Tuesday, August 17, 2004
This week seems to be ok for me especially after entering david’s class. Much much much more better than the other class. From the blind become clearly seen.
Today is the independence’s day, nothing special here kecuali acara pesta kampun gor something like that will be held in Unisyd, probably wont go there, better read the textbook for the quizzes that coming up these few weeks. Early this morning heavy rain , begitu tau gue mau ke uni eh hujannya berhenti dan I went to RC and got my free ticket movie. Lumayan hemat 10$ buat ntn :P. nonton apa yah ?King Arthur ? hmm looks boring sih kata orang2 but ya gimana?
Oh ya ada International food bazaar neh di main walk, dah ketemu ssesepuh Ausaids, then tidak nyapa sih, ntar aja on the way home aja.
And one good news, Ir is going back to school, gile aja tuh anak, gue dah tau dia pasti skul more even higher than me which is good for her. Tapi kok baru sekarang? Kenapa ga dari dulu yah? Apa belum dapet sponsorhip sebelumnya ? Congrats for her :P
Yesterday was Cleo bday, wah lupa neh sms dia, today indra lagi bday, have to call or sms yah? Hmm call to Taiwan is fun which I have to speak in mandarin before I talk to indra haha, practice my chung wen ? hmm thinking about that too.
Duh email dr babe, dapet komplem dr pejabat2 teras (aka om2 n tante2) karma tidak email or even calls. Ya elah duit ga banyak neh buat telp dank l email Cuma certain om2 n tante2 aja yg bisa email2an. Duhh emang neh nasib orang yang dapet perhatian dr orang banyak (gr.com)
Harle : take the Korean subject hehehe
Blue : where r u ? kapan neh chatting lagi ? tunggu lu ol di hari jumat sebelum II?
Oren : where r u too? Kok ilang aja she, jadinya sering nongkrong di FI yah ?
Go back to home dong :D:D:D:D
Friday, August 13, 2004
nice reading
HOW WILL I KNOW IF I MET THE PERSON I SHOULD
MARRY
The choice of a marriage partner should not be basedon "I get a warm,wonderful feeling whenever we'retogether and I want to have thatwarm wonderful feeling forever, so let's go getmarried". Feelings, as we have discussed, have nologic on their own. They need to beacknowledged, of course, but they need considerableassistance from your brain.Marriage means choosing the person you will spend therest of your life with. This, as you may have guessed,is a very long time to spend with one person. Thisperson will live with you, eat meals with you, sleepwith you,and go on vacation with you. More importantyet, this person will share your children. You need tochoose wisely. The decision should not be made basedon feelings alone. You need to ask yourself sometough questions. The decisions have to be made onsolid considerations.Will this person be a good partner? Is she matureenough to put her own selfish desires aside to lookout for what is best for the family? Is he preparedto be a good provider? What is his track record? Ishe responsible enough to get a good job and keep it?Will this person be a good parent? Can you stand thethought of your children turning out exactly likethis person? They will, you know.Children spend a lot of time with their parents andconsequently pick up many or most of their parents'character traits. You had better like your spouse'straits a lot because you will be seeing them again inyour children.If something were to happen to you, would youcompletely trust this person, alone, with the ask ofraising and forming your children?This is not a pleasant thought, but it is animportant consideration. Not everyone dies at a ripeold age with great grandchildren gatheredaround the bed. Sometimes a parent dies and leavesyoung children! in the care of the other parent. Ifyou feel that you would need to be around to corrector lessen this person's influence on your children,then you are considering the wrong person.Does this person share your faith in God? God doesnot give us children so that we can mold them intothe coolest, most popular people in school. Our job isto get them to heaven. To do that, we need to raisethem believing in God. It is tough to do that if onlyone parent believes.Saying "this is right and this is wrong, and I wantyou to ignore Mommy until you are thirty-five" doesnot work. Small children ask about eight skillionquestions in a single day. The answers to thosequestions go a long way toward forming the kind ofadults they will become. Who will be answering thosequestions for your children?Does this person you are marrying have sexualself-control? Single people sometimes have this ideathat marriage is just some kind of lifelong sexfestival and that as long as they have each other,they will never be tempted by other people. Wrong!There are many times in every marriage when onepartner or the other is sexually unavailable -illness, the last months of pregnancy, travel. Thereare also times when spouses, just get on each others'nerves.At times like this, other people can seem veryappealing. That can be dangerous, because there areplenty of very attractive people out there who arewilling to make them available to married men andwomen. Do you want someone who has never said "no" tosex? If he is not good at saying "no" at eighteen, itwon't be different at forty. Do you want to worryabout whether or not your spouse is being faithful?These are very important questions, and if you arenot comfortable with all of the answers, you shoulddefinitely not marry this person.None if this is to say that feelings play no role atall in a marriage decision. You don't have to, "Well,I suppose that you would make a good spouse andparent, so even though I don't particularly like youI guess I'll marry you'. You need to be happy andexcited about the prospect of spending your life withsomeone. Your brain however , must acknowledge thatthis person as a good catch.Don't listen to your heart alone or your head alone.Wait until your heart and head agree.Take care...
Thursday, August 12, 2004
duh, berasa tangung jawab moral neh, kudu fill in the testimonial to the group, cos they already gave me a lots of hints and clues to success for "this". Even my sis jg kena efek bagusnya kok :P
dapet jg jatah setahun, kl gue setahun setengah.
sikon skrg seh ok aja, but mau ke jenolan cave itu yang batal huhuhuhuhuhuh
Yesterday dapet sms dr Coles :) kind of good news, but ol assessmentnya neh yg buat gawat hehehe, tapi gpp, dicoba dulu. sapa tau .... hehehhehe
duh tuh orang yg namanya crazyunswboy, ga salah tuh pengen kenalan ama vero ? emang gue buka biro jodoh ? kl mau kenalan, cari aja sendiri, rese bener, ga tau neh tuh anak postgrad or undergrad ya ? pake acara bilang search compec tapi ke link ke blog gue ?
non sense itu.
finished today's class as usual and just know that David will be lecture in monday morning :) :devil mode: on, together with MLL, join the class :D:D:D
out now... waiting for the Inside idol :P
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
these days, lewatin dgn biasa2 aja tuh, nothing special, yg ada seh, R decided not to take that class, yipeee. my life will be better then hahaha :devil: mode on
tantangan terberat ya, have to read a lot cos this session, my subjects that i take, need to read a lot!! duhh mabok deh, kudu learn mengarang idah deh.
pengen tulis testimonial ke beasiswa tapi kok malees ya? the key points already in my head but to type in essay, kind of hen nan eh. ce me pan? sei yau pang wo?
Oh yeah, these few days, i listens to hitfm radio, duh world become beautiful deh haha, cos can listen to jerry's new song, jay, machi new songs. this is so nice, I should thanks to onlyf4.com that give me the link :)
life is beautiful now :P
out of here, mau temenin org lamar kerja
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Just cut my hair today after waiting for few months, cost me $31. duh mahal abis nehhhhh. Kaga pernah seumur idup cut hair seharga gitu. Duh rambut gue ilang deh setengahnya, I mean ketebalannya, jadinya kena angin winter berasa sakit kepala neh. Gimana ya ? trus ga bisa diikat lagi, eh bisa sih but lepas2 gitu.
After did my hair, we (atien n vero incl. me) went to eat noodle, then vero asked for my student account to used in unigym. Abis 70$, gue ga tau deh itu bisa dipake or tidak cos not transferable. Gue gatau deh dia mau gimana pakenya, gue jg bingung deh, yg penting sih jgn suruh gue pake aja tuh, seharga gitu mah gue ga bakalan buat aerobic cos I don’t know how to do it and when to do it.
Yesterday, my feeling was quite sentimental, I think, because dikit2 sensitif banget rasanya, apa pengaruh mau dapet? Ga mungkin deh, soalnya belum pernah begitu.
Cuo thian, wo zhi city ken Atien. Went to do some fotocopy textbook. We had to wait for about ½ hour to get our turn to copy the book. Hmm di sini we have to copy it ourself, ga ada yang bantuin, adanya Cuma tunjukin cara kopinya doang. Atien sempat ungkit sih soal ketidak konsistenan gue (menurut vero), yg katanya batal mulu acara, hmm gue tahan neh kekesalan itu. Tapi kayanya dah ga tahan deh
Last night, netty dateng ke rumah, curhat ke awen sih, Cuma gue di sekitar situ jg, yah jadi ikutan dengerin deh, she was breaking her heart (again??). hmm jadinya gue berpikir terus, kenapa semua orang patah hati mulu? Think it positive, bisa ga ? heheheh ga tau sih, abis hati orang laen2, beda ama gue punya.
Then wenny jg talk about when she had married, her future husband want 3 children, girls lagi, katanya biar mirip ama netty, hmm kok ga bilang mirip gue ya ? gue jg bertiga sih but keadaannya beda banget sih ama si net, other family can gather together and talking around, while mine is terpencar2 gitu and cant talk around, even chit chat, cos there a lots of, lots of problems need to be fix. Little bit here, little bit there. Duh pusing deh.
Yesterday atien ungkit2 soal vero bilang ga konsisten, hmm gue udah mau marah aja tuh. Akibatnya skrg gue malah aga2 bt ama vero. This morning aja sengaja telat, emang sengaja trus kebetulan jg masih ngantuk gitu loh and then sakit kepala . akibatnya malah gue ke kingsfor but gunting rambut and then makan and then buat card unigym buat vero n then they don’t company me to library, tega kan ? harusnya sih temenin gue jg, but no problem for me.
Oh ya, vero orangya sepertinya kehilangan kendali, pengen have boyfriend as soon as possible and everyone yg available itu selalu ditanya2 soal keadaan still single or not. Herannya sih kenapa harus set me up with Adrian ? hmm dia mah udah gue anggap temen doang, apalagi lain agama. Tiap kali singgung soal ini, I already tell vero about this but she is don’t want to know. Gile, kl bisa mau gue emosi n tabokin neh, but I always try to sabar and sabar and sabar.
For me, even for fun, sekali2 sih boleh2 aja tuh, becanda sih boleh2 aja, but kl selalu diungkit, lama2 gue diem jg neh. Paling sebel temenan orang karna Cuma mau dimanfaatin doang, kl dia ga ada temen cari kita, kl ada temen kita dilupakan. Gue paling sebel hal ini. Kenapa harus jg ketemu orang seperti ini ? apakah tipe orang2 yg stay di Oz seperti ini ? I know di indo jg ada but… ga sekeliatan begini or gue yg ga pernah ketemu orang yg seperti ini?
Duh kenapa dunia yg gue ketemuin like this ? how come ? I come here to be a better person in education but in social life become like this bad? Oh, cant imagine before. I know I cant type more that I want to type cos many reasons. I lost ‘social life’, miss my family, miss my fav niece, hmm how is she now? Can she read now? Duh really really miss the people I love.
Hm jadi inget soal relationship, I know vero is just like panicking cos most of her friends already get married while she don’t even have boyfriend. Tapi herannya kenapa harus panic and terkesan pengen cari co, and yg penting dapet? For my believe, this kind of relationship you cant force to get one. It is better to look and search the better one. The right one will come when u ready. If you not ready, udah di depan mata jg sia2 kok. This is what I believe. Jgn sampe tiap kali ketemu n kenalan ama co, directly ask his phone number dong. Sekedar socialisasi sih boleh2 aja but jgn obvious banget dong, ketemu co langsung minta no telp nya. Ato emang gaya hidup di sini emang begitu and gue yang kuper? Hmm I don’t think so cos my other friends form other countries don’t look like that.
