully, live happily ever after, Amin (emang Shrek ?? :D)

Merdeka!!!

although to late to say.
These few days, wheather nya tidak bersahabat deh, hujan n mendung, so doing nothing beside stay at home and go to uni. Finish the assignments etc, today suppose to go to Pesta Kampung but i decide not to go due to my assignments and quizes.

Bday!!
Last Thursday was my roomie's bday. Her bf prepared candle light dinner at home so we have to "ungsi" ke tetangga hehehehe. Late at night we surprise her with cake, but the "surprise" became not surpirse anymore cos fire alarm :(
Also in lunch time, I joint the bbq for postgrad, dpt makanan lagi gratis hehehhehe,jadinya hemat uang lunch for that day!!

Olympic games!!
Sudah berlangsung for few days, feel great when the Ozzie team got gold medal but how bout Indo's??? So far cuma punya 1 perak n 1 perunggu, tinggal tunggu taufik, emas or silver neh.
Jai You Ian, Henry hehehehe:P

Enjoying my days :)

This week seems to be ok for me especially after entering david’s class. Much much much more better than the other class. From the blind become clearly seen.

Today is the independence’s day, nothing special here kecuali acara pesta kampun gor something like that will be held in Unisyd, probably wont go there, better read the textbook for the quizzes that coming up these few weeks. Early this morning heavy rain , begitu tau gue mau ke uni eh hujannya berhenti dan I went to RC and got my free ticket movie. Lumayan hemat 10$ buat ntn :P. nonton apa yah ?King Arthur ? hmm looks boring sih kata orang2 but ya gimana?

Oh ya ada International food bazaar neh di main walk, dah ketemu ssesepuh Ausaids, then tidak nyapa sih, ntar aja on the way home aja.

And one good news, Ir is going back to school, gile aja tuh anak, gue dah tau dia pasti skul more even higher than me which is good for her. Tapi kok baru sekarang? Kenapa ga dari dulu yah? Apa belum dapet sponsorhip sebelumnya ? Congrats for her :P
Yesterday was Cleo bday, wah lupa neh sms dia, today indra lagi bday, have to call or sms yah? Hmm call to Taiwan is fun which I have to speak in mandarin before I talk to indra haha, practice my chung wen ? hmm thinking about that too.

Duh email dr babe, dapet komplem dr pejabat2 teras (aka om2 n tante2) karma tidak email or even calls. Ya elah duit ga banyak neh buat telp dank l email Cuma certain om2 n tante2 aja yg bisa email2an. Duhh emang neh nasib orang yang dapet perhatian dr orang banyak (gr.com)

Harle : take the Korean subject hehehe
Blue : where r u ? kapan neh chatting lagi ? tunggu lu ol di hari jumat sebelum II?
Oren : where r u too? Kok ilang aja she, jadinya sering nongkrong di FI yah ?
Go back to home dong :D:D:D:D

