Sialan, emang gue ngapain ? suruh gue liat contoh a, then I stated my opinion that what we are looking for is not here, trus dijawabnya, oh, gue lagi liat contoh b.
Apa sih maksudnya ?? bener2 gawat neh tugas gue yang ini, ga tau bisa survive ato kaga.

Saturday come again, and I end up myself at lab in uni again, heran deh kenapa bias begitu, these few weeks look like this, don’t have any activities except go to uni and finished the assignment, gawat neh, bukannya gue selesaikan tapi malah melanglang buana ke forum2, and senengnya yah bias masuk ke forum tercinta dengan lumayan cepat compare to other day yang leletnya minta ampun deh.

Sekitar gue semuanya sptnya serius banget mengerjakan tugas but me ?sibuk ngetik buat blog. Gawat banget nehhhhhhh.

Anyway, I don’t care neh ama tugas gue, gawat berat kan? abis gue udah hopeless banget neh

senin berlalu, tugas udah beres dikumpul meskipun isinya ga menjamin dapet nilai bagus. jadwal ujian udah keluar, jadwalnya enak2 engak, abis ujian terkahir itu, hari ke 2 terakhir ujian. sebel ga sih? tapi enak juga tuh, jadi gue ga bengong tanpa tau mau ngapain.

Semoga assignments yang tinggal dua bisa berhasil dibuat dengan lancer dan tanpa hambatan. Sabtu mau grup meeting lagi, moga2 bisa selesai dikerjain tuh, trus assignment yang satu lagi semoga gue juga bisa mau ke kerangkanya. Skrg aja gue belum ngerti tuh, tugasnya suruh ngapain aja.

Duh kuliah kemaren, waktu pulang, gue udah pengen tabok someone, sikapnya agak2 sok gitu, rese bagent lagi, kl ga ada temen baru nyari gue, kl ada, langsung gue dicuekin. Gue berusaha gab t, tapi gue kesel juga tuh, pengen cerita, ga tau cerita ke sapa. Tinggal di sini, emang enak but ketika lu mau curhat, bisa2 isi curhat lu sekampung pada tau, sebel kan ? mending ceritakan diblog, lega banget tuh.

Liburan udah mau tiba, duh, ujian aja belum udah pikirin mau liburan, tapi emang harus direncanakan sih, kl ga pusing jg mau ngapain selama liburan ? mana ortu housemate mau dating, nah gue belajarnya gimana ya ? pusing deh, masa gue mesti tiap saat ke library ? tapi emang mesti ke library kali ? soalnya lebih hanget di sono and aga comfortable cos lampunya juga putih ga kaya di rumah yang lampu nya kuning mirip2 di hotel2.

Duh, kaget, sebelah gue orang HK lagi ngetik2 trus kayanya marah ama cenya trus hantam2 mousenya gitu, duh bikin gue bt aja tuh, abis jadi ga konsen, pindah lab ahhhhh.

Niat ke lab mau buat tugas eh tau malah ga tentu arah gitu. Sebel ga sih ? cek mail uni ga bisa, trus hotmail jg ga bisa. Sebel kan ? eh intermezzo, cenya malah ngomong tambah kenceng, sayang gue ga ngerti apa yang diomongin, jadi ga tau apa yang diomongin tuh hehehe
Dah ahh pindah lab dulu ahhhhh

ok deh, skrg gue bener2 t deh, abis gimana ga bt, begitu mau cabut dr lab, gue mau print tugas gue dulu, eh baru sadar kl printing card gue ilang, kayanya sih semalam gue print di lab, lupa ambil. sebel ga sih ? padahal masih ada credit sekiar 15$. duh bener2 sial deh gue semalam. udah gitu di kls ge bengong lagi, trus dateng si rika yang bikin gue bt juga tuh, suka sok penting gitu. gue pengen tau aja tuh bertahan sampe kapan tuh ? *please refer to part that i said i want to tabok someone* :D:D
bener2 udah keterlaluan tuh anak, dan herannya gue bisa aja sabar banget ya ? sampe kapan gue bisa sabar? duh semoga cepat2 berlalu deh. OH God, please create peace i my heart!!!

menjelang akhir semester, semua tugas pada due, tinggal 2 assignments lagi due in next two weeks, so semua harus diprepare dgn baek. pusing, kuliah bener2 susah dehhhh, tapi ntar hasilnya kan ok (berusaha menghibur diri hehehe)

pusingg pusinggg pusinggg
seteressss seteresssss seteressss ga tau mau ngapain :(:(
dahh ah
mau mausk ke friendster ahhhh

Panik, stresssssss

this is Monday. I hate Monday, skrg kekuatan kata Jia You kayanya sudah berkurang neh efekya buat gue. susah bnaget tuh tugasnya 5910. sebel deh, kok dulu bisa pilih this subject? ternyata susahnya amit2 deh, udah baca berkali2 juga kaga ngerti2. trus dosennya parah lagi, merasa semua studentnya udah ngerti, padahal kan gue ga ngerti sama sekali. mau minta tutor? malu booo, masa sampe skrg mesti minta tutor si ? yang gue perlu tuh orang yang bisa discuss dengan gue aja tuh, ternyata nyari temen diskusi di sini tidak gampang.

semua di sini, sepertinya saling memanfaatkan so you can't look for a true friend that you wanted to.

i want to talk about weather di sini. skrg udah mau masuk winter. udara udah mulai dingin tapi orang2 di sini mah sering suka saltum. Heraen deh gue, kenapa ya? pake baju kaos n jaket eh trus celana pendek. apa ga dingin tuh? trus pake rok mini, tapi kedinginan. duh ketikan gue udah tulalit banget neh.

ok that is. selesai sudah, udah ga tau lagi mau nulis apa
byeeeee

Sunday, menuju week 11

here i am again, minggu juga tetep mengerjakan tugas, duh sedih benrneh rasanya. tiap hari harus tetep lewat uni, meskipun cuma mau ke gereja doang tuh.
almost end of session, labs di uni, hari minggu juga penuh tuh, berhubung hampir semua assignment due in these few weeks. 4 weeks to go, then this session is finished.

semalam, pegi deh dinner ke tempat linggar, i have no choise, kata nana harus pergi, kl ga entar digosipin lagi. emang bener tuh, kl gue ga pergi yah pasti dikata2in. tapi pulangnya enak juga neh, dianterin ama Imelda, a new girl that i just know from clas 5910. udah lama ga pernah naik mobil hehehe. norak yeeee, keseringan naik bus neh di sini, kl ga ya jalan kaki huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu

then today,abis gereja ya ke uni deh, baca2 n beresin tugas. hehehhehe. sampe skrg kita2 udah 50% on my mind what i am going to write but sisanya ga tau deh, search di net aja, trus tambah penjelasan dari webnya aja deh. fyi, tugas gue ya ttg analysis financial statement nya UPS. sebel neh, gue jadinya malah searching2 di net, mending sih, jadinya ngerti dikit lah.

duh males neh pulang ke rumah, abis bawaannya ngantuk kl pulang trus malah pengen tidur lagi, trus ntar sore ada american idol, gue udha tau sih yang keluar latoyaaaaa. sebenarnya sih gue ga peduli sapa yang keluar yang penting bukan Jasmine :P jadi inget dia film fav nya kan lilo n stich, jadi inget f4 deh hehehe.
soal ga peduli latoya, ya realistis aja. she was really good, sampe Simon aja udah ga bisa kasih komen gitu. apa karna publik amrik sebel ama simon trus ga vote di latoya yah ? bisa gitu juga kan ?

but i have to go home now, cos udah kedinginan neh di lab. udah tau winter masih tetep nyalain ac, di library aja udah nyalain heater. dah ah pulang ah, males nehhhhh
udah jam lima neh mesti beli kopi n sayur lagi, kl ga tutup deh fruit marketnya,
see ya

Confused
welll, new blog layout neh, blogger tambah keren aja tuh heheheheh. pusingnnnnnn. udah jarang post sejak adsl wenny ngaco di rumah, jadinya ga bisa deh sring2 ol, chatting aja ga bisa sebel dehhhh.

oh ya, last week, after group meeting in lab!, sorenya gue malah studying hehhee, 5930 yang ujiannya kamis kemaren, alhasil, bank recon nya ga balance, meskipun udah tau soalnya dr Tien, tapi, as i predicted before, ga bakal balance.

last saturday sih went to karoke with my uniprep's friends. cuma beberapa orang doang sih,. finally i met Irsan, si item, setelah cuma sms and telp2an doang. so far, anak2 uniprep yg di Sydney, tinggal jason doang neh yg belum gue ketemu. he is a married man now, can you imagine ? married ama ce bule lagi. pusing ga sih lu ? strange aja tuh. eh back to karoke, duhhhh, boros abis neh, kl jalan2 melulu, mau save money buat jalan2 liburan nanti ahhhhhhh.

Pengen cerita banyak ah, tpai males ketiknya, gimana yah ?
Pertama cerita ttg sekolah dulu deh.

Kuliah master di oz, ternyata tidak segampang kuliah undergrad (duh, mentang2 udah beres undergradnya, baru berani say like this).ya sih no problem, tiap subject Cuma 1 in a week for 3 jam berturut2 dengan max 15 mins break in the middle of the lectures, depends on the lecturers.

Then yang susah tuh kerja kelompoknya, tergantung lu dapet kelompok yang bagus ato tidak. At first, gue piker biar bisa improve my English, I better choose orang2 yang bukan orang indo, biar bisa keep speak English but ternyata sekelompok dgn org china mainland juga doesn’t help at all. Englishnya mereka tuh ada yang bagus ada jg yang jelek, tergantung ho long they have been here.. Trus dapat kelompok, orang2 yang udha kerja juga susha deh abis mau ketemu buat meeting and discussing aja susah bener. At weekend aja ga bisa tuh ketemu buat meeting, sebel ga sih? Akhirnya gue malah kebanyakan jalan lagi ama orang indo. Udah di rumah juga speak indo, eh di uni jg speak indo although sometimes I speak mandarin with Amanda, the Malay’s girl. Ternyata di sini susah banget ketemu orang yang punya taste yang sama dengan gue. Sebel deh, so far baru ketemu ama X-tien yang ngerti mandarin worldand Amanda, bisa lahg ue practice mandarin gue hehehehehehe

Common room, buat anak2 postgrad di sini, enaknya punya room di uni yang bisa diakses 24 hours. Tinggal gesek student card, udah bisa masuk ke room itu, room itu anget lagi, tersedia kopi n tea, freee :) byk anak2 di sono buat have their lunch, or meet for group discussion. Discussion di sini mah hebat banget tuh. Almost every student here punya laptop. Gila dehhh, emang ga mahal tuh laptop ? almost every where people use notebook to do their assignments. Kaya udah bukan luxury things di sini. Apa semua student di sini kaya2 n tinggal gue doing yang kere abis 

Duh apalagi yang yang pengen gue ceritakan ? duh laper nehhhhh, mana mau ke tempat nana, mau shopping baju dngin, tapi pengen hemat juga tuh .
Dah ah, lagi ga konsen neh, abis ada 1 tugas due on manday, trus pengen print lecture notes lagi, ga tau deh mau buat yang mana dulu.
Oh ya, pengen nonton troy juga, tapi lagi byk tugas.
Sebel ama forum juga n eh, abis akses dr sini amit2 deh lamanya, ga tahan gue.

Ok deh see ya everyone

NB. Tagboard nya gue ngaco lagi yah ?

Annoying


This is quite boring dan menyebalkan, kerja kelompok, tapi gue ga tau tuh apa yang mesti gue lakukan, concentration gue lagi ga di 5910. udah subjectnya susah, gue ga ngerti lagi, dosennya sih ngajarnya ok tapi kok gue dpaet kelompok yang ga enak ya ? apa ini karena pengalaman kelas pertama yang gue attend in this session ? sepertinya lack of experience aja tuh ?

They are discussing the project, gue malah bingung apa sih untungnya buat project ini ? apply ke real worldnya apa sih? Streeeessss oi, mana ntar malam karokean lagi bareng Irsan ? sebenarnya ga mau ikut neh cos bakal bocor lagi neh kantong gue but ga ada pilihan, social life perlu boo, not just reading reading bookkkkkkssssss. Hikssss, sekolah master di sini emang bener2 susah deh, penuh perjuangan membaca and daya analisis nya mesti gede. Udah sempat bt ama nilai 5512 yang Cuma pass doang, apa boleh buat ? stress neh, some body help meeeeeeeee

Something I will talk about L and Adrian :P
But late on, ga bisa konsen neh skrg. Sebel dehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

continue.......