Friday, August 06, 2004
Wednesday, August 04, 2004
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Hmmm, now is week 2. ga terasa dah mulai kuliah lagi.
this time just want to spread my 'uneg2' aja neh
I started this week quite well in the beginning but later on in the class, i felt bad cos R is back to my class, which (bukan who) i dont really like it. to form the group work, she just acted like the one we really need. i just dont want her in my group, cos it doesnt bring any good progress, i think ? huan kia, what do u expect? altough she talk alot but i still i cant cope well with her. Egoistic people, just contact u when she need helps. if she doesnt need u, she wont call u or asking ur news. and one thing i hate about is that on previous class, she and friends leave me alone in that class without telling me and my other friends were asking me, where is u friends ? do you know what i felt at that time ? i felt not good, not knowing where were my friends, at least she told me that they were moving to other class but she didnt do anything at all.
quite kesel nehh, talk to the friends i cant trust, they just give me positive thinking about her altough they know who is R. Should i do the same too? think positive while in my mind tertanam sudah rasa tidak aman ?
then about ajum, she didnt talk to me for about 3-4 days? can u imagine that ? what is happening ? is it because i move her 'jemuran' ke jemuran yg lebih kecil? i dont really like that some dont talk in home. at least u talk or speak, but this is rasanya pengen tabok mukanya yang keliatan bt terus begitu. kapan ya dia pindah?? i cant really wait now, have to wait for about a month's time ? hmmmm buruan dongggggg, so i can live happily ever after, upss not happily ever after, just like in peacefull altough sometime awen jg cukup ngeselin, but it is still ok lah compare to her.
hmmm i am thinking about ajum again, why semua orang keliatan takut gitu ama dia? i think because of her childish attitude? can u imagine umur 22 itu masih childish? mau seenaknya doang and ga bisa control her self in the society? a yau bilang we, her housemates, have help her but a yau think that she want to be help by us ? i want to help but.... does she want it or not ? who can tell? gue jg sometime keliatan takut juga neh ama dia, mau ajak ngomong aja mesti liat mood dia, bagus or ga, and then when she want to talk, dia ga liat orang tuh, lagi pengen ngobrol or not, nah ini kan yg rugi gue. one think yang buat gue kadang merasa rugi, i cant stand on wajah orang yg lagi or keliatan bt, cos itu akan mempengaruhi situasi and kondisi rumah yang lu tinggal. that is my view. or i am too perasa ? hmm dont know, somebody help meeeeeeee
irvie was asking me to move with her, but some one have to stay in the living room ? nah, this kind of stuff yang made me feel not going to move with her, cos, living in the living room ? u wont have any privacy at all. i know that, and i think she dont know that at all. if this really happen must be timbul masalah deh.
i think i dont want to move at this stage cos have to buy a lots of stuffs, such as microwave, fridge, laundry machine etc, that big stuffs that really dont want to buy because they are quite expensive and when u are moving or back for good, kind of difficult to sell it.
ok, back to uni things. i think i have made a good choice of subjects? but for 5908? i felt bad cos the lecture Nonna sepertinya ga suka gitu orang yang dah pernah take this subject before and taking this again. or this is only my feeling ? the other classes is ok, no problems at all, except rika yang nongol kemaren.
ok for now :P
Saturday, July 24, 2004
BBQ at Maroubra Beach Yesteday I went to uni, meet Andi dkk for the final draft of the BBQ for today :) Make some trivia questions for the game and did little bit shopping:P I like shopping very much when it is not using my own fund hehehhehe. We discussed the draft in the PG FCE Common room, where there was also an opening ceremony for the new students of fce. wah fce mah kaya bener ya? party n welcoming melulu, tapi ga ada farewelling gitu. hahhaaha. as a member of compec, gue malah ga peduli hehehe, bis mau gimana ? mereka party mulu. berat di ongkosssss, kecuali stipend naik as many other fellowers wish. well, .... the bbq baru start ehhh hujan, untung dah bakar lumayan banyak, tapi sosisnya ga dapet nehhhh, sebel kannnnn, bleum puas neh dah pay juga, but apaboleh buat ? ???? Out of my appearance, looks nothing to worry but inside I dont know how to describe it. i think i still can hide everything to other people but.... anyway, i need someone to talk to, probably i will talk to yew kong as jo refers me to him. so hopefully i can do well for the next term. pengusiran hmmm, actually dont how to use the right word in the title. herannya gue selalu berharap and kali ini terkabul. she diusir, and dah 2 kali gue kesenangan cos she said she want to move out. but gue dah kecewa 2kali, cuman ngomong doang, ga ada realisasi. I think i keep thinking about that and ask God, then, just like 2 weeks ago, You fullfill one of my wishes. the one that i dont expect too much. She was asked to move out in a month's time. So, i dont know what to tell, but she can accept that well udah bagus. hope she will doing ok then. But (again) You dont fullfill the stuff that i really want to. pengusiran seperti ini harusnya ga terjadi, mending problem gue yg satu lagi yg dikabulkan. Duhhhhhhh, isenkkkkkkk, ga tau berterima kasih, udah dikabulkan yg satu itu malah minta yang lain lagi, emang deh, ga pernah puas ya? But my most concern is, buat future gue gimana ? how can i handle that ? maybe this is experience for me. like trace back to past, waktu smu juga, really expected ranking and still jalan2 ke CL, eh rapornya kebakar ? that is not the biggest fear i ever had. i still can' believe that could be happened to me. Back to kampung, i become the superior but then back to jakarta, i become the underdog and Puji Tuhan, I am doing good in listening ( and i dont believe this too, correctornya salah periksa kali yah??) well, doa gue kurang kenceng kali yah ? ato terpengaruh ama orang laen ? Heran deh Adriann netty aja bisa doing very very well here, kenapa gue ga bisa? kurang g apa seh ? i think, i did reading almost everyday. bisa dibilang, bangun baca buku, mandi makan and then baca buku lagi, then what is wrong with me? Mau nangis tapi malah ga bisa, i dont know how to express it. hmmmm, bener2 hidup di luar itu keras but enaknya aman!! apa coba ? ga ada hubungan sama sekali nehhhhh i am signing out now (20 mins of typing and thinking) |
Thursday, July 22, 2004
ini yg bikin bingung. everyone seem know what is going on, but i donttt email dr Siu2 : Hi, lagi ngapain? Kok lama gak kirim e mail. Udah libur?Udah telpon2 ke rumah and s che belum?Telpon dong biar beri semangat ke orang2. nah make me think more and think more and more n more and thinking what is going on ? what the hell is happening now ? no one can tell me ?dont brave enough to ask, afraid of tears will fall like rain. i dont expect the bad to happen |
ini yg bikin bingung. everyone seem know what is going on, but i donttt email dr Siu2 : Hi, lagi ngapain? Kok lama gak kirim e mail. Udah libur?Udah telpon2 ke rumah and s che belum?Telpon dong biar beri semangat ke orang2. nah make me think more and think more and more n more and thinking what is going on ? what the hell is happening now ? no one can tell me ?dont brave enough to ask, afraid of tears will fall like rain. i dont expect the bad to happen |
Bad day again!!!
Oh no, not again. Kenapa bad stuffs happened when I not around ? and not been told ? What am I? Still part of the club or not ? masa dapat update mesti dari orang lain ? untung aaja ada yg bae banget update-in gue. if not ? what should i do ? I have problems to here, my biggest fear, that i really afraid to tell to dad, but who can help me ? Nana seh sepertinya try to comfort me but still dont solve my problems. She tried to call me everyday but...... Yeah she is a good friend but when sometimes i need comfort, she was not there. Vero ? can't diandalkan, selfishness still inside her, too harshhhh.
What happen with my Sis's and mum ? y they become so mysterius? and even excluded me in everything ? what is going on ? anyone can tell me? even 51 aja worrying about me, talking about nan pheng you. I know, i have to find the perfect one for the family, I know that from the very beginning, i am still searching.... but.... problem result menghantam. This is i think become my first biggest lie to dad. i never do that before. REally make me scare of telling the truth that i have failed..... how long i can keep that? in the next 12 months ? hope soooo. really really lonely, how come everyone change in only 6 months ? how come? change dramatically.... really have no real friend to talk to, helpp everyday hoping for help hope God will send the right helper for me, when every U ready to send it to me Lord!! |
Friday, July 16, 2004
Semalam sih ok2 ja, udah berniat ngeblog buttttttttttt
iseng cek email dr uni, then suddenly BOOOMMMM
result is out already, I failed one, dont know how to tell my parents.
but the good thing is, that subject is elective one so i dont have to take it anymore.
sebel nehhhhhh, untung pagi ini buru2 email judith, she said that i dont have to take that subject anymore, asik seh, but bad is thing is, that subject will be forever written in my transcript, SHIT!!!!!
udah gitu i am in probation condition, gila kan ? emang gue ngapain juga sampe probation ? kaya criminal neh.
duhhhh sebel dehhh, gimana tanggulanginya ya ?
bukannya stress but i dont know what to do now.
I need someone to talk but i dont know who. housemates ? ga bisa diandalkan, then uni friends? cant tell them more, because the 'gossip things'
I really dont know, to whom i should talk to. i already talk to Judith, she cant do more that she can do to help me.
duh bingung neh gue. somebody help meeeee!!!
Barusan lagi, awen telp, her mom want to say something about the house. i dont know what to expect. shse said that her mom is ok with me, but i dont know what is going to happen later on. Ajum lagi, sikapnya kasar banget. i didnt know what i said wrong last night. she didnt told me, is it about me or awen's mom ? should i consult this problem with abon ? but she is kind that not helping at all.
duh, gue dah ga sabar neh, akhirnya tell awen jg neh, i failed one subject, can i blame her? i dont thing so. i only can blame to the situation, not to the people. i can blame them on that day, but it still dont change what i get for the exams, right ? I NEED HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
SOME BODY help meeeeeeeeee
Saturday, July 10, 2004
heran deh, kenapa ya gue mau aja diajak kongsian transport ya ? padahal.... duh susah sih ngomongnya. ga ada pilihan gitu. huh pusing deh gue. situasi rumah dah tenang for 2 days, besok bakal rame lagi tuh, mei pan fa lahhh. Tinggal 1 minggu to go, then o have to decide pergi ke Croydon ga? (duh apa hubnya rumah n Croydon ??)
dah ah pusing neh, banyak masalah, urusan kuliah, family, co, temen2, internet, relation with other people ? duh can i run awa from this problems ? Give me a hint please!!!
Friday, July 02, 2004
urusan rumah sepertinya dah terorganisir dgn baik, skrg gantian vero lagi yg suka, ada maunya, maksa minta dipenuhi, dan she can use the situation really good. balikin situasi ke g orang. duh kadang jadi sebel. semalam dah tunggu 2 jam buat dinner, bukan tau terima kasih ?
sebel deh jadinya
dah ah males blog
Friday, June 25, 2004
yesterday was the last day of my exams. although i finished all my exams yesterday, most of my friends still facing their exams.
buat oren : apa yang lu bilang sih bener, communicate with my roomie, but sejak ortunya dateng, kayanya gue jarang banget deh ngomong ama dia. trus udah gitu nyokapnya itu orang yang sebelin banget deh, takut kalah gitu.
simple thing, eg, gue makan apa aja pengen tau then kasih komen "wah gue jg bisa bikin tuh" duhhh dont try to make good impression di depan gue dehhhhh, ga peduli gue, lu mau bisa masak ato tidak. emang itu urusan gue ? and then last night, she said to me, sudah saatnya centil dikit (aka cari co).
busyetttt dah, nyokap gue aja kaga pernah ngomoong gitu ama gue. lah lu sapa sih ? kenal jg baru seminggu. liburan kali ini gue mesti kabur deh ke mana gitu hehehehe. yg pasti plan dah ada, mau ke Goldcoast!!! Yipeeeeeeeee, asikkkkkk
buat harle: happy bday yahhh. untung gue ol semalam, di tempat gue harusnya ultahnya dah lewat hehehehee
blue: few months lagi ultah yah :P
pengen tulis apa lagi yah ?
oh ya tadi gue donlod lagu, byk banget eh ternyata lagunya sama gitu hehehehe, abis gue main nekat aja tuh. gpp gue punya banyak waktu hehehehehehhe
Saturday, June 19, 2004
Monday, June 14, 2004
Monday, around 10pm, june 7,2004>
Just know, I told yau2 bahwa internetnya ga jalan, then he said “bisa kok”. Emang kenapa lagi ? then I replied, ga tau tuh, gue mau ngecek email td pagi ga bisa. Then he said,”dah bisa kok, dah gue perbaiki.” Nah loh gue kan bingung. Berarti dia emang tau kl internetnya ga bisa jalan this morning ??????? yang gue bingung tuh replied nya ke gue. What this indicate??can anyone help me ? ato gue terlalu sensitive ama kata2?
