wo hao nan guo
hau xiang mei you direction of life
dont know what to do and no one i can ask for about this
What can i do? Go to capital city?Ihate there because lots of pejabat teras
i wish i can go back to sydney, i think that is the place where i belong....
Please help me God!!
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
kaget, aneh try to gabung kembali
well, just now chat through fb with some old friends
well on the other side try to make up with one of friend who i thinked has miss understood me for long time and been greedy with money
kaget aja tuh
ternyata kalo kumpul rame jg seh but the distance separated us all apart
well on the other side try to make up with one of friend who i thinked has miss understood me for long time and been greedy with money
kaget aja tuh
ternyata kalo kumpul rame jg seh but the distance separated us all apart
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
The hard of 2009
There are many things happened in the past few months. Last month, I lost my aunty. I never expect this to be happened so soon and sudden. She got heart attack and too late to be hospitalize as my cousin said. When people got first heart attack, he/she should consumed one kind of medicine, but my aunt didn’t. Well, you can say that this is destiny; you cannot refuse or accept it the way it was. The one thing that I really regret was she didn’t really enjoy her life; she has to work hard all through her life. Her adopted son was so disappointed; all he wants is money money and money. And his father was so unbelievable crazy. Why I say crazy? This is because he don’t have any basic, even to decided where to buried my aunty. He even has to ask his big brother, all the decided should be decided by his big brother???? Emang bener2 gila deh, co kaya gitu kaga punya pendirian, apa2 mesti org laen yg menentukan. Emang nasib nasib, apa mau dikata lagi. Then, after the burial then arised some other non sense excuses and reason to ‘throw’ away his son. Why you have to adopt a child if you don’t want to take responsible of him/her?
The next other thing was I resigned again for this latest job. The manager asked me to go to the plantation again and I refused to go then she got angry and complained that I have to work as she ordered, if not then don’t work, she even try to scary me that she will fire one of the employee. What the hell is this to do with me? You want to fire your employee, it was ur business, not mine, I don’t care at all. Then I just found out that most of the employees there dont like her. As she was employed and then reacted with her new role but don’t cooperate with other division, and even as other division to follow her instructions. Mana ada yg kaya begitu, ada juga saling menyesuaikan diri and melebur sambil kerja sama.
Now I am jobless and still cant find which way to follow. Parents are already asked me to form a family but this is hard thing to do. To find a job now is difficult, how can I form a family? It is not as easy as they think. All of my dreams are haven’t come true. I need to go back to the city that I felt happy and sad, which I spend some time there. So envy with W with the situation they have. Kapan g bisa kaya mereka? Rumah kecil sederhana ( I know that was not cheap but they enjoyed and happy) have nice life there, byk temen and kenalan.
The end of this time curhat :P
The next other thing was I resigned again for this latest job. The manager asked me to go to the plantation again and I refused to go then she got angry and complained that I have to work as she ordered, if not then don’t work, she even try to scary me that she will fire one of the employee. What the hell is this to do with me? You want to fire your employee, it was ur business, not mine, I don’t care at all. Then I just found out that most of the employees there dont like her. As she was employed and then reacted with her new role but don’t cooperate with other division, and even as other division to follow her instructions. Mana ada yg kaya begitu, ada juga saling menyesuaikan diri and melebur sambil kerja sama.
Now I am jobless and still cant find which way to follow. Parents are already asked me to form a family but this is hard thing to do. To find a job now is difficult, how can I form a family? It is not as easy as they think. All of my dreams are haven’t come true. I need to go back to the city that I felt happy and sad, which I spend some time there. So envy with W with the situation they have. Kapan g bisa kaya mereka? Rumah kecil sederhana ( I know that was not cheap but they enjoyed and happy) have nice life there, byk temen and kenalan.
The end of this time curhat :P
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Farewell and another story of life
Another mourning day!!
This time was the third time we lost one of the family members. It was my aunty. She has claimed sick since 2 weeks ago but didn’t cure well. Probably we don’t really know what the symptoms of the heart attack are until we have clear explanation about it from my cousin. She spend 7 days in hospital and the on Monday morning, said good bye to us and the go to heaven to us our Saviors and other family members that already there before. Farewell 3 ie, we always remember you as a nice person who care and love us. Now, our worries would be concentrated to hok as his dad cant be a good example. I am so disappointed of him now.
My new job
Well, I have found the new job recently but I don’t really like it. So I try to stay as long as I can while finding other that more suitable for me.