Back to group work, gue bisa jd juga orang yang annoying, kl gue dicuekin terus gue juga bisa tuh asal aja ngerjain tugas, pokoknya gue kapok deh kl sekelompok lagi dengan L. soalnya dia seakan2 be the leader and control everything, just like she knows everything. Gue akuin aja tuh, I know not much but I will try hard to do my part. Tapi the problem is I don’t know what I am doing now because ga ngerti sama sekali neh project ini mau ngapain aja,


Berbicara ttg Adrian n L, sebenarnya sih gue ga pa pa tuh. Masalahnya begini, si L itu selalu kasih tau gue, what she will do together with A and friends. Sebel ga sih ? gue kan ga tanya. She always bilang kl dia mau ngapain aja tuh ama A n friends. Seakan2 mau buat gue kecewa n cemburu( itu Xtien yang bilang), ngapain juga gue kecewa n cemburu ? gue Cuma sebel aja tuh, si A itu Cuma ga mau kumpul2 ama kita2 anak2 uniprep. Gue kan belum ketemu semua anak2 uniprep, so kl kumpul bareng2 ga ada salahnya kan ?

Barusan aja tuh, si A ke lab juga tuh then he talked to me a lot, si L langsung mengacau gitu, katanya eh : lu dateng2 ngacauin isenkk aja, dia kan lagi buat tugas tuh”. Gue sih tau aja tuh, dia ga gitu suka tuh si A talk to me ? may be I take over her friends? But anyway, A is mu uniprep friend so cheng li lah gue talk to her and si A itu orangnya emang friendly sih ke semua orang. Duh gue mesti tabah2kan hati neh, tinggal beberapa minggu lagi tuh gue punya course to finish. Then I wont meet her again in class or even in the project. Semoga next session gue ga punya tuh subject yang sama dengan dia.

Setelah dipikir2 gue ga ada temen bule neh di sini, yg ada Cuma orang china, Malaysia doang, bule2nya out of control tuhhhhh, abis di kelas semuanya kepalanya hitem semua tuh, ada sih bulenya tapi Cuma dikut doang, emang neh majors di Commerce itu banyak banget tuh orang asianya. Bulenya pada ilang ke engineering kali yah ? ga ngerti deh gue.

Friday again!!
duh hari2 jalannya cepat banget yah ?
ga terasa udah jumat lagi, yang artinya hari menjelang kuis semakin pendek.

as i promise, i will tell the story bout my bday last week, but in a short way.
Actually i already know that my housemates will make a small party for me, but it end up with quite big party for more than people. quite big for me especially, i never held bday party for a long long time.

anyway, intinya sih, as far as i know, there will be a steamboat (apa sih bhs indonya ? , kaya di hanamasa gitu loh) lunch, sesama housemates plus their partner(aka co2nya mereka). ternyata, mereka buat lunchnya ga di rumah, ternyata di Gym apartment which is next door to my flat. di dalam gym udah nongol few of my uni friends, gue ga tau deh gimana caranya housemates gue kontak2 mereka. then, begitu gue di'giring' ke gym, herannya gue ga curiga lagi, berhubung gue belum pernah ke gym sih, so begitu diajak ke gym buat liat2 doang, gue ok-in aja, tapi begitu sampe di depan pintu gym, gue udah mulai curiga neh, n ternyata bener, begitu buka pintu, langsung disodorin bday cake ama si afai, jadi mirip di film2 deh, begitu buka pintu ada nongol cake with lilin :P:P

udah itu ya mulai deh makan2nya, eh gue absen dulu deh 3 housemates + 2 partners, wenny nana windy vero hana christien adrian temennya vero. lumayan banyak neh, duh berasa jadi tambah tua, meskipun waktu itu gue ga jadi yang paling tua di sono, masih ada tuh afai yang lebih tua. Fyi, afai itu future husbandnya housemate gue tuh :P, they are getting married next year.

abis makan2 ada acara potong kue, then makan lagi, i give the first piece to my roomate, soalnya dia udah nodong duluan tuh, then beres2, bersih2 then it ended.

sekitar jam 3 sore gitu kita cabut deh ke Wollonggong, ada acara band gitu di uni of Wollonggong. lumayan gue bisa liat uni nya itu kaya apa, ternyata beda banget ama unsw:P. pasti bedalah. Keliling2 uninya, gede banget and udara di sono dingin banget sih. sepanjang jalan ke sono jadi mirip2 jalan ke Singkawang tuh, kiri kanan banyak pohon2 hijau. balik dr Wollonggong sekitar jam 11pm, duh udaranya makin dingin aja tuh brrrrr brrrrrrrrr. balik2 bobo deh. that was the day i celebrated my bday first time abroad. dapet sms dr bonyok, email dr bokap, sms lagi dr niece gue, then dapet sms lagi dr eri, tante. after few days dapet sms lagi dr sis, ssebel ga sih, gara2 dia sibuk buat laporan buat conference ke Japan, jadi lupa ultah gue.


minggu 2 may
gara2 bangun jam 9, akhirnya ke gereja di city deh, yang artinya bakal banyak pengocoran duit lagi neh. di gereja ketemu nana n surya, trus lunch di market city, keliling2 paddy's beli ikan hehehehe. pertama kalinya tuh and ikannya baru abis kemaren malam. enak juga ikannya meskipun gue ga tau tuh nama ikannya apaan.

streeessss, bT abisssss
baru aja cek nilai mid di web, ternyata.........

hasilnya mengecewakan, sama seperti rika deh, hasilnya tidak seperti yang diharapkannnn
pusing deh gue, gimana caranya lagi yah gue msti belajar ?
padahal udah ga gitu susah, ga ada assignment, yg ngajar cakep, eh nilai gue berantakan
sebel sebel sebel sebellllllll

topik hari ini apa yah
wah ternyata post pic di sini gampang2 aja tuh , cuma bhs htmlnya gileeee, susah bener ketiknya, ribet abis. ternyata waktu app juga diajarin, cuma berhubung bandel ya ga perhatiin, itu ternyata bhs htmllll
abis quiz ah, mau benerin blog.
GA mau kalah ama harle hehehehhe.

anyway, thx ya Ruth, ucapan sponsornya yang gede banget di blog elu
buat oren juga tuh, tulisnya gede2 lagi di forum

ngomong2 soal forum, duh kesel deh, di sini udah pake broadband, masih aja kesusahan masuk forum, udah masuk eh linknya putus lagi, sering ga nongol semua. duh gimana seh tuh forum, bikin kesel nehhh
mana skrg KG dengan lancar gue bisa masuk, tp udah agak2 males tuh,

hmm skrg semua lg demam friendster, termasuk gue neh, jadinya malah sering ol buat friendster drpd ol buat nyari bahan buat assignment, gawat nehhhhh

Si Dd, lg KP di France tapi kok yang dilabain anak2 yang masih kecil sih ???
mana ceritanya panjang lebar lagi ttg kondisi tempat kpnya hehehe
next time gue mesti cerita neh ttg keadaan gue di sn :P

Dinginnnnnnnnn
duh tugas tinggal 2, individual tugas tinggal 1, tpi malesnya booo, mana mesti buat byk pr lagi buat quiz minggu depan.
udara udah mulai dingin, idung udah ada "kerak darah" gitu, padahal gue masih tahan tuh dinginnya.

pengen cerita ttg surprise party kemaren, tapi kok males ngetik yah? abis dingin neh, jari2 jadi kaku neh
updatenya jumat besok aja deh, after i meet faculty adviser, mau ngadu soal Prof. Taylor, kl ngajar suka melebar ke mana2, sampe gue di kelas kaga ngerti apa2.

Duh, bro gue di Jkt, dr specialis jantung mau disue ama pasiennya, sebel ga sih? yang gue tau seh kok gue ga salah, he already did the right procedures. Orang itu lumpuh kok salahin my brother? sialnya tetangga si victim ini wartawan media cetak, so this problem jadi gede deh. bt abis neh gue, sedih juga kan masalahnya jadi begitu. kacian dong ama sepupu gue n ponakan2 gue

ok deh, out from here now, mau ngeprint jawaban pr buat minggu depan ahhh
byeee

B'day
Yesterday was my Bday. Oh no!! i am getting older now.
but i am happy. my friends made a surprise party for me :P

details soon, in few days :P

Annoying!!

This is so annoying deh,
Sebel ga sih, ditanya
A : ‘Eh, lu udah pernah ke chinese Kingsford ?"
Isenkk : belum tuh
A : masa sih ? gue pikir udah tuh

Aduh tuh anak rese banget sih ? kl udah pernah,ngapain gue bilang belum ? trus ga percaya lagi tuh ama jawaban gue. Masa gue ke mana2 aja mesti lapor ama lu ? emang lu sapa gue ? sebel kan ? yg nyebelin sih cara nanya nya sih, abis bikin bt abis tuh. Sepertinya gue jadi ga punya privacy gitu. I have my own privacy, you can not neglect it

today is Wednesday,
abis pulang belanja neh, duh sedih amat, tiap belanja selalu sendiri, tapi enak juga neh, jadinya bisa pilih2 barang yang kita mau, tanpa harus tergantung ama teman yg nungguin. i just did weelky shopping, tujuan utamanya seh sebenarnya beli sayur doang neh, tapi akhirnya beli juga tuh jaket inceran sejak 2 weeks ago, harga2nya ga turun2 lagi.
btw, baju2 di sini boleh dikatakan 80% made in china, kl barang made in china harusnya kan murah ya, tapi.. di sini mahalnya amit2 deh, mending ke china beli hehehehe. bayangin aja Giordano, hampir semuanya made in china, sedangkan Giordano yang gue punya, hadiah dr nyokap made in malaysia, but beli di spore, gile aja tuh hehehehe

toleransi
stay with people you know already sometimes quite easy but sometimes can increase some troubles too,
kita harus pelajari lagi karakter masing2, ada yang sifatnya langsung meletup2, trus pengennya menang sendiri, ga mau kalah. hal ini gue alami, trus masih gue analisa sih.
ceritanya begini, one of my housemate, masih kecil sih, undergrad aja belum lulus, bisanya komentar, i have to study, jangan jalan2 lagi, save money, diet bla bla bla...... tapi itu semua cuma di mulut doang,. kirain diet, tapi beli chips and snacks, what can i say ? berikutnya, i have too study, masuk k amar, gue kirain belajar so ga diganggu, eh malah tidur, then the next day ngeluh lagi, belajar belajar ..... lama2 gue bt juga neh. trus ada 1 bad habbit yang ga bisa ilang neh, masa toilet papers 4 gulung seminggu udah abis ? dimakan kali ya ? emang ga perlu duit buat belinya ? meskipun belinya kita share, but harus hemat juga dong. ada lagi neh, borosnya amit2, hand soap seminggu sebotol, cuma dipakai sendiri, trus belakangan ini ga beli lagi, ato mungkin dia sadar kl dia doang yang pake then ga beli2 lagi ?

huh, stay dengan orang yang belum mature kaya gitu ternyata bikin pusing juga neh

careful
daerah tempat tinggal gue ternyata banyak banget orang indo nya, bahkan resto indo juga banyak, cuman gue belun pernah tuh nyobain semua nya heheh, hemat boooooo
dareah deket uni ternyata tidak aman, gue aja heran, sampe ISS mesti send email, bilang international student disuruh hati3 baek siang maupun malam, cos tingkat crimenya tinggi banget neh sekarang. tukang crimenya sepertinya bego deh, kan ga semua int'l student kaya2, lah kaya gue, miskin abis man!!!

huah skrg bingung neh mau tulis apa lagi ya ?
dah ahhh, mau early dinner ah before go to class at 6 pm

about friends

tinggal bareng temen ada enaknya dan ada ga enaknya juga yahhhh
many kind of problems can come out, dont care you like it or not.
kadang simple things aja bisa jadi big problems.

i have try to mengalah dan liat kondisi, but what i learn is that we have to know the situation and know what is going on.
think quick and adopt to the situation. in past post, i had said that i have to be carefull to medan ca bou, this is true, cos gue alamin sndiri gitu loh, difficult to talk here. akibatnya gue malah jadi pendengar, trus mesti bermuka dua gitu, hadapin si a begitu, hadapin si b mesti begitu. serba susah nehhhhhh.