Today, mau belajar bawaannya ga tenang melulu, cos this morning I received sms from Thu, hasil fwd dr thu sih, dia bilang ada something mismatch in the report and slide , yang mau kita presentasikan tadi. Akhirnya I tried to read lecture note, prof. taylor said he was going to review the whole course, but ternyata tidak, dah cape2 bawa lecture notes then bawa buku lagi eh tidak dipake. Sebel ga sih ? trus today ga sempat makan siang lagi, sebel deh gue, baru aja mau makan, vero telp, then thu telp, bilang kl ketemunya jam 2 aja, sebel kan ? kan bisa sms. Sialan si L, udah g sms malah ga balas sms gue, padahal she had 2 numbers, kl abis pulsa yang satunya lagi kan bisa tuh. Mau tepu gue. Sebel sebellll, but tinggal sekali lagi tuh gue ketemu dia, in the exam day 18 June, then ga ketemu lagi in formal way hehehheehee. Finally I will be free from her “shadow”. Gue kan sebel jg tuh, tiap orang such as nana n vero, selalu pengen tau aja what did she do. Kl gue mah egp amat. Dia mau ngapain jg terserah dia, gue ga mau tau, lah nana n vero pengen tau aja. Sampe2 gue dibilang sisternya L. dih, sapa yang sudi ? ga pengen la yau, mending gue dibilang sodara ama Xiao tian, masih mending. Langsung gue terbang ke awang2.
Sejak putus ama co nya, eitsss, not me, I am talking about my friend, banana, she seem menghindari gereja, terbukti dari tidak ikutnya dia di misa harian every Friday, pokoknya sejak pulang dr melb Cuma sekali tuh dia present. Or I just curious aja ? but sejak putus n punya 3 (mobile number in Oz, yg punya fasilitas free call every time every 10 mins) jarang banget ke gereja bareng kita, eits Cuma sekali dia ke gereja setelah putus, this is as far as I know, soalnya dia bawa si surya sih, setelah itu, lunch bareng, gereja bareng, jalan bareng jg ga pernah lagi. Then she got job di Coles, bisa makin jarang ke gereja kali ? duh jahat bener sih gue? Praduga tak bersalah dong!!!! Abis, dia pernah told me, kl dia udah melenceng gitu, minta gue kasih tau ke dia, nah gue skrg yg serba salah, kl gue kasih tau eh malah entar dia tersungging gimana ? niat gue bae eh malah ditanggapin jelek ? menurut pengakuannya sih suka ke gereja sabtu or sore.
Oh ya, pengen cerita lagi soal kelas accounting minggu lalu, bahas ttg assignment yg udah dikumpul itu, ternyata ada 1 student yang kerja di kompeni yang kita jadiin bahan assignment, no wonder, tiap kali ditanya ttg agree n disagree he always pointed out his hand terus, sampe2 si Ed (lecturer) sampe mukanya merah and keep saying, “ok, James(the student’s name) let get the other people to say their opinion first, and then come back to you”. Trus saking seringnya, si Ed tanya, anyone working for NAB? Yahhhh, James tunjuk tangan, hehehhhe, no wonder he always had something to say about this :)
I think this will be the long blog I ever post, but suddenly Awen balik ke kamar deh, gue jadi ga bisa ketik banyak deh. But anyway, I will try to type as many as I can :)
Yesterday, I went to Randwick Church, it near the uni, mass at 10am tuh ternyata asik jg, choirnya keren, kumpulan dr ibu2 bule, yang dah setengah baya gitu, trus ada nyanyi 1 lagu yang gue dulu sering nyanyi di koor, duh gue lupa judulnya. Then ada babtis bayi2, duh ternyata ada twins, co n ce yang dibabtis. Cara babtis di sini aga2 lain dibanding di indo. Mungkin umatnya ga banyak kali yah ? I cant hold my tear when I saw them were baptized by Fr. John (well, I think). I just can not imagine if some day in the future, I will holding my babies and give them to baptize ? terharu kali ya?
Duh jadi inget, gue banyak foto2 di L neh, gimana yah ambilnya ? kapan lagi gue bisa tuh ambil foto2 tersebut ? apakah harus ke rumahya? Duh ga pengen banget, tapi ada foto gue, duh mesti belajar photoshop deh, buat ilangin muka2 orang yang gue ga suka (hehehe *evil look) jahat yah ? duh mending gue jahat di tulisan drpd gue omongin langsung ke orangnya ? punya niat jahat aja dosa, itu gue tau, tapi gue ga bisa curhat ke sapa2, abis, as I said before, di sini lingkungannya kecil banget, sekali lu ngomong 1 aja, yg lain2 pada bisa tahu, kapok neh gue.
Move to other topic , on holiday, plan to go to Snowymountain neh, tapi butuh $$$$, untung aja Tien2 ga maen ski, kl ga, gue bakal spend another $$$ extra buat sewa baju2nya kali ? belum daftar neh, kira2 jadi ikut ga ya ? si windy lagi, katanya mau bayar besok, kok ga telp2 gue yah ? yah anank IH emang banyak sih, so she can ask anyone temenin dia bayar ke ISS tuh, gue belakangan kali yah bayarnya? Duhh dinginnn, jadi males ngetik neh, maybe dah sepuluh derajat kali yah ? abis tangan dah dingin, badan dah gemetaran.
Eh jadi keterusan, yesterday I spent $79 Cuma buat beli black dress, yg mungkin Cuma gue pake sekali kali yah ? buat kawinan ci agnes. Duh gara2 hal beginian gue jadi habisin another $100, duh, that is not a little. Bokek mendadak dehhh. Aduh baru tgl 8, udah spend so much money, duh gimana neh saving gue ga bertambah2, semoga dapet kerja (duh apply aja belum, gimana mau dapet kerja??)
Today is Tuesday :)
Baru aja bangun, trus terpikir, I want to type something here. 2 nights ago, I dreamt about my meeting with Louis. Duh heran aja kenapa tiba2 tuh anak nongol di mimpi gue yah? Pake acara panggil2 gue dan seperti biasa gue ga kenalin hehehe, tapi settingnya bukan di uni sini, tapi somewhere di daerah yang ada bukit2nya. I don’t know where is it. Gue tanya mau ngapain, katanya Cuma jalan2 daong di sini. Gue semakin heran, dah lama banget gue ga pernah ketemu dia, denger kabar dia sih pernah, lwt milis. Itulah gunanya milis, kita ga usah tanya, mereka bisa lapor sendiri di milis, kl mereka ngapain.
Nah mimpi last night lebih aneh lagi, ini mungkin gara2 kemaren di gereja choirnya sang the song that I know but I forgot the title. Liriknya kira2 begini, The Lord blessed you and keep you, the Lord…. (ga inget, tapi inget nadanya). Duh jadi inget masa2 di choir dulu, begitu mau latihan bisa kabur dr kelas duluan hehehehe, asik juga kan ? bisa praise Lord but kabur dr kelas. Kekekekekke kacau juga. Oh ya back to dream, kok gue bisa termimpi omanya Tien2 yah? Upss, kayanya mimpi gue terbalik deh, yg dikasih gambaran ama Tien2 itu, nyokapnya lagi, yg bisa main organ, suka iringin koor. Duh gue mixed everything neh. Kacau abisss.
Masak……
Di tengak masak, Windy telp, bilang mau pulang indo, duh enaknya, but belum lapor ke konjen soal pindah alamat, kl mau pulang mesti bayar fiscal lagi dong ?? then I was back to masak …., ajum pergi ke uni, tanpa pamit am ague. I just felt strange aja, kok ada orang di rumah, she did not even say a word, bye or setidaknya told me kl dia mau keluar. Apa emang adapt bule begitu ? I don’t think that she had bule tradition. Yang pasti sih dia bo ke ka banget deh, bisa bilang orang lain kurang ajar banget, but she herself, lebih kurang ajar lagi. Tapi emang sih, aga2 kurang di”ajar” ama ortunya. Taunya mesti makan yang fat free, but did she realize that tubuh tuh mesti consume minyak juga, not just biar kurus jgn makan yang oily2. itu kan ga bener. Belum lagi gaya belanja dia, misalnya ke toko baju, udah kayanya ubrak abrik setoko, coba sana coba sini then kaga jadi beli. Trus ke supermarket, bisa2 tuh udah pilih2 then antri di counter, trus bisa decided that ga jadi beli ahhh, gila kan tuh anak ? kadang2 suka serem aja tuh gue jalan bareng dia. Duhhhh semoga aja gue tahan deh, setengah tahun lagi stay bareng dia. Semoga dia cepat2 lulus!!!! ( good wish hah ??) itu menunjukkan gue bae kan :) duh mui diri sendiri heheheh.
Last night awen told me, that ajum is going to celebrate her bday, trus yang gue merasa lucu aja, awen said, duh ultahnya kok di saat yg ga tepat sih? Hehhe, emang rada ga tepat sih, abis a day before ada wedding ci agnes, semua orang perhatian nya ke wedding, ga ke dia, then after the wedding, ada exams. Duh gue mah ga peduli banget lah sebenarnya, but I have to care too, cos she is the part of unit 202. mei pan fa lahhh. Ce me pan ?
Awen dah bilang sih, karoke aja mendingan, drpd susah2. emang sih. Semua org lagi sibuk, trus awen jg ortunya mau ke sini sebelum wedding, semua orang udah punya urusan sendiri2 eh masih mesti liatin urusan ultah orang. Duh pusinggg, terkesan egois ? emang sih egois tapi ga ada pilihan. Duh mesti gimana dong ? aduh gue pusing neh, mending gue belajar aja yah :)
Wah udah tiga pages neh, ketik dah cape, sukur2 ada yg baca, kl ga jg gpp, sebagai diary gue, so I can remember what I have done in the past, the good one or the bad one.
Rabu, June 9, 2004
What happen ya today? Nothing special sih, niatnya mau ke uni, tapi ternyata aga2 males neh. And berakhir di rumah aja neh, tapi belajarnya jadi ga serius gitu. Then telp bunyi melulu. But yg buat kesel tuh telp dr ajum, kasar banget suaranya, tanpa basa basi looked for abon but kesannya dia nyari abon penting banget. Huhhh, ga tahan neh gue. Tabah!! Sabar!!!!! Sabar!!!! Then akhirnya sore, gue bener2 boring banget, begitu ditelp, diajak ke Bondi, ok aja tuh. Spend almost 3 hours in the Westfield, bantu ver nyari lipstick, busyet dahhh mahal benerrrr $33, duh bener2 mahal kl dirupiahkan. Trus tadi pulang jg ga ngomong ama ajum. Duh bulan ini pengocoran banyak lagi deh, mana tak terduga gitu, sebel deh gue. Tadi ask wen, gimana gue ber3 ke wedding ci agnes, duh, katanya ikut housematenya afai, duh, kesannya ga peduli banget sih ? duh bagaimana dong ? jadi nyesel neh spend much money buy new dress, cost me a lot and then gagal deh rencana mau jalan2 ke segala penjuru Oz :P
That is for today, dah ngantuk neh but… mesti belajar neh, gimana dong ? God please help me, give me the light to study, don’t let my mind n eyes closed because of sleeping. Soalnya suka sleepy kl udah liat tulisan n males deh bawaannya. Help me Lord!!!
Thursday, June 10, 2004
Here we go, udah almost end of the week, and segala kepanikan yang gue harapkan ga terjadi, terjadi juga tuh, apa yang ajum said terjadi juga neh.
Ortu wenny dateng so I have to move to other room, pindah ke room ajum, duh gimana dong ? kesannya gue punya kamar but numpang di kamar orang lain for a month. Duh bener2 susah deh. Kayanya, lebih tepat lagi, pastinya gue mesti move to other room deh, kl ga make sense kl she put her parents n bro in the living room n dingin banget lagi. Jadi harus gimana? Kompensasi ke gue apa yah ? or I can choose? Gue ga ada pilihan nehhhhhh. Duh I have to talk to abon n ajum. Oh Lord, helpppppp, jgn sampe terpengaruh ke ujian gue neh, please helpppppp. Duh rasanya pengen nangis nehhhh
Anyway, back to today’s activities. Jam 12.30 ke uni, ke ISS dulu tanya ttg seat ke skri trip, masih baanyak kok, so no worries lah, bisa bayar end of the month. Eh paginya baca email dr jo, asikkkk stipend naik lagi meskipu n Cuma dikit banget, start next month, hehehheeheee asikkkkkk
Abis dr ISS ikut misa deh, duh byk anak undergrad, ga ada kecengan deh, gue sih no problem but yg problem kok si vero yah ? she is desperating look for the perfect man, tapi lebih jelas lagi, she doesn’t usaha sama sekali, kecuali berusaha gabung ama grup Ausaider, which is ga ada yang ok menurut gue. Mending ga usah cari yang di Ausaiders lah, although mereka rajin n pinter (termasuk gue kah ??:D:D) but there are no perfect man there. Believe me!!! Parah semua. Kl mau diomongin ga ada habisnya.
