The sign has been showned... it is the time to move on...

this morning, a super ridiculous event happened. Bule asked Tan to show him collection data from a complex and then Tan asked me to give it to Bule. bule said sit there and explain it to me, dont just throw the paper to him. Weks, I didnt really see the report yet so I just answer as far as i know. Then he got angry and said, You just cant work like this. You come here every morning and and leave without any one minute left (oh i forgot how he said this, but the point is, he is angry that I have to leave office on time because I has nothing to do...) What the hell is he talking? I am not busy and just sit there in the workstation and just waiting time to go home? Why did you hire me for the first place? u just can fire me if you want... I dont mind cos If i was wrong, it is ok, but if i am right, i will fight for it. then he called Tan, asked her if she is available for meeting with me and him at 2 pm, also the complex's manager. At 2 pm, started the meeting and then bule started to yelling and said the manager, such an idiot, bloody idiot, you are doing nothing just come to office from monday to friday and at 4 just wait time to tick to 5 and then go home. I just so surprise with the manager's behavior, he is just so calm, and didnt show any reaction that usually can happened it somebody got yelled. anyway, the meeting ended about an hour and then the manager had a little meeting with Tan. uh I didnt care at all. Actually I had really really upset with the situation. i want to cry just to release my stress but I cant cry, dont know why, may be because this is not my mistake. Even Mat, the one who sit in front of me, know that Bule's main target of anger is Tan. May be after hearing that I felt a little bit calm. in the meeting, I just shock that bule's act was like that, just like uneducated people. he just acted like 'preman', his attitude showed that he want to hit manager, but he cant do it and he just blamed it to the meeting table which is hard to broke cos it was made from marmer ( uhh dont know how to write marmer in englih) bule went out from office around 4 pm i think, then the secretary and Mat, just leave the office as soon as the time ticked to 5 pm... See.... everyone trying to make a good appearance to Bule and just go on time when he was not there. for me, Tan let me got at 5 is not Bule's business, if i had nothing to do, then what is the point spending the time longer in the office? I have other thing to spend. Everyday, Bule come to office around 9.30am and leave office around 6.30pm.... my analogy is he is spending the same working hour as we, other employees, he just have priviledge to come later, not on time and leave after general employees leave office at 5 pm. the same working hours, rite? his secretary, spending time with her bb, bule just do nothing... He only scared of COO? the one who can fire him? Thanks God that I am not really angry, but it already make me lost interest in my job. Just try hard to apply to other job and pray more that I can get other better job and better environment. I just almost unlucky with any job that I have. the first one is not satisfied with the $$, the others mostly, dissatisfied with the bosses... God, help me... Mother Mary, please pray for me.....

lost

i just lost it just now. Already typed a lot and then it missing

He can listen to what you want ....

Lately, every morning, my phone will ring, a message from mobile provider advertising something.... in that habit, i always bear a habit, hope it came from Tan, sending message, she is sick... and then this morning when i heard the ringtone, i just hope not from provider.. well, it comes true... i know i am being cruel but just give me a pleasure for a short moment. She messaged that she got home late and her body was not right, hot and cold, also nose bleeding... just a reason.. but oklah, so i can work peacefully without being disturb... hope i can get another boss, prefer male. in the after noon, bos bule looking for Tan, and i didnt give any announcement to him, the i told him that she was sick and sending message to me this morning, I just said, sorry pak, my mistake, wont do that anymore....i did it on purpose, she should told her boss that she is sick, right? I am not her kacung... Thank you JC for making my day peacefully today... At lunch's time, sharing this experience with the colleagues is fantastic!! they gave me a lot of supports and comments. thanks friends

hunting new job

uhhh actually I dislike to post things like this to blog but where can i curhat freely? My week in hunting new job already started. i have send several application via jobstreet and waiting for the calls now. Hopefully I got the fish. in 10 days's time I want to attend Oz graduate job fair... pray for me that i got hooked to the best job that dont have to work on saturdays and great supervisors and bosses, not like that uneducated jerk that sit in the cubicle next to me... 燕 玲 Jia you!!!!You can do it!!! Jesus, help me!!! and forgive my sins... Amin :)

Second post in 2012 and it will sum up all the things that happened in a year

in previous post I have stated that i have a new job. the job was admin assistant to a administrative manager... Wow, the title was so wow.. i started in nov 2, 2011, almost a year ago and i got accompanied from the person who resigned from this position for about 25 days after that I worked alone and did the searching on how to complete the job myself. The boss = Tan, at first gave a good impression but, 10 months later, i am sick of her and she is just suck..... when talked about Tan.... my head started to burn....She is just completely suck and childish like uneducated person. Just like this afternoon, she warned me not to take the full lunch time just for lunch cos i have urgent review to be done. What? you just want the easy part only, i did the checks and you just pointed it out in the meeting in quick time without spending your brain thinking hard. if it was urgent, you can just go down stair to go to ATM to get some money or just walked around.... a month ago, Tan told me to come early every morning cos it was budgeting month. just 'bingung', what for? the meeting started at 9am and i have to come early just to be your 'kacung'? no way..... the point that i come early just to set up the laptop and connected it to the projector. That is!!!! so simple only take 5 mins to set that, right? just unbelievable...... This happened because she dont like me to talk to the purchasing staff that a good friend of mine, a friend to share the working stuff. i just dont understand why she dislike me talking to the purchasing staff. 2 person before me, also treated this way to, got warning about talking to the purchasing staff. What so great from the purchasing staff till Tan got afraid or envy every time i talked to her??? Tan is sick in health and mind... hope she can 'go' smooth in curing her sickness or I just get new job.. .Come new job, come to me.. please... really need it asap....

first post in 2012

it has been almost two years since the last post......there were lots of things happened. i got job in jakarta, in one of the biggest property group in the nation. it paid well, but the boss shows her evil and childish side after a year i worked with her...time to move on and i have applied to few other company. i just dont want to rewrite again...but i need to plug in tis blog so it can be read in the future.