this week is oweek in my uni, minggu orientation, it is fun, saatnya ngumpulin bareng2 gratisan, ada voucher, vip card buat some resto, pulpen brosur, penggaris dll. maklum, di negeri orang semuanya malah, so apa yang bisa gratis ambil aja :)
ada free pancakes lagi, tapi males ngantrinya. udah 3 hari ini hujan mulu neh, udah mulai masuk winternya sekitar 20degrees. dingin2 adem lah, i still can survive.
tonight i am going to watch the "controversial movie" ever made by mel gibson :) The Passion. in my opinion, itu film based on bible, kenapa harus kontroversial ? itu emang kenyataan trus ngapain juga diband or do something buat cegat this movie tayang ?
problem gigi gue seakan terlupakan sesaat, urus aja minggu depan, this week only focus on passion aja deh :)
n have to read my course outline in case to join the lecture, moga2 aja gue dapet gruop work yg ook, mostly chinese people deh, gue ga mau dpt orang indo, bukannya kenapa takutnya english gue ga improve, kl ama orang chinese kan bisa improve english n mandarin. heheheh This is my main goal :P:P
Thursday, February 12, 2004
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
hai yah, everyday complaining terus, duh kemaren emang bener2 the worst day dah, buat gue, especially, tatap muka gue ama si inul palsu itu. sebel banget gue, udah kerja kelompok, niatnya ga sekelompok ama dia, eh 1 kelompok juga, udah itu, begitu mau diskusi, eh gue dicuekin, emang dasar centil seh dia, langsung aja berhadapan dengan tuh co, udah bersuami masih childish gitu, kekanak2an, ga tau diri banget seh, yg dilaba juga suami orang itu, duh, yg bikin keseel tuh, she said that i was working alone. you know what ? gue dicuekin gitu, emang pada dasarnya gue lagi ngantuk n ga konsen ke tugas, tapi dia ga bisa ngomong gitu dong ke gue. trus komennya dia ttg Hasan, orang bangladesh itu, katanya berani ama he said to the teacher, kl time is over? it was lunch time then. padahal dia juga begitu kan ? ngeluh2 udah waktunya break tapi ga ada break juga ? aduh, gue heran, tuh orang bermuka berapa seh ? kadang2 suka otaknya jorok, kl orang lain suami ato istrinya dah datang, eh dianya malah kesel kl husbandnya belum dateng ? duh, mana harus sekelas lagi ama dia di 1 course ? udah tiap hari gue pray, tabah2in gue, jauhkan gue dari prasangka buruk, jgn bt an dulu kl udah liat dia, tapi kemaren she pake baju emang norak abis, kaya ga tau malu aja, udah sadar tapi kok masih norak ya ? n rese lagi, dgn bangganya said, gue udah ga punya baju lagi ?
oh ya kemaren lab kompi :) tutornya banyak banget tuh, cos gabung ama kelas lain. duh ada 1 kayanya orang spore, duh sakit kepala gue denger englishnya Singlish abis n kesannya kasar banget sampe gue ga bisa konsen, trus ada lagi tutor yg orang indoa, duh, begitu deket, muncul bau2 aneh, sebenarnya bau apa yah ? jadi tiap kali ada pertanyaan, gue dkk ga pernah mau tanya ke dia, abis baunya tidak tahannn boooooooooo. ga tau deh bau apa tuh. anyone know ?
i think i have to stop now, cos udah mau ke kelas lagi tuh :)
oh ya kemaren lab kompi :) tutornya banyak banget tuh, cos gabung ama kelas lain. duh ada 1 kayanya orang spore, duh sakit kepala gue denger englishnya Singlish abis n kesannya kasar banget sampe gue ga bisa konsen, trus ada lagi tutor yg orang indoa, duh, begitu deket, muncul bau2 aneh, sebenarnya bau apa yah ? jadi tiap kali ada pertanyaan, gue dkk ga pernah mau tanya ke dia, abis baunya tidak tahannn boooooooooo. ga tau deh bau apa tuh. anyone know ?
i think i have to stop now, cos udah mau ke kelas lagi tuh :)
Monday, February 09, 2004
this is the new day to start. Quite boring to start this day, cos i felt speel day the day, although i did travel around the uni for quite long. just early inthe morning, arrived at library at 9 am, ready to start enrolment, but i failed to do that cos i need new pin, change the new one, after the english break. quite tiring and i did my enrol successfully and altedy get my student id card but i still cant get in tho the room that only postgrad students are allowed to. dont know what, or maybe not yet, it is not the time yet.
Back to langgar, i have done some curhat to a person who also dislike her. he just laughed and said dont worry, dont have to think about that too seriously. i said that i know, but i need to talk to someone in order to release "kekesalan". akhirnya gue ungkap juga kekesalan gue.
soal R***, lebih susah lagi neh,masalahnya i have to keep seing her everyday from mon-fri, and saturday if we all students are going out together, duh berasa jadi apa gitu duni.dan kadang2 sok tau lagi dia. maybe she is older than me, trus tadi sempat gue serang juga, soal urusan PNS ato bukan. bis gue udah kesel banget. sorry ya gue ga singgung perasaan org lain but, the main thing is gue lagi kesel berat.
soalnya dr conversationnya keliatan, dia dapet scholarship itu emang merasa dia perlu dapet, ga seperti perasaan gue dapet, gue merasa gue ada kemampuan cos the Australian Government gave met that chance. while she is just saying, sebagai pns mah belajar bisa pas aja udah cukup. panas neh gue denger kaya gitu, so she dont have any more motivation to increase her knowledge ? or i am too idealist? then gue bilang, wah jadi pns emang ga enak ya? no challange and no penghargaan, than she said, gue udah resign kok. hahaha, takut kalah aja tuh.
duh 2 minggu lagi gue bakal jarang see her. but i have 1 same class with her. tabah2in hati deh gue.
ok, nothing speacial today, oh i havent teld that my teacher Ian, cukup cakep jg loh :) trus tadi masuk lagi co-teacher yg baru, her name is jenn, cakep euy. just that, not much i can tell. oh korean guy? i did not see him yet today. ga tau neh bentar lagi ketemu ga tuh, but i already have no feeling about him, dah basi hehehehhehehe
Back to langgar, i have done some curhat to a person who also dislike her. he just laughed and said dont worry, dont have to think about that too seriously. i said that i know, but i need to talk to someone in order to release "kekesalan". akhirnya gue ungkap juga kekesalan gue.
soal R***, lebih susah lagi neh,masalahnya i have to keep seing her everyday from mon-fri, and saturday if we all students are going out together, duh berasa jadi apa gitu duni.dan kadang2 sok tau lagi dia. maybe she is older than me, trus tadi sempat gue serang juga, soal urusan PNS ato bukan. bis gue udah kesel banget. sorry ya gue ga singgung perasaan org lain but, the main thing is gue lagi kesel berat.
