Sunday, October 31, 2004

Melbourne Cup!

Hmmm, what in my mind is maybe the race or any kind of championship held in Melbourne. And… it is a horse race held in melb and everyone here especially the local people very excited about it. There are also hat carnival, if I can say like that, it like fashion show with hat become the main of interest. Actually this event held on Tuesday and people already get excited about it.

Oh yeah, last night I have to change my clock due to day light saving….. hmm hate this situation cos cut 1 hour of my precious time. Now I can understand what harle felt at time when she told me, her sleep time was cut. Same here too. Because of this, this morning, I woke up a bit late,well, I have my alarm rung me up already but I keep extend 15 minutes and 15 minutes. *still don’t want to blame my self* take quick shower and run to bus stop, and still late to church cos 400 always come late when we really need.

Choir, have temptation to join but I don’t like the system of how they are practicing. Cos don’t really get into me. This morning I saw vrb and atien join the choir. They performance is quite good, but still I can see, not much practice and not harmonize really well, but overall ok lah

Thursday, October 28, 2004

KAmis lagi....

Thursday again, it is end of week 13. one more week to go before the finals. And then here come the finals, thx God I will finish it in mid of week 16 and then freee for about three months?? Wat should i do then? Going home? Really want to but mei you chien le. Ce me pan?

This week ol a lot and even chats a lot, gawat neh ga bisa control and then what will happen to my pr2 and belajar?
Wat else. Hmm today just hand in the last part of 5908 assignment and I didn’t know what is going on in the class. Really not into the lecture. This is probably because of the ‘hate’ of this subject? Nonna didn’t tell what is she going to talk about in the lecture. Sialllll

My best friend has finished her degree and now looking for job, how nice is that? I wish I already finished the school stuff. Many people will always think that studying is better than working, while me keep thinking that working is better than studying. By working u can get money and face the real life ie. Challenge. In uni, u dnot have any experience and sometimes don’t ‘connect’ with the lecture’s topic because u don’t wont and don’t know much about it.

Ook I don’t know wat to type anymore and I still have about 30mins before the class. Wat should I do then? Play games? Hmm rada tengsin jg neh kl maen game soalnya kiri kanan pada sibuk assignment masa g maen games sih?

Monday, October 25, 2004

Boring

Been a long time, not blogging.
This weekend rush with the 10 mark stupid assignment and got bit conflict in the content with the other group. Don’t know I was wrong or them but I really don’t hv confidence in this so probably they were right. Have to online in msn to discuss the assignment. Some people say cool about this but I don’t think so cos I don’t know how to handle the problem and not really get it.
Online twice already and only help a bit of the assignment. Oh in few days I will leave this assignment and don’t want to really care about it anymore.

Awen went home so just me alone with abon now, more convenience now :P no one to control, it just like there was no landlord in you J Freedom!!!

Nothing much I can share here cos nothing special I can tell here. What I need is maybe new dress for the my friend’s wedding in nov, I will go there with afai n atin and leave abon at home hehehehheheheh *:P* there will be much money flow out from my pocket.

Hm talking bout money, just remember, I did spent $120 for my new glass. Gila deh mahal banget, kl di mangga 2 mungkin Cuma 100rb maksimal. Bener2 deh dibangkrutrin ama tokok kacamata di sini. Then one of my teeth broke,again, and cost me $150. lah gimana ga bangkrup, gara2 eat subway for my dinner, I broke that tooth. Huahuhauhauahuhuahuahauhahuuhahuauahauuahuahua. I should can save about 300$ for this month and earn some more but bankrupt because of this. Sial dehhh

Dee has come back to Jakarta from France and looking for job now. She has new degree now and can speak French, too. I try to learn chinese (kok ga nyambung ya ama French??) David thought that I cant read and speak chinese. Huh bener2 pelecehan, he just think I am Indo and then cant speak chinese? Hold on!!!! My grandpa was from China so mau ga mau gue kudu bisa speak chinese a bit dong.
Oh, just remember y mum keep asking her children to learn chinese, now I a bit regreted. Wrong decision is taken at that time. Sebel I wish I can go back to that time again, only the part when my mum asking me to take chinese course.

This days, the day went so fast and I have nothing special to do except work and study for the coming final exams. I want to come home but mum say, just safe the money and stay here, if stay here what should I do during the holiday? Boring man!! Mending ke jkt, ketemu temen2 then masih bisa ntn and jalan2. gimana ya? I really want to come home!!
Help!! Wish me luck in the exams

PS: each sentence I typed, is not connected each other?? Parah neh

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

20 October 2004, subuh2 :)


Just finished the group meeting on msn an hour ago. It should be discussing the assignment but at the end, it turned out, the boys, discussing the gundam and games which I don’t really understand, but at least in 2 hours we come to decide 2 kind of business risks to put in the assignment.