Anyway, intinya i have to be careful

jia you everyone

ok lanjutlagi neh hehehehe,
i just come back from shopping, cepet kan ?
cuma beli voucher optus, then buy a ream of paper, eh ketemu FAdli, kaget juga ngantri di belakang gue, tapigue ga sadar di belakang gue hehehe

rabu kemarenya, di rumah ada ci agnes, she is staying for a night, ga tau deh ngapain, gue juga ga pengen tau, it is not my business. pagi makan dan belajar, sukur dah lumayan lah meskipun kl essay, pasti ga bisa tuh. ujiannya 50 MC questions, gile udah sampe tahap postgrad masih MC questions, mampus ga seh, salah 1 aja udah tinggal 49% of total marks ?

ujiannya aneh lagi, yg surnames a-n di gedung ini, sisannya gedung sono, jauh banget gitu, but, on that day my lecture in charge look co charming man!!!! udah pake baju gayanya mhs gitu, ga ketauan dosen. cakep mannnnnn, sampe2 gue duduk paling bawah tuh, trus temen gue malah duduk paling atas, katanya ga pd. gue malah demen duduk dibawah, biar bisa denger tuh kl ada sesuatu yang berubah kan gue bisa tau. apalagi kl dosennya ngomong. i can know everything what he said :P CAkep cakeppppppp

bencanakamis dah santai abis, tapi masih juga neh mesti baca lecture note buat malamna.
OMG!!! begitu masuk kelas, si Ed bilang, i am going to return your quiz paper. Dubrakkkkkk!! gile aja, sekian lama gue kuliah ga pernah tuh ada yang balikin ujian paper. pantasan si Amanda bilang I am feeling nnot good today. because he is going to give back our paper.
My result is not dissappointed but gue kesel aja, udah buang2 fews points sia2, gara2 i changed my answer. house mates n friends dah bilang, itu nilai dah cukup, but i felt it was not enough, i have to do moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

today
pagi2 bangun, vacuum rumahhhh, it is my turn now :D lumayan buang energy juga nehhhhh, buat exercise bisa nehhhh
then check email, sempet kirim2 pesan ke fenyta lewat friendster juga, then go to the mass, then to uni fill in the blog, then to shopping centre buy bed sheet, untung murah tuh hehehhehehe, then endu up here typing again :)

Friday datang lagi
Ternyata udah lama banget ga isi2. ga Cuma harle doang yang absen ngisi blognya, ternyata gue juga.
Gue piker gue udah isi blog, ternyata baru inget kalo waktu itu gue udah ketik but I send my posting to my dad’s email. Nah loh gawat kan ingetnya salah.
Ok back to what I am going to tell :)
Terakhir post tgl 4 april, so I am going to recap all I have done during the easter break and what happen to my exam!!!

Pemilu day 5 April
Saatnya mencoblos :P on that day I still don’t know what I have to choose, cos too many parties and I don’t know all off them except parties lama yang bercokol terus dan pengen berkuasa terus. So kira2 siangnya I called my parent to asked them about the election, but bikin kesel deh, di indo pemilu libur, enak bener, nyokap ga tau ke mana and I akhirnya telpe ke om gue asked him about what were his choise., he then told me about his opinion about few parties that he interested in. after that I *duhh ini lab dingin banget sih* went to konjen, jln kaki, abis deket she ama rumah hehe, berhujan2 ria, kiranya udah ga hujan ternyata malah hujan gede and di konjen sepi hehehe, masuk, coblos, Cuma 1 menit kali thenpulang hehehe, then laporan deh ke bokap yang pengen tau gimana suasana election di luar negeri hehehehe. Ikut tiga kali pemilu di 3 differeent city, duh senengnya hehehehe* norak yahhh

Malamnya kuliah, untung udah ga hujan lagi tuh, masuk eh ganti asistennya yg ngajar, ga cakep ahh, jadi ga ada beautiful view deh. You know what I mean!!

6 April
Kayanya sih studying 5930, cos I have the quiz on Thursday

7 April
Go to the class as usual, then sms daisy, asked her about the quiz
Itu lah enaknnya jadi kelas terakhir yg ujian, bisa tanya dulu hehehhe. Udha gitu Amanda sibuk sms n telp, panikan juga tuh dia hehehe

8 April
This is the day, the first quiz/exam that I am going to face after 2 year graduated from uni. Exams again!!!!!!
Upssss, something I missed here, I didn’t go to church because the schedule clash with the quiz, felt a bit guilty. Then after the quiz, discuss the assignment, duh, dapet orang mainland, ternyata susah banget buat diajak kerja sama tuh.

Passion of the Christ 9 April
At 10.30 am, joined the station of the cross. I never realized that in Randwick Church, they have pics on the wall. Ga pernah sadar sih cos bentuknya kaya ukuran and sewarna dengan temboknya, gimana mau sadar :)
Sorenya go to St. Mary to join the mass :P, suasananya persis sama dengan seperti biasanya but more rame than biasanya. Rame tapi ga sepadat di indo :P
Abis mass, makan deh di Chinatown :P, batal deh puasanya, gpp kan ?

*intermezzo, ada co cakep manggil gue hehehehe, gue ga sadar lagi, mesti panggil 2 kali baru sadar, sayangnya he is too short :P *quote dr vero hehhe
Vigil Saturday
At around 10 am, I went to Sydney Olympic Park, the stadium that Ozzies proud of . ada easter celebration, namanya Royal Easter Show, yang katanya sih tiap tahun ada tuh. I have to pay $20.50. nahal boo. Untung udah concession, kl ga beda $6 doang hehehhehe.
Niat nya dengan senang sampe di tujuan bisa liat tuh festival2 but I did I see there? Many kind of farm animals, such as sheep, cows, dogs, cat, pigs, chicken. Speaking about chicken, gue liat ada 1 jenis chicken yang mirip bange tama anjing pudel. Bulu2nya ngembang gitu kaya anjing pudel. This is not fun cos, di ponti juga ada kandang babi yang bau gitu, ngapain jau2 ke Sydney liat ? bt ga sih ?

Next stop, back to city, have early dinner, then almost lost in Elizabeth street, to look for the church. Malam2 ternyata bisa bikin sesat ya ? gue bilang ke kanan, nana and tien bilang ke kiri, kalahsuara gue but I have the right direction hehehe
Malam paska di sini lumayan bagus lah, light the candle out side the church then go together into the church and start the mass. Bagian Baptist yang rada aneh, Cuma 3 people man!!, dikit amat yah, tru s ga pake baju putih2 lagi, aneh aja tuh. Oh ya sebelumnya tuh ada bacaan bible, sampe 5 bacaan, busyet banyak banget yahhh.. pulang ampe rumah almost 12am hehehehhe. I didn’t tell my dad. Kl tau, bisa meledak tuh boom dr jauh hehehehhe.

Easter 11 April
Sleep till siang, buru2 ke church at 12pm  then habe lunch at thai rest, then go to paddy’s again. Temenin irvie beli oleh2 buat orang rumahnya. She is going home for holiday for a month. Gue titip easter egg but my fav niece and my parents also my dad’s friends.

12 April
Go to eastgarden and then to city, temenin vero nyari boot, ga dapet oi, she got her type but the store don’t hove her size, kacian banget yahh.

13 April
Travelling around city againnnnn. Temenin si aya, anak engineering, yg udah 2 bulan di sin tapi belum pernah ke opera house, darling harbour and the rock. I enjoyed this cos I finally mencoba pancakes The Rock yang terkenal itu, udah mahal enak lagi, trus gede lagi hehehehe. Pokoknya jlan2 dr opera ke harbour and then the rock, end up di Chinatown lagi tuh hehehehhe

kamis
Study to,e. mabok aja neh baca 5512, sebel deh
But sempet juga tuh ke eastgarden dulu tuh dijemput ama lury, lumayan hemat ongkos bus

jumat
Pagi nya baca buku l;agi then siangnya ke paddy buat belanja sayur heheheh, buy pyjamas juga tuh

sabtu
Pagi baca buku lagi, sore ke centre point temenin si vero beli boot, finally she got the boots.
sunday
Gereja jam 10 am, pulang baca buku lagi, eh sorenya anak2 gereja wenny ke rumah, duh rebut deh. But I think I can handle this :P
Ntn American idol lagi

Monday 19 April 2004
Baca buku lagi, untung grup meeting batal
so i have the chance buat baca lagi


selasa
dying of reading, tapi udah mulai santai nehhhh
rabu
udahmantap neh buat mid exam, tapi serem juga nehhhh

ok stop here :P
continue later on

last week postnya gue kok ilang yah ? apa ga kepost ?wh i have to post it again ? have to try to type it from the lab, not from home :D

see ya in few hours later after the mass

sunday noon, passion sunday, seminggu lagi udah mau easter :)
the celebration in t his town ,looks strange for me because, ada aja tuh yang aneh for me, palm nya kecil amat ?
ok enough for that, yesterday, went to city, intentionnya ya mau shopping tapi kok malah ga beli apa2 yah ? apa karna yang pergi keramean ? n people who have the smae taste like me tuh kaga ada ? gue kan mau irit an dhemat so nyari barang juga mesti yang ok n murah :):)

2 house mates pergi retret, rasanya aneh aja tuh, hilang 2 orang, meskipun biasanya juga ilang 2 orang. berdua doang ama ajum, rasanya aneh,

anyway, i have many things to say, but, let me keep it in my heart dulu deh, until the time is come, i will type it down to here :)
sementara, please pray for me that i will pass all the hardness that i will pass in this few time in my life
Everyone, keep JIA YOU!!!!!

selasa malam, in front of computer in uni, almost 8pm

sabtu kemaren jam tidur gue bertambah sejam neh, gara2 day light saving(bener ga sih tulisnya begitu?)
udah jam 12 malam eh dimundurin lagi, enak deh jam tidur jadi bertambah, jadi inget harle yg ngomel2 jam tidurnya berkurang sejam hehehe.

selasa ga ada kuliah but, udah baca seharian, stress juga, abis sendirian di rumah doang, meet no people to chat, akhirnya abis makan dikit ke uni deh, untung ada ajum yang nemenin ke uni, kl ga juga males, trus juga dapet pinjaman ticket bus dr vonny, thx girls, hari ini berkah banget seh gue?

oh ya last night, ajum kesela ma wenny soal surat, in my opinion, biasalah, oran grumah ngomel2, but ajum take this seriously, so she kind of angry and mad to wen. wen juga kayanya lagi bt deh, she was discussing something with jo seriously at that time.

now ajum is beside me. she is doing her assignment. and kind of share her kekesalan thd wen.
i think i have to be carefull juga neh, medan lang reallly like that?????
she cant stop talking neh, pusing gue, mau ngeblog jadi ga konsen gitu

anyway, back to my assignment lagi neh, ada sebagian orang dr grup said that dont worries too much about this, but gue kan panik, kl ga dpt nilai bagus gimana ? masa targetnya cuma pass dong ?i need more than that

ok deh i cant tyoe more than this, suddenly the lab become crowded jadi males deh mau ngetiklagi jadi stuck neh

see ya

sunday, after got ot church and lunch at KFC
oh this week is so hectic, i dont know ehy, maybe this is because of i am too stress facing the assignments that mostly due in the next two month. i myself made a mistake, i thought that nest thursday i will have my first quiz, thx God, Amanda reminded me that the quiz is next week, not this week.

i am quite dissapointed with the result that i have for the first minor assignment. i can do mroe than that. duh dosennya pelit banget seh nilainya ama gue ? please be kind to me lah. or i have to be like linggar, menjilat2 tuh dosen ? i am not the person like that.

oh ya i have a story before i attended the mass. just arrived in front of the church, i met Father Tan, then he was talking to me, asking me about the cd that he have to use in our friday daily mass. one of his cd is missing. i just asked whether i did see the cd or not. gue punya prasangka buruk neh, maybe lgr yang take it ? or just pinjem sebentar ?

just read my few day a go posting, bahasanya kacau banget ya ?apa yang ada di my mind different di tulisan ya.

stress neh soal kuliah ga tahan neh ama assignmentnya tidak terbiasa neh, gue mau salahkan sistem pendidikan di indo neh. duh jadi inget pemilu neh. pengen coblos no berapa ya ? a week to go for election neh. ga tu neh gimana rasanya coblos di negeri orang. jadi inget ama komen temen gue, kl mau ntn tipi indo such as rcti, metro tipi and so on just go to konjen :P

dah ah, pusingggggggggggg bete neh, masa temen gue semua mau diambil juga neh ama si sialan itu ? sebel deh gue, then i realize i made a mistake. she didnt know that i live in the same building with Adrian. sialan, kenapa ya gue ngomongin itu ya ? kl ga diomongin ya ga kepikiran kan ? duh gue kok dodol banget seh at that time ?