soalnya dr conversationnya keliatan, dia dapet scholarship itu emang merasa dia perlu dapet, ga seperti perasaan gue dapet, gue merasa gue ada kemampuan cos the Australian Government gave met that chance. while she is just saying, sebagai pns mah belajar bisa pas aja udah cukup. panas neh gue denger kaya gitu, so she dont have any more motivation to increase her knowledge ? or i am too idealist? then gue bilang, wah jadi pns emang ga enak ya? no challange and no penghargaan, than she said, gue udah resign kok. hahaha, takut kalah aja tuh.
duh 2 minggu lagi gue bakal jarang see her. but i have 1 same class with her. tabah2in hati deh gue.
ok, nothing speacial today, oh i havent teld that my teacher Ian, cukup cakep jg loh :) trus tadi masuk lagi co-teacher yg baru, her name is jenn, cakep euy. just that, not much i can tell. oh korean guy? i did not see him yet today. ga tau neh bentar lagi ketemu ga tuh, but i already have no feeling about him, dah basi hehehehhehehe
Friday, February 06, 2004
DOnt know why i so kesel n sebel banget ama yang namanya R***, orangnya suka ngesalkan dah pengen gue tabok aja deh. in discussion, udah kalah gitu, masih ga terima, mau menang aja, trus kl gue ngomong, maunya cuekin gue and ga peduli ama gue, trus juga mau potong omongan gue, gue ga mau sekelompok ama dia, eh dia malah ikut juga, nyari jurnal eh mau ikutan juga padahal dia kan ga berhak tuh nyari jurnal lagi. tampangnya udah seperti inul aja tuh, bener2 mirip, tapi gue bilang sih mending inul deh cos gue udah bt banget ama dia. trus have to spend my days with her for more 2 weeks ? mana tahan ? Duh, tabah2an in deh hati gue hadapin dia.
this morning I did a little bit chat with Thailand girl, u know what, ternyata dia juga sesuku ama gue speak chao chou hua. ternyata di Thailand banyak orang tio chew. kaget n seneng aja, trus neh ce, Ning, went to china for about 8 months just to learn chinese, because she realize she is Chinese although she is Thailand(nese??).
the way she look, looks like she is still very young, but, from what she said, that she is already work for PWC for 5 years and now doing master of commerce with us.
pusing gue ama tugas critical reviewnya, mana mesti look for journal and make review about it, tes kemaren malah hasilnya kacau gitu, tidak mencerminkan gue udah EAP for three months. wah mesti rajin neh belajar and look for the books.
duh mana besok R*** juga mau ke library juga buat nayri apa gitu, sebel deh gue, kenapa gue bisa ber"tabrakan" ama orang itu yah ? Kemaren udah yang namanya Langgar, skrg R*** lagi. duh, apaan seh ini ?
oh ya co korea itu hahah, forget about that lah, udah ga interested lagi neh gue ama dia, abis kl lecture always sit in the third row. gue sit di baris ke 4, mau gimana lagi ? duh di kelas gue udah ga ada pemandangan co cakep lagi, trus adanya cjuga co2 dr PNG and Bangladesh, trus udah punya istri and anak, gimana neh, dunia kok ga begitu indah buat gue ya ?
but, the main teacher is cakep boooooooooo. atractive banget dibanding amat co-teachernya yang super lembut n boring banget.
barusan mau ngetik, eh asistennya dateng and gue chit chat bentar tuh ama mereka. dah ah, gue mau off. post something on monday or maybe tomorrow cos i will be at the library tomorrow. kacian banget deh, sabtu mesti ke library juga
this morning I did a little bit chat with Thailand girl, u know what, ternyata dia juga sesuku ama gue speak chao chou hua. ternyata di Thailand banyak orang tio chew. kaget n seneng aja, trus neh ce, Ning, went to china for about 8 months just to learn chinese, because she realize she is Chinese although she is Thailand(nese??).
the way she look, looks like she is still very young, but, from what she said, that she is already work for PWC for 5 years and now doing master of commerce with us.
pusing gue ama tugas critical reviewnya, mana mesti look for journal and make review about it, tes kemaren malah hasilnya kacau gitu, tidak mencerminkan gue udah EAP for three months. wah mesti rajin neh belajar and look for the books.
duh mana besok R*** juga mau ke library juga buat nayri apa gitu, sebel deh gue, kenapa gue bisa ber"tabrakan" ama orang itu yah ? Kemaren udah yang namanya Langgar, skrg R*** lagi. duh, apaan seh ini ?
oh ya co korea itu hahah, forget about that lah, udah ga interested lagi neh gue ama dia, abis kl lecture always sit in the third row. gue sit di baris ke 4, mau gimana lagi ? duh di kelas gue udah ga ada pemandangan co cakep lagi, trus adanya cjuga co2 dr PNG and Bangladesh, trus udah punya istri and anak, gimana neh, dunia kok ga begitu indah buat gue ya ?
but, the main teacher is cakep boooooooooo. atractive banget dibanding amat co-teachernya yang super lembut n boring banget.
barusan mau ngetik, eh asistennya dateng and gue chit chat bentar tuh ama mereka. dah ah, gue mau off. post something on monday or maybe tomorrow cos i will be at the library tomorrow. kacian banget deh, sabtu mesti ke library juga
Thursday, February 05, 2004
bt day is come back again
i asked a friend about a friend, asking where is she, she said that, dont know, maybe to her school office. then another friend asked about her too, she said that oh she is going to somewhere.
gila aja, i still sat beside her, and she was already making another news. benci gue
benci banget
i asked a friend about a friend, asking where is she, she said that, dont know, maybe to her school office. then another friend asked about her too, she said that oh she is going to somewhere.
gila aja, i still sat beside her, and she was already making another news. benci gue
benci banget
Friday, January 30, 2004
iam back again.
sekarang aku tau deh, kenapa gue ga suka ama si langgar (sebel betul liat tampang dia). Xiao3, you guys knowwho i am talking about.
ternyata tanggal lahir dia itu 14 mei, gue emang tidak cocok ama orang yang lahir tagl itu. pengalaman nyata gue. rese banget. awlnya gue seneng bakal semajor ama dia, eh ternyata salah besar banget. i wish ga semajor ama dia. semogacourses yang mau gue ambilga sama dengan dia. Duh, lupa did something this morning, abis lupa sih .Sorry deh ...
udah huan nang, hau lian lagu, sebel eh. gimana caranya biar gue ga bt ya ? i dont know what i can do to.dah ah pusing neh lagi nyari artikel sambil print
sekarang aku tau deh, kenapa gue ga suka ama si langgar (sebel betul liat tampang dia). Xiao3, you guys knowwho i am talking about.