My testimonial has posted to the blog :P

nice reading

HOW WILL I KNOW IF I MET THE PERSON I SHOULD
MARRY

The choice of a marriage partner should not be basedon "I get a warm,wonderful feeling whenever we'retogether and I want to have thatwarm wonderful feeling forever, so let's go getmarried". Feelings, as we have discussed, have nologic on their own. They need to beacknowledged, of course, but they need considerableassistance from your brain.Marriage means choosing the person you will spend therest of your life with. This, as you may have guessed,is a very long time to spend with one person. Thisperson will live with you, eat meals with you, sleepwith you,and go on vacation with you. More importantyet, this person will share your children. You need tochoose wisely. The decision should not be made basedon feelings alone. You need to ask yourself sometough questions. The decisions have to be made onsolid considerations.Will this person be a good partner? Is she matureenough to put her own selfish desires aside to lookout for what is best for the family? Is he preparedto be a good provider? What is his track record? Ishe responsible enough to get a good job and keep it?Will this person be a good parent? Can you stand thethought of your children turning out exactly likethis person? They will, you know.Children spend a lot of time with their parents andconsequently pick up many or most of their parents'character traits. You had better like your spouse'straits a lot because you will be seeing them again inyour children.If something were to happen to you, would youcompletely trust this person, alone, with the ask ofraising and forming your children?This is not a pleasant thought, but it is animportant consideration. Not everyone dies at a ripeold age with great grandchildren gatheredaround the bed. Sometimes a parent dies and leavesyoung children! in the care of the other parent. Ifyou feel that you would need to be around to corrector lessen this person's influence on your children,then you are considering the wrong person.Does this person share your faith in God? God doesnot give us children so that we can mold them intothe coolest, most popular people in school. Our job isto get them to heaven. To do that, we need to raisethem believing in God. It is tough to do that if onlyone parent believes.Saying "this is right and this is wrong, and I wantyou to ignore Mommy until you are thirty-five" doesnot work. Small children ask about eight skillionquestions in a single day. The answers to thosequestions go a long way toward forming the kind ofadults they will become. Who will be answering thosequestions for your children?Does this person you are marrying have sexualself-control? Single people sometimes have this ideathat marriage is just some kind of lifelong sexfestival and that as long as they have each other,they will never be tempted by other people. Wrong!There are many times in every marriage when onepartner or the other is sexually unavailable -illness, the last months of pregnancy, travel. Thereare also times when spouses, just get on each others'nerves.At times like this, other people can seem veryappealing. That can be dangerous, because there areplenty of very attractive people out there who arewilling to make them available to married men andwomen. Do you want someone who has never said "no" tosex? If he is not good at saying "no" at eighteen, itwon't be different at forty. Do you want to worryabout whether or not your spouse is being faithful?These are very important questions, and if you arenot comfortable with all of the answers, you shoulddefinitely not marry this person.None if this is to say that feelings play no role atall in a marriage decision. You don't have to, "Well,I suppose that you would make a good spouse andparent, so even though I don't particularly like youI guess I'll marry you'. You need to be happy andexcited about the prospect of spending your life withsomeone. Your brain however , must acknowledge thatthis person as a good catch.Don't listen to your heart alone or your head alone.Wait until your heart and head agree.Take care...

Testimonial Beasiswa

duh, berasa tangung jawab moral neh, kudu fill in the testimonial to the group, cos they already gave me a lots of hints and clues to success for "this". Even my sis jg kena efek bagusnya kok :P
dapet jg jatah setahun, kl gue setahun setengah.

sikon skrg seh ok aja, but mau ke jenolan cave itu yang batal huhuhuhuhuhuh

Yesterday dapet sms dr Coles :) kind of good news, but ol assessmentnya neh yg buat gawat hehehe, tapi gpp, dicoba dulu. sapa tau .... hehehhehe

duh tuh orang yg namanya crazyunswboy, ga salah tuh pengen kenalan ama vero ? emang gue buka biro jodoh ? kl mau kenalan, cari aja sendiri, rese bener, ga tau neh tuh anak postgrad or undergrad ya ? pake acara bilang search compec tapi ke link ke blog gue ?
non sense itu.

finished today's class as usual and just know that David will be lecture in monday morning :) :devil mode: on, together with MLL, join the class :D:D:D

out now... waiting for the Inside idol :P

feeling nothing

these days, lewatin dgn biasa2 aja tuh, nothing special, yg ada seh, R decided not to take that class, yipeee. my life will be better then hahaha :devil: mode on

tantangan terberat ya, have to read a lot cos this session, my subjects that i take, need to read a lot!! duhh mabok deh, kudu learn mengarang idah deh.

pengen tulis testimonial ke beasiswa tapi kok malees ya? the key points already in my head but to type in essay, kind of hen nan eh. ce me pan? sei yau pang wo?

Oh yeah, these few days, i listens to hitfm radio, duh world become beautiful deh haha, cos can listen to jerry's new song, jay, machi new songs. this is so nice, I should thanks to onlyf4.com that give me the link :)

life is beautiful now :P

out of here, mau temenin org lamar kerja

Hair cut

Just cut my hair today after waiting for few months, cost me $31. duh mahal abis nehhhhh. Kaga pernah seumur idup cut hair seharga gitu. Duh rambut gue ilang deh setengahnya, I mean ketebalannya, jadinya kena angin winter berasa sakit kepala neh. Gimana ya ? trus ga bisa diikat lagi, eh bisa sih but lepas2 gitu.