Abis misa ke tempat nana deh, pinjam sandal n sepatu buat wedding, duh gara2 wedding aja guemesti spend a lot of money, belum lagi duit buat weddingnya, duh bener2 deh, aduh udah ga bisa diomongin lagi deh. Desperate nehhh.
Abis pinjam back to library, study a little bit accounting, sekedar mengingat aja, alias nyicil. Tapi dapetnya Cuma dikit aja neh. Abis itu kuliah, teryata berlangsung 3 hours, kirain bakal pulang cepat, ternyata tidak tuh, malah pulang seperti biasa, mana hujan gede lagi, trus sepatu gue basah dehhhhhh, untung pake celana hitem so basahnya ga gitu keliatan. Duh stresss nehhhhh, sepatu basah, untung gue bawa 2 sepatu so ga gitu panic, masih ada cadangan.
Sedangkan yang bikin gue pusing mah si vero itu tuh, pengen cari co but carinya di lingkungan gue yang which is tidak mendukung sama sekali. Duh emang ga bisa cari di tempat kerjanya ? ga usah lah cari orang indo, kl jodoh emang orang indo pasti bakal dapet juga, so she can keep looking tapi jgn sampe gue feel terganggu dong. Ada sedikit penyesalan jg neh kuliah di Oz, englishnya ga tambah maju trus makanannya asia melulu, ga seperti yang gue bayangkan sebelumnya, steak, burgers chips and so on…. Sebelllll coba gue dapetnya di amrik, bisa2 homesick kali yah ? but I am an easy person, gampang banget menyesuaikan diri kok:)
Dah ah end for today, ciao
NB: besok mau ke paddy’s lagi tuh, ajak windy ga yah ? pergi sendiri males but ajak windy, ma fan. Ce me pan ?
Jumat, 11 June 2004
Bantuin buang sampah
Ke misa
Ke paddys n night market
Belajar 5512
Sabtu, 12 June 2004
Kecewa gue kecewa, udah gue korbanin jam gue eh malah si abon yang kaya gitu.
Rencananya sih cleaning today cos ortu wenny mau datang, oklah kita semua bantuin. Udah saranin senin aja cos long wiken eh abon suggest hari sabtu and then when I got up I found out that she already dressed up and ready to go. Duh kesel deh gue, udah gue korbanin jam gue, eh mereka lebih egois lagi tuh. Sebel banget deh gue, rasanya pengen pindah but kl pindah gue ga dapet good facilities like here. Serba susah neh, and sepertinya awen jg marah tuh, yaw ajar lah dia marah, gue aja marah. Trus ajum jg pake cara yang norak amat (I don’t want to use the word “kurang ajar”) talk out loud buat bangunin orang. Lah dia tidur awal ya bangun awal lah, kok ga consider yang tidur telat n bangun juga telat ? kalo mau kasar I can say, she is emang kurang ajar cos yah emang kurang diajar ama ortunya ? (tuh kan gue bisa jg kasar ngomongnya) duh masa gue mesti sabar2 terus selama more than ½ tahun lagi ? duh cepet2 dong waktu berlaluuuuuu.
Tapi gue emang kecewa berat ama abon, kesannya cuek aja tuh ada situasi. Mungkin udah biasa kali yah? But gue ga bisa tuhhhh
Ntar mau ntn harpot ahhhhhhh, tapi ga tau bisa dapet tiket ato kaga tuhhh, semoga dapet ya, cos my friend said that her friend already book the ticket a month ago. Duhh gimana ya ? wish me luck to get the ticket.
Minggu, 13 June 2004
Pengen cerita soal harpot n dinner semalam.
It was really really big pengocoran nehhhh (I am tying with jari2 yang ngaco cos sambil makan biscuit trus dipake cheese spread, nyammm nyammmmm)
Tadi pagi, gue emang kesel, and last night was the first time that I told wenny that gue sebel ama abon ttg kelakuannya. FROM NOW ON, I WILL SAY WHAT I FEEL HERE, GA PEDULI KEBACA ATO KAGA AMA YG BERSANGKUTAN.
Yesterday I started my day, woke up at 9am, jam 7 dah bangun sih, tapi masih ngantuk and wenny jg masih ilang gitu so gue lanjut dong tidur gue. Ga salah dong? Then gue memutuskan bangun at 9am, keluar trus liat abon dah siap pergi gitu, duh langsung gue kaget, then (as I remembered) I did ask her, mau kemana, katanya mau pergi. Gitu doang. Kaget kan gue, trus ajum langsung tanya, weny dah bangun belum, kayanya ga jadi yah bersih2 rumah? Dengan tampang sinis, tapi emang tampangnya dah sinis sih hehehehe.
Then gue, dgn dalih mau abil minum go back to room and told weny that abon dah ready to go. Duh liat muka weny dah tau, kl dia tuh kesel jg, mungkin lebih kesel dr gue kali yah? Cos abon yang memutuskan buat kerja bersih2 on Saturday. Weny tried hard to sabar, I know that. I also try to patient lah, jgn jadi pembicaraan orang. Singkatnya gue mulai kerja deh, bersih2 kamar mandi yang ada di kamar gue. Jelas dong gue mesti bersihin tempat yang tiap hari gue masukin, untung sekotor bath room sebelah, yang gue liat lebih ‘clean’. Begitu gue ber mulai kerja, eh ajum masuk kamar, don’t know ngapain, then kayanya after sejam gitulah, ajum keluar n start to clean the bathroom tapi dengan setengah hati, cos weny komen, ‘wah ajum sepertinya work harder than as’ u know what she said, ‘ oh gue sisain kok buat bagian abon’. Duh, kl emang ga niat yang ga usah kerja ajalah, cai khe sih aja lah. Duh gue sebel banget deh. Maybe this story sounds silly to anyone that read this. I have to type it here, cos ga ada tempat curhat sih gue. Udah gue kesel setengah mati. Then menjelang 11.30am, I was going to stop my work and ke cinema mau antri tiket, disuruh buang sampah lagi. I don’t mind but keliatan banget ajum mind sekali, sampe blg, wah gue sih ga mau jalan sampe dua kali yah. I wish I could end up in somewhere else. Tapi bo pian lahhhh.
Then at 12pm ready to Hoyts, ternyata gue sampe duluan lagi, mau beli tiket jam 12.50, dah tinggal beberapa doang, akhirnya memutuskan beli yang jam 2pm, then have lunch di KFC, semua ikut gue KFC hehehehe.
Now this is the best part tapi jg keselin sih.
Antri nonton HP, ngantri bareng cilik2 n ortunya, bahkan ada yang pake costum hogwarts. :)
The movie started at Dursley’s residence, as usual. Di tiap buku jg begitu kan ?:) kaget aja tuh liat harry begitu gede, ga cocok ah umur 13 segede n setinggi itu. Cerita harry minta ttd uncle Vernon ga gitu detil diceritakan, main langsung kabur naik midnight bus. Creature di midnight bus serem ih, yg tinggal kepala doang. Jadi kaya film horror gitu.
Trus cerita ttg Sirius Black jadi ga bersalah jg gue kaga gitu ngerti, although dah baca bukunya (dah lupa), baju hermoine jg keliatan modis banget, pake jeans gitu. Pokoknya itu parts yang buat gue ga gitu seneng aja harpot 3 ini. But the best part, I think, when hermione punch si malfoy. Bukkkkk!! Brilliant!!
Oh ya in the cinema, nana telp mulu, sebel gue, jadi kurang konsen gitu ntnnya, ga tau diri bener sih ? bt gue. Anyway, ggp. Pulang ke rumah bareng vero, soalnya mau dinner ke Italian Forum, makan pasta. Sampe di rumah, keadaan suram gitu, ternyata rumah sudah kosong cos banyak barang yang dibuang ama weny. Jadi legang begitu, it looks nice, though. Then buang sampah lagi, wait ci agnes n Nathan datang. Then go to leichhardt. Anehnya g naik mobil afai lagi, then atin pindah ke mobil wenny. Harusnya gue tuh naik mobil wenny yah. Ga tau lahhh, suasana tiap mobil lain2. pokonya dinner sih ok, but masa gue duduk hadap2 ama atin sih ? jadinya malah ga ngomong apa2, I smell something between him n lury. But I think I cant ask why. Just let the time reveal the truth. Abis makan ya pulang lahhhh. Baca lagi 5512, then ga bisa konsen cos weny telp adenya, heran deh, kenapa bukan di luar gitu. Kan gue sebelllllll. paksaain baca jg, selesai.Lord, guide me in the exams.
Weny abis telp talk a lot about the house and abon serta ajum. I think she decided to drop ‘the boom’ as she said in the right time. She did tell me about abon and ask solution to ajum’s behavior in using kain n water. I don’t know n I cant stand on them anymore. Mereka kayanya ga peduli banget ama keadaan rumah, mau kotor jg gpp. Duh, kl gue kan ga bisa, dirty? Have to make it clean, although ga clean2 amat. Yang penting bersih aja. I understood weny’s position and also know her behaviour being da jie. I really understand.
Yang kesel sih tadi, barusan, ajum pulang dr kerja, langsung ngomong, ga ada orang ya di rumah. Kasarnya gue pengen bilang ‘EMANG GUE BUKAN ORANG APA ?? GUE SEGEDE INI KAGA KELIATAN ? kl mau tanya yang jelas dong, abon ato weny ga di rumah yah. Gitu dong. Udah gitu, ternyata (menurut dia) gue letak sepatu di tempat dia, so she moved my shoes trus timpa di sepatu weny, keselnya gue. Kaga tahannnnn. Tapi tabah tabahhhhhh. I think she bring bad influence to me. Duh gimana dong gue cegahnya ? what should I do ? HELP! HELP! Katanya sih, tiap orang ada rak sepatunya sendiri2, kebetulan gue taruh di tempat dia. U know what, sepatu dia ternyata ada di rak lain jg, nah itu apa ? boleh dong tau di mana aja yang penting kosong kan ?
Duh gue kok jadi begitu yah ? apa karna gue stress or kurang kerjaan ? but I think I need someone to talk to. Some one that I really trust cos now I don’t really really trust anyone. Cos begitu gue say something, omongan gue bisa beredar ke mana2. duhhh Help!! Kelelep neh!!!
Monday, June 14, 2004 again!!!
Ujian semakin deket neh. Gue mau lanjut omongan gue yg tadi ahhh. Duh pokoknya g sebel banget dehhhh. Tiap kali mau ngetik rasanya kesel banget, jadi pengen nangis neh, kenapa yah gue jadi begini? Jadi orang kok suka sebelin yah ?
Berusaha jadi orang baik malah kena getah orang lain. Duhhh, tau ga hari ini tuh indah banget, although g belajarnya ga bener, direct method CF aja ga lancar2, masih suka ngaco, but I enjoyed it, then waktu g ol, itu yg buat gue kesel banget tuh. Gimana tidak, udah tiap hari liat buku, then hasil Cuma credit doang, ga lebih, jadinya setara gitu ama ajum yang kaga belajar. Kan gue sebel, gue ga mau disama2in (lah sapa yang sama2in?? :D)
Padahal today, I spend the day so fun until tadi lah, waktu gue net-an. Tuh kan ulang lagi, soalnya gue kesel banget, ga tau mau dilampiaskan ke sapa gitu. Ke aweny, yah dia mah udah tabah lagi, bo huat jg tuh. Gue ga tau deh gimana ntar yah waktu ortu weny dateng? Can I survive ? or I have to go to other place? Or I have to spend my day by staying in the other people’s house? Or I get a job ? semoga aja dapet kerjaan. Duh lamar aja belum, gimana mau dapat?
tapi ga ada pilihann
byk yang mesti gue post neh, but i typed it in my notebook. no internet there.
tadinya niat mau ngepost yang panjang but skrg jadi bawaannya bt deh, ajum balik, trus i said hi, cuma disahut biasa dong. sepertinya ga niat gitu. then liat g lagi net, she said "tumben ga belajar hari ini ?". nadanya itu loh yang gue ga tahan. sebel
sebel
tabah dehhhh
dahh ahh
Thursday, June 10, 2004
pengen post kemaren tapi males heheh
but this morning, when i got up, rasanya pengen deh tabok someone,
dah gue bersihin lantai kitchen, eh skrg basah n mulai kotor lagi.
rasanya gue pengen sekali tabokkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
harusnya bukan gue tuh yang bersihin but udah ga tahan saking kotornya.
bukannya say thx ke gue, ehhhhh malah bikin tambah kotor.
aduhhhhh, tabahh dehhhh
duh someone help me!!!!!