ternyata tanggal lahir dia itu 14 mei, gue emang tidak cocok ama orang yang lahir tagl itu. pengalaman nyata gue. rese banget. awlnya gue seneng bakal semajor ama dia, eh ternyata salah besar banget. i wish ga semajor ama dia. semogacourses yang mau gue ambilga sama dengan dia. Duh, lupa did something this morning, abis lupa sih .Sorry deh ...
udah huan nang, hau lian lagu, sebel eh. gimana caranya biar gue ga bt ya ? i dont know what i can do to.dah ah pusing neh lagi nyari artikel sambil print
today is friday, got nothing to do except Group lunch at ISS, yew kong (ISS Adviser, quite cute juga) say that we dont have to bring our own lunch. yipee, free lunch lagi, lumayan neh, bisa penghematan banyak. trus gue ditelp ama some called Cherry, i think she is a chinese girl, asked to meet me. because i registered to the christian club, duh jadi kaya manga, di mana2 ada club yang ngajak masuk.
oh jadi inget, 2 weeks ago, i went to movie watched The Last Samurai, waduh keren abis neh film, pdahal udah down dulu, cos sebelumnya i read the review at kompas. payah neh reviewnya kompas, tidak reliable. bt deh gue. wlah TOm nya keren abis. jadi pengen ntn lagi neh, tapi kl ntn terus, bokek deh. tunggu student card keluar aja dulu biar bisa dapet consession.
duh hidup di sini enak bener, segalanya teratur banget, rapi dan tertata, yang gue suka sih , ga ada yang merokok sembarang tempat. trus lu mau pake baju apa juga ga ada yang peduli. freedom banget di sini.
Australian day, 26 January 2004. That day was the most exciting day during my few day stay in sydney. semua orang tumpah ke city, banyak banget acara. visit Cathedral, wah bangunannyaidah banget, kaya bangunan jaman dulu, trus tur keliling cathedral st mary, masuk ke cryptnya, trus lantainya jg keren banget.indah sekali, bangunan sejaln tahun 1600 itu bisa bertahan sampe skrg, mana pernah dilempar ama bom lagi, trus lantainya jadi cacat tapi ga dibenerin, sekedar bukti pernah dilempar ama bom, trus gambar2 di dinding2 gereja juga indah banget, ada ceritanya lagi, trus ada juga yang gambarnya dipasang terbalik, karna tidak sengan dan dibiarkan aja begitu sampe skrg cos ga ada yang permasalahkan hal ini.
walking around the city, visit every museums that gave free admission on that day must be the great experiences. masuk ke musim art, gitu, (duh lupa nama museumnya) liat2 gambar which i didnt interested at all, trus ke musium apa lagi ya ? duh bnayak bnaget sih, yang pasti kaki jadi pegel2 karna jalan terus. yang paling seru ya, liat fireworks at 9 pm, udah tunggu dr jam 5an gitu, taking tempat yang ok but liat, akhirnya dari cuma ber6 jadi rame banget berpuluhan, anak2 pada ngumpul, ada yang take pics ada yang record. pokonya indah banget deh di sini liat langsung, first time in my life.
yesterday went to eastgarden, shopping mall, belanja kebutuhan sehari2, trus balik2 eh ada Giordano, lagi sale. jadi deh beli 2 baju (made in china hehe) $30. langsungngocor neh dompet trus besok sabtu mau ke chinatown lagi, kayanya bakalan ngocor lagi deh. pusign2 deh, minggu ini udah abis berapa tuh ? Inget mesti hemat hemat !!!!! masak ah sendiri lagi, kl ga ya biat roti dehyang gampang.
nah tempat gue stay juga aneh banget. ada 4 orang termasuk gue, tapi masak sendiri2 trus makan juga sendiri2.,yang bae cuma roomate gue, kadang dia masak guebelum makan gue diajak, tapi galak teing, mentang2 ibu kost gitu. ya suan lah. wu suo wei lah.
duh pengen ketik lagi tapi dah jam 11.30. it mean i have to go
byeee everyone. have a nice weekend :)
oh jadi inget, 2 weeks ago, i went to movie watched The Last Samurai, waduh keren abis neh film, pdahal udah down dulu, cos sebelumnya i read the review at kompas. payah neh reviewnya kompas, tidak reliable. bt deh gue. wlah TOm nya keren abis. jadi pengen ntn lagi neh, tapi kl ntn terus, bokek deh. tunggu student card keluar aja dulu biar bisa dapet consession.
duh hidup di sini enak bener, segalanya teratur banget, rapi dan tertata, yang gue suka sih , ga ada yang merokok sembarang tempat. trus lu mau pake baju apa juga ga ada yang peduli. freedom banget di sini.
Australian day, 26 January 2004. That day was the most exciting day during my few day stay in sydney. semua orang tumpah ke city, banyak banget acara. visit Cathedral, wah bangunannyaidah banget, kaya bangunan jaman dulu, trus tur keliling cathedral st mary, masuk ke cryptnya, trus lantainya jg keren banget.indah sekali, bangunan sejaln tahun 1600 itu bisa bertahan sampe skrg, mana pernah dilempar ama bom lagi, trus lantainya jadi cacat tapi ga dibenerin, sekedar bukti pernah dilempar ama bom, trus gambar2 di dinding2 gereja juga indah banget, ada ceritanya lagi, trus ada juga yang gambarnya dipasang terbalik, karna tidak sengan dan dibiarkan aja begitu sampe skrg cos ga ada yang permasalahkan hal ini.
walking around the city, visit every museums that gave free admission on that day must be the great experiences. masuk ke musim art, gitu, (duh lupa nama museumnya) liat2 gambar which i didnt interested at all, trus ke musium apa lagi ya ? duh bnayak bnaget sih, yang pasti kaki jadi pegel2 karna jalan terus. yang paling seru ya, liat fireworks at 9 pm, udah tunggu dr jam 5an gitu, taking tempat yang ok but liat, akhirnya dari cuma ber6 jadi rame banget berpuluhan, anak2 pada ngumpul, ada yang take pics ada yang record. pokonya indah banget deh di sini liat langsung, first time in my life.
yesterday went to eastgarden, shopping mall, belanja kebutuhan sehari2, trus balik2 eh ada Giordano, lagi sale. jadi deh beli 2 baju (made in china hehe) $30. langsungngocor neh dompet trus besok sabtu mau ke chinatown lagi, kayanya bakalan ngocor lagi deh. pusign2 deh, minggu ini udah abis berapa tuh ? Inget mesti hemat hemat !!!!! masak ah sendiri lagi, kl ga ya biat roti dehyang gampang.
nah tempat gue stay juga aneh banget. ada 4 orang termasuk gue, tapi masak sendiri2 trus makan juga sendiri2.,yang bae cuma roomate gue, kadang dia masak guebelum makan gue diajak, tapi galak teing, mentang2 ibu kost gitu. ya suan lah. wu suo wei lah.
duh pengen ketik lagi tapi dah jam 11.30. it mean i have to go
byeee everyone. have a nice weekend :)
Thursday, January 29, 2004
hari ini rencananya mau jalan2 :) belanja boo, stipend money udah keluar, ya buat belanja aja dah :) daripada stress. tapi mampir dulu di uni buat cek mail visit forum and seraching2 lah trus send tugas :). lagu nyoba2 bida ga pake ym langsung, kl icq kan uah no problem. ini kompi uni aneh banget, kok ga ada ms wordnya ya ? ato hide di some where else ? ato guenya yang gaptek ? pusing dah gue.k for now, btw, kok tagboard gue ilang ya ?