ok deh, no more talking about her, hopefully, in the future. create peace in ur heart, dont make enemy, in this lent, make peace with every body
byeeeee

selasa,
cuaca di sydney sudah mulai dingin, every night dingin n windy :)
kudu pake jaket neh :)

minggu malam, house mate announce, dia udah jadian ama co nya, pdktnya lama amat, then on monday, the man send 12 roses for her.
mereka baru jadian ama udah talk about married. stress neh gue, masih sekolah, bai ma wang ze nya belum ada, gimana dong ? they already look for place for weeding, the dress and everything yg ada hubungannya dengan wedding deh,
OMG!!!, gue ga pernah bayangin gue bakal menghadapi kejadian kaya gini neh. gue pikir belumsaatnya aja tuh i face this problem now.

my friends, udah punya yang namanya "bible" buat married, dr majalah2, semua urusan ttg wedding, baju, ruangan, mobil, honey moon, duh pusing neh gue, gimana dong ? gue aja masih belum apa2, skul belum selesai, kerjaan belum dapet, belum ada saving, masa depan masih belum jelas. and these days gue harus hadapin yang kaya gini

ok suan lah, then i want to talk about Pi-ja girl, ternyata bukan gue doang neh yang sadar kl dia tuh orangnya boros banget, kl ga berair2 di kichen ya abis deh tissue kitchen. can you imagine, tissue kitchen dalam 2 hari aja habis ? trus kain2 pada basah semua ?then (from my point a view) detergent 3 kilo bisa habis in 2 months ? ngapain aja yah ? gue aja 1,5 kg dalam 3 month ga abis2, waduh bener2 boros tuh anak, pusing deh gue, then giliran dia bersihin kitchen ga dijalankan, karna gue udah ga tahan kotornya kitchen itu, gue bersihin, sepertinya dia angry, (wah i have to be careful ama neh ce, she a medan ca bou) she said : kenapa lu bersihin dapur ? kan giliran gue? dalam hati gue, giliran lu tuh mestinya 2 weeks ago but u didnt clean it. so gue bisa kerjain lagi kapan ? harus tunggu lu bersihin dulu next month or next year ? then she said again, gue kan mau bersihin hari senin (i know she is busy on monday, so bullshit aja kl mau bersihin kitchen on monday, kaya gue ga tau aja tuh activitiesnya dia on monday). emang bener kan, on monday she didnt clean it at all.

few becarefull words, Me dan ca bou, girl from Solo!!!


COMPEC Meeting onlast friday, sebel deh due, katanya cuma sejam, sampe maag gue kambuh, molor ampe jam 9 baru selesai. sebel sebellll
i think i will miss for the next meeting, cos i plan not to attend that meeting, abis bahas mau jalan2 ke south coast on easter, lah gue kan mau ke gereja, ngapain juga ikut meeting yg latear on gue ga ikut kegiatannya ?

pengen ikut koor ah, tp kapan yah ?
ups, duh komputer di depan, no 5-19 bisa icq tuh, wah guemsti nget2 neh no berapa aja tuh yg bisa icq-an, ga semua kompi bisa neh.

Harle, blue, oren join frienster dong :)

ciao, udah siang ,mau shopping dulu ah, as usual alone neh shoppingnya

Friday, today,
baru aja selesai ikut misa harian Jumat neh :)
dengan semangat go to uni but ikut misa, *gubrak* ketemu lid ama temennya, then she asksed me about my tooth,
she said; gimana giginya yang $$$$?
sialan, kaget gue, niat baik ke uni mau berdoa eh malah shock abis. ya udah dalam hati tabah tabah tabah. dont hate her, create peace in your heart. cuma anehnya kl ga ketemu mereka, gue ga ada perasaan hate, what's wrong with me ? any one can tell me ?
then pergi ikut misa, yg dtg ya orang indo semua neh, jadi ga dapet kenalan byk orang neh, orangnya ya itu2 juga .

rada takut n serem juga neh ketemu ama langgar, tapi biarin dah, emang harus ketemu seh, so no choice neh.
terima aja kenyataan yang harus gue hadapin ini neh.

nice thing today, my working visa permit has already out
so i can find a job now :) hopefully dpt job yg ok neh.

last night pulang kul, ada kejadian yang kayanya menurut gue "aneh" or gue yg ga ngeh custom di sini emang gitu,
a guy, in my working group 5930, waiting for me or other people, tapi ketemunya gue hehehe, so we did walk through main gate, talking, but i hate, kl dia said something about beasiswa, looks like gue khe lian banget neh, so choice lah gue neh. hehehehehehe aneh aja tuh, biasanya pualng sendiri,
but this is ok, in order gue buat ngertiin tuh orang and n kerja kelompok gue bisa sukses :P

last night miss the dinner, turun setengah kilo hehehe

saturday my landlord plan to cleand the ouse, when i told pi-ja, she directly said "NO!!" i cant do it, dng gaya yang kasar s ih, kaget kan gue, gue udha komit mau belajar this saturday. sialan, emang lu doang yang mau belajar ? gue kan jg mau, gue sih mau aja bersihin rumah, tp kl sendiri? males juga toh ? schock lo gue dng pernyataan dia yang begitu, asli kaget banget tuh.
tapi biarin lah, emanggaya dia begitu sih, we see what we can do :)

apa lagi yah ?

HArle : kl mau telp, sms aja dulu gue hehehehe, gue juga mau telp lu, tapi mungkin abis gue exam kali yah ?

blue : kelelep di kali grogol ? yg bener aja lu ? kuliah gimana ? jadi beres neh tahun ini ?

dah ah gue pulang dulu ah, ntar ada meeting neh ama anak2 yg lain :)
*i am trying to build my network :D:D:D

eh elu orang pada join friendster dong, udah gue invite belum yah ? *lupa neh gue

Tuesday come again,
Just now, dr dentist, setengah jam duit melayang dengan mudahnya sedih nian neh daku, dah jadi melayat neh, tiap malam Cuma mau eat buah aja neh.

Oh ya I want to talk about Banana, duh kok lama2 gue makin sebel aja tuh ama tuh anak, abis gereja kemaren, dgn suspiciousnya dia liat gue ama anet. Katanya mau ke gereja siang eh malah pagi2 dah nongol ? sepertinya she jealous saw me, ke gereja with friends, while she was alone. Or gue terlalu curiga? I met her bcause of situation she, no wonder she kind of depends on me and vise versa, but gue skrg try not to tergantung lah ama dia. Lagian gue tergantung dia Cuma kl kumpul ama konco2 Lid doing hehehehe. Nyari save doang neh gue

Them ttg Pi-ja, she is my youngest flatmate. Boros bgt neh ama air, meskipun ga bayar, kl bisa yah hemat lah, trus boros kertas tissue lagi, kl mau lap, pake tissue kitchen, emang ga ada kain apa ? pahadal kain kan banyak banget. Bisa bayangkan ga sih, ga ada dia, kertas buat kitchen 1 rol bisa dipake seminggu 2 minggu, kl ada dia in 2 day aja udah abis. Trus bisanya sih dia pergi beli sendiri then pay with uang sama2 yg kita kumpulin buat kebutuhan dapur. Sebel deh gue

Trus mau ngeprint juga ga minta ijin ama yg punya. Gue aja mau ngeprint minta ijin ama yg punya, trus ambil kerja jg ga minta. Kebetulan kertas puny ague, dng cueknya ambil n print. Sebel ga sih lu ? abon yg mau kertas aja tanya, itu kertas punya sapa. Bukannya gue pelit, tapi kan gue beli dgn duit gue nthen, kl mau minta dong, emang gue ga bakal kasih ? minta itu kan Cuma sekedar kasih tau gue aja, kl lu pake kertasnya then gue bis atua, kapan gue habis kertasnya. Untung gue ga seroom ama dia, kl gab is tuh gue berantem, mau mandi aja bawa tape ke kamar mandi ? can u imagine that ? di mulut bilang mau belajar but real life ? tidur booo, kl ga denger lagu deh di radio.

Dah ah lega, dah certain. Kl ga bisa bt mulu neh gue.

Kuliah semalam ? like a disaster. Gue ga ngerti sama sekali neh neh, apa yg diajarin, meskipun dah skim read bukunya. And I felt a liitle bit insecure cos Langgar sit behind me, and I afraid what I was writing diliatin semua ama dia. Later on mesti do assignment bareng dia lagi. Duhhh “indah” nya dunia ? duh ga blh berkeluh kesah neh gue.
Duh mesti doa yg kenceng neh biar gue ga bt mulu nehhhhh

today is monday again. there are so many stories that i want to tell.
first, i have finished my 1st assignment, although kerjainnya ga sepenuh hati but selesai juga lah :)
then yesterday i went to church, bareng Netty, that was nice, free lunch lagi dr sepupunya. Met Na there, katanya mau ke gereja jam 12, eh nongol2 jg jam 10, trus penasaran tanya sapa tuh si anet.
i am kind of bore to meet her. anaknya lama2 ga tau diri banget seh, rada norak trus wes, yg namanya huan\ ya huan\ ga bisa beruaha lah, or i am being racist ? i dont think so. later on cerita lagi deh. now mau bales email

cont-

abis ngomongin romates, kayanya jadi lega deh, abis susah juga nyatukan berbeda2 keinginan dengan byk kemauan. like last night, gue ol internet, sekali ol kan berapa lama aja lu tinggal bayar phone line doang kan, masa gue disuruh cuma bentar doang ? kan gue mau ol lama, cos dah pay. dianya malah mau pake phone line buat telp indo. bok ya dikasih tau dulu gitu, kasih tau jam berapa mau telp. maksa banget seh ?

then gue kasih tau kl tadi sore tuh ada yg dateng, looking for candle stand or something, trus gue bilang ke orang yg dateng itu, kl orang yg dicari itu ga ada, belum pulang, then she sepertinya angry with me deh. katanya 'you should have told me" lah, dia ga titip pesan ke gue, gimana gue mau kasih tau, trus seandainya gue telpo dia juga ga efek cos she told me that her mobile phones batterynya mati semua. ga efek kan gue telp dia juga, lagian no kantornya jg ga kasih tau ke gue. salah sapa ? punya urusan, tapi kok mau salahin gue sih ? udah bagus gue masih kasih tau, kl ga ? trus gue n ajum jg masih pusing, kl she went home last night, ga ada yg bukain pintu, cos she forgot to bring her keys. lega juga neh gue, abis ketikin di sini, cos ga ada sapa pun right now yg bisa gue kasih tau soal ini. lagi ga nminat neh tell ke nana, or others. bosen aja neh meet them terus, pengen ketemu yg lain jg neh.

have i tell about nana ? kayanya udah ya somewhere in this blog. shio monyet yg hadapin byk tantangan berat this year, she has a problem wiht her bf, kalo mau gue saranin seh, putus aja, shse know that i will tell her like that, but she said that she still love him. wes, mau gimana lagi ? i can t give her any advise. basically, kl temen gue punya co/co trus lain agama, although mereke love each other, ga usah tanya deh komen gue, gue ga bakal suka, cos bakal jadi tantangan dalam perjalanan selanjutnya lah. mending cari yg sama gitu, biar ga pusing, wong kadang2 yg seagama aja masih timbul masalah.

pusing gue kl ngomongin orang. how about myself ? right now, sambil ngetik gue udah denger 1 album SHE yg baru, journey, now lagi listening to TENSION new ablum, tapi kok bagusan second albumnya ya ? abis ga ada ngebeatnya, slow teing, untungnya gue ol bisa sambil denger musik ol, kl ga ousing deh gue, ga donlod jg gpp cos bisa denger ol. ga ada salahnya kan denger sambil kerja hehehe. trus juga lagi email2an (sebenarnya sih chatting ama roomate, dia di kantor ga enak pake massenger so lewat email aja tuh :))

eh sekarang lagi listen to TEnsion judul .Goodbye 是明天的 Hello. good bye she ming thian de hello. bener juga yah. wah keren neh lagu, aga2 ngebeat jg neh. asik neh, artinya juga boleh lah hehehe.