Felt pretty bad in the beginning of the of the conversation cos they seem pretty know what they are going to talk about, the risks, assertions, ST, AP and so on, but when David away for a while then I felt I can join the conversation. I am a bit afraid of David, he seems arrogant and doesn’t want to be beat by anyone or this is just wat I felt? Don’t think so cos I felt offended by his actions. The discussion ended up with decision, I hv to meet Amanda tomolo and then discuss it again on thurs after the class.

I think this is the time for me to join any social activities in uni by starting to apply to any kind of organization that I interested in. starting by joining the workshop “ how to apply job internationally” and following day with topic ‘ prepare Australian workplace” then I have another information session for international student on the same day. Luckily, every events have different schedules, if not, I don’t know which one to sacrifice.

Have another religious club event for tomolo, asking to join the AGM, and asked me to join the board member. I want to join but … the problem is there are so many undergrads there and not so many postgrads student there so… don’t know I will come or not, depends on tomolo conditions.

Have spirit to read the textbook but then suddenly the spirit gone away…..
Have no jia you le to read the text book better play spider solitaire then read the text book but if I don’t read I don’t understand and cant finish that silly and stupid useless assignment that due in week 13. how can I survive in this subject? Don’t know cos I nees some miracle, jadi inget chi ji (how to write it in Chinese, past memory in Lavender come across my mine, the part where Leo and Xun expected third miracle, almost end of the story)

Almost 2 am now, struggling for awake but I am not doing the reading but blogging. I need something new, new environment, new friends, new social activities. And I really gratefull not join the 40 days purpose of ur life cos u got the book free but u have to spend some money for dinner in ur groups every week and I don’t hv to meet ‘cool’, yeahhhhh. No feeling at all now and don’t care what is she going to do, but a bit sad that she wont be my ‘real’ best friend anymore. I started to realize that the best friend u can get is the friend u grow up together since elementary school, but u still can also hv best friends when u are in uni or work place but (lots of but…) many considerations.

Duh ngantuk deh, malas ngetik then
See ya


Rainy days

This week will be the rainy week cos rain till Thursday.
Today reaalllllyyyyyy bangkrut dah, ke optomestrist, ke dr gigi, duh semua duit larinya ke tempat yg ga semestinya neh. sebel dehhhh

donlod Mars, mentok di epi 6 n 5, padahal tinggal .1% lagi selesai eh ga jalan2 donlodnya sebel ih.
i will try again later hehehehhe, tinggal epi 13 yg belum ada didaftar so next week i will be able to see the whole episodes of MArs :) what a nice life :). refreshing sebelum ujian

wish me luck

Friday, October 15, 2004

Good Day

Yesteday went to class whole day meskipun sorenya pulang dulu. these 2 days Sydney become hotter and hotter, untungnya kemaren sore after i decided to go home, the weather become so windy and cold. Again.. wrong decision yesterday. back to uni at 5.30pm, the weather become so cold which is good but in the class was still hot cos no windows were opened due to lightening and small rain.

Got cancelled the job for today which is good so i can sleep more and do the other stuffs.
Last night just found out that Hotmail capacity become bigger and bigger, 250MB. it much much bigger that yahoo now but only 25% from gmail. this is good because * y i keep using the word good? because today is friday?*

pusing liao... ok for now

Thursday, October 14, 2004

Got job
Pusing of assignments
Lots of time terbuang sia2,pusing banget sih
Don’t know what to read and type.

I have watched MARS for the ¾ part of epi 1 and finished epi 2, finished downloading epi 3 last night. Still have no time to watch. I need to catch up with consolidation, mgt accounting and that disaster subject. No work for next week till Friday. Yeah!!! But it is also mean no money keep going into my pocket. Gimana bisa dapet ipod, kl begitu terus ?

Last week got a whole series of Go on the stage. Watched the first episode (again) yesterday but didn’t finished it. This time I watched it with proper subtitle. Seen Li Xiang again. Huhuhuhuhuhuhuhu hou suai!!!

Now end up in lab doing nothing except bengong. Today’s weather is quite hot but much better compared to yesterday. It was 38 degree yesterday. Should I go home not and then take a bath before the class? It is really really hot now.

Ok decided, need to go home!!!

Monday, October 11, 2004

Monday again!!

TOday a bit males cos not enough of sleep but have to wake up because I have to go to this early lecture. Important :)
Now end up in lab n confuse of what to do. Cant hear hitfm =pukul fm ala rahmat :))
Want to sleep but how? Want to blog but need time to think what to write

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Reunion

Just back from StarCity :devil: malam2 ke casino, ngapain ya?
Yesterday was a long day and yesterdaynya lagi jg long day.
Saturday prepared dinner for bday girl, kept her till 12am. then sunday morning, make another surprise with other group.