Wednesday, January 28, 2004
telah 2 minggu gue di sydney. udah lumayan banyak jalan, terutama ke city n china town, tgl 26 kemaren was Australian day. so everyone go to the city but liat fireworks at 9 pm.
gue n rombongan dah jalan dari jam 10 am, buat liat fireworks, visit many museums for free :)
trus jalan ke sono ke mari, pokoknya enjoy the day. at 9 pm, mulai fireworksnya, so beautiful dan amazing :) indah banget diliat langsung daripada liat lewt tipi. this is the first time i watched it live direct from my own eyes :)
and good news, stipend dah keluar dan kok jumlahnya itu gede banget ? hitungnya perhari ato apa ya ?
anyway, chinese new year di negeri orang terasa indah juga neh :) although ga dapet ang pao, tapi udah gue tolong lewat telpun n sms :)
ada kles in few more mins. so see ya
gue n rombongan dah jalan dari jam 10 am, buat liat fireworks, visit many museums for free :)
trus jalan ke sono ke mari, pokoknya enjoy the day. at 9 pm, mulai fireworksnya, so beautiful dan amazing :) indah banget diliat langsung daripada liat lewt tipi. this is the first time i watched it live direct from my own eyes :)
and good news, stipend dah keluar dan kok jumlahnya itu gede banget ? hitungnya perhari ato apa ya ?
anyway, chinese new year di negeri orang terasa indah juga neh :) although ga dapet ang pao, tapi udah gue tolong lewat telpun n sms :)
ada kles in few more mins. so see ya
Thursday, January 22, 2004
hi everyone. this is my first [ost after i arrived at Sydney. Sydney is a nice city, but very2 expensive. but thx God. i have find yg long term accommodation so i dont have any troubles with that. and i can save my establishment allowance for spending it for my holiday.
first time i arrived. time ran so fast. baru taruh koper di rumah udah di suruh kumpul di uni, mau dikasih cek (itu yang diharapkan hehehe) trus buka bank account, buat transfer atm dll. first impression, people here walk so fast, almost like runnning for me. gila jalan kaya udah dikejar setan aja tuh.
hari kedua santai di rumah and take a walk around the house. asik juga tapi sepi ya suasananya, ga hetic kaya jakarta, ga rame. cuma belanja2 buat masak yang aga2 gampang. daripada makan di luar 2 kali makan udah 14$ mending gue masak sendiri 5 $ udah bisa buat 2 kali makan. kan lumayan hemat. tujuan gue kan keliling2 OZ sambil belajar not the way around hehehe. hari ke 3 which is jumat, ke uni lagi, busyet cape bo jalan ke uninya. buat briefing doang trus sabtu ke ke airport anter netty yang balik ke palembang, trus siang pasang bunk bed. i sleep di atas, enak juga jadi ga gitu dingin. satu hal lagi, di sini lagi summer tapi kok dingin ya ? mana hujan lagi, baru today dan kemaren yang ga dingin, malah panas banget, jadinya gue sakit kepala yang sleep dr jam 10 ampe jam 7an pagi gitu, tapi badan jadi segerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
minggu ikut nana ke gereja, masuk ke gereja, suasananya enak banget, unik and antik, tapi gue belum gitu ngerti neh, terutama pas bacaan 1 n 2, yang baca umat, gue malah ga ngerti what were they read about, abis misa enak ada makan2 trus minum2, yang pasti beda deh ama gereja gue yang dulu, ga akrab banget. trus minggu ini rencananya mau ke gereja randwick, trus mau join koornya. duh jadi rindu suasana koor. asik asik.
this week nothing special. but i have to work hard and harder in case to survive.
dah ah cape , no idea buat nulis apa lagi
first time i arrived. time ran so fast. baru taruh koper di rumah udah di suruh kumpul di uni, mau dikasih cek (itu yang diharapkan hehehe) trus buka bank account, buat transfer atm dll. first impression, people here walk so fast, almost like runnning for me. gila jalan kaya udah dikejar setan aja tuh.
hari kedua santai di rumah and take a walk around the house. asik juga tapi sepi ya suasananya, ga hetic kaya jakarta, ga rame. cuma belanja2 buat masak yang aga2 gampang. daripada makan di luar 2 kali makan udah 14$ mending gue masak sendiri 5 $ udah bisa buat 2 kali makan. kan lumayan hemat. tujuan gue kan keliling2 OZ sambil belajar not the way around hehehe. hari ke 3 which is jumat, ke uni lagi, busyet cape bo jalan ke uninya. buat briefing doang trus sabtu ke ke airport anter netty yang balik ke palembang, trus siang pasang bunk bed. i sleep di atas, enak juga jadi ga gitu dingin. satu hal lagi, di sini lagi summer tapi kok dingin ya ? mana hujan lagi, baru today dan kemaren yang ga dingin, malah panas banget, jadinya gue sakit kepala yang sleep dr jam 10 ampe jam 7an pagi gitu, tapi badan jadi segerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
minggu ikut nana ke gereja, masuk ke gereja, suasananya enak banget, unik and antik, tapi gue belum gitu ngerti neh, terutama pas bacaan 1 n 2, yang baca umat, gue malah ga ngerti what were they read about, abis misa enak ada makan2 trus minum2, yang pasti beda deh ama gereja gue yang dulu, ga akrab banget. trus minggu ini rencananya mau ke gereja randwick, trus mau join koornya. duh jadi rindu suasana koor. asik asik.
this week nothing special. but i have to work hard and harder in case to survive.
dah ah cape , no idea buat nulis apa lagi
Monday, January 05, 2004
Friday, January 02, 2004
Hasil perjuangan di tahun 2003
January
Fly to Jakarta, to take IELTS test and interview, held by ADS. I was interview by a prof. from flinders university and a staff from, oh forget nama instansinya, BUMN.
IELTS 18 January
Interview 22 January
Then fly back to hometown to celebrate Chinese New Year. I never tought that that CNY will my last “big celebration” in Indonesia, before I fly to Australia.
Celebrate Chinese New Year, panen Hung Pao.
*Sorry, mixed languages among english, indonesian, and chinese.