pengen tulis apa lagi yah ? yg pasti gue mau sukses neh dlm study gue neh. oh ya tadi baru aja dr meeting ama staff uni yg ngurusin student union gitu, kaya senat deh. pengen ikutan juga tuh gue, lebih bagus lagi kl dibayarin tuh kl kita kerja hehehe
lagu tension dah abis, sekarang gue move to ambrose xu punya lagu track 3, duh suaranya bo, special kahs dia bener. basnya itu loh ,berat gitu.
lah kok gue malah jadi bahas singers yang gue lagi denger suaranya ya ?

mau ngomong apa lagi yah ? forum gue udah ultah tuh 1 thaun. dah lama juga yah ? banyak suka n duka nya neh, tapi menurut gue sih byk sukanya, tapi buat pengurus yg lain maybe malah banyak dukanya, gue seneng aja neh, gue jadi punya byk temen, now i start to think make as many networks as i can because it is very important for my future. everyone should think about this too.

duh penampilan blog gue yg jauh dr kesan bagus neh, need some body to help me arrange this or even teached me hpw to set this blog, how to make it beautiful. bingung neh gue. anak2 yg lain pada bis amandiri gitu buat blo gyg keren, lah gue, tetep aja kaya gini. sejak bulan oktober blognya tetep begitu aja ,trus buat box pesan juga udah ilang, mesti thx to blue neh yg bantu gue set waktu itu, skrg gue tetp aja ga bisa tuh.duh gaptek abis neh. somebody i need ur help nehhhhhh.

besok kuliah, masih belum baca neh bacaannya, ada around 80 pages neh, byk bnaget, mana lecture notenya juga ada 25 pages, abisin jatah print gue aja neh sekitar 4 dollar. gile kan tuh dosen, ga tua neh budget kita tuh terbatas ????

well it is almost 6 pm now. gue masih betah aja neh di di lab cos di luar kayanya masih panas ya ? suhunya menurut laporan 33 degree.
jadi inget mau liat web yg laporin cuaca hari ini n besok :)
cerita apa lagi? gue of ahh

week 2 has arrived. yesterday night i attended my second lecture in FSA. it was kindo f fun n difficult. i know that if i read the book and additional reading before, it will help me to understand the lecture clearly.. yup, i have tried hard to read (skim, actually) the additional reading, because it was too much, belum lagi ada assignment yg due date next week, mana sabtunya ada BBQ anak2 ausaiders :)

just now, i went to COMPEC meeting, postgraduate student unian, tapi kok kesannya ga menarik yah ? abis ada Jeny yg suka pake baju norak n agak2 'menjual' body' ? is she the president now ? i join this union cos want to build networking. Hopefully bisa neh bangun network, cos it is very VERY Important for the future, sekalian nyari 'huntingan" hahahhaaha. jadi inget si lesta29, udah bermisua juga masih tanya2 gue apa ada yg cakep di sini. seperti biasa, i asked. mau yg bule apa yang asia ? gue seh prefer yg asia, it is not because i am asian, but, dari cara bergaul and way of life i like asian style :)
di kelas, bul2 seh pinter discussion with the lecture, tapi ada satu hal yang bikin nilai merka jatuh di mata gue. yesterday, lecturenya gave tugas, menjodohkan, antara 12 industries di list dengan 12 list financial statement yg ada di exhibit. first of all, the lecture suruh kita pay attention ke FS no 11 n 12, yg sepertinya itu perusahaan jasa, then suddenly seorang 'bule' nyahut, bukannya 11 itu perusahaan nike. BEGO ATO BEGO Sih, itu kan di list, kita disurh mencocokan, bukannya suruh kita liat 11 ya nike (kebetulan di list no 11 itu nike, tapi di FS nya kan bukan) goblok banget seh ?masih pinter anak2 sd di indo deh. pinter buhay doang neh, tapi otaknya kosong.

duh di course in gue sekelompok ama L lg. tadinya pengen add chinese girl, tapi di L kayanya ga mau tuh, sebel deh gue, mentang2 yg mau masuk di grup kita itu co dr indo juga. sebel deh gue. she looks like do not like chinese neh, and dont kmnow i just felt proud people dont see me as Indonesian. udah banyak gue kenalan ama orang trus gue bilang i am indonesia (with small soft sound). trus mereka trus bilang, you not look like indonesian and ur english is better than other indonesian. Nah loh, what this is supposed to mean ? emang english orang indo yg lain ga bagus ? i think malah better, much much better than orang thailand or vietnam. yg tiap kali gue denger mereka ngomong, gue pusing n sibuk perhatiin (aka concentrate) mereka ngomong apa.

skrg ttg roomate gue neh, i think i haven't told any story about them, right ? maybe jsut a little bit aja kali yah gue cerita di sini.
the owner -M3-, orangnya tanggung jawab, galak, in my opinion, love to clean up, but not the kitchen, love to sing, she had a nice voice, love kids. tapi kayanya sih udah mature, tapi kok kadang masih childish gitu. i sekamar ama dia hehehe. she has a boyfriend J, temen gue juga, but i jut know mereka 'jadian' setelah sampe di sydney ini. sialan si DD, kok ga kasih tau gue dulu yah dulu2, i am kind of kaget, tapi ya sudahlah, mau diapain lagi ?good for them, happy for them but sometimes, gue kasian ama J, cos kayanya sering mengalah mulu tuh, kacian banget. itu from my point of view.
abon - orangnya putih, jarang ngobrol ama M3, sering beda opinion seh, M3 berkesan pengen ngatur semuanya, sedangkan abon seringnya ngatur duluan and sometimes small things bisa jadi big problem. gue sih maklum2 aja tuh hehehe. yg pasti, kl ada ajum, abon pasti bersuara hehehe
ajum, salah satu tenant juga, masih kecil hehe, undergraduate aja belum selesai kok dia. semoga aja dia selseai tahun ini, demen jalan, tapi kl jalan pasti have to shopping, ga boleh ngak tuh, emang sih udahkerja, but ditabung lah. belanjanya baju, sepatu asesories melulu neh. gue aja pusing liat dia shopping mulu, bisa 3 hari berturut2 ke city and did some shopping. gila tuh anak, keinginan belajarnya gede but, sepertinya cuma ngomong di mulut doang tuh.

today is wednesday. i have a class at 6pm, in few mins, i will attend my lecture. the topic is quite interesting but, ga ada tugas, cuma mid exam n final doang, which is asik n ga seru. duh ini keyboard jelek banget sih. salah2 ketik mulu neh.

semua lecture note ada di webnya school masing2, mesti donlod sendiri, print sendiri. ada jatah print di uni sih, cuma dikit banget cuma $12 per course. pelit amat neh school ?

first lecture, kenapa mesti sekelas ama langgar itu ? duh mungkin ini emang jalannya gue mesti ketemu ama dia every monday. semoga gue ga ada timbul rasa benci dan curiga. soalnya i think she got something i dont know about windy. kenapa dia mulai mendekati windy ?apa yg terjadi ?kok merembet ke windy yah ? i have menjauh bentar lah dr nana, have to nyari temen teng nang, jgn huan nang, cos gue cuma jadi tempat curhat doang. i hink i have to be carefull to everyone that i know. carefull with their intention to make friend with me especially anak2 scholar neh and kl ada hub nya dgn langgar, i have to be careful, not to close to them. cos i dont want to make permusuhan ama langgar, sial tuh that damn huan\.

keadaan stipend, mecekap sekali cos, udah ga balance lagi neh, gara2 belanja mulu neh, ga saving, do i have to work ? definitely yes!! but what kind of joib i can do ? jgn jalan2 ke city mulu buat belanja, tapi jumat ini kudu ke city neh, buat belli baju tidur yg harganya $12, itu juga kl bisa tawar lagi tuh hehehehhe.

my next lecture will start in few more minutes, mana si fachri minta ketemu 5 min sebelum kelas di mulai, aduh ini bener2 tipikal orang indo, 5 min before lecture dimulai, ya, heran deh, kok ga 10 or 15 min before clas dimulai. duh ini lagi kok tiba2 baru gas seh? sial, kayanya ce sebelah gue neh yg ga bener, tutup2 idung lagi. lagi sibuk ama enrollmentnya dia. duh, bau nya ga ilang2 neh. ga tahan nehhhhhhhhhhhh

hai yah, setelah dipikir2 anak2 scholar juga ga gitu seru deh, disatukan cos keadaan malah timbul banyak masalah yang antara cemburu dan cinta, benci tapi rindu, cinta tapi terpaksa, hate but can not hate. duh, kenapa gue bisa terdampar ama keadaan yg kaya gini ?

the passion of the christ, this is the best movie ever, film yg berhasil buat gue cry automatically, tanpa sadar, bukan karna sedih, tapi otomastis aja tuh keluar air mata, mengalir secara spontan aja uth. impact on this movie is great for me.
jadi mikir pengorbanan bunda maria, sosok ibu yang mengingatkan gue ama nyokap gue, sedih banget gitu, anak2nya disiksa di depan matanya sendiri. kl geu sihudah ga tega banget. jadinya malah novena 3 hari sekali (kok kesannya ga niat banget ya gue ? )

btw, lecture kemaren di sebelah gue duduk seorang bule CO!!! cakep bangetttt, tipe2 eropa gitu (jadi inget ama harle hhehe)
sayang tuhc o udah pake cincin di jari manisnya, yg lucu, kok bisa sit next to me ya ? trus meja di kursi gue jatuh mulu n kl ga salah sih kena dia 2 kali dh, tp neh co, ga komen apa2, satu katapun kaga, padahal gue udah say, sorry. he didnt reply at all. pake kemeja biru, warna fav gue, trus watchnya juga biru hehehe. semua yang warnanya biru gue suka tuh hehehe
duh, makin lama makin dingin neh lab, udahan yah brrr, sekalian ke forum dulu,
seee yaaaa

week 1 is coming, i am busy looking around, look for the lecture theatre. gile neh uni, gede banget. lecturenya anak2 commerce bisa ditaroh di other faculty. busyet aja neh. cape boo nyari lecture theatrenya tuh.

yesterday i went to hillsong concert, it was nice. free lagi. kl ga free mana bisa guepergi ntn nya ? kere abis neh.
langgar itu tiba2 nelp gue, asking about today lecture. heran deh, akhirnya she decided to call me. gue sih liatnya she is insecure person, pengen nyari muka ama tiap orang but ama gue ga berhasil tuh hehehheehehe.

nah ada big problem tuh kemaren, i went to the concert bareng korean guy itu, wah ga tau deh kl ketahuan ama langgar dkk, bisa gimana tuh ya ? co mereka (aka korean guy) direbut ama genk gue (duh pake istilah genk). semestinya seh ga ketahuan, but we did take pics in his camera. what if, he showed the pic or langgar asked to look at his camera ? wah bisa cemberut sampe ke mana tuh ya mukanya ? such a bego girl, aja tuh dia

kenapa blog gue today mesti cerita ttg langgar ? stop the story about her, cuek aja ama dia hehehe.

this week is oweek in my uni, minggu orientation, it is fun, saatnya ngumpulin bareng2 gratisan, ada voucher, vip card buat some resto, pulpen brosur, penggaris dll. maklum, di negeri orang semuanya malah, so apa yang bisa gratis ambil aja :)
ada free pancakes lagi, tapi males ngantrinya. udah 3 hari ini hujan mulu neh, udah mulai masuk winternya sekitar 20degrees. dingin2 adem lah, i still can survive.
tonight i am going to watch the "controversial movie" ever made by mel gibson :) The Passion. in my opinion, itu film based on bible, kenapa harus kontroversial ? itu emang kenyataan trus ngapain juga diband or do something buat cegat this movie tayang ?



problem gigi gue seakan terlupakan sesaat, urus aja minggu depan, this week only focus on passion aja deh :)
n have to read my course outline in case to join the lecture, moga2 aja gue dapet gruop work yg ook, mostly chinese people deh, gue ga mau dpt orang indo, bukannya kenapa takutnya english gue ga improve, kl ama orang chinese kan bisa improve english n mandarin. heheheh This is my main goal :P:P

pengen cerita but kiri kanan banyak orang, jadi gimana dong ? save it for another day ?
today, i try not to bt with her :)
n kayanya seh gue sukses.