It is a plantation company that is not really well established. As part of my job is I have to go to the plantation to get the data which I don’t really know what that is. As I went to the field, I didn’t do anything, sadly, just wasting my time there. I don’t like it. Full of people smoking and when I told the manager that there are many people smoking there, she said just asked them to stop smoking.!!! What the hell? Where are you? This country never accept request like this. I will complain about this Monday and wont go to the field next day as they planned, let see what happen.
This last semester of 2009 has been tough for me, don’t know why. Hope next year would be better
This time was the third time we lost one of the family members. It was my aunty. She has claimed sick since 2 weeks ago but didn’t cure well. Probably we don’t really know what the symptoms of the heart attack are until we have clear explanation about it from my cousin. She spend 7 days in hospital and the on Monday morning, said good bye to us and the go to heaven to us our Saviors and other family members that already there before. Farewell 3 ie, we always remember you as a nice person who care and love us. Now, our worries would be concentrated to hok as his dad cant be a good example. I am so disappointed of him now.
My new job
Well, I have found the new job recently but I don’t really like it. So I try to stay as long as I can while finding other that more suitable for me.
It is a plantation company that is not really well established. As part of my job is I have to go to the plantation to get the data which I don’t really know what that is. As I went to the field, I didn’t do anything, sadly, just wasting my time there. I don’t like it. Full of people smoking and when I told the manager that there are many people smoking there, she said just asked them to stop smoking.!!! What the hell? Where are you? This country never accept request like this. I will complain about this Monday and wont go to the field next day as they planned, let see what happen.
This last semester of 2009 has been tough for me, don’t know why. Hope next year would be better
Sunday, November 29, 2009
confused or trauma?
well well
i am back to for for a week
a whole new job that i dont know what i have to do
so weird or I just trauma of the past ? i dont know
I have to find out or I have to work in Jakarta? upsss
so hopeless now
God, please lead me to find the way out of this problem!!
i am back to for for a week
a whole new job that i dont know what i have to do
so weird or I just trauma of the past ? i dont know
I have to find out or I have to work in Jakarta? upsss
so hopeless now
God, please lead me to find the way out of this problem!!
Sunday, November 08, 2009
jobs interview
Last week I got 2 job interviews
The first one was Palm Oil Company and the second one was Futures Company
For the first one, I have to wait about 30 mins before I can filled in application form and done some working related test. After that just simple ordinary interview, nothing special. The interviewer was quite nice but the whole building was empty with no people inside. I don’t know how many people were there. In the base floor and first floor, simply no people expect me in the first floor that did the test. Kayanya sih suka ama perusahaan ini but gimana ya? Duh bingung neh
The second interview was really shocking me, lots of ‘not enough water candidates’, why I said that, cos the word ‘ filling’ they don’t even know. The formal test was really crazy. First when I arrived there, I have to fill in the application form and then did the psychological tests. There were 4 kind of tests, logic about numbers, responds, pictorial and the last one was toefls(??? Weird), all the tests should be done in 120 seconds, about 10 questions each part. After that , waited for interview. The person interviewed me, I don’t really know that he was quite capable or not. And on Monday I have to come back to see the result whether ‘lolos’ or not. After that langsung deh ada pembekalan dan temen2nya. I don’t really that I like to join even I get into it. Ce me pan?
This curhat was mengerikan with strange language structure and forms
The first one was Palm Oil Company and the second one was Futures Company
For the first one, I have to wait about 30 mins before I can filled in application form and done some working related test. After that just simple ordinary interview, nothing special. The interviewer was quite nice but the whole building was empty with no people inside. I don’t know how many people were there. In the base floor and first floor, simply no people expect me in the first floor that did the test. Kayanya sih suka ama perusahaan ini but gimana ya? Duh bingung neh
The second interview was really shocking me, lots of ‘not enough water candidates’, why I said that, cos the word ‘ filling’ they don’t even know. The formal test was really crazy. First when I arrived there, I have to fill in the application form and then did the psychological tests. There were 4 kind of tests, logic about numbers, responds, pictorial and the last one was toefls(??? Weird), all the tests should be done in 120 seconds, about 10 questions each part. After that , waited for interview. The person interviewed me, I don’t really know that he was quite capable or not. And on Monday I have to come back to see the result whether ‘lolos’ or not. After that langsung deh ada pembekalan dan temen2nya. I don’t really that I like to join even I get into it. Ce me pan?