Pebruary
Still celebrate new year. You know Chinese New Year is celebrated for 15 days. On the 15th day, there is a parade, dragons parade. According to tradition, there is only 1 dragon, but in my town, there are many many dragons. They parade along the main street. And usually, the street will be closed for cars. But it still traffic jam.
The biggest gift I ever had was this day. At morning I browsing the internet, actually, can wait the result of the test. Logged on to the web www.adsjakarta.or.id to find out the result. Read carefully and seached my test number n name carefully. And suddenly i found that my test number listed on the list. I still check it again till i really sure. My tear dropped cos i cant believe that i passed the test. Thx Jesus!! And then i ran to tell my mum. And still cant stop crying cos happy not because of sad!! I think this was the first time i cried because of happy. The date was 15 Pebruary 2003 and it is also my sis bday. This date was the very good date for me hahaha.
On pebruary 24, KG was RIP, cos of some problems. So i have to move to other nongkrong place. Phoenoberix, tried hard to accommodate us, and officially create new forum www.f4fans.net for f4 fans :)
March
My brother’s weeding was on 16 March 2003. I flew to Jakarta with Da Jie n her family. Kebetulan dia balik ke sini and got free voucher for the opening new Hotel, Santika Hotel. The Hotel that i reject to join because this scholarship and i had to repay them 200rb, taken from my account because i leave the job before I started to work.
In Jakarta, i stayed at different places. 2 nights at Da jie, 1 night at Da Ge and 1 night at apartment. This was such a big wedding party, just like reunion of the full super duper big family. During my stay at Jakarta. Orengez, sms me to curhat about her perseteruan with other warga. Haha, this was a sad story. No need to expand.
April
My younger uncle came to hometown with surprise. He bring my mum’s cousin and her daughter n grandsons. She had never gone home for years. My uncle also bring his big family, too but leave Windy at Cirebon. The bad new was, my grandmother was felt down and broke her back bone?, didn’t know which bone. She is 90. uh so sad at that time, because my uncle want to give surprise to her, ehhhhh malah felt down. What else i did on april ?
May
Early of this month, i celebratea my bday. Oh getting 1 more year, getting old, in my mid twenties. Nto many de pie de se i did on this month.
June
I think, the same like last month. Zai Zai celebrate his bday on 9 June
July
My sis come back home, taking a break from school. She said want to meet me before i leave to jakarta. Hahaha. We ending this month by watching At the dolphin bay 1-4
August
I flew to Jakarta on August 1st. on 2nd August, i officially met Harle n blue for the first time. We got along very well. Talking bout f4, forum, pengurus. Talking everything and also have lunch at Wendys, MTA. Btw, i also met Juli, with her bf ??. at that time she was going to MT house’s for spent the night there. August 10th, F4fans Gathering.the only boy there was mr.Admin. he was giving out F4 pics. I sat beside him but i didn’t get any pic of f4. so sad huh ? finally i met lesta, lime, yunk2, mbak mira, senora, une, kensa, bianca uhhhhh i forgot !!! Gathering at HC MTA, stayed there for about 2 hours. So sad that i cant meet orangez. She suddenly cancelled her flight to Jakarta cos her father was sick. On this month, i started my EAP program. I met a lot of people from different towns. My EAP groups was great. Consist of 16 student and i was the youngest in the class and the most passive in the class, cos u know, all of them are older that me and everyone were trying to perform good and look active. The good thing from this EAP was i can survive anytime but the bad thing maybe its assignment. I have writing essays. Oh i forget to mention the teacher. Lauren!! She was the best teacher i ever had!!
Also on this month, almost every weekend, i went out with QQ, ling n his wife. I was tricted by ling a lots of time hehehe. Never think this before. Cos before he get married he was a stingy person.
September
Still doing my EAP and new EAP groups was coming, it is 8weeks groups. The building was crowded by people.
October
Last month of EAP, and IELTS test on 23rd. i sat next to speaker on the test room which bring me very good luck on listening test!! I got 9 for this section. I cant believe it myself. After the test, my group went to marinara, a seafood buffet at Sarinah, next to hardrock café. Have a nice lunch, gave lauren gift and she returned our assignment. The bad news was, i got home very late, stuck on traffic jam for 3 hours. This was because i took 5 pm bus. 24th was the closing ceremony. David spiller didn’t attend this ceremony, he was in Australia. We took a lot of pics. Lauren handed our certificate. We had some snacks and then some went to ADS office, p’roby took his offer letter, and then moved to pasar festivals for lunch. That day was the last day i met them. So sad, that i will never meet them again in the future unless they visit me in Sydney, someday in the future. Maybe, i will be meet p’darto, cos he attend the same uni and faculty with me. Few days later, i spend my days at Meruya, going to Puri Indah, Makro, church and met ike, dora n ester. After that i went to Cirebon. I think i have told this before. So lazy to type neh.
November
Still in Cirebon. Got Filas’ shoes. Soi ku payed for me!! He also bought me mentari voucher, have seafood for lunch. Oh ya, forget, all the way from jkt to cirebon, i saw many truck brought pepsi and the slogan ‘Ask for more” i felt like XT in the truck hehehe.
Bencana, even the word Jia You cant give me support. This was cos somebody wanted to give me something and i have to follow his ‘kemauan’ rese kan? Mau kasih barang aja pake syarat ini itu. Ga dilakukan salah, dilakukan ga sesuai dgn my wish. My tear drops habis sia2 neh. Udah ke mangdu, seaching sono sini juga, eh useless, ga ada efek. Then i took my offer letter and signed it and returned itu to ADS asap!! When i took the letter, i went there by motorcyle. My cousin brought me there. From Grogol to kuningan, serem juga heheh, then from kuningan puter2 kemang, fatmawati niatnya mau singgah ke esmod, tapi gue ga mau then finally went to PIM have setengah lunch setengah dinner. Still in the mal, lau ba called, asking where am i and with whom. Then went home aroun 5 pm. Still early, but lau ba dah called, ce me pan ? mei pan fa lah.
Tgl 19 dapet tiket pulang so asap i packed to go home. Home sweet home lah. Drpd dapet tiket tgl 20 harga tambah 200rb? Arrived safely at home around 10pm.
Akhirnya dapet juga pulang n spend my days before berangkat ke Sydney. I will fix my teeth. Buy things etc
December
Went to dentist and cost 900rb, result 3 teeth tambal and lost 1 tooth. Starting to ntn lagi. Film apa ya ? hmmm internal affair 2 and other movies yg belum gue tonton. Contact other friends and asking what have they prepare. Asking some friends about UNSW, searching at www.unsw.edu.au and www.fce.unsw.edu.au
At xmas, elvin pulang kampung. She visited me, and talked a lot. We are best friend since kindergarden. Can u believe it ? actually, menurut urutan keluarga, i have to call her a ie, but she refuse so sometime, i get confuse how to call her mother. If i consider she is a friend, i can call her mother, aunty but if from tradition i have to call her mother setara dengan level grandma. Uh so confusing.