hai yah, everyday complaining terus, duh kemaren emang bener2 the worst day dah, buat gue, especially, tatap muka gue ama si inul palsu itu. sebel banget gue, udah kerja kelompok, niatnya ga sekelompok ama dia, eh 1 kelompok juga, udah itu, begitu mau diskusi, eh gue dicuekin, emang dasar centil seh dia, langsung aja berhadapan dengan tuh co, udah bersuami masih childish gitu, kekanak2an, ga tau diri banget seh, yg dilaba juga suami orang itu, duh, yg bikin keseel tuh, she said that i was working alone. you know what ? gue dicuekin gitu, emang pada dasarnya gue lagi ngantuk n ga konsen ke tugas, tapi dia ga bisa ngomong gitu dong ke gue. trus komennya dia ttg Hasan, orang bangladesh itu, katanya berani ama he said to the teacher, kl time is over? it was lunch time then. padahal dia juga begitu kan ? ngeluh2 udah waktunya break tapi ga ada break juga ? aduh, gue heran, tuh orang bermuka berapa seh ? kadang2 suka otaknya jorok, kl orang lain suami ato istrinya dah datang, eh dianya malah kesel kl husbandnya belum dateng ? duh, mana harus sekelas lagi ama dia di 1 course ? udah tiap hari gue pray, tabah2in gue, jauhkan gue dari prasangka buruk, jgn bt an dulu kl udah liat dia, tapi kemaren she pake baju emang norak abis, kaya ga tau malu aja, udah sadar tapi kok masih norak ya ? n rese lagi, dgn bangganya said, gue udah ga punya baju lagi ?

oh ya kemaren lab kompi :) tutornya banyak banget tuh, cos gabung ama kelas lain. duh ada 1 kayanya orang spore, duh sakit kepala gue denger englishnya Singlish abis n kesannya kasar banget sampe gue ga bisa konsen, trus ada lagi tutor yg orang indoa, duh, begitu deket, muncul bau2 aneh, sebenarnya bau apa yah ? jadi tiap kali ada pertanyaan, gue dkk ga pernah mau tanya ke dia, abis baunya tidak tahannn boooooooooo. ga tau deh bau apa tuh. anyone know ?
i think i have to stop now, cos udah mau ke kelas lagi tuh :)

this is the new day to start. Quite boring to start this day, cos i felt speel day the day, although i did travel around the uni for quite long. just early inthe morning, arrived at library at 9 am, ready to start enrolment, but i failed to do that cos i need new pin, change the new one, after the english break. quite tiring and i did my enrol successfully and altedy get my student id card but i still cant get in tho the room that only postgrad students are allowed to. dont know what, or maybe not yet, it is not the time yet.
Back to langgar, i have done some curhat to a person who also dislike her. he just laughed and said dont worry, dont have to think about that too seriously. i said that i know, but i need to talk to someone in order to release "kekesalan". akhirnya gue ungkap juga kekesalan gue.
soal R***, lebih susah lagi neh,masalahnya i have to keep seing her everyday from mon-fri, and saturday if we all students are going out together, duh berasa jadi apa gitu duni.dan kadang2 sok tau lagi dia. maybe she is older than me, trus tadi sempat gue serang juga, soal urusan PNS ato bukan. bis gue udah kesel banget. sorry ya gue ga singgung perasaan org lain but, the main thing is gue lagi kesel berat.
soalnya dr conversationnya keliatan, dia dapet scholarship itu emang merasa dia perlu dapet, ga seperti perasaan gue dapet, gue merasa gue ada kemampuan cos the Australian Government gave met that chance. while she is just saying, sebagai pns mah belajar bisa pas aja udah cukup. panas neh gue denger kaya gitu, so she dont have any more motivation to increase her knowledge ? or i am too idealist? then gue bilang, wah jadi pns emang ga enak ya? no challange and no penghargaan, than she said, gue udah resign kok. hahaha, takut kalah aja tuh.
duh 2 minggu lagi gue bakal jarang see her. but i have 1 same class with her. tabah2in hati deh gue.

ok, nothing speacial today, oh i havent teld that my teacher Ian, cukup cakep jg loh :) trus tadi masuk lagi co-teacher yg baru, her name is jenn, cakep euy. just that, not much i can tell. oh korean guy? i did not see him yet today. ga tau neh bentar lagi ketemu ga tuh, but i already have no feeling about him, dah basi hehehehhehehe

DOnt know why i so kesel n sebel banget ama yang namanya R***, orangnya suka ngesalkan dah pengen gue tabok aja deh. in discussion, udah kalah gitu, masih ga terima, mau menang aja, trus kl gue ngomong, maunya cuekin gue and ga peduli ama gue, trus juga mau potong omongan gue, gue ga mau sekelompok ama dia, eh dia malah ikut juga, nyari jurnal eh mau ikutan juga padahal dia kan ga berhak tuh nyari jurnal lagi. tampangnya udah seperti inul aja tuh, bener2 mirip, tapi gue bilang sih mending inul deh cos gue udah bt banget ama dia. trus have to spend my days with her for more 2 weeks ? mana tahan ? Duh, tabah2an in deh hati gue hadapin dia.


this morning I did a little bit chat with Thailand girl, u know what, ternyata dia juga sesuku ama gue speak chao chou hua. ternyata di Thailand banyak orang tio chew. kaget n seneng aja, trus neh ce, Ning, went to china for about 8 months just to learn chinese, because she realize she is Chinese although she is Thailand(nese??).
the way she look, looks like she is still very young, but, from what she said, that she is already work for PWC for 5 years and now doing master of commerce with us.

pusing gue ama tugas critical reviewnya, mana mesti look for journal and make review about it, tes kemaren malah hasilnya kacau gitu, tidak mencerminkan gue udah EAP for three months. wah mesti rajin neh belajar and look for the books.
duh mana besok R*** juga mau ke library juga buat nayri apa gitu, sebel deh gue, kenapa gue bisa ber"tabrakan" ama orang itu yah ? Kemaren udah yang namanya Langgar, skrg R*** lagi. duh, apaan seh ini ?

oh ya co korea itu hahah, forget about that lah, udah ga interested lagi neh gue ama dia, abis kl lecture always sit in the third row. gue sit di baris ke 4, mau gimana lagi ? duh di kelas gue udah ga ada pemandangan co cakep lagi, trus adanya cjuga co2 dr PNG and Bangladesh, trus udah punya istri and anak, gimana neh, dunia kok ga begitu indah buat gue ya ?
but, the main teacher is cakep boooooooooo. atractive banget dibanding amat co-teachernya yang super lembut n boring banget.
barusan mau ngetik, eh asistennya dateng and gue chit chat bentar tuh ama mereka. dah ah, gue mau off. post something on monday or maybe tomorrow cos i will be at the library tomorrow. kacian banget deh, sabtu mesti ke library juga

bt day is come back again
i asked a friend about a friend, asking where is she, she said that, dont know, maybe to her school office. then another friend asked about her too, she said that oh she is going to somewhere.
gila aja, i still sat beside her, and she was already making another news. benci gue
benci banget

iam back again.
sekarang aku tau deh, kenapa gue ga suka ama si langgar (sebel betul liat tampang dia). Xiao3, you guys knowwho i am talking about.
ternyata tanggal lahir dia itu 14 mei, gue emang tidak cocok ama orang yang lahir tagl itu. pengalaman nyata gue. rese banget. awlnya gue seneng bakal semajor ama dia, eh ternyata salah besar banget. i wish ga semajor ama dia. semogacourses yang mau gue ambilga sama dengan dia. Duh, lupa did something this morning, abis lupa sih .Sorry deh ...

udah huan nang, hau lian lagu, sebel eh. gimana caranya biar gue ga bt ya ? i dont know what i can do to.dah ah pusing neh lagi nyari artikel sambil print

today is friday, got nothing to do except Group lunch at ISS, yew kong (ISS Adviser, quite cute juga) say that we dont have to bring our own lunch. yipee, free lunch lagi, lumayan neh, bisa penghematan banyak. trus gue ditelp ama some called Cherry, i think she is a chinese girl, asked to meet me. because i registered to the christian club, duh jadi kaya manga, di mana2 ada club yang ngajak masuk.

oh jadi inget, 2 weeks ago, i went to movie watched The Last Samurai, waduh keren abis neh film, pdahal udah down dulu, cos sebelumnya i read the review at kompas. payah neh reviewnya kompas, tidak reliable. bt deh gue. wlah TOm nya keren abis. jadi pengen ntn lagi neh, tapi kl ntn terus, bokek deh. tunggu student card keluar aja dulu biar bisa dapet consession.
duh hidup di sini enak bener, segalanya teratur banget, rapi dan tertata, yang gue suka sih , ga ada yang merokok sembarang tempat. trus lu mau pake baju apa juga ga ada yang peduli. freedom banget di sini.

Australian day, 26 January 2004. That day was the most exciting day during my few day stay in sydney. semua orang tumpah ke city, banyak banget acara. visit Cathedral, wah bangunannyaidah banget, kaya bangunan jaman dulu, trus tur keliling cathedral st mary, masuk ke cryptnya, trus lantainya jg keren banget.indah sekali, bangunan sejaln tahun 1600 itu bisa bertahan sampe skrg, mana pernah dilempar ama bom lagi, trus lantainya jadi cacat tapi ga dibenerin, sekedar bukti pernah dilempar ama bom, trus gambar2 di dinding2 gereja juga indah banget, ada ceritanya lagi, trus ada juga yang gambarnya dipasang terbalik, karna tidak sengan dan dibiarkan aja begitu sampe skrg cos ga ada yang permasalahkan hal ini.

walking around the city, visit every museums that gave free admission on that day must be the great experiences. masuk ke musim art, gitu, (duh lupa nama museumnya) liat2 gambar which i didnt interested at all, trus ke musium apa lagi ya ? duh bnayak bnaget sih, yang pasti kaki jadi pegel2 karna jalan terus. yang paling seru ya, liat fireworks at 9 pm, udah tunggu dr jam 5an gitu, taking tempat yang ok but liat, akhirnya dari cuma ber6 jadi rame banget berpuluhan, anak2 pada ngumpul, ada yang take pics ada yang record. pokonya indah banget deh di sini liat langsung, first time in my life.

yesterday went to eastgarden, shopping mall, belanja kebutuhan sehari2, trus balik2 eh ada Giordano, lagi sale. jadi deh beli 2 baju (made in china hehe) $30. langsungngocor neh dompet trus besok sabtu mau ke chinatown lagi, kayanya bakalan ngocor lagi deh. pusign2 deh, minggu ini udah abis berapa tuh ? Inget mesti hemat hemat !!!!! masak ah sendiri lagi, kl ga ya biat roti dehyang gampang.

nah tempat gue stay juga aneh banget. ada 4 orang termasuk gue, tapi masak sendiri2 trus makan juga sendiri2.,yang bae cuma roomate gue, kadang dia masak guebelum makan gue diajak, tapi galak teing, mentang2 ibu kost gitu. ya suan lah. wu suo wei lah.

duh pengen ketik lagi tapi dah jam 11.30. it mean i have to go
byeee everyone. have a nice weekend :)

hari ini rencananya mau jalan2 :) belanja boo, stipend money udah keluar, ya buat belanja aja dah :) daripada stress. tapi mampir dulu di uni buat cek mail visit forum and seraching2 lah trus send tugas :). lagu nyoba2 bida ga pake ym langsung, kl icq kan uah no problem. ini kompi uni aneh banget, kok ga ada ms wordnya ya ? ato hide di some where else ? ato guenya yang gaptek ? pusing dah gue.k for now, btw, kok tagboard gue ilang ya ?