After did my hair, we (atien n vero incl. me) went to eat noodle, then vero asked for my student account to used in unigym. Abis 70$, gue ga tau deh itu bisa dipake or tidak cos not transferable. Gue gatau deh dia mau gimana pakenya, gue jg bingung deh, yg penting sih jgn suruh gue pake aja tuh, seharga gitu mah gue ga bakalan buat aerobic cos I don’t know how to do it and when to do it.

Yesterday, my feeling was quite sentimental, I think, because dikit2 sensitif banget rasanya, apa pengaruh mau dapet? Ga mungkin deh, soalnya belum pernah begitu.

Cuo thian, wo zhi city ken Atien. Went to do some fotocopy textbook. We had to wait for about ½ hour to get our turn to copy the book. Hmm di sini we have to copy it ourself, ga ada yang bantuin, adanya Cuma tunjukin cara kopinya doang. Atien sempat ungkit sih soal ketidak konsistenan gue (menurut vero), yg katanya batal mulu acara, hmm gue tahan neh kekesalan itu. Tapi kayanya dah ga tahan deh

Last night, netty dateng ke rumah, curhat ke awen sih, Cuma gue di sekitar situ jg, yah jadi ikutan dengerin deh, she was breaking her heart (again??). hmm jadinya gue berpikir terus, kenapa semua orang patah hati mulu? Think it positive, bisa ga ? heheheh ga tau sih, abis hati orang laen2, beda ama gue punya.

Then wenny jg talk about when she had married, her future husband want 3 children, girls lagi, katanya biar mirip ama netty, hmm kok ga bilang mirip gue ya ? gue jg bertiga sih but keadaannya beda banget sih ama si net, other family can gather together and talking around, while mine is terpencar2 gitu and cant talk around, even chit chat, cos there a lots of, lots of problems need to be fix. Little bit here, little bit there. Duh pusing deh.

Yesterday atien ungkit2 soal vero bilang ga konsisten, hmm gue udah mau marah aja tuh. Akibatnya skrg gue malah aga2 bt ama vero. This morning aja sengaja telat, emang sengaja trus kebetulan jg masih ngantuk gitu loh and then sakit kepala . akibatnya malah gue ke kingsfor but gunting rambut and then makan and then buat card unigym buat vero n then they don’t company me to library, tega kan ? harusnya sih temenin gue jg, but no problem for me.

Oh ya, vero orangya sepertinya kehilangan kendali, pengen have boyfriend as soon as possible and everyone yg available itu selalu ditanya2 soal keadaan still single or not. Herannya sih kenapa harus set me up with Adrian ? hmm dia mah udah gue anggap temen doang, apalagi lain agama. Tiap kali singgung soal ini, I already tell vero about this but she is don’t want to know. Gile, kl bisa mau gue emosi n tabokin neh, but I always try to sabar and sabar and sabar.

For me, even for fun, sekali2 sih boleh2 aja tuh, becanda sih boleh2 aja, but kl selalu diungkit, lama2 gue diem jg neh. Paling sebel temenan orang karna Cuma mau dimanfaatin doang, kl dia ga ada temen cari kita, kl ada temen kita dilupakan. Gue paling sebel hal ini. Kenapa harus jg ketemu orang seperti ini ? apakah tipe orang2 yg stay di Oz seperti ini ? I know di indo jg ada but… ga sekeliatan begini or gue yg ga pernah ketemu orang yg seperti ini?

Duh kenapa dunia yg gue ketemuin like this ? how come ? I come here to be a better person in education but in social life become like this bad? Oh, cant imagine before. I know I cant type more that I want to type cos many reasons. I lost ‘social life’, miss my family, miss my fav niece, hmm how is she now? Can she read now? Duh really really miss the people I love.