Jalan di gang diperbaiki, use cement, and then byk mulut para tetangga soal jalan. They were too socialize i think. And then berantem dll. Closing this year by jaga rumah, parents went to Batam and spore. Kl paspor gue ga di ADS, gue pasti mau ikut, soale bisa ketemu ama orangez. But apaboleh buat ? no passport no trip to Batam and Spore. It is ok lah, maybe next time or year 2005 ? i will go to spore to find kung cuo!!
January
Fly to Jakarta, to take IELTS test and interview, held by ADS. I was interview by a prof. from flinders university and a staff from, oh forget nama instansinya, BUMN.
IELTS 18 January
Interview 22 January
Then fly back to hometown to celebrate Chinese New Year. I never tought that that CNY will my last “big celebration” in Indonesia, before I fly to Australia.
Celebrate Chinese New Year, panen Hung Pao.
*Sorry, mixed languages among english, indonesian, and chinese.
Pebruary
Still celebrate new year. You know Chinese New Year is celebrated for 15 days. On the 15th day, there is a parade, dragons parade. According to tradition, there is only 1 dragon, but in my town, there are many many dragons. They parade along the main street. And usually, the street will be closed for cars. But it still traffic jam.
The biggest gift I ever had was this day. At morning I browsing the internet, actually, can wait the result of the test. Logged on to the web www.adsjakarta.or.id to find out the result. Read carefully and seached my test number n name carefully. And suddenly i found that my test number listed on the list. I still check it again till i really sure. My tear dropped cos i cant believe that i passed the test. Thx Jesus!! And then i ran to tell my mum. And still cant stop crying cos happy not because of sad!! I think this was the first time i cried because of happy. The date was 15 Pebruary 2003 and it is also my sis bday. This date was the very good date for me hahaha.
On pebruary 24, KG was RIP, cos of some problems. So i have to move to other nongkrong place. Phoenoberix, tried hard to accommodate us, and officially create new forum www.f4fans.net for f4 fans :)
March
My brother’s weeding was on 16 March 2003. I flew to Jakarta with Da Jie n her family. Kebetulan dia balik ke sini and got free voucher for the opening new Hotel, Santika Hotel. The Hotel that i reject to join because this scholarship and i had to repay them 200rb, taken from my account because i leave the job before I started to work.
In Jakarta, i stayed at different places. 2 nights at Da jie, 1 night at Da Ge and 1 night at apartment. This was such a big wedding party, just like reunion of the full super duper big family. During my stay at Jakarta. Orengez, sms me to curhat about her perseteruan with other warga. Haha, this was a sad story. No need to expand.
April
My younger uncle came to hometown with surprise. He bring my mum’s cousin and her daughter n grandsons. She had never gone home for years. My uncle also bring his big family, too but leave Windy at Cirebon. The bad new was, my grandmother was felt down and broke her back bone?, didn’t know which bone. She is 90. uh so sad at that time, because my uncle want to give surprise to her, ehhhhh malah felt down. What else i did on april ?
May
Early of this month, i celebratea my bday. Oh getting 1 more year, getting old, in my mid twenties. Nto many de pie de se i did on this month.
June
I think, the same like last month. Zai Zai celebrate his bday on 9 June
July
My sis come back home, taking a break from school. She said want to meet me before i leave to jakarta. Hahaha. We ending this month by watching At the dolphin bay 1-4
August
I flew to Jakarta on August 1st. on 2nd August, i officially met Harle n blue for the first time. We got along very well. Talking bout f4, forum, pengurus. Talking everything and also have lunch at Wendys, MTA. Btw, i also met Juli, with her bf ??. at that time she was going to MT house’s for spent the night there. August 10th, F4fans Gathering.the only boy there was mr.Admin. he was giving out F4 pics. I sat beside him but i didn’t get any pic of f4. so sad huh ? finally i met lesta, lime, yunk2, mbak mira, senora, une, kensa, bianca uhhhhh i forgot !!! Gathering at HC MTA, stayed there for about 2 hours. So sad that i cant meet orangez. She suddenly cancelled her flight to Jakarta cos her father was sick. On this month, i started my EAP program. I met a lot of people from different towns. My EAP groups was great. Consist of 16 student and i was the youngest in the class and the most passive in the class, cos u know, all of them are older that me and everyone were trying to perform good and look active. The good thing from this EAP was i can survive anytime but the bad thing maybe its assignment. I have writing essays. Oh i forget to mention the teacher. Lauren!! She was the best teacher i ever had!!
Also on this month, almost every weekend, i went out with QQ, ling n his wife. I was tricted by ling a lots of time hehehe. Never think this before. Cos before he get married he was a stingy person.
September
Still doing my EAP and new EAP groups was coming, it is 8weeks groups. The building was crowded by people.
October
Last month of EAP, and IELTS test on 23rd. i sat next to speaker on the test room which bring me very good luck on listening test!! I got 9 for this section. I cant believe it myself. After the test, my group went to marinara, a seafood buffet at Sarinah, next to hardrock café. Have a nice lunch, gave lauren gift and she returned our assignment. The bad news was, i got home very late, stuck on traffic jam for 3 hours. This was because i took 5 pm bus. 24th was the closing ceremony. David spiller didn’t attend this ceremony, he was in Australia. We took a lot of pics. Lauren handed our certificate. We had some snacks and then some went to ADS office, p’roby took his offer letter, and then moved to pasar festivals for lunch. That day was the last day i met them. So sad, that i will never meet them again in the future unless they visit me in Sydney, someday in the future. Maybe, i will be meet p’darto, cos he attend the same uni and faculty with me. Few days later, i spend my days at Meruya, going to Puri Indah, Makro, church and met ike, dora n ester. After that i went to Cirebon. I think i have told this before. So lazy to type neh.
November
Still in Cirebon. Got Filas’ shoes. Soi ku payed for me!! He also bought me mentari voucher, have seafood for lunch. Oh ya, forget, all the way from jkt to cirebon, i saw many truck brought pepsi and the slogan ‘Ask for more” i felt like XT in the truck hehehe.
Bencana, even the word Jia You cant give me support. This was cos somebody wanted to give me something and i have to follow his ‘kemauan’ rese kan? Mau kasih barang aja pake syarat ini itu. Ga dilakukan salah, dilakukan ga sesuai dgn my wish. My tear drops habis sia2 neh. Udah ke mangdu, seaching sono sini juga, eh useless, ga ada efek. Then i took my offer letter and signed it and returned itu to ADS asap!! When i took the letter, i went there by motorcyle. My cousin brought me there. From Grogol to kuningan, serem juga heheh, then from kuningan puter2 kemang, fatmawati niatnya mau singgah ke esmod, tapi gue ga mau then finally went to PIM have setengah lunch setengah dinner. Still in the mal, lau ba called, asking where am i and with whom. Then went home aroun 5 pm. Still early, but lau ba dah called, ce me pan ? mei pan fa lah.