Saturday, June 05, 2004
cuma mau ngomong itu doang sih.
eh ada lagi, gue pengen cerita ttg the day after besok
co yg jadi anaknya si Jake(eh bener ga seh namanya ??) cakepppppp trus cenya jg cakep :P
sapa seh namanya ?
seandainya dunia nanti kaya begitu dingin ? gawatttt, kiamat kali yah ? gue langsung ilang dr dunia, freeze because kedinginan. skrg aja udah kedinginan gitu, ga mandi lagi. mesti wait vero lagi, pake acara mandi segala, jadinya gue mesti wait dia mandi baru bisa chat? sedangkan gue in few more mins mau ntn gilmore girls. oh i love this series
eh mau jemur baju ahhhhh, dah selesai nyucinya hehehehe
see yaa
bener2 off neh :)
akhirnya tugasnya selesai juga dikerjain. sebel deh gue, gara2 begini, almost 4 times Saturday, i spent it in the lab, without lunch. sebel deh, tapi ok juga seh, jadi hemat lunch hehehehe. kere abis neh.
tadi waktu mau ngeprint cover page, eh kesangkut kursi n jatuh, duh jatuhnya sakit lagi, eh si L ketawain, sebel ga seh ? bukannya tanyain sakit ato kaga? jadi sebel deh gue, makin sebelll, but thx God, gue ketemu dia mungkin in class 2 kali lagi, setelah itu, no so important to meet her again heheheheh. tapi setidaknya gue salut tuh ama dia, pinter banget tuh pdkt ama dosen, sampe muji2 dosen, she told to jeff (one or our lecture) that he teached very well compared to prof. Taylor. gila ga seh dia ngomong begitu? apa ga sadar ? prof. Taylor itu kan supervisornya Jeff. ngaco tuh anak. si jeff aja ampe bengong n mukanya merah gitu. dibisa dibantai tuh si L.
ada lagi neh cerita lucu, buat format untuk report aja sempat berantem gitu, thu pengen format garis gue jg pengen format garis, eh si L ga mau hehehe, but anyway, kita yang menang kok , malahan udah diprint lagi kekekekeke.
anyway, duh, semoga gue tidak ada niat jahattttttt, Aminnnnn Aminnnnn
think positive, isenkk!!! Jia You!! mau lunch bareng L? ogahhhh lah yaaa
oh ya, si blue sms, duh panjang banget lagi. sms nya di saat gue udah ilang dr real world (BACA: bobo). mau chatting ? mending abis gue exams aja yah ?
oren, harle, pada bisa ga ?
minggu depan rencananya seh mau nonton harry potter, tapi ga tau deh jadi apa kaga, kl kaga jadi juga, gue nonton aja sendiri hehehe, bioskop di sn mah enak, ga ada no tempat duduknya so we can sit anywhere we like :)
trus bisa pindah2 theatre gitu, asal ga ketahuan, sekali mau ke cinemanya, lu bisa nyasar ke theatre2 yang lain. asik kan ?
pengen cerita apa lagi yah ? oh ya barusan chat ama nana. dia dah dapet kerja, duh enak banget, sejam 14-15$ gitu, duh enak banget, jadi bisa hemat duit deh. gue jadi pengen jg neh nyari kerja, kl nyari sekarang, konsen gue ke bagi 2, nanti aja ah, abis exams, semoga bisa dapet kerja :) doain ya girls :)
out of here ahhhh
dinginnnnnn
skrg gue lagi di lab neh, mau ngerjain tugas 5910, as finishing touch. pusing jg neh karna gue ga kerjain dr awal so i dont really understand what we are doing. gawat kan ? malah masuk ke blog, cos temen2 pada lunch and gue males lunch bareng mereka.
semoga tonight bisa tidur tenang cos assignmentnya bisa beres hehehehehehe
apa lagi yah ? ga tau ahhhh,
eh kemaren belanja baju lagi, gawt nehhh, tapi untung i used voucher, so i didnt spend money at all. tapi baju party belum dapet neh, duh dapet undangan kawin aja gue pusing cos harus keluar duit lagi, unexpected invitation. i wish ga diundang, jadinya bisa konsen ke belajar, mana ortu roomates mau dateng, susah neh kl mau belajar, hope i can end this semester well, pass is ok, but if i can get credit, that is much2 more better :)
out of hereeeee
back to work
Thursday, June 03, 2004
last night was the last class for 5512. have i said this before? seems like de javu neh. abis review session, ada student feedback for the course n the lecturers. duh lupa tambahin kl si gordon ngajarnya cepet banget. but forgivenlah asal dia kasih gue pass or credit hehehehe. cakep seh, mau gimana lagi ? yg buat sebel tuh, venue buat ujiannya, masa di Randwick racecourse ? susah bener ke sononya, mana gue belum familiar lagi ama tempatnya. sebel dehhhh
then, i did chat ama harle, seneng deh hehehhe. jarang2 chat seh sejak gue move to sydney. then, apa lagi yah (duh berasa nyokap gue seh, cos she always use this frase, apa lagi yah :P) hmmmmm, nothing special seh, then barusan L sms, tanya mau ketemu jeff fa, lah gue bingung, mau ketemu jeff ngapain ? ah paling hopeng nilai neh, gue ikut ga ya ? abis bingung neh, appoinment jam 5, gue kul jam 6, apa ga usah ikut ? oh, give me wayout dong!!. kl gue ikut untung nya apa ya ? cos he will not in the last clas of 5910, so what is the point ? apa mau tambah nilai yang 10% itu ? hopeless lahhhh. gimana ya ? sebel nehhhh
then yesterday, vero, kurang kerjaan, nelpun gue lama banget, hunting2 co di Ausaiders, apa coba ?emang ga ada yg lain selain ausaid ?gue malah ga pengen, abis berangkat gitu, hai yah, difficult to explain lahhh.
plan for today, after this, must buat resume 5512 neh, then ke post office ambil dvd wenny, then ke union shop belu stiker uni, then ke post offifce uni send these stickers to dad, then ke atm, cek duit dah masuk belum then ke library dah. hmm ke library mau ngapain ya ? baca n pinjam buku 5930? kayanya harus gitu deh, then at 4.30 meet L ? duh males neh. masih mau print report 5930 neh, duh gue decide nya ntar aja deh pas ketemu L aja lah. pusinggggggg
pusinggggggg
out of here
ev
Wednesday, June 02, 2004
berhubung pake broad band, isenkk dah punya segudang niat buat donlod, tapi begitu mau donlod jadi bingung, mau donlod apa. ke web yang biasa donlod eh ga tau kenapa skrg ga bisa donlod lagi. bt dehhhh!!! buat denger aja skrg dah ga bisa. aduh i want to be back in fews months ago, dimana gue bisa donlod 1 albummm boooo!!!!
beli yg pirated di sini jg ada seh $10, but ga puas, tapi kadang untung jg tuh, 2 album dijadikan 1 album gitu. kl yg ga tau kan, wah lagunya banyak trus murah lagi. lah g yg tau, itu lagu lama , bukan new album
trus i have to thx many people neh, yang bakal buat gue bisa update terus ne, trus mesti rajin2 baca blog. btw, heran deh gue kok bisa2nya ada tanpa versi betanya lagi. bener2 dehhhhh. curi ide orang tuhh.
wah baru inget, hujan, jaket gue belum kering, wah gimana nehhhh, masa ke uni tanpa jaket dengan 18 degree? ga salah neh ? kacau dehhh. masa mesti pake jaket yang aga2 resmi? duh males neh. mending seh pake yg tebal soalnya di Webster B (lecture theatre )cukup dingin.
hosanna hosanna hossana .... (lagi nyanyi)
akhirnya lagu yang dicopy dr L, meskipun cd gue diganti ama yang jelek, bisa juga didengar, thx God. Thank you.
i hope this semester will end soon. dapet nilai pass aja udah ok, ga mudah skul di sini.....
out of here
isenkk
Monday, May 31, 2004
Amit2 deh dinginnya.Bayangin, matahari aja tenggelam menjelang jam 5 sore. Aneh kan ? this make my journey to uni become darker. Apa boleh buat, ga ada pilihan. Duh orang yang duduk di sebelah gue kayanya mabok deh, bau alkoholnya kok tercium sampe di tempat gue. Sebel deh, jadi ga konsen neehhhhhh.
Anyway, hari ini pengen cerita apa ya? Nothing special today, except, yesterday I went to Eastgarden again, setelah sekian lama ga pergi heheheheh. Hunting sepatu boot, udah ketemu tapi kata abon, terlalu pendek, tanggung. Tapi gue penge ne h beli, gimana dong ?
Trus nyari baju party belum dapet2 gimana yah? Gue ga tertarik banget tuh ke sono. Tapi harusss, pusing dehh
Dah ahh, in 5 mins I have to be in classssssss
Boringgggggg!!
See ya
Saturday, May 29, 2004
Satu lagi, yg I have to tell here. Boros bener tuh anak, terutama barang2 yang dibeli barang2 gitu, gue udah bohuat dahhhhhh, ga tau mesti ngapain lagi tuh, gimana ya caranya bilang ?
Oh ya kemaren tuh ada bunyi alarm fire, udah 2 hari tuh berturut2. gue kan baru pertama kali tuh ngalamin kejadian kaya gini, sih pizza girl bukannya kasih tau gue mesti ngapain gitu. Gue harusnya sih tau mesti ngapain but, ga ada orang yang keluar tuh dr rumah .
Kamis kemaren bunyi for the first time, eh si dia malah udah pengen ke uni, trus gue ditinggalin, Cuma bilang, eh ntar lu turun yah ke bawah, gue bilang, tunggu dong bentar doang eh gue dicuekin, katanya, gue udah ga bisa tunggu mesti pergi neh. Sebel ga sih lu ? biasa juga dia sering telat ke uni. Itu gue tau berdasarkan cerita dia sendiri. Trus orangnya sok bersih lagi, hal ini gue tau dr cerita dia waktu pulang indo, she brought her dietary supplement, then di imigrasi dicek, trus obatnya berupa kapsul tuh dibuka n dirasain, then she said she felt geli n dirty so she throw away the supplement. Ternyata sok bersih bener, padahal yang gue tau tuh obat mahal, kl gue sih bisa nangis darah tuh buang duit sebanyak itu.
Then gue pernah liat susu soya dia di kulkas using awen’s cup, dipindahin ama awen ke tempat yang lain waktu dia ga ada dirumah cos tempat itu mau dipake ama awen. Then setelah dia pulang n find out, she poured the milk into the sink. Nah tandanya kan dia geli n sok bersih, kenapa mesti buang begitu ?
Duh belum pernah gue liat orang seperti itu deh, sok bersih abis ya ?
Anyway, ganti topic ahhhhhh, gue pengen belajar merajut ah, winter sudah datang, saatnya untuk merajut hhehehee, abis exams ah, pengen merajut. Penasaran nehhhhhh, masa ga bisa sih ? mesti bisa. Ni yi ding hue ba!! Jia you!! Jia you!!!!
Hao lah, wo yao sui la, hen wan le.