The most fun was meeting my junior high school friends. Few of them, I havent met since we were graduated from Junior High, 10 years ago. Met the same person with different attitudes. every one has changed. Met susan, she got married last year and celebrated in home town las may. she changed alot and was nice to meet her again. Guess what!! she works at uni, near jo's office. i almost revealed my secret to them when i said i cant aplly for pr. who dont want pr? me WANT it badly but mei pan fa, cant apply unless i pay all of them back to Jo :(:(
Met luna, too but didnt talk to much with her. she is getting merried next year. hmm everyone is getting married, how about me??? stuck with assignment for the next few months. HEn khe lian:(:(

I want to sleep now :)
have a class in 8hours's time

ev

Thursday, October 07, 2004

SEbel!!

baru aja terima berita baru, tuh orng kok rese amat seh? udah dibaekin malah ga tau diuntung?
I try to be kind but dissapointed jg neh because of this small silly "sensitivity"

Ok, right now, I dont want to know more about orng itu anymore. please dont blame me for that reason.

kesel aja rasanyaaaa, kl ini vie yg jadi sasaran kekesalan gue and ternyata dia jg kesal sih soal ini but ga tau aja gimana keluarin. From now on, i will only concentrate to my study, no more info bout this people, try to reduce the info and stuff.
Hate Thursday!!

Since I have choosen the wrong subject, I felt really bad when I entered the class. Asking for a tutor, seems no one available for that position.

Seeking help from lecturer, especially she, doesn’t help at all. I don’t understand what is she saying and she didn’t help at all to solve the problem I have.

Don’t know what to do.

Another thing to tell, few days ago, I have a chat with a friend of mine, he is in spore, since he doesn’t hv gf yet, he decided to take a latin dance class to widen his social life. Funny hah? I know what type of person he is, how come he dance? LOL cant believe it.

Remember, David, Shang Hai ren?? I just find out that he is a K-drama addict. Strange since guy like drama? He did donloded from the web and he likes Stairway to heaven. He told me that the drama is really good. While Amanda don’t like Dolphin bay, she just don’t like those kinds of drama. Well, I have met different people with different kind/taste of drama. Haven’t find the one that have the same taste of drama. Hen nan cau tao!!


Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Stress, assignment, happiness, sadness, jia you!!

Yesterday, I went boating with my housemates and their friends. I really enjoyed it but then when back home, felt really really tired and always thinking of assignments that haven’t finished yet. I think I will freak out because of this.

I went to Cronulla …, don’t remember the name of the boat, it just a pontoon boat and it is really better than what I used to see in Ponti :). The water of the sea is also better, green and blue, not brown, like I used to see in Kapuas River. Some of the guys were doing their fishing yesterday but only 1 guy got fishes. I think he got 2 fishes then we grilled 1 fish and leave the other fish back to the sea. Yesterday’s weather was really good for sailing and fishing, sunny all the day but the wind is sooooooo cold, this is probably the spring weather. I have fun yesterday. Sailing and boating in another country (duh noraknya keluar dahhh, ga tahannnnn!!)

Today, I have a group meeting again, hopefully this is the last meeting cos I didn’t see what is useful with this meeting, well actually we can meet via email. And this is enough, just use the facility provided, use the unimail account to send email and add comment or addition to the assignment. Pretty boring and don’t have much progress though.

Next stop, I think I probably will meet Jo, hand in the survey for this semester and then meet Yew Kong for the visa reference for my family. I have to go to optometrist too, to check my eyes, duh laper neh, pengen makan. Internet di rumah lagi ga jalan so what is the point that I going home? No net means no donlod :(

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Nothing to lose

this morning, after the mass, i went to P... to apply for a casual job along with Xtin.
today is my grandma,s bday, ninety something, i dont remember.
i have tried to call home but it didnt connect, even to my aunties and uncle, it was the same. probably the telephone card didnt work properly

dont think of moving in these two days, which is good.
tomolo will naek boat, which is just like ponton in ponti. have to pay $30 hahaha

coolvrb lagi deket ama someone. Hore!!, jadi gue udah ga usah dipusingin ama jodoh2an.


Saturday, October 02, 2004

Thursday, 30 September 2004

Dilemma!!!

In between decision is the hardest thing I ever had. This is the most confusing thing I ever had for the whole of my life. I like to stay here but then there was a time I felt not really like this place.
Should I wait till mid of oct till I find out the reason?

Have talked to lius, but didn’t help cos she insisted that I better to move. I think I have talked to many people but didn’t give me the right answer to do.

Friday, 1 October 2004

Rain all the day with strong wind around. I didn’t go anywhere because of rain. Planned to ISS asked for visa and to library to return the book but the weather didn’t not allow me to finish my well planned activities.
Today I didn’t think of moving any more but thinking about other people that disappointed with my decision. Don’t know what to do now, nothing to decide, have to look the progress of the next days.