This curhat was mengerikan with strange language structure and forms
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
后悔
我很后悔
因为我找不对的工作. 为什么呢? 我也不知道.
This is the thing that I actually have to start weeks ago since I have resigned from that unlucky job.
This is the story about the wrong choice and did not trust my own instinct to make the decision. I have been working for an institution for a while and thinking of changing working environment. The opportunity then comes when some day in late of May 09, if I can remember; I saw a job adv in local newspaper that looking for some people that competent in the field that they are looking for. I try to apply to that job and a week later, got call from a ‘cruel person’ (I called it that way because of his attitude and behavior so awful) and asking me to send my application to his yahoo email. Then I try to send it and then the other person which is the investor called me and asked for a meeting to discuss the further possibility to join the company. I have to explain, first, that this is a service company that I went to. They have the investor who invest their money to this company and try to make benefit of it and then they also have operational crews to operate the company which is lead by this ‘cruel person’. At first, I was really happy that they (investor and ‘cruel person’) were so welcome and just simple interview between me and the investor. The investor seemed like me and want me to start asap. The next thing after the short and simple interview was send me to Jakarta to meet the director of finance because she needed to see me whether I appropriate with the job or not. I have even to spend one day ‘bolos’ from my previous company. I have the interview in 雅加达 in one early Friday in June and then a week later investor let me know that I was accepted and wish me to join the asap. At that time I still cant decide whether to join or not because of the LOI was totally week for me, did not the same as we talked through the verbal conversation. No much benefit I can get from the LOI, only the social welfare that I got, not like my previous company that we have pension plan, health insurance, 14 times of salary a year and almost a month salary for bonus. For that reasons, when the ‘cruel person’ send me the LOI, I was bit disappointed with the benefit they offered and decided to refuse the offer dispute the salary is quite ok for me at that time. Share this decision to my in-laws and she also agreed that I refused the offer. At that time I think that the problem was done. The case is CLOSED but what happened after 3-4 weeks later!!!!
The investor then called me again and raised the salary to make me agree to take the offer and he insisted at that time to talk to my mum since he was my mum’s high school friend. Hargain niat baik orang, that statement that make me take the offer which I regret till now. How come I was so blind at that time? Trust you feeling is the right instinct. After I decided to take the offer then I made a resign letter to my previous boss. He was so shock that I will out from the office. I can rate myself as best employee there because I can finish every problem that I have without his supervision and he even don’t know what I have done to finish the job and I never make any ‘trouble’ mistakes. So I officially will start my new job in the mid of August 09.
On the first day, I felt good because of the environment that I have known before. Oh I forgot to mention that before I have resigned I have join the new job in the afternoon to evening to learn something that I need to learn but actually I don’t learn anything because that was not really a TRAINING program. I spend almost 2-3weeks nights just to went to that office and learn nothing. S@#$!!! Wasting my time and my health. The first week, there was a lady who just told me, what is the job about and just give brief explanation what is BUDGET!!!!!! Well, didn’t explain how to make the report just telling me, it was easy, I can do it!! Sialan!!!! Then the next week later, come another lady who just care about the audit side. And this is also nothing since I don’t learn anything new or how to operate the job well.
The other part that I was lazy to tell was the behavior of the ‘cruel person’. When you facing with him, it was ok but his attitude will make you illfeel. Pokoknya ribet deh kl mau menjelaskan tentang orang itu, better to forget what he is like. Sometime, he will push you to do something that you actually don’t need to do. For eg, there was a event that cost for about IDR 7M, he insist to pay but the investor reject to pay then he threw this ‘shit’ to me. Ask me to finish the payment by just paying half of the amount. Who the HELL want to make dealing like this? You did the project and asking me to clean up ur rubbish? Well this is only one. It is ok, can be solved well. I thought this would be end but there came another one. The other event need to print some stuffs and he ask to much to print and the investor was asking why too many and then he ,again, ask me to cancel the print while the printing activity in the printing company already running? Am I just the cleaner??? Your OB? What the F###!!!!! There were other thing that I wont tell here cos makin dicerita makin kesel termasuk dengan pernyataan investor yang You just sit there become a doll and I don’t care anything yang penting income gue masuk terus dan benar!!!! Well, yang punya duit emang ga pernah pikir bahwa usaha orang bawah juga perlu dihargain dong, ga hanya kalian perhatikan income or revenue yang masuk.