Byeeee byeee
today bener2 deh cape banget pelototin monitor terus sih,
i started my activities today by 8am, wake up and then typed something in the accounting analysis file, buru2 mandi, makan mie instant then go to uni, tp sebelum ke uni, ke IH dulu balikin bukunya si Windy, asli ga sempat tuh bacanya, cma wasting my time aja pinjam ama dia, semua gara2 5910 neh, subject tersusah this session.
ok, di lab langsung bahas, tapi suka nyasar kemana2 dulu then balik lagi edit semua kerjaan. sebel deh, tiap kerja kelompok sama aja tuh, suka bahas kemana2 gitu, bukannya kerjaan dulu diberesin tapi nyasr dulu kemana2
tapi yang buat kesel today tuh, gue udah pengen aja cabut, take off for a while but si THU ga kasih, i want to finish this today. i will stay in the lab till late. lah buat lu sih ok aja stay there till late, but buat gue ? mana bisa? today is saturday, ntar gue ga ada bus pulang gimana ? sapa yang tanggung jawab ? sebel banget deh gue
tapi gue seneng aja tuh si L ngotot pengen pergi, kayanya seh dia jg udah kesel cuma ga diungkapin aja tuh.
anyway, i just want to say, duhhh, my life is so boringgggggg, tiap hari belajar mulu tapi tetep ga tau apa2 neh, apa gue udah tua n tambah bolot ? tapi ada orang yang lebih tua tapi semangat belajarnya tinggi benerrrrr.
ada 1 web yang bikin gue ngakak abis neh , masa web gaul buat jiplakan friendster seh ? ga salah? gue udah join tapi males oi invite2. udah sreg ama yang di friendster.
duh gue jadi pengen cerita neh, sih pizza girl
eh batal deh
bis ....
Friday, May 28, 2004
These last few days were hectic. Everyone is busy with their assignments. Everyone always try to finished their assignment in the very last minutes. Sebel ga sih, akibatnya lab2 di uni malah penuh semua, lab yang biasanya sepi juga jadi rame, tempat gue cek email jadi berkurang deh. Tp untung di rumah broadbandnya udah bener, tadi udah uji coba n bisa tuh main terus hehehehhehhehe.
This morning, vero called, talked about tusuk konde yang diliat christien then want me to ask pizza girl, simple things doing, you know what did she said ? soryy, gue ga bisa tuh ngomong, suruh dia telp lagi ntar. Busyet, udah gue kasih juga hp gue, masih ga mau. Emang dia siapa sih ? semua emang sibuk ama assignmentnya, emang Cuma dia doing, bikin uge kesel aja tau. Yang buat gue tambah kesel tuh ya, waktu gue bilang vero mau ngomong bentar, she was chatting in msn and checking emails. SEBEL GA SIH? Udah pengen gue tabok tuh anak. Kurang ajar banget sih ?
Udah ga tau neh mesti gue apain tuh anak. Tabah deh gue. God please grant me patienceness to handle this problems. Amin
Cerita yang lain ahhhhhh. Last night I finished my class earlier then went to lab to finish 5930 assignment. Asli gue ga tau apa2 neh, abis mau gimana lagi ? gue emang ga ngerti cara kerja bank di OZ ini. Pasrah aja deh gue, 15% dr total nilai.
Gile, last night was the first time I went home from uni at the very late night, around 11.30pm, mana dingin lagi, untung busnya dating, udah ditawarin ama wenny tuh, dijemput but I rather go home myself, ga enak ditungguin orang, merepotkan orang banget.
Next story, apa yah ? no idea neh what to tell. Oh ya tentang forum tercinta neh, masa mau ditutup sih? Tanpa pemberitahuan lagi, dan gue malah terkesan kaget banget neh, keputusan dr mana ? dikasih tau ke kita dulu dong, biar ga kaget n please give detail reasons so I can except this. What is this world going to be ? I don’t know.
Few days ago, di Brisbane ada kejadian ajaib, salib yesus berdarah n then statue maria mengeluarkan bau rose gitu, eh I got to go my friends is waiting for me in the library
Saturday, May 22, 2004
Sekitar gue semuanya sptnya serius banget mengerjakan tugas but me ?sibuk ngetik buat blog. Gawat banget nehhhhhhh.
Anyway, I don’t care neh ama tugas gue, gawat berat kan? abis gue udah hopeless banget neh
Thursday, May 20, 2004
Semoga assignments yang tinggal dua bisa berhasil dibuat dengan lancer dan tanpa hambatan. Sabtu mau grup meeting lagi, moga2 bisa selesai dikerjain tuh, trus assignment yang satu lagi semoga gue juga bisa mau ke kerangkanya. Skrg aja gue belum ngerti tuh, tugasnya suruh ngapain aja.
Duh kuliah kemaren, waktu pulang, gue udah pengen tabok someone, sikapnya agak2 sok gitu, rese bagent lagi, kl ga ada temen baru nyari gue, kl ada, langsung gue dicuekin. Gue berusaha gab t, tapi gue kesel juga tuh, pengen cerita, ga tau cerita ke sapa. Tinggal di sini, emang enak but ketika lu mau curhat, bisa2 isi curhat lu sekampung pada tau, sebel kan ? mending ceritakan diblog, lega banget tuh.
Liburan udah mau tiba, duh, ujian aja belum udah pikirin mau liburan, tapi emang harus direncanakan sih, kl ga pusing jg mau ngapain selama liburan ? mana ortu housemate mau dating, nah gue belajarnya gimana ya ? pusing deh, masa gue mesti tiap saat ke library ? tapi emang mesti ke library kali ? soalnya lebih hanget di sono and aga comfortable cos lampunya juga putih ga kaya di rumah yang lampu nya kuning mirip2 di hotel2.
Duh, kaget, sebelah gue orang HK lagi ngetik2 trus kayanya marah ama cenya trus hantam2 mousenya gitu, duh bikin gue bt aja tuh, abis jadi ga konsen, pindah lab ahhhhh.
Niat ke lab mau buat tugas eh tau malah ga tentu arah gitu. Sebel ga sih ? cek mail uni ga bisa, trus hotmail jg ga bisa. Sebel kan ? eh intermezzo, cenya malah ngomong tambah kenceng, sayang gue ga ngerti apa yang diomongin, jadi ga tau apa yang diomongin tuh hehehe
Dah ahh pindah lab dulu ahhhhh
ok deh, skrg gue bener2 t deh, abis gimana ga bt, begitu mau cabut dr lab, gue mau print tugas gue dulu, eh baru sadar kl printing card gue ilang, kayanya sih semalam gue print di lab, lupa ambil. sebel ga sih ? padahal masih ada credit sekiar 15$. duh bener2 sial deh gue semalam. udah gitu di kls ge bengong lagi, trus dateng si rika yang bikin gue bt juga tuh, suka sok penting gitu. gue pengen tau aja tuh bertahan sampe kapan tuh ? *please refer to part that i said i want to tabok someone* :D:D
bener2 udah keterlaluan tuh anak, dan herannya gue bisa aja sabar banget ya ? sampe kapan gue bisa sabar? duh semoga cepat2 berlalu deh. OH God, please create peace i my heart!!!
menjelang akhir semester, semua tugas pada due, tinggal 2 assignments lagi due in next two weeks, so semua harus diprepare dgn baek. pusing, kuliah bener2 susah dehhhh, tapi ntar hasilnya kan ok (berusaha menghibur diri hehehe)
pusingg pusinggg pusinggg
seteressss seteresssss seteressss ga tau mau ngapain :(:(
dahh ah
mau mausk ke friendster ahhhh
Monday, May 17, 2004
this is Monday. I hate Monday, skrg kekuatan kata Jia You kayanya sudah berkurang neh efekya buat gue. susah bnaget tuh tugasnya 5910. sebel deh, kok dulu bisa pilih this subject? ternyata susahnya amit2 deh, udah baca berkali2 juga kaga ngerti2. trus dosennya parah lagi, merasa semua studentnya udah ngerti, padahal kan gue ga ngerti sama sekali. mau minta tutor? malu booo, masa sampe skrg mesti minta tutor si ? yang gue perlu tuh orang yang bisa discuss dengan gue aja tuh, ternyata nyari temen diskusi di sini tidak gampang.
semua di sini, sepertinya saling memanfaatkan so you can't look for a true friend that you wanted to.
i want to talk about weather di sini. skrg udah mau masuk winter. udara udah mulai dingin tapi orang2 di sini mah sering suka saltum. Heraen deh gue, kenapa ya? pake baju kaos n jaket eh trus celana pendek. apa ga dingin tuh? trus pake rok mini, tapi kedinginan. duh ketikan gue udah tulalit banget neh.
ok that is. selesai sudah, udah ga tau lagi mau nulis apa
byeeeee
Sunday, May 16, 2004
here i am again, minggu juga tetep mengerjakan tugas, duh sedih benrneh rasanya. tiap hari harus tetep lewat uni, meskipun cuma mau ke gereja doang tuh.
almost end of session, labs di uni, hari minggu juga penuh tuh, berhubung hampir semua assignment due in these few weeks. 4 weeks to go, then this session is finished.
semalam, pegi deh dinner ke tempat linggar, i have no choise, kata nana harus pergi, kl ga entar digosipin lagi. emang bener tuh, kl gue ga pergi yah pasti dikata2in. tapi pulangnya enak juga neh, dianterin ama Imelda, a new girl that i just know from clas 5910. udah lama ga pernah naik mobil hehehe. norak yeeee, keseringan naik bus neh di sini, kl ga ya jalan kaki huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhu
then today,abis gereja ya ke uni deh, baca2 n beresin tugas. hehehhehe. sampe skrg kita2 udah 50% on my mind what i am going to write but sisanya ga tau deh, search di net aja, trus tambah penjelasan dari webnya aja deh. fyi, tugas gue ya ttg analysis financial statement nya UPS. sebel neh, gue jadinya malah searching2 di net, mending sih, jadinya ngerti dikit lah.
duh males neh pulang ke rumah, abis bawaannya ngantuk kl pulang trus malah pengen tidur lagi, trus ntar sore ada american idol, gue udha tau sih yang keluar latoyaaaaa. sebenarnya sih gue ga peduli sapa yang keluar yang penting bukan Jasmine :P jadi inget dia film fav nya kan lilo n stich, jadi inget f4 deh hehehe.
soal ga peduli latoya, ya realistis aja. she was really good, sampe Simon aja udah ga bisa kasih komen gitu. apa karna publik amrik sebel ama simon trus ga vote di latoya yah ? bisa gitu juga kan ?
but i have to go home now, cos udah kedinginan neh di lab. udah tau winter masih tetep nyalain ac, di library aja udah nyalain heater. dah ah pulang ah, males nehhhhh
udah jam lima neh mesti beli kopi n sayur lagi, kl ga tutup deh fruit marketnya,
see ya
Saturday, May 15, 2004
welll, new blog layout neh, blogger tambah keren aja tuh heheheheh. pusingnnnnnn. udah jarang post sejak adsl wenny ngaco di rumah, jadinya ga bisa deh sring2 ol, chatting aja ga bisa sebel dehhhh.
oh ya, last week, after group meeting in lab!, sorenya gue malah studying hehhee, 5930 yang ujiannya kamis kemaren, alhasil, bank recon nya ga balance, meskipun udah tau soalnya dr Tien, tapi, as i predicted before, ga bakal balance.
last saturday sih went to karoke with my uniprep's friends. cuma beberapa orang doang sih,. finally i met Irsan, si item, setelah cuma sms and telp2an doang. so far, anak2 uniprep yg di Sydney, tinggal jason doang neh yg belum gue ketemu. he is a married man now, can you imagine ? married ama ce bule lagi. pusing ga sih lu ? strange aja tuh. eh back to karoke, duhhhh, boros abis neh, kl jalan2 melulu, mau save money buat jalan2 liburan nanti ahhhhhhh.
Pengen cerita banyak ah, tpai males ketiknya, gimana yah ?
Pertama cerita ttg sekolah dulu deh.
Kuliah master di oz, ternyata tidak segampang kuliah undergrad (duh, mentang2 udah beres undergradnya, baru berani say like this).ya sih no problem, tiap subject Cuma 1 in a week for 3 jam berturut2 dengan max 15 mins break in the middle of the lectures, depends on the lecturers.
