Complaining and complaining and complaining

Xin Nian Kuai Le...... A week has passed and we already arrive to the 8th day of the snake year.... and i still complaining this year will be hard for me.... Although I have not been complaining since the last 2 months but it still exist... Cant stand on the boss's behaviors and the way she handle the works. how come a manager of many years behave like this? Being not sure professional!!!! and keep saying she is super busy and has many things to do but keep postponing the real works that she has to do. all she has to to everyday is eating in a super portion, checking emails then browsing the online shop then make some phone calls and busy calculating some of her investment and expenses (i assume) then go to lunch late... then sleep a while in a pretending position, like: writing or reading some documents in sitting position. then order me to do that to do this and never look at it right away when I quickly finished it. then when come to 5 pm, time to end the day works, she always has the intention to hold me till she want me to go. i am just her assistant to help her works, not to hear her personal problems and become her maid, for opening her office door and has to come before she arrive. What make me 'sakit hati' is, she commented that I have to come early to office because when the time,it means i am ready work at the time, not ready to come to workstation. While she herself dont not reflect what she said. She come early, but ready to have breakfast and walk to banks for hours or do some facial or massage with other staffs. She is the WORSE BOSS THAT I EVER HAVE!!! i NEVER IMAGINE IN MY LIFE, that i will experience the worse working experience with her. This is SUCKS!!!! I NEED TO END THIS SOON... HOPE I CAN FIND OTHER IN 3 MONTHS TIME... JESUS, help me!! These 2 weeks, when i arrives at my workstation.... weird feeling come by me. i cant stand on sitting there anymore....I felt that place was not belong to me and have ill feeling when i sit there. I need to move on. This week, the bule has come to my workstation twice and said that the monitor/screen is still cool, he mean that i havent work since the morning. What the hell? Why you keep busy bothering others while his own secretary busy with her blackberry all the time or busy phoning home asking her house situation? I already try my best to do my works and still got complaining from envy people? i also tired when boss kept telling me, who is bad, who plays politics in this company, who has change bla bla bla... I dont care!!!!! I DO NOT REALLY CARE!!! All i want is the opportunity to learn how to works right in a big and famouse organisation and do a good discussion when facing some problems in work and solve it out together. NOt STABBING EACH OTHER!!! oh please...... I have throw some applications.... recently I sent 2 and still have no news.... i am still waiting and please Lord, help me pass this difficult moment in my path of life. I never have true friend in this company.... Not even one that I can talk to. What kind of company is this? the Service to the customer is good but the behaviour and attitude is truely unexpectable. The salary is quite high but the pressure of being gossip is also high. Not really worthed to work there. When monday comes, I feel bad and when saturday comes, i feel poor..... so worse with the destiny that have to work on Saturdays and some time do not do anything. I cant understand what is the thinking that have to come on Saturday while the bule just come around 10 or 11 when other employees will check out at 12.30? He or the manager can late and go early but the other employee has to come and go on time? When come and go on time, u still got being the discuss by the 'sua koi' this is also SUCKS!!! AH TIRED OF COMPLAINING...... All i can do is surrender to you Lord!! i know U will help me when the time is right. thanks