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The problem was: wrong management with wrong people to manage this company. The investor was really really ordinary businessman with traditional management and while the new service company that they were trying to build was an international franchise company that (used) to have good reputation in it field (? I assumed?????). the operational crews included that ‘cruel person’ were wrong candidates to operate this new service company although those have experiences in it field for some of years but they did not melebur into local culture here.
I don’t even have the appropriate training to do this job. Keterlaluan deh
Every time ‘cruel person’ said that he was a bit of 华人gene, make me look down to him. Is every one blind that can not see that you are have 华人blood? 很黑又没有tampang that he deserved to be called as Chinese!!!!!!!!! Karna tidak bisa bersaing di lingkungan kita and ga tau malu to say he has teng lang hue in his body. Cih………. Ga tau malu ya? This issue make me a bit angry because bener2 ga tau malu ya!!!!
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Late of October 2009,
The long essay, the story of my bad experience in choosing the right job to do. Just trust you instinct and believe yourself.
因为我找不对的工作. 为什么呢? 我也不知道.
This is the thing that I actually have to start weeks ago since I have resigned from that unlucky job.
This is the story about the wrong choice and did not trust my own instinct to make the decision. I have been working for an institution for a while and thinking of changing working environment. The opportunity then comes when some day in late of May 09, if I can remember; I saw a job adv in local newspaper that looking for some people that competent in the field that they are looking for. I try to apply to that job and a week later, got call from a ‘cruel person’ (I called it that way because of his attitude and behavior so awful) and asking me to send my application to his yahoo email. Then I try to send it and then the other person which is the investor called me and asked for a meeting to discuss the further possibility to join the company. I have to explain, first, that this is a service company that I went to. They have the investor who invest their money to this company and try to make benefit of it and then they also have operational crews to operate the company which is lead by this ‘cruel person’. At first, I was really happy that they (investor and ‘cruel person’) were so welcome and just simple interview between me and the investor. The investor seemed like me and want me to start asap. The next thing after the short and simple interview was send me to Jakarta to meet the director of finance because she needed to see me whether I appropriate with the job or not. I have even to spend one day ‘bolos’ from my previous company. I have the interview in 雅加达 in one early Friday in June and then a week later investor let me know that I was accepted and wish me to join the asap. At that time I still cant decide whether to join or not because of the LOI was totally week for me, did not the same as we talked through the verbal conversation. No much benefit I can get from the LOI, only the social welfare that I got, not like my previous company that we have pension plan, health insurance, 14 times of salary a year and almost a month salary for bonus. For that reasons, when the ‘cruel person’ send me the LOI, I was bit disappointed with the benefit they offered and decided to refuse the offer dispute the salary is quite ok for me at that time. Share this decision to my in-laws and she also agreed that I refused the offer. At that time I think that the problem was done. The case is CLOSED but what happened after 3-4 weeks later!!!!
The investor then called me again and raised the salary to make me agree to take the offer and he insisted at that time to talk to my mum since he was my mum’s high school friend. Hargain niat baik orang, that statement that make me take the offer which I regret till now. How come I was so blind at that time? Trust you feeling is the right instinct. After I decided to take the offer then I made a resign letter to my previous boss. He was so shock that I will out from the office. I can rate myself as best employee there because I can finish every problem that I have without his supervision and he even don’t know what I have done to finish the job and I never make any ‘trouble’ mistakes. So I officially will start my new job in the mid of August 09.
On the first day, I felt good because of the environment that I have known before. Oh I forgot to mention that before I have resigned I have join the new job in the afternoon to evening to learn something that I need to learn but actually I don’t learn anything because that was not really a TRAINING program. I spend almost 2-3weeks nights just to went to that office and learn nothing. S@#$!!! Wasting my time and my health. The first week, there was a lady who just told me, what is the job about and just give brief explanation what is BUDGET!!!!!! Well, didn’t explain how to make the report just telling me, it was easy, I can do it!! Sialan!!!! Then the next week later, come another lady who just care about the audit side. And this is also nothing since I don’t learn anything new or how to operate the job well.