Then yang susah tuh kerja kelompoknya, tergantung lu dapet kelompok yang bagus ato tidak. At first, gue piker biar bisa improve my English, I better choose orang2 yang bukan orang indo, biar bisa keep speak English but ternyata sekelompok dgn org china mainland juga doesn’t help at all. Englishnya mereka tuh ada yang bagus ada jg yang jelek, tergantung ho long they have been here.. Trus dapat kelompok, orang2 yang udha kerja juga susha deh abis mau ketemu buat meeting and discussing aja susah bener. At weekend aja ga bisa tuh ketemu buat meeting, sebel ga sih? Akhirnya gue malah kebanyakan jalan lagi ama orang indo. Udah di rumah juga speak indo, eh di uni jg speak indo although sometimes I speak mandarin with Amanda, the Malay’s girl. Ternyata di sini susah banget ketemu orang yang punya taste yang sama dengan gue. Sebel deh, so far baru ketemu ama X-tien yang ngerti mandarin worldand Amanda, bisa lahg ue practice mandarin gue hehehehehehe
Common room, buat anak2 postgrad di sini, enaknya punya room di uni yang bisa diakses 24 hours. Tinggal gesek student card, udah bisa masuk ke room itu, room itu anget lagi, tersedia kopi n tea, freee :) byk anak2 di sono buat have their lunch, or meet for group discussion. Discussion di sini mah hebat banget tuh. Almost every student here punya laptop. Gila dehhh, emang ga mahal tuh laptop ? almost every where people use notebook to do their assignments. Kaya udah bukan luxury things di sini. Apa semua student di sini kaya2 n tinggal gue doing yang kere abis
Duh apalagi yang yang pengen gue ceritakan ? duh laper nehhhhh, mana mau ke tempat nana, mau shopping baju dngin, tapi pengen hemat juga tuh .
Dah ah, lagi ga konsen neh, abis ada 1 tugas due on manday, trus pengen print lecture notes lagi, ga tau deh mau buat yang mana dulu.
Oh ya, pengen nonton troy juga, tapi lagi byk tugas.
Sebel ama forum juga n eh, abis akses dr sini amit2 deh lamanya, ga tahan gue.
Ok deh see ya everyone
NB. Tagboard nya gue ngaco lagi yah ?
Saturday, May 08, 2004
This is quite boring dan menyebalkan, kerja kelompok, tapi gue ga tau tuh apa yang mesti gue lakukan, concentration gue lagi ga di 5910. udah subjectnya susah, gue ga ngerti lagi, dosennya sih ngajarnya ok tapi kok gue dpaet kelompok yang ga enak ya ? apa ini karena pengalaman kelas pertama yang gue attend in this session ? sepertinya lack of experience aja tuh ?
They are discussing the project, gue malah bingung apa sih untungnya buat project ini ? apply ke real worldnya apa sih? Streeeessss oi, mana ntar malam karokean lagi bareng Irsan ? sebenarnya ga mau ikut neh cos bakal bocor lagi neh kantong gue but ga ada pilihan, social life perlu boo, not just reading reading bookkkkkkssssss. Hikssss, sekolah master di sini emang bener2 susah deh, penuh perjuangan membaca and daya analisis nya mesti gede. Udah sempat bt ama nilai 5512 yang Cuma pass doang, apa boleh buat ? stress neh, some body help meeeeeeeee
Something I will talk about L and Adrian :P
But late on, ga bisa konsen neh skrg. Sebel dehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
continue.......
Back to group work, gue bisa jd juga orang yang annoying, kl gue dicuekin terus gue juga bisa tuh asal aja ngerjain tugas, pokoknya gue kapok deh kl sekelompok lagi dengan L. soalnya dia seakan2 be the leader and control everything, just like she knows everything. Gue akuin aja tuh, I know not much but I will try hard to do my part. Tapi the problem is I don’t know what I am doing now because ga ngerti sama sekali neh project ini mau ngapain aja,
Berbicara ttg Adrian n L, sebenarnya sih gue ga pa pa tuh. Masalahnya begini, si L itu selalu kasih tau gue, what she will do together with A and friends. Sebel ga sih ? gue kan ga tanya. She always bilang kl dia mau ngapain aja tuh ama A n friends. Seakan2 mau buat gue kecewa n cemburu( itu Xtien yang bilang), ngapain juga gue kecewa n cemburu ? gue Cuma sebel aja tuh, si A itu Cuma ga mau kumpul2 ama kita2 anak2 uniprep. Gue kan belum ketemu semua anak2 uniprep, so kl kumpul bareng2 ga ada salahnya kan ?
Barusan aja tuh, si A ke lab juga tuh then he talked to me a lot, si L langsung mengacau gitu, katanya eh : lu dateng2 ngacauin isenkk aja, dia kan lagi buat tugas tuh”. Gue sih tau aja tuh, dia ga gitu suka tuh si A talk to me ? may be I take over her friends? But anyway, A is mu uniprep friend so cheng li lah gue talk to her and si A itu orangnya emang friendly sih ke semua orang. Duh gue mesti tabah2kan hati neh, tinggal beberapa minggu lagi tuh gue punya course to finish. Then I wont meet her again in class or even in the project. Semoga next session gue ga punya tuh subject yang sama dengan dia.
Setelah dipikir2 gue ga ada temen bule neh di sini, yg ada Cuma orang china, Malaysia doang, bule2nya out of control tuhhhhh, abis di kelas semuanya kepalanya hitem semua tuh, ada sih bulenya tapi Cuma dikut doang, emang neh majors di Commerce itu banyak banget tuh orang asianya. Bulenya pada ilang ke engineering kali yah ? ga ngerti deh gue.
Friday, May 07, 2004
duh hari2 jalannya cepat banget yah ?
ga terasa udah jumat lagi, yang artinya hari menjelang kuis semakin pendek.
as i promise, i will tell the story bout my bday last week, but in a short way.
Actually i already know that my housemates will make a small party for me, but it end up with quite big party for more than people. quite big for me especially, i never held bday party for a long long time.
anyway, intinya sih, as far as i know, there will be a steamboat (apa sih bhs indonya ? , kaya di hanamasa gitu loh) lunch, sesama housemates plus their partner(aka co2nya mereka). ternyata, mereka buat lunchnya ga di rumah, ternyata di Gym apartment which is next door to my flat. di dalam gym udah nongol few of my uni friends, gue ga tau deh gimana caranya housemates gue kontak2 mereka. then, begitu gue di'giring' ke gym, herannya gue ga curiga lagi, berhubung gue belum pernah ke gym sih, so begitu diajak ke gym buat liat2 doang, gue ok-in aja, tapi begitu sampe di depan pintu gym, gue udah mulai curiga neh, n ternyata bener, begitu buka pintu, langsung disodorin bday cake ama si afai, jadi mirip di film2 deh, begitu buka pintu ada nongol cake with lilin :P:P
udah itu ya mulai deh makan2nya, eh gue absen dulu deh 3 housemates + 2 partners, wenny nana windy vero hana christien adrian temennya vero. lumayan banyak neh, duh berasa jadi tambah tua, meskipun waktu itu gue ga jadi yang paling tua di sono, masih ada tuh afai yang lebih tua. Fyi, afai itu future husbandnya housemate gue tuh :P, they are getting married next year.
abis makan2 ada acara potong kue, then makan lagi, i give the first piece to my roomate, soalnya dia udah nodong duluan tuh, then beres2, bersih2 then it ended.
sekitar jam 3 sore gitu kita cabut deh ke Wollonggong, ada acara band gitu di uni of Wollonggong. lumayan gue bisa liat uni nya itu kaya apa, ternyata beda banget ama unsw:P. pasti bedalah. Keliling2 uninya, gede banget and udara di sono dingin banget sih. sepanjang jalan ke sono jadi mirip2 jalan ke Singkawang tuh, kiri kanan banyak pohon2 hijau. balik dr Wollonggong sekitar jam 11pm, duh udaranya makin dingin aja tuh brrrrr brrrrrrrrr. balik2 bobo deh. that was the day i celebrated my bday first time abroad. dapet sms dr bonyok, email dr bokap, sms lagi dr niece gue, then dapet sms lagi dr eri, tante. after few days dapet sms lagi dr sis, ssebel ga sih, gara2 dia sibuk buat laporan buat conference ke Japan, jadi lupa ultah gue.
minggu 2 may
gara2 bangun jam 9, akhirnya ke gereja di city deh, yang artinya bakal banyak pengocoran duit lagi neh. di gereja ketemu nana n surya, trus lunch di market city, keliling2 paddy's beli ikan hehehehe. pertama kalinya tuh and ikannya baru abis kemaren malam. enak juga ikannya meskipun gue ga tau tuh nama ikannya apaan.
Thursday, May 06, 2004
streeessss, bT abisssss
baru aja cek nilai mid di web, ternyata.........
hasilnya mengecewakan, sama seperti rika deh, hasilnya tidak seperti yang diharapkannnn
pusing deh gue, gimana caranya lagi yah gue msti belajar ?
padahal udah ga gitu susah, ga ada assignment, yg ngajar cakep, eh nilai gue berantakan
sebel sebel sebel sebellllllll
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
wah ternyata post pic di sini gampang2 aja tuh , cuma bhs htmlnya gileeee, susah bener ketiknya, ribet abis. ternyata waktu app juga diajarin, cuma berhubung bandel ya ga perhatiin, itu ternyata bhs htmllll
abis quiz ah, mau benerin blog.
GA mau kalah ama harle hehehehhe.
anyway, thx ya Ruth, ucapan sponsornya yang gede banget di blog elu
buat oren juga tuh, tulisnya gede2 lagi di forum
ngomong2 soal forum, duh kesel deh, di sini udah pake broadband, masih aja kesusahan masuk forum, udah masuk eh linknya putus lagi, sering ga nongol semua. duh gimana seh tuh forum, bikin kesel nehhh
mana skrg KG dengan lancar gue bisa masuk, tp udah agak2 males tuh,
hmm skrg semua lg demam friendster, termasuk gue neh, jadinya malah sering ol buat friendster drpd ol buat nyari bahan buat assignment, gawat nehhhhh
Si Dd, lg KP di France tapi kok yang dilabain anak2 yang masih kecil sih ???
mana ceritanya panjang lebar lagi ttg kondisi tempat kpnya hehehe
next time gue mesti cerita neh ttg keadaan gue di sn :P
Tuesday, May 04, 2004
duh tugas tinggal 2, individual tugas tinggal 1, tpi malesnya booo, mana mesti buat byk pr lagi buat quiz minggu depan.
udara udah mulai dingin, idung udah ada "kerak darah" gitu, padahal gue masih tahan tuh dinginnya.
pengen cerita ttg surprise party kemaren, tapi kok males ngetik yah? abis dingin neh, jari2 jadi kaku neh
updatenya jumat besok aja deh, after i meet faculty adviser, mau ngadu soal Prof. Taylor, kl ngajar suka melebar ke mana2, sampe gue di kelas kaga ngerti apa2.
Duh, bro gue di Jkt, dr specialis jantung mau disue ama pasiennya, sebel ga sih? yang gue tau seh kok gue ga salah, he already did the right procedures. Orang itu lumpuh kok salahin my brother? sialnya tetangga si victim ini wartawan media cetak, so this problem jadi gede deh. bt abis neh gue, sedih juga kan masalahnya jadi begitu. kacian dong ama sepupu gue n ponakan2 gue
ok deh, out from here now, mau ngeprint jawaban pr buat minggu depan ahhh
byeee
Sunday, May 02, 2004
Thursday, April 29, 2004
This is so annoying deh,
Sebel ga sih, ditanya
A : ‘Eh, lu udah pernah ke chinese Kingsford ?"