telah 2 minggu gue di sydney. udah lumayan banyak jalan, terutama ke city n china town, tgl 26 kemaren was Australian day. so everyone go to the city but liat fireworks at 9 pm.
gue n rombongan dah jalan dari jam 10 am, buat liat fireworks, visit many museums for free :)
trus jalan ke sono ke mari, pokoknya enjoy the day. at 9 pm, mulai fireworksnya, so beautiful dan amazing :) indah banget diliat langsung daripada liat lewt tipi. this is the first time i watched it live direct from my own eyes :)
and good news, stipend dah keluar dan kok jumlahnya itu gede banget ? hitungnya perhari ato apa ya ?
anyway, chinese new year di negeri orang terasa indah juga neh :) although ga dapet ang pao, tapi udah gue tolong lewat telpun n sms :)

ada kles in few more mins. so see ya

hi everyone. this is my first [ost after i arrived at Sydney. Sydney is a nice city, but very2 expensive. but thx God. i have find yg long term accommodation so i dont have any troubles with that. and i can save my establishment allowance for spending it for my holiday.
first time i arrived. time ran so fast. baru taruh koper di rumah udah di suruh kumpul di uni, mau dikasih cek (itu yang diharapkan hehehe) trus buka bank account, buat transfer atm dll. first impression, people here walk so fast, almost like runnning for me. gila jalan kaya udah dikejar setan aja tuh.
hari kedua santai di rumah and take a walk around the house. asik juga tapi sepi ya suasananya, ga hetic kaya jakarta, ga rame. cuma belanja2 buat masak yang aga2 gampang. daripada makan di luar 2 kali makan udah 14$ mending gue masak sendiri 5 $ udah bisa buat 2 kali makan. kan lumayan hemat. tujuan gue kan keliling2 OZ sambil belajar not the way around hehehe. hari ke 3 which is jumat, ke uni lagi, busyet cape bo jalan ke uninya. buat briefing doang trus sabtu ke ke airport anter netty yang balik ke palembang, trus siang pasang bunk bed. i sleep di atas, enak juga jadi ga gitu dingin. satu hal lagi, di sini lagi summer tapi kok dingin ya ? mana hujan lagi, baru today dan kemaren yang ga dingin, malah panas banget, jadinya gue sakit kepala yang sleep dr jam 10 ampe jam 7an pagi gitu, tapi badan jadi segerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

minggu ikut nana ke gereja, masuk ke gereja, suasananya enak banget, unik and antik, tapi gue belum gitu ngerti neh, terutama pas bacaan 1 n 2, yang baca umat, gue malah ga ngerti what were they read about, abis misa enak ada makan2 trus minum2, yang pasti beda deh ama gereja gue yang dulu, ga akrab banget. trus minggu ini rencananya mau ke gereja randwick, trus mau join koornya. duh jadi rindu suasana koor. asik asik.
this week nothing special. but i have to work hard and harder in case to survive.
dah ah cape , no idea buat nulis apa lagi

i think i mengalami w curve syndrom neh!!. help!!! tau ah gelep , these days, cant type too much, cos ga mood aja neh. maybe next week.
forum deman lagi duh, kg jg dodol lagi, kenapa coba

New Year hopes 2004!!!

Si wang wo hue cen kung du su, nu li xue xi!!
Hope i can study well, healthy, have lots of new friends, find a good life, travelling around austalia and have a chance to success.

JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU !!!!!

Hasil perjuangan di tahun 2003

January
Fly to Jakarta, to take IELTS test and interview, held by ADS. I was interview by a prof. from flinders university and a staff from, oh forget nama instansinya, BUMN.
IELTS 18 January
Interview 22 January
Then fly back to hometown to celebrate Chinese New Year. I never tought that that CNY will my last “big celebration” in Indonesia, before I fly to Australia.
Celebrate Chinese New Year, panen Hung Pao.
*Sorry, mixed languages among english, indonesian, and chinese.

Pebruary
Still celebrate new year. You know Chinese New Year is celebrated for 15 days. On the 15th day, there is a parade, dragons parade. According to tradition, there is only 1 dragon, but in my town, there are many many dragons. They parade along the main street. And usually, the street will be closed for cars. But it still traffic jam.
The biggest gift I ever had was this day. At morning I browsing the internet, actually, can wait the result of the test. Logged on to the web www.adsjakarta.or.id to find out the result. Read carefully and seached my test number n name carefully. And suddenly i found that my test number listed on the list. I still check it again till i really sure. My tear dropped cos i cant believe that i passed the test. Thx Jesus!! And then i ran to tell my mum. And still cant stop crying cos happy not because of sad!! I think this was the first time i cried because of happy. The date was 15 Pebruary 2003 and it is also my sis bday. This date was the very good date for me hahaha.
On pebruary 24, KG was RIP, cos of some problems. So i have to move to other nongkrong place. Phoenoberix, tried hard to accommodate us, and officially create new forum www.f4fans.net for f4 fans :)

March
My brother’s weeding was on 16 March 2003. I flew to Jakarta with Da Jie n her family. Kebetulan dia balik ke sini and got free voucher for the opening new Hotel, Santika Hotel. The Hotel that i reject to join because this scholarship and i had to repay them 200rb, taken from my account because i leave the job before I started to work.
In Jakarta, i stayed at different places. 2 nights at Da jie, 1 night at Da Ge and 1 night at apartment. This was such a big wedding party, just like reunion of the full super duper big family. During my stay at Jakarta. Orengez, sms me to curhat about her perseteruan with other warga. Haha, this was a sad story. No need to expand.

April
My younger uncle came to hometown with surprise. He bring my mum’s cousin and her daughter n grandsons. She had never gone home for years. My uncle also bring his big family, too but leave Windy at Cirebon. The bad new was, my grandmother was felt down and broke her back bone?, didn’t know which bone. She is 90. uh so sad at that time, because my uncle want to give surprise to her, ehhhhh malah felt down. What else i did on april ?
May
Early of this month, i celebratea my bday. Oh getting 1 more year, getting old, in my mid twenties. Nto many de pie de se i did on this month.

June
I think, the same like last month. Zai Zai celebrate his bday on 9 June

July
My sis come back home, taking a break from school. She said want to meet me before i leave to jakarta. Hahaha. We ending this month by watching At the dolphin bay 1-4

August
I flew to Jakarta on August 1st. on 2nd August, i officially met Harle n blue for the first time. We got along very well. Talking bout f4, forum, pengurus. Talking everything and also have lunch at Wendys, MTA. Btw, i also met Juli, with her bf ??. at that time she was going to MT house’s for spent the night there. August 10th, F4fans Gathering.the only boy there was mr.Admin. he was giving out F4 pics. I sat beside him but i didn’t get any pic of f4. so sad huh ? finally i met lesta, lime, yunk2, mbak mira, senora, une, kensa, bianca uhhhhh i forgot !!! Gathering at HC MTA, stayed there for about 2 hours. So sad that i cant meet orangez. She suddenly cancelled her flight to Jakarta cos her father was sick. On this month, i started my EAP program. I met a lot of people from different towns. My EAP groups was great. Consist of 16 student and i was the youngest in the class and the most passive in the class, cos u know, all of them are older that me and everyone were trying to perform good and look active. The good thing from this EAP was i can survive anytime but the bad thing maybe its assignment. I have writing essays. Oh i forget to mention the teacher. Lauren!! She was the best teacher i ever had!!
Also on this month, almost every weekend, i went out with QQ, ling n his wife. I was tricted by ling a lots of time hehehe. Never think this before. Cos before he get married he was a stingy person.

September
Still doing my EAP and new EAP groups was coming, it is 8weeks groups. The building was crowded by people.

October
Last month of EAP, and IELTS test on 23rd. i sat next to speaker on the test room which bring me very good luck on listening test!! I got 9 for this section. I cant believe it myself. After the test, my group went to marinara, a seafood buffet at Sarinah, next to hardrock café. Have a nice lunch, gave lauren gift and she returned our assignment. The bad news was, i got home very late, stuck on traffic jam for 3 hours. This was because i took 5 pm bus. 24th was the closing ceremony. David spiller didn’t attend this ceremony, he was in Australia. We took a lot of pics. Lauren handed our certificate. We had some snacks and then some went to ADS office, p’roby took his offer letter, and then moved to pasar festivals for lunch. That day was the last day i met them. So sad, that i will never meet them again in the future unless they visit me in Sydney, someday in the future. Maybe, i will be meet p’darto, cos he attend the same uni and faculty with me. Few days later, i spend my days at Meruya, going to Puri Indah, Makro, church and met ike, dora n ester. After that i went to Cirebon. I think i have told this before. So lazy to type neh.

November
Still in Cirebon. Got Filas’ shoes. Soi ku payed for me!! He also bought me mentari voucher, have seafood for lunch. Oh ya, forget, all the way from jkt to cirebon, i saw many truck brought pepsi and the slogan ‘Ask for more” i felt like XT in the truck hehehe.
Bencana, even the word Jia You cant give me support. This was cos somebody wanted to give me something and i have to follow his ‘kemauan’ rese kan? Mau kasih barang aja pake syarat ini itu. Ga dilakukan salah, dilakukan ga sesuai dgn my wish. My tear drops habis sia2 neh. Udah ke mangdu, seaching sono sini juga, eh useless, ga ada efek. Then i took my offer letter and signed it and returned itu to ADS asap!! When i took the letter, i went there by motorcyle. My cousin brought me there. From Grogol to kuningan, serem juga heheh, then from kuningan puter2 kemang, fatmawati niatnya mau singgah ke esmod, tapi gue ga mau then finally went to PIM have setengah lunch setengah dinner. Still in the mal, lau ba called, asking where am i and with whom. Then went home aroun 5 pm. Still early, but lau ba dah called, ce me pan ? mei pan fa lah.
Tgl 19 dapet tiket pulang so asap i packed to go home. Home sweet home lah. Drpd dapet tiket tgl 20 harga tambah 200rb? Arrived safely at home around 10pm.
Akhirnya dapet juga pulang n spend my days before berangkat ke Sydney. I will fix my teeth. Buy things etc

December
Went to dentist and cost 900rb, result 3 teeth tambal and lost 1 tooth. Starting to ntn lagi. Film apa ya ? hmmm internal affair 2 and other movies yg belum gue tonton. Contact other friends and asking what have they prepare. Asking some friends about UNSW, searching at www.unsw.edu.au and www.fce.unsw.edu.au
At xmas, elvin pulang kampung. She visited me, and talked a lot. We are best friend since kindergarden. Can u believe it ? actually, menurut urutan keluarga, i have to call her a ie, but she refuse so sometime, i get confuse how to call her mother. If i consider she is a friend, i can call her mother, aunty but if from tradition i have to call her mother setara dengan level grandma. Uh so confusing.
Jalan di gang diperbaiki, use cement, and then byk mulut para tetangga soal jalan. They were too socialize i think. And then berantem dll. Closing this year by jaga rumah, parents went to Batam and spore. Kl paspor gue ga di ADS, gue pasti mau ikut, soale bisa ketemu ama orangez. But apaboleh buat ? no passport no trip to Batam and Spore. It is ok lah, maybe next time or year 2005 ? i will go to spore to find kung cuo!!

Here we are is not a perfect world!!

merry christmas

This world is not fair for me. I know I cant say this but I have to say, for many times, the wrong for me is wrong, the right for me almost always wrong!!!! But other’s wrong almost it is ok for them. Cen de bu kung phing ce ke se jie!!! Wo bu man yi.
This is how I feel today!!!

Back to social n partnership life, this is hen wei nan suo de. I already see a lots of kinds of family. The way they live, jealousy, selingkuh, mba (not married by available) and other actions. Oh don’t have mood to type, need somebody to share this ‘bt’ feeling.

This is for today
That;s all!!

Oh this Sunday will be the day for my best friend. She is getting married, I don’t know how panic she is. Talking about wedding married and others stuffs. Single or married is better ? I read this topic on KG. hmmm, interesting topic actually. But for me, single or married has its own considerations. Being single, u can do whatever you want, but u still watched by parents or family. In the other side, married, as a girl, you have someone to protect you, feed you (this is maybe rude way to say, but it is real), if you go to party, you have a partner. From my point of view, there are actually many things you have to prepare when you get married. You have to take care of you new family, adjust to new situation and new family, give birth to a baby, if you have one day, take care of them, feed them, protect them. By doing this, I think many mothers will loose their ‘freedom’. You will seldom hang out with you friend. When mothers hang out the topic must be about children or family life. Like no other topic to discuss. Comparing ur children’s study. They are clever or not, go to this course or not. Joint this club or not. Wu liao de shi. Uh so boring. And when you fight with ur husband. You have no where to go except go back to ur parents’ house. Being single, you can do anything you want. Freedom to do, you don’t have to care about other things. Don’t have to think have ur children have their dinner or not. Is ur husband arrived at home safely? Or prepare their dinner. being a man is easier than a girl. But, there are a lots of buts here, all this problems back to ourselves whether we think married is better or single is better. It is depends on our perceptions.

My life in the future, I still don’t know where I will follow. I still don’t know what should I do in the next few months. Will I survive? Hope so. Staying with uniprep or make a new accommodation with 8w2? Which one is better? Oh, Lord, give me solution, pls.

Just now, some one sms me and admit that he/she was my elementary school friend. I don’t care, actually. I hate when someone want to know me but she/he (avoid gender issue) don’t want to say who is ‘one’. Tired to do like that. Wu liao eh!!

Just watched The Rose starring Ella SHE and other stars like bryan, then Gui, I still don’t remember his name. This story is quite hilarious but content many messages and real life problem that happen in our life, maybe, some day. The topic married is kind of easy thing in this drama, especially for Han Jin’s mother.