The other part that I was lazy to tell was the behavior of the ‘cruel person’. When you facing with him, it was ok but his attitude will make you illfeel. Pokoknya ribet deh kl mau menjelaskan tentang orang itu, better to forget what he is like. Sometime, he will push you to do something that you actually don’t need to do. For eg, there was a event that cost for about IDR 7M, he insist to pay but the investor reject to pay then he threw this ‘shit’ to me. Ask me to finish the payment by just paying half of the amount. Who the HELL want to make dealing like this? You did the project and asking me to clean up ur rubbish? Well this is only one. It is ok, can be solved well. I thought this would be end but there came another one. The other event need to print some stuffs and he ask to much to print and the investor was asking why too many and then he ,again, ask me to cancel the print while the printing activity in the printing company already running? Am I just the cleaner??? Your OB? What the F###!!!!! There were other thing that I wont tell here cos makin dicerita makin kesel termasuk dengan pernyataan investor yang You just sit there become a doll and I don’t care anything yang penting income gue masuk terus dan benar!!!! Well, yang punya duit emang ga pernah pikir bahwa usaha orang bawah juga perlu dihargain dong, ga hanya kalian perhatikan income or revenue yang masuk.
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The problem was: wrong management with wrong people to manage this company. The investor was really really ordinary businessman with traditional management and while the new service company that they were trying to build was an international franchise company that (used) to have good reputation in it field (? I assumed?????). the operational crews included that ‘cruel person’ were wrong candidates to operate this new service company although those have experiences in it field for some of years but they did not melebur into local culture here.
I don’t even have the appropriate training to do this job. Keterlaluan deh
Every time ‘cruel person’ said that he was a bit of 华人gene, make me look down to him. Is every one blind that can not see that you are have 华人blood? 很黑又没有tampang that he deserved to be called as Chinese!!!!!!!!! Karna tidak bisa bersaing di lingkungan kita and ga tau malu to say he has teng lang hue in his body. Cih………. Ga tau malu ya? This issue make me a bit angry because bener2 ga tau malu ya!!!!
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Late of October 2009,
The long essay, the story of my bad experience in choosing the right job to do. Just trust you instinct and believe yourself.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
After Wrong and big fatal decision
need to tell the story asap but too lazy to type
zhe me pan?
shei lai pang wa?
Lanjutan cerita moving to the next step off the job
I never really think that I will meet such cruel person in working condition
never never thought in my mind
kok ada gitu loh, org yg lebih jahat daripada org jahat di sinetron2 ?? how come?
but let yang berkuasa aja yang membalasnya aja
Well, after 1.5 month of working I have decided to quit this job. cos this job is actually suitable for me but the working condition doesnt support me
in 1.5 month I have loose lots of weight, in one side which is good but not good for my mind and mental.
zhe me pan?
shei lai pang wa?
Lanjutan cerita moving to the next step off the job
I never really think that I will meet such cruel person in working condition
never never thought in my mind
kok ada gitu loh, org yg lebih jahat daripada org jahat di sinetron2 ?? how come?
but let yang berkuasa aja yang membalasnya aja
Well, after 1.5 month of working I have decided to quit this job. cos this job is actually suitable for me but the working condition doesnt support me
in 1.5 month I have loose lots of weight, in one side which is good but not good for my mind and mental.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Confused
It has been a month since the interview
I got accepted but I rejected the offer but today the boss called and raised the salary also other request. what should I do? Take it or leave it? Dont know ...........
I got accepted but I rejected the offer but today the boss called and raised the salary also other request. what should I do? Take it or leave it? Dont know ...........
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Strange....
What should I do?
Strange…. The work loads in my division will be reduced??? What should I do? 2 reports have been dismissed and I don’t have to prepare it anymore unless there are foreign accounts.
Mgt report has been changed to FHL and been done by Headquarter, and my division only checking with the branch situation.
I think I should find the new job. Hopefully, the next target will call me for interview or other thing like that and get higher salary (off course…). T, WT and MS are quite clever as they are the ones who dare to resign quickly. I was happy for them and should I be the next?
The big brother seems weird and some kind likes to believe ‘feng shui’ or ‘mi shin’ of have his/her office in between two rooms. What is in his/her mind?
Ghost is being good the few last weeks. Talk to us and have a chit and chat. Strange… Everyone turn to strange people and change into other personality.
Another wish….. Moving abroad…when it will come true?
Wish me luck....
Strange…. The work loads in my division will be reduced??? What should I do? 2 reports have been dismissed and I don’t have to prepare it anymore unless there are foreign accounts.
Mgt report has been changed to FHL and been done by Headquarter, and my division only checking with the branch situation.
I think I should find the new job. Hopefully, the next target will call me for interview or other thing like that and get higher salary (off course…). T, WT and MS are quite clever as they are the ones who dare to resign quickly. I was happy for them and should I be the next?