Isenkk : belum tuh
A : masa sih ? gue pikir udah tuh
Aduh tuh anak rese banget sih ? kl udah pernah,ngapain gue bilang belum ? trus ga percaya lagi tuh ama jawaban gue. Masa gue ke mana2 aja mesti lapor ama lu ? emang lu sapa gue ? sebel kan ? yg nyebelin sih cara nanya nya sih, abis bikin bt abis tuh. Sepertinya gue jadi ga punya privacy gitu. I have my own privacy, you can not neglect it
Wednesday, April 28, 2004
abis pulang belanja neh, duh sedih amat, tiap belanja selalu sendiri, tapi enak juga neh, jadinya bisa pilih2 barang yang kita mau, tanpa harus tergantung ama teman yg nungguin. i just did weelky shopping, tujuan utamanya seh sebenarnya beli sayur doang neh, tapi akhirnya beli juga tuh jaket inceran sejak 2 weeks ago, harga2nya ga turun2 lagi.
btw, baju2 di sini boleh dikatakan 80% made in china, kl barang made in china harusnya kan murah ya, tapi.. di sini mahalnya amit2 deh, mending ke china beli hehehehe. bayangin aja Giordano, hampir semuanya made in china, sedangkan Giordano yang gue punya, hadiah dr nyokap made in malaysia, but beli di spore, gile aja tuh hehehehe
toleransi
stay with people you know already sometimes quite easy but sometimes can increase some troubles too,
kita harus pelajari lagi karakter masing2, ada yang sifatnya langsung meletup2, trus pengennya menang sendiri, ga mau kalah. hal ini gue alami, trus masih gue analisa sih.
ceritanya begini, one of my housemate, masih kecil sih, undergrad aja belum lulus, bisanya komentar, i have to study, jangan jalan2 lagi, save money, diet bla bla bla...... tapi itu semua cuma di mulut doang,. kirain diet, tapi beli chips and snacks, what can i say ? berikutnya, i have too study, masuk k amar, gue kirain belajar so ga diganggu, eh malah tidur, then the next day ngeluh lagi, belajar belajar ..... lama2 gue bt juga neh. trus ada 1 bad habbit yang ga bisa ilang neh, masa toilet papers 4 gulung seminggu udah abis ? dimakan kali ya ? emang ga perlu duit buat belinya ? meskipun belinya kita share, but harus hemat juga dong. ada lagi neh, borosnya amit2, hand soap seminggu sebotol, cuma dipakai sendiri, trus belakangan ini ga beli lagi, ato mungkin dia sadar kl dia doang yang pake then ga beli2 lagi ?
huh, stay dengan orang yang belum mature kaya gitu ternyata bikin pusing juga neh
careful
daerah tempat tinggal gue ternyata banyak banget orang indo nya, bahkan resto indo juga banyak, cuman gue belun pernah tuh nyobain semua nya heheh, hemat boooooo
dareah deket uni ternyata tidak aman, gue aja heran, sampe ISS mesti send email, bilang international student disuruh hati3 baek siang maupun malam, cos tingkat crimenya tinggi banget neh sekarang. tukang crimenya sepertinya bego deh, kan ga semua int'l student kaya2, lah kaya gue, miskin abis man!!!
huah skrg bingung neh mau tulis apa lagi ya ?
dah ahhh, mau early dinner ah before go to class at 6 pm
Friday, April 23, 2004
tinggal bareng temen ada enaknya dan ada ga enaknya juga yahhhh
many kind of problems can come out, dont care you like it or not.
kadang simple things aja bisa jadi big problems.
i have try to mengalah dan liat kondisi, but what i learn is that we have to know the situation and know what is going on.
think quick and adopt to the situation. in past post, i had said that i have to be carefull to medan ca bou, this is true, cos gue alamin sndiri gitu loh, difficult to talk here. akibatnya gue malah jadi pendengar, trus mesti bermuka dua gitu, hadapin si a begitu, hadapin si b mesti begitu. serba susah nehhhhhh.
Anyway, intinya i have to be careful
jia you everyone
i just come back from shopping, cepet kan ?
cuma beli voucher optus, then buy a ream of paper, eh ketemu FAdli, kaget juga ngantri di belakang gue, tapigue ga sadar di belakang gue hehehe
rabu kemarenya, di rumah ada ci agnes, she is staying for a night, ga tau deh ngapain, gue juga ga pengen tau, it is not my business. pagi makan dan belajar, sukur dah lumayan lah meskipun kl essay, pasti ga bisa tuh. ujiannya 50 MC questions, gile udah sampe tahap postgrad masih MC questions, mampus ga seh, salah 1 aja udah tinggal 49% of total marks ?
ujiannya aneh lagi, yg surnames a-n di gedung ini, sisannya gedung sono, jauh banget gitu, but, on that day my lecture in charge look co charming man!!!! udah pake baju gayanya mhs gitu, ga ketauan dosen. cakep mannnnnn, sampe2 gue duduk paling bawah tuh, trus temen gue malah duduk paling atas, katanya ga pd. gue malah demen duduk dibawah, biar bisa denger tuh kl ada sesuatu yang berubah kan gue bisa tau. apalagi kl dosennya ngomong. i can know everything what he said :P CAkep cakeppppppp
bencanakamis dah santai abis, tapi masih juga neh mesti baca lecture note buat malamna.
OMG!!! begitu masuk kelas, si Ed bilang, i am going to return your quiz paper. Dubrakkkkkk!! gile aja, sekian lama gue kuliah ga pernah tuh ada yang balikin ujian paper. pantasan si Amanda bilang I am feeling nnot good today. because he is going to give back our paper.
My result is not dissappointed but gue kesel aja, udah buang2 fews points sia2, gara2 i changed my answer. house mates n friends dah bilang, itu nilai dah cukup, but i felt it was not enough, i have to do moreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
today
pagi2 bangun, vacuum rumahhhh, it is my turn now :D lumayan buang energy juga nehhhhh, buat exercise bisa nehhhh
then check email, sempet kirim2 pesan ke fenyta lewat friendster juga, then go to the mass, then to uni fill in the blog, then to shopping centre buy bed sheet, untung murah tuh hehehhehehe, then endu up here typing again :)
Ternyata udah lama banget ga isi2. ga Cuma harle doang yang absen ngisi blognya, ternyata gue juga.
Gue piker gue udah isi blog, ternyata baru inget kalo waktu itu gue udah ketik but I send my posting to my dad’s email. Nah loh gawat kan ingetnya salah.
Ok back to what I am going to tell :)
Terakhir post tgl 4 april, so I am going to recap all I have done during the easter break and what happen to my exam!!!
Pemilu day 5 April
Saatnya mencoblos :P on that day I still don’t know what I have to choose, cos too many parties and I don’t know all off them except parties lama yang bercokol terus dan pengen berkuasa terus. So kira2 siangnya I called my parent to asked them about the election, but bikin kesel deh, di indo pemilu libur, enak bener, nyokap ga tau ke mana and I akhirnya telpe ke om gue asked him about what were his choise., he then told me about his opinion about few parties that he interested in. after that I *duhh ini lab dingin banget sih* went to konjen, jln kaki, abis deket she ama rumah hehe, berhujan2 ria, kiranya udah ga hujan ternyata malah hujan gede and di konjen sepi hehehe, masuk, coblos, Cuma 1 menit kali thenpulang hehehe, then laporan deh ke bokap yang pengen tau gimana suasana election di luar negeri hehehehe. Ikut tiga kali pemilu di 3 differeent city, duh senengnya hehehehe* norak yahhh
Malamnya kuliah, untung udah ga hujan lagi tuh, masuk eh ganti asistennya yg ngajar, ga cakep ahh, jadi ga ada beautiful view deh. You know what I mean!!
6 April
Kayanya sih studying 5930, cos I have the quiz on Thursday
7 April
Go to the class as usual, then sms daisy, asked her about the quiz
Itu lah enaknnya jadi kelas terakhir yg ujian, bisa tanya dulu hehehhe. Udha gitu Amanda sibuk sms n telp, panikan juga tuh dia hehehe
8 April
This is the day, the first quiz/exam that I am going to face after 2 year graduated from uni. Exams again!!!!!!
Upssss, something I missed here, I didn’t go to church because the schedule clash with the quiz, felt a bit guilty. Then after the quiz, discuss the assignment, duh, dapet orang mainland, ternyata susah banget buat diajak kerja sama tuh.
Passion of the Christ 9 April
At 10.30 am, joined the station of the cross. I never realized that in Randwick Church, they have pics on the wall. Ga pernah sadar sih cos bentuknya kaya ukuran and sewarna dengan temboknya, gimana mau sadar :)
Sorenya go to St. Mary to join the mass :P, suasananya persis sama dengan seperti biasanya but more rame than biasanya. Rame tapi ga sepadat di indo :P
Abis mass, makan deh di Chinatown :P, batal deh puasanya, gpp kan ?
*intermezzo, ada co cakep manggil gue hehehehe, gue ga sadar lagi, mesti panggil 2 kali baru sadar, sayangnya he is too short :P *quote dr vero hehhe
Vigil Saturday
At around 10 am, I went to Sydney Olympic Park, the stadium that Ozzies proud of . ada easter celebration, namanya Royal Easter Show, yang katanya sih tiap tahun ada tuh. I have to pay $20.50. nahal boo. Untung udah concession, kl ga beda $6 doang hehehhehe.
Niat nya dengan senang sampe di tujuan bisa liat tuh festival2 but I did I see there? Many kind of farm animals, such as sheep, cows, dogs, cat, pigs, chicken. Speaking about chicken, gue liat ada 1 jenis chicken yang mirip bange tama anjing pudel. Bulu2nya ngembang gitu kaya anjing pudel. This is not fun cos, di ponti juga ada kandang babi yang bau gitu, ngapain jau2 ke Sydney liat ? bt ga sih ?
Next stop, back to city, have early dinner, then almost lost in Elizabeth street, to look for the church. Malam2 ternyata bisa bikin sesat ya ? gue bilang ke kanan, nana and tien bilang ke kiri, kalahsuara gue but I have the right direction hehehe
Malam paska di sini lumayan bagus lah, light the candle out side the church then go together into the church and start the mass. Bagian Baptist yang rada aneh, Cuma 3 people man!!, dikit amat yah, tru s ga pake baju putih2 lagi, aneh aja tuh. Oh ya sebelumnya tuh ada bacaan bible, sampe 5 bacaan, busyet banyak banget yahhh.. pulang ampe rumah almost 12am hehehehhe. I didn’t tell my dad. Kl tau, bisa meledak tuh boom dr jauh hehehehhe.
Easter 11 April
Sleep till siang, buru2 ke church at 12pm then habe lunch at thai rest, then go to paddy’s again. Temenin irvie beli oleh2 buat orang rumahnya. She is going home for holiday for a month. Gue titip easter egg but my fav niece and my parents also my dad’s friends.
12 April
Go to eastgarden and then to city, temenin vero nyari boot, ga dapet oi, she got her type but the store don’t hove her size, kacian banget yahh.
13 April
Travelling around city againnnnn. Temenin si aya, anak engineering, yg udah 2 bulan di sin tapi belum pernah ke opera house, darling harbour and the rock. I enjoyed this cos I finally mencoba pancakes The Rock yang terkenal itu, udah mahal enak lagi, trus gede lagi hehehehe. Pokoknya jlan2 dr opera ke harbour and then the rock, end up di Chinatown lagi tuh hehehehhe
kamis
Study to,e. mabok aja neh baca 5512, sebel deh
But sempet juga tuh ke eastgarden dulu tuh dijemput ama lury, lumayan hemat ongkos bus
jumat
Pagi nya baca buku l;agi then siangnya ke paddy buat belanja sayur heheheh, buy pyjamas juga tuh
sabtu
Pagi baca buku lagi, sore ke centre point temenin si vero beli boot, finally she got the boots.
sunday
Gereja jam 10 am, pulang baca buku lagi, eh sorenya anak2 gereja wenny ke rumah, duh rebut deh. But I think I can handle this :P
Ntn American idol lagi
Monday 19 April 2004
Baca buku lagi, untung grup meeting batal
so i have the chance buat baca lagi
selasa
dying of reading, tapi udah mulai santai nehhhh
rabu
udahmantap neh buat mid exam, tapi serem juga nehhhh
ok stop here :P
continue later on
Sunday, April 04, 2004
the celebration in t his town ,looks strange for me because, ada aja tuh yang aneh for me, palm nya kecil amat ?
ok enough for that, yesterday, went to city, intentionnya ya mau shopping tapi kok malah ga beli apa2 yah ? apa karna yang pergi keramean ? n people who have the smae taste like me tuh kaga ada ? gue kan mau irit an dhemat so nyari barang juga mesti yang ok n murah :):)
2 house mates pergi retret, rasanya aneh aja tuh, hilang 2 orang, meskipun biasanya juga ilang 2 orang. berdua doang ama ajum, rasanya aneh,
anyway, i have many things to say, but, let me keep it in my heart dulu deh, until the time is come, i will type it down to here :)
sementara, please pray for me that i will pass all the hardness that i will pass in this few time in my life
Everyone, keep JIA YOU!!!!!