Tgl 19 dapet tiket pulang so asap i packed to go home. Home sweet home lah. Drpd dapet tiket tgl 20 harga tambah 200rb? Arrived safely at home around 10pm.
Akhirnya dapet juga pulang n spend my days before berangkat ke Sydney. I will fix my teeth. Buy things etc
December
Went to dentist and cost 900rb, result 3 teeth tambal and lost 1 tooth. Starting to ntn lagi. Film apa ya ? hmmm internal affair 2 and other movies yg belum gue tonton. Contact other friends and asking what have they prepare. Asking some friends about UNSW, searching at www.unsw.edu.au and www.fce.unsw.edu.au
At xmas, elvin pulang kampung. She visited me, and talked a lot. We are best friend since kindergarden. Can u believe it ? actually, menurut urutan keluarga, i have to call her a ie, but she refuse so sometime, i get confuse how to call her mother. If i consider she is a friend, i can call her mother, aunty but if from tradition i have to call her mother setara dengan level grandma. Uh so confusing.
Jalan di gang diperbaiki, use cement, and then byk mulut para tetangga soal jalan. They were too socialize i think. And then berantem dll. Closing this year by jaga rumah, parents went to Batam and spore. Kl paspor gue ga di ADS, gue pasti mau ikut, soale bisa ketemu ama orangez. But apaboleh buat ? no passport no trip to Batam and Spore. It is ok lah, maybe next time or year 2005 ? i will go to spore to find kung cuo!!
Sunday, December 21, 2003
This world is not fair for me. I know I cant say this but I have to say, for many times, the wrong for me is wrong, the right for me almost always wrong!!!! But other’s wrong almost it is ok for them. Cen de bu kung phing ce ke se jie!!! Wo bu man yi.
This is how I feel today!!!
Back to social n partnership life, this is hen wei nan suo de. I already see a lots of kinds of family. The way they live, jealousy, selingkuh, mba (not married by available) and other actions. Oh don’t have mood to type, need somebody to share this ‘bt’ feeling.
This is for today
That;s all!!
This is how I feel today!!!
Back to social n partnership life, this is hen wei nan suo de. I already see a lots of kinds of family. The way they live, jealousy, selingkuh, mba (not married by available) and other actions. Oh don’t have mood to type, need somebody to share this ‘bt’ feeling.
This is for today
That;s all!!
Saturday, December 20, 2003
Oh this Sunday will be the day for my best friend. She is getting married, I don’t know how panic she is. Talking about wedding married and others stuffs. Single or married is better ? I read this topic on KG. hmmm, interesting topic actually. But for me, single or married has its own considerations. Being single, u can do whatever you want, but u still watched by parents or family. In the other side, married, as a girl, you have someone to protect you, feed you (this is maybe rude way to say, but it is real), if you go to party, you have a partner. From my point of view, there are actually many things you have to prepare when you get married. You have to take care of you new family, adjust to new situation and new family, give birth to a baby, if you have one day, take care of them, feed them, protect them. By doing this, I think many mothers will loose their ‘freedom’. You will seldom hang out with you friend. When mothers hang out the topic must be about children or family life. Like no other topic to discuss. Comparing ur children’s study. They are clever or not, go to this course or not. Joint this club or not. Wu liao de shi. Uh so boring. And when you fight with ur husband. You have no where to go except go back to ur parents’ house. Being single, you can do anything you want. Freedom to do, you don’t have to care about other things. Don’t have to think have ur children have their dinner or not. Is ur husband arrived at home safely? Or prepare their dinner. being a man is easier than a girl. But, there are a lots of buts here, all this problems back to ourselves whether we think married is better or single is better. It is depends on our perceptions.
My life in the future, I still don’t know where I will follow. I still don’t know what should I do in the next few months. Will I survive? Hope so. Staying with uniprep or make a new accommodation with 8w2? Which one is better? Oh, Lord, give me solution, pls.
Just now, some one sms me and admit that he/she was my elementary school friend. I don’t care, actually. I hate when someone want to know me but she/he (avoid gender issue) don’t want to say who is ‘one’. Tired to do like that. Wu liao eh!!
Just watched The Rose starring Ella SHE and other stars like bryan, then Gui, I still don’t remember his name. This story is quite hilarious but content many messages and real life problem that happen in our life, maybe, some day. The topic married is kind of easy thing in this drama, especially for Han Jin’s mother.
In a family, sometimes, parents do ‘not fair’ stuff to their children. The wrong one, they can say that is true and vice versa. Duh look like the sentence before is wrong in grammar or arrangement. Ah don’t care!! That is me, xi huan don’t care!!
My life in the future, I still don’t know where I will follow. I still don’t know what should I do in the next few months. Will I survive? Hope so. Staying with uniprep or make a new accommodation with 8w2? Which one is better? Oh, Lord, give me solution, pls.
Just now, some one sms me and admit that he/she was my elementary school friend. I don’t care, actually. I hate when someone want to know me but she/he (avoid gender issue) don’t want to say who is ‘one’. Tired to do like that. Wu liao eh!!
Just watched The Rose starring Ella SHE and other stars like bryan, then Gui, I still don’t remember his name. This story is quite hilarious but content many messages and real life problem that happen in our life, maybe, some day. The topic married is kind of easy thing in this drama, especially for Han Jin’s mother.
In a family, sometimes, parents do ‘not fair’ stuff to their children. The wrong one, they can say that is true and vice versa. Duh look like the sentence before is wrong in grammar or arrangement. Ah don’t care!! That is me, xi huan don’t care!!
Thursday, December 11, 2003
Menghitung hari, detik demi detik…..
Boring day!! Yesterday I went to dentist to make my teeth better but…
The dentist decided to eliminate one of my teeth. Ouch, hen dong eh!!!
Buat tambal dan cabut doang takes 250rb!! Besok I go there again n will be bankrupt in only half an hour.
ADS called again!! Asking about penjemputan and accommodation. I don’t know whether the accommodation I have chosen is the right one or not!! Hopefully, it is the right one and don’t create many trouble in future.
Update my blog after few days! Boring day and I haven’t started to watch The Rose. I know the drama is interesting but I am lazy to go to rental. Lazy to answer the owner’s question about my future study. I just don’t like it. And in television, I can watch many drama, but most of them are wuxias. Mei wen thi lah.
Oh ya, Khe Sou Liang aka siau hei ge passed away. He was an actor, singer and also, don’t know how to mention his ‘brave’ acts, xtreme sporter ? he was the stutment for Dao Ming Tse in MG 2, he drove the red car. Remember, guys ? the accident that caused DMS lost his memory ? the trip that DMS take to meet San Chai? If u r fans of MG, u must know that scene I talked about. I send my condolence (bener ga sih tulisnya ??) to his family.