Hm jadi inget soal relationship, I know vero is just like panicking cos most of her friends already get married while she don’t even have boyfriend. Tapi herannya kenapa harus panic and terkesan pengen cari co, and yg penting dapet? For my believe, this kind of relationship you cant force to get one. It is better to look and search the better one. The right one will come when u ready. If you not ready, udah di depan mata jg sia2 kok. This is what I believe. Jgn sampe tiap kali ketemu n kenalan ama co, directly ask his phone number dong. Sekedar socialisasi sih boleh2 aja but jgn obvious banget dong, ketemu co langsung minta no telp nya. Ato emang gaya hidup di sini emang begitu and gue yang kuper? Hmm I don’t think so cos my other friends form other countries don’t look like that.

Feeling and emotions

hmm
have a lot of stuffs to think about
- realtionship with everyone
- uni
- assignment
- other friends
- betrayed
- stress
and many moreeeee

2 bulan lagi ?

oh no,
icant wait anymore, kok jadi jahat ya gue ?
but this is for my health sake.

Week 2 already ???

Hmmm, now is week 2. ga terasa dah mulai kuliah lagi.
this time just want to spread my 'uneg2' aja neh

I started this week quite well in the beginning but later on in the class, i felt bad cos R is back to my class, which (bukan who) i dont really like it. to form the group work, she just acted like the one we really need. i just dont want her in my group, cos it doesnt bring any good progress, i think ? huan kia, what do u expect? altough she talk alot but i still i cant cope well with her. Egoistic people, just contact u when she need helps. if she doesnt need u, she wont call u or asking ur news. and one thing i hate about is that on previous class, she and friends leave me alone in that class without telling me and my other friends were asking me, where is u friends ? do you know what i felt at that time ? i felt not good, not knowing where were my friends, at least she told me that they were moving to other class but she didnt do anything at all.
quite kesel nehh, talk to the friends i cant trust, they just give me positive thinking about her altough they know who is R. Should i do the same too? think positive while in my mind tertanam sudah rasa tidak aman ?

then about ajum, she didnt talk to me for about 3-4 days? can u imagine that ? what is happening ? is it because i move her 'jemuran' ke jemuran yg lebih kecil? i dont really like that some dont talk in home. at least u talk or speak, but this is rasanya pengen tabok mukanya yang keliatan bt terus begitu. kapan ya dia pindah?? i cant really wait now, have to wait for about a month's time ? hmmmm buruan dongggggg, so i can live happily ever after, upss not happily ever after, just like in peacefull altough sometime awen jg cukup ngeselin, but it is still ok lah compare to her.

hmmm i am thinking about ajum again, why semua orang keliatan takut gitu ama dia? i think because of her childish attitude? can u imagine umur 22 itu masih childish? mau seenaknya doang and ga bisa control her self in the society? a yau bilang we, her housemates, have help her but a yau think that she want to be help by us ? i want to help but.... does she want it or not ? who can tell? gue jg sometime keliatan takut juga neh ama dia, mau ajak ngomong aja mesti liat mood dia, bagus or ga, and then when she want to talk, dia ga liat orang tuh, lagi pengen ngobrol or not, nah ini kan yg rugi gue. one think yang buat gue kadang merasa rugi, i cant stand on wajah orang yg lagi or keliatan bt, cos itu akan mempengaruhi situasi and kondisi rumah yang lu tinggal. that is my view. or i am too perasa ? hmm dont know, somebody help meeeeeeee
irvie was asking me to move with her, but some one have to stay in the living room ? nah, this kind of stuff yang made me feel not going to move with her, cos, living in the living room ? u wont have any privacy at all. i know that, and i think she dont know that at all. if this really happen must be timbul masalah deh.

i think i dont want to move at this stage cos have to buy a lots of stuffs, such as microwave, fridge, laundry machine etc, that big stuffs that really dont want to buy because they are quite expensive and when u are moving or back for good, kind of difficult to sell it.

ok, back to uni things. i think i have made a good choice of subjects? but for 5908? i felt bad cos the lecture Nonna sepertinya ga suka gitu orang yang dah pernah take this subject before and taking this again. or this is only my feeling ? the other classes is ok, no problems at all, except rika yang nongol kemaren.

ok for now :P