The big brother seems weird and some kind likes to believe ‘feng shui’ or ‘mi shin’ of have his/her office in between two rooms. What is in his/her mind?
Ghost is being good the few last weeks. Talk to us and have a chit and chat. Strange… Everyone turn to strange people and change into other personality.
Another wish….. Moving abroad…when it will come true?
Wish me luck....
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Thursday, April 02, 2009
shock
jsut found sumtin in fesbuk and kaget....
and something that make me a but ngiri... but i dont read enough to step those steps
and something that make me a but ngiri... but i dont read enough to step those steps
Wednesday, March 04, 2009
Dia..
Why was the second semester of 2008 is about dia ? Is he/she my biggest enemy at the moment ? Experience, well. he/she ok enough but too licik
Wow..... ga bisa dipercaya
Again, problem with downstairs big bosss
i dont know why dia keep finding problem with me. Last month dia asked me to did the taxes payment which is the ghost can do it sendiri. Well this month because of ghost on long leave, she asking me to do the taxes payment. For me, doing this is ok, no big deal. the problem is the way she ORDERED "not asking with please etc" me to do it. Unless my boss ask me to do it, i'll do it right away.
Kenapa selalu envy with me ? cos her education is the lower compare to others???
i dont know why dia keep finding problem with me. Last month dia asked me to did the taxes payment which is the ghost can do it sendiri. Well this month because of ghost on long leave, she asking me to do the taxes payment. For me, doing this is ok, no big deal. the problem is the way she ORDERED "not asking with please etc" me to do it. Unless my boss ask me to do it, i'll do it right away.
Kenapa selalu envy with me ? cos her education is the lower compare to others???
Monday, December 29, 2008
Problem almost solved...
Last christmas eve, the down stair big boss ORDERED me to fix the unbalanced. Wow man!!!!, even my own big boss never give order like that to me. I called head office and they asked me to NOT TO fix the job because it wasnt my job decs and it is fully his/her job. They said, if everything should be down by me then i must be the big boss now!! thank you guys, you are really helping me solved the problem.
Well, while in finishing that job, huan ce hiok down stair claimed that i was arguing with her boss. And one of charlie's angels told me, that huan ce hoik down stair asked whether i was arguing with her boss. well, problem solved and i dont care anymore.
Probably my friends in head office has told her that this was her job to make it balanced. Tomorrow i will see whether it has been solved or not. Let's see tomorrow.
On New year I will be flying to Jkt :P, accompanying my mum :P and will be back to work on monday :P Yeahhhhh....
Well, while in finishing that job, huan ce hiok down stair claimed that i was arguing with her boss. And one of charlie's angels told me, that huan ce hoik down stair asked whether i was arguing with her boss. well, problem solved and i dont care anymore.
Probably my friends in head office has told her that this was her job to make it balanced. Tomorrow i will see whether it has been solved or not. Let's see tomorrow.
On New year I will be flying to Jkt :P, accompanying my mum :P and will be back to work on monday :P Yeahhhhh....
Monday, December 22, 2008
what happen to this earth??
I have two days off last week. And today I get back to work and felt that the situation has been different. Don’t know why and it seemed something has changed and I don’t care anymore. One of the staff gets an offer in other company and confused whether to take it or leave it. What I suggest was take it because he/she can learn more and more even the job almost the same.
My “not balance report” haven’t solved yet and I don’t want to care anymore. The downstairs big boss seemed to change her attitude a bit or probable something wrong in his/her family? Who knows?
My New Year wish is to get another job that I like. This is not because I don’t like my current job but….the people and environment around me that not support my progress to the top. The individuals don’t support the cooperation and sharing thing that we have in order to solve some problems. The way they do is hide every single mistake they have made and try to dig every other mistake that made by other else such a not cooperative attitude. What I like is we can share every single problem we have and solve it together. By doing this all of us can move to the next level and become a competent people, not like this. Jadi ga semangat lagi neh to work in this kind of situation. Every one become enemy and don’t know who is ur true friend and who is ur enemy because one can be double sided depends on the situation.
I have good news. One of my best friends is getting married. Her groom is also one of my friends. I think this was love at the first sigh(hmm I think misspelled here somehow), they haven’t talk for more than 20 years and when they met only one day, they can decide to be together. MIRACLE……
My “not balance report” haven’t solved yet and I don’t want to care anymore. The downstairs big boss seemed to change her attitude a bit or probable something wrong in his/her family? Who knows?