This afternoon, I was called by top daily newspaper pooling staff, asking questions regarding banking problem and pemilu and this polling will be on paper on Sunday or Monday. I think this is the second time Kompas called, the first one was maybe 4 years ago, also asking almost the same questions about the pemilu (OMG!! I don’t remember what pemilu called in English).
Boring day!! Yesterday I went to dentist to make my teeth better but…
The dentist decided to eliminate one of my teeth. Ouch, hen dong eh!!!
Buat tambal dan cabut doang takes 250rb!! Besok I go there again n will be bankrupt in only half an hour.
ADS called again!! Asking about penjemputan and accommodation. I don’t know whether the accommodation I have chosen is the right one or not!! Hopefully, it is the right one and don’t create many trouble in future.
Update my blog after few days! Boring day and I haven’t started to watch The Rose. I know the drama is interesting but I am lazy to go to rental. Lazy to answer the owner’s question about my future study. I just don’t like it. And in television, I can watch many drama, but most of them are wuxias. Mei wen thi lah.
Oh ya, Khe Sou Liang aka siau hei ge passed away. He was an actor, singer and also, don’t know how to mention his ‘brave’ acts, xtreme sporter ? he was the stutment for Dao Ming Tse in MG 2, he drove the red car. Remember, guys ? the accident that caused DMS lost his memory ? the trip that DMS take to meet San Chai? If u r fans of MG, u must know that scene I talked about. I send my condolence (bener ga sih tulisnya ??) to his family.
This afternoon, I was called by top daily newspaper pooling staff, asking questions regarding banking problem and pemilu and this polling will be on paper on Sunday or Monday. I think this is the second time Kompas called, the first one was maybe 4 years ago, also asking almost the same questions about the pemilu (OMG!! I don’t remember what pemilu called in English).
Wednesday, December 03, 2003
lagunya Lee hom :)
nice song!!
《你不在 (You’re Not Here)》
曲：王力宏 | 词：李焯雄/陈镇川
忆星音乐 http://www.tt78.com
当世界只剩下这床头灯 你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身 无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分 如果渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞 wo
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难挨 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在
我受了伤在偷偷好起来 但你不在 不在
忆星音乐 http://www.tt78.com
时间再按下许多次快门 沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨 孤单一人份 你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温 怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对 我不得不承认 wo
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难挨 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在 wo
我受了伤再偷偷好起来 但你不在 wo
Bridge 那些摇摆 我都明白 都明白
但你不在 爱已不在 不在
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
一个人分饰两角的恋爱 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在 wo
像空气般不存在 再没有痕迹的爱
你不在 当我需要你的爱 你不在
ni bu zai
dang shi jie zhi sheng xia zhe chuang tou deng ni na bian shi zao chen
yi jing chu men
wo ce shen gan dao ni zai zhuan shen wu shu mo sheng ren zheng zai deng
xia yi ge luu deng
yi zai cuo shen bi ci cui ruo de shi fen ru guo ke wang yi ge wen de yu
wen
wo guan le deng hei an ba wo pin tun wo
ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ai ni que bu zai wo
wu jin deng dai xiang du bai de nan ai wo
ni bu zai gao xing hai shi bei ai ni dou bu zai
wo shou le shang zai tou tou hao qi lai dan ni bu zai bu zai
shi jian zai an xia xu duo ci kuai men chen mo li ting jian zhuan dong
de miao zhen
yi ge ren chi fan zhe ge ling chen gu dan yi ren fen ni di sheng shuo
ni you bie ren
wo de hua tong zhi you zi ji de ti wen zen yang ren zhen ye bu yi ding
cheng zhen
ni shuo de dui wo bu de bu cheng ren wo
ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ai ni que bu zai wo
wu jin deng dai xiang du bai de nan ai wo
ni bu zai gao xing hai shi bei ai ni dou bu zai wo
wo shou le shang zai tou tou hao qi lai dan ni bu zai wo
Bridge na xie yao bai wo dou ming bai dou ming bai
dan ni bu zai ai yi bu zai bu zai
ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ai ni que bu zai wo
yi ge ren fen shi liang jiao de lian ai wo
ni bu zai gao xing hai shi bei ai ni dou bu zai wo
xiang kong qi ban bu cun zai zai mei you hen ji de ai
ni bu zai dang wo xu yao ni de ai ni bu zai
nice song!!
《你不在 (You’re Not Here)》
曲：王力宏 | 词：李焯雄/陈镇川
忆星音乐 http://www.tt78.com
当世界只剩下这床头灯 你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身 无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分 如果渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞 wo
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难挨 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在
我受了伤在偷偷好起来 但你不在 不在
忆星音乐 http://www.tt78.com
时间再按下许多次快门 沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨 孤单一人份 你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温 怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对 我不得不承认 wo
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
无尽等待像独白的难挨 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在 wo
我受了伤再偷偷好起来 但你不在 wo
Bridge 那些摇摆 我都明白 都明白
但你不在 爱已不在 不在
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在 wo
一个人分饰两角的恋爱 wo
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在 wo
像空气般不存在 再没有痕迹的爱
你不在 当我需要你的爱 你不在
ni bu zai
dang shi jie zhi sheng xia zhe chuang tou deng ni na bian shi zao chen
yi jing chu men
wo ce shen gan dao ni zai zhuan shen wu shu mo sheng ren zheng zai deng
xia yi ge luu deng
yi zai cuo shen bi ci cui ruo de shi fen ru guo ke wang yi ge wen de yu
wen
wo guan le deng hei an ba wo pin tun wo
ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ai ni que bu zai wo
wu jin deng dai xiang du bai de nan ai wo
ni bu zai gao xing hai shi bei ai ni dou bu zai
wo shou le shang zai tou tou hao qi lai dan ni bu zai bu zai
shi jian zai an xia xu duo ci kuai men chen mo li ting jian zhuan dong
de miao zhen
yi ge ren chi fan zhe ge ling chen gu dan yi ren fen ni di sheng shuo
ni you bie ren
wo de hua tong zhi you zi ji de ti wen zen yang ren zhen ye bu yi ding
cheng zhen
ni shuo de dui wo bu de bu cheng ren wo
ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ai ni que bu zai wo
wu jin deng dai xiang du bai de nan ai wo
ni bu zai gao xing hai shi bei ai ni dou bu zai wo
wo shou le shang zai tou tou hao qi lai dan ni bu zai wo
Bridge na xie yao bai wo dou ming bai dou ming bai
dan ni bu zai ai yi bu zai bu zai
ni bu zai dang wo zui xu yao ai ni que bu zai wo
yi ge ren fen shi liang jiao de lian ai wo
ni bu zai gao xing hai shi bei ai ni dou bu zai wo
xiang kong qi ban bu cun zai zai mei you hen ji de ai
ni bu zai dang wo xu yao ni de ai ni bu zai
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