In a family, sometimes, parents do ‘not fair’ stuff to their children. The wrong one, they can say that is true and vice versa. Duh look like the sentence before is wrong in grammar or arrangement. Ah don’t care!! That is me, xi huan don’t care!!

Menghitung hari, detik demi detik…..

Boring day!! Yesterday I went to dentist to make my teeth better but…
The dentist decided to eliminate one of my teeth. Ouch, hen dong eh!!!
Buat tambal dan cabut doang takes 250rb!! Besok I go there again n will be bankrupt in only half an hour.

ADS called again!! Asking about penjemputan and accommodation. I don’t know whether the accommodation I have chosen is the right one or not!! Hopefully, it is the right one and don’t create many trouble in future.

Update my blog after few days! Boring day and I haven’t started to watch The Rose. I know the drama is interesting but I am lazy to go to rental. Lazy to answer the owner’s question about my future study. I just don’t like it. And in television, I can watch many drama, but most of them are wuxias. Mei wen thi lah.

Oh ya, Khe Sou Liang aka siau hei ge passed away. He was an actor, singer and also, don’t know how to mention his ‘brave’ acts, xtreme sporter ? he was the stutment for Dao Ming Tse in MG 2, he drove the red car. Remember, guys ? the accident that caused DMS lost his memory ? the trip that DMS take to meet San Chai? If u r fans of MG, u must know that scene I talked about. I send my condolence (bener ga sih tulisnya ??) to his family.

This afternoon, I was called by top daily newspaper pooling staff, asking questions regarding banking problem and pemilu and this polling will be on paper on Sunday or Monday. I think this is the second time Kompas called, the first one was maybe 4 years ago, also asking almost the same questions about the pemilu (OMG!! I don’t remember what pemilu called in English).

lagunya Lee hom :)
nice song!!

《你不在 (You’re Not Here)》

曲：王力宏 | 词：李焯雄/陈镇川
忆星音乐 http://www.tt78.com
当世界只剩下这床头灯 你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身 无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分 如果渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞 wo
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难挨 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在
我受了伤在偷偷好起来 但你不在 不在
忆星音乐 http://www.tt78.com
时间再按下许多次快门 沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨 孤单一人份 你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温 怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对 我不得不承认 wo
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难挨 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在 wo
我受了伤再偷偷好起来 但你不在 wo
Bridge 那些摇摆 我都明白 都明白
但你不在 爱已不在 不在
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
一个人分饰两角的恋爱 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在 wo
像空气般不存在 再没有痕迹的爱
你不在 当我需要你的爱 你不在

ni bu zai


dang shi jie zhi sheng xia zhe chuang tou deng ni na bian shi zao chen
yi jing chu men
wo ce shen gan dao ni zai zhuan shen wu shu mo sheng ren zheng zai deng
xia yi ge luu deng
yi zai cuo shen bi ci cui ruo de shi fen ru guo ke wang yi ge wen de yu
wen
wo guan le deng hei an ba wo pin tun wo

ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ai ni que bu zai wo
wu jin deng dai xiang du bai de nan ai wo

ni bu zai gao xing hai shi bei ai ni dou bu zai
wo shou le shang zai tou tou hao qi lai dan ni bu zai bu zai

shi jian zai an xia xu duo ci kuai men chen mo li ting jian zhuan dong
de miao zhen
yi ge ren chi fan zhe ge ling chen gu dan yi ren fen ni di sheng shuo
ni you bie ren
wo de hua tong zhi you zi ji de ti wen zen yang ren zhen ye bu yi ding
cheng zhen
ni shuo de dui wo bu de bu cheng ren wo

ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ai ni que bu zai wo
wu jin deng dai xiang du bai de nan ai wo

ni bu zai gao xing hai shi bei ai ni dou bu zai wo
wo shou le shang zai tou tou hao qi lai dan ni bu zai wo
Bridge na xie yao bai wo dou ming bai dou ming bai
dan ni bu zai ai yi bu zai bu zai

ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ai ni que bu zai wo
yi ge ren fen shi liang jiao de lian ai wo

ni bu zai gao xing hai shi bei ai ni dou bu zai wo

xiang kong qi ban bu cun zai zai mei you hen ji de ai
ni bu zai dang wo xu yao ni de ai ni bu zai

this worls is getting crazy
i have a lot of things to say here
but no mood to type
can anyone help me ?
this world is crazy!!

Part 2
Relationship dengan temen dan sodara
Hmm apa ya yang mau gue tulis di sini ?
Jadi bingung juga neh
Kemaren aja masih semangat tapi sekrang jadi no idea at all.
Gimana neh
Relationship, oh ya I remember, one of my bestpal is going to marry next month. She wants me to attend her party in Jakarta but now, I am in Pontianak. At first I thought she is going to held her party at Pontianak but don’t know why she changed it. I am feel sad that I wont be able to attend her party. She is the first in my gank to get married. She married to his last-long boyfriend, who I don’t really know well about him.

I have 3 ganks, one from my smp, one is from smu and also from uniprep. On December 4, she(from other gank) will be sworn as a doctor and she also celebrate her bday on that day. I, again, feel sad that I wont be able to join her party. Fyi, she is engaged with my friend’s friend. What a small world huh ?
Everyone is getting married, how about me ? I am kind of worry too, but I am still chasing my future by studying abroad, started next year. The time is not come yet, so don’t be panic hahahahaha!

World/society around me!! Well first I don’t know what I am going to say here. The people around me, some seem try to please me and some try to make me follow what they want. I am not a robot that obey what people want me to do. I have my own will and I have my own interest. My best suggestion is never depends on everyone, although sometimes u need to rely on somebody, work by urself and enjoy ur life. Try not to care too much with others people’s life. Just enjoy ur life!!
I hate when some one already make mistake and then other people still defend him/her. I hate that. I REALLY REALLY HATE THAT. This is not fare. Like teacher’s pet! Why it is like this ? What I achieve is not enough to make you proud? Just defend him/her ? why? Don’t u think carefully what one make’s mistake that unforgiven ? oh, never mind, just keep saying JIA YOU!! Is enough for me to make me strong enough. The power of the words JIA YOU means a lot to me, eventough one time it did not work very well.

Wang lee hom, the talented and handsome man in the world!! Hahaha
I adore him because his talent in making new songs and his brain is brilliant. I also adore him because of his education background, graduated cum laude (if I am not mistaken) in US. Actually I have a lot of things to say about him but suddenly my memory is hang.
Compare to XT, I think I cant compare both of them, since both of them are handsome and talented. But Lee Hom is more talented than XT. This I have to admit. I like the celebs that have brains or even their started their carrier from zero. I also ‘si huan” Aaron Kwok cos he is, of course, cool!! And started his carrier from background dancer (is this term right ? )

Ok stop talking about this stuff n move to other things.
Next year I will miss a lot of things. I will celebrate Chinese New Year in other continent. First time in my life, I will miss the ceremony at church on that day, no more blessed oranges, and the important thing, can not get more ‘hung pao’

Bulan November, memasuki bulan December, musim juga berubah, jadinya hujan terus.
That is the introduction leads to my next tulisan hehehe

There are a lot of things I want to say here
Too many to tell, until I don’t know which one I should start first.

Ok, start with project pop. I think I get the influence from harle. Back to few weeks ago when I stayed in Meruya, on Sunday, I watched Global tv, Mtv bus a jam or what, don’t remember the program’s name. I saw the sang the song “pacarku seorang superstar’ and I was impressed by tika, mentioned dao ming tse. Just funny. I never think that any Indonesian singers would included something sounds ;Chinese; to their song. But the projet pop did it. I think i will buy their album and maybe their album will be the first Indonesian cd I will buy since 1994. Can u imagine that I never bought Indonesian cassette or cd for years because I usually got it free from my uncle but now I never got it anymore cos my uncle stop buying cassette.

Next topic, about our society. I felt bad when I saw one of my cousin, well actually my cousin’s cousin, stay apart from his parent. His parents divorced and he has to stay with his father’s sister. I can stop think that how cruel his parents are. He is only 7 and have to stay with other people than his parents. Thanks God, that he has a good aunty and uncles that will take care of his education and care about him and he become his grandpa fav.

Till here
Will be continued…

Ttg relationship dengan temen dan sodara
Serta next other part, dunia sekitar kita dan harapan kita, bukan harapan jaya loh !!
And last Wang lee hom :)

i have a lot of problems to solve
pusing banget n bikin bt sekali
sebel deh
maunya ikutin perintah orang doang
emangnya gue apaan ?
i follow the rule, eh katanya kok ngotot sih ?
ga creatif ?
aduh, lu taunya apa sih ?
emang lu serba tau ?
berhubung lu sekolahnya lebih byk dr orang lain ?
gila, kl gue jadi anak lu, bisa stress kali guenya?
kacian ama C deh

dah ah

Akhirnya the letter I am waiting for is coming J
This is good news, but I can not get the letter directly. I’ll get the letter this Tuesday or Wednesday.

Mau buy something big, belum kepenuhi sekarang
Ntar aja deh

Trus blog sendiri ga dikunjungi, and thx to Blue dah buatin tag-board buat gue ")
Segitu dulu ah. Padahal byk yg mau gue tulis Cuma ga in the mood. Abis ntn all in, ternyata ga gitu bagus biasa2 aja. Sebel neh kena promo yg ga bertanggung jawab ini :)

today is rabu ya

wah udah lama banget ga isi diary
abis nginep di Meruya eh gue ke cirebon :)
seru juga esh
udah sekian puluh tahun ga pernah ke cirebon
and i think i have keept my promise hehehehehhe

babe bawel lagi urusan tiket n visa
sebel banget seh
bisanya cuma denger yg pergi dgn jalur biasa
gue kan dgn jalur "special"
so no worry
jadinya gue malah tambah worry ditanya2 gitu

mau pulang kampung ah minggu depan buat packing2

aduh udah lamajg ga chating2 ato email2an ama temen2 gue
ren, ultah mau sms ga bisa send, ga sampe2
trus ke forum send pm jg ga bisa :(
inbox full
forum lg byk masalah, takutnya jgn2 gue didepak lagi ?
aduh pusing deh gue
harle, blue pada ke mana jg ya ?
no news at all :P

dahah mau cek email dulu ahhh

as I promise
ini ada surat dr 3M2 buat lauren :)

TASK 2

You should spend no more than 40 minutes in this task.
Prepare a written argument for and educated reader on the following topic:
“Lauren is the best teacher at IALF”
To what extent do you agree or disagree?

Write at least 250 words. You should use your ow ideas, experieces and support your argument with examples and relevant evidence.

Teachers play important role in education. As an education institution, IALF has some techers who met standard requirements. We believe that Lauren is the best teacher at IALF. In this essay, we would like to discuss about that argument. (Zahrul)

First of all, she is very expert in her field. (Sudarto). For instance, she would quickly correct my pronounciation of the word “issue”. (Roby) I will never forget for her helping me when I got a serious problem. (Nandar) She always remind me when I was speaking without pausing in mu presentation and checked my lips and tongue as well to make sure that I pronounced the words correctly. (Oke) Pronounciation guys... is our “critical issue”, if we can deal with it ... we will be feeling more comfortable. (Niko)

Her teaching method was good, using a lot of gestures to make us understand the lesson quickly. (Evelin) Moreover, she was expressive and attentive. She always give us the best tips to succed in the IELTS test. (Devina) She also forced us to be aware of our ‘silly’ grammatical error; she made many red crosses in my writing assignments. (Fitri) In addition, she is the best in making us confident in the IELTS test. (Diana) I like the way she taught us, which was very expressive with funny gestures. I’m gonna miss the moments we had together in class. (Hayati)

Furthermore, I admit that Lauren was a friendly teacher who always cared about our personal feeling and never ignored any unusual expressions. I personally appreciate her try to encourage ‘gender awareness” in this class. (Neng) I ‘myselp’ will always remember Lauren. (Ono)

In conclusion, Lauren was a “bloody caring teacher” for her students. She is the best teacher that we ever had! (Heri)
Thanks a lot, Lauren, no matter how much the IELTS score we can get. Hope you will always be a good teacher. We love you. We proud of you. And we will miss you so much. (3M2)

Possible band 9.
Examiner comment:
Good organization of idea.Good coherency and cohesion. Good grammar and spelling. Excellent arguments and content.
However, it needs balancing arguments. (Rolly)



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