My New Year wish is to get another job that I like. This is not because I don’t like my current job but….the people and environment around me that not support my progress to the top. The individuals don’t support the cooperation and sharing thing that we have in order to solve some problems. The way they do is hide every single mistake they have made and try to dig every other mistake that made by other else such a not cooperative attitude. What I like is we can share every single problem we have and solve it together. By doing this all of us can move to the next level and become a competent people, not like this. Jadi ga semangat lagi neh to work in this kind of situation. Every one become enemy and don’t know who is ur true friend and who is ur enemy because one can be double sided depends on the situation.
I have good news. One of my best friends is getting married. Her groom is also one of my friends. I think this was love at the first sigh(hmm I think misspelled here somehow), they haven’t talk for more than 20 years and when they met only one day, they can decide to be together. MIRACLE……
Friday, December 05, 2008
well.... let's see
this week full of work and bit of tired because of those unfinished work
ada selisih di laporan and no one want to fixed it and every one seemed to agree that problem was mine. No one want to admit those mistakes were theirs.
and this afternoon 2 seniors attacked me and said that it was my duty to fixed it. ok it doesnt matter for me.
just wait my movement and see what i can do about that. dunno it is gud or bad .....
ada selisih di laporan and no one want to fixed it and every one seemed to agree that problem was mine. No one want to admit those mistakes were theirs.
and this afternoon 2 seniors attacked me and said that it was my duty to fixed it. ok it doesnt matter for me.
just wait my movement and see what i can do about that. dunno it is gud or bad .....
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Meeting again (not part of my jobdesc.....)
Last week, I went to Bandung to join Annual Secretary meeting. Started from home town, flied to Jakarta and then met up at ABM office and then altogether went to Bandung by bus.
The meeting was quite informative for me. Actually, I don’t have the right to join this meeting but because of the Big Boss order, then I went there to hear and report to him, what I have heard in that meeting.
Basically, the meeting was introducing new managers and his staffs that responsible for each problem. Then they discuss about the HR and its problems in branch.
While in Bandung, I went to Paris Van Java, the typical mall in that city. I found it very different compare to others malls in Indonesia. The design was close to nature with some stores that open like local store. It is modern but so local. Then I also went to Ciwok or they called it Cihampelas Walk. This was new experience for me. New concept that I can accept in this modern life.
I also met LC, that I haven’t met for long time, probably for about 5 years. She is in uni now and going to finish in 1.5 year’s time. I also meet 2c and her husband, also Kv who stayed new to the hotel I stayed.
New experience, more new people and from different department in that meeting
I need to handle my job quite well so I can get promoted soon or find other job that more challenging than this one or ……
The situation in office right now is good, despite that some people still acting annoying but it is ok as long as I don’t feel that is irritating.
The meeting was quite informative for me. Actually, I don’t have the right to join this meeting but because of the Big Boss order, then I went there to hear and report to him, what I have heard in that meeting.
Basically, the meeting was introducing new managers and his staffs that responsible for each problem. Then they discuss about the HR and its problems in branch.
While in Bandung, I went to Paris Van Java, the typical mall in that city. I found it very different compare to others malls in Indonesia. The design was close to nature with some stores that open like local store. It is modern but so local. Then I also went to Ciwok or they called it Cihampelas Walk. This was new experience for me. New concept that I can accept in this modern life.
I also met LC, that I haven’t met for long time, probably for about 5 years. She is in uni now and going to finish in 1.5 year’s time. I also meet 2c and her husband, also Kv who stayed new to the hotel I stayed.
New experience, more new people and from different department in that meeting
I need to handle my job quite well so I can get promoted soon or find other job that more challenging than this one or ……
The situation in office right now is good, despite that some people still acting annoying but it is ok as long as I don’t feel that is irritating.
Sunday, September 07, 2008
R A I N I N G
It's seem that the weather has changed/ This must be because the global warming.
This morning, before i went to church, it was little shower and didnt get you wet easily, but about 15 minutes later, it was heavy heavy rain. Till noon it still raining.....
I keep watching the 'ming zhong zu ding wo ai ni' yeahhhhhh
This morning, before i went to church, it was little shower and didnt get you wet easily, but about 15 minutes later, it was heavy heavy rain. Till noon it still raining.....
I keep watching the 'ming zhong zu ding wo ai ni' yeahhhhhh
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