Wednesday, October 31, 2012
The sign has been showned... it is the time to move on...
this morning, a super ridiculous event happened. Bule asked Tan to show him collection data from a complex and then Tan asked me to give it to Bule. bule said sit there and explain it to me, dont just throw the paper to him. Weks, I didnt really see the report yet so I just answer as far as i know. Then he got angry and said, You just cant work like this. You come here every morning and and leave without any one minute left (oh i forgot how he said this, but the point is, he is angry that I have to leave office on time because I has nothing to do...) What the hell is he talking? I am not busy and just sit there in the workstation and just waiting time to go home? Why did you hire me for the first place? u just can fire me if you want... I dont mind cos If i was wrong, it is ok, but if i am right, i will fight for it. then he called Tan, asked her if she is available for meeting with me and him at 2 pm, also the complex's manager.
At 2 pm, started the meeting and then bule started to yelling and said the manager, such an idiot, bloody idiot, you are doing nothing just come to office from monday to friday and at 4 just wait time to tick to 5 and then go home. I just so surprise with the manager's behavior, he is just so calm, and didnt show any reaction that usually can happened it somebody got yelled.
anyway, the meeting ended about an hour and then the manager had a little meeting with Tan. uh I didnt care at all.
Actually I had really really upset with the situation. i want to cry just to release my stress but I cant cry, dont know why, may be because this is not my mistake. Even Mat, the one who sit in front of me, know that Bule's main target of anger is Tan. May be after hearing that I felt a little bit calm. in the meeting, I just shock that bule's act was like that, just like uneducated people. he just acted like 'preman', his attitude showed that he want to hit manager, but he cant do it and he just blamed it to the meeting table which is hard to broke cos it was made from marmer ( uhh dont know how to write marmer in englih)
bule went out from office around 4 pm i think, then the secretary and Mat, just leave the office as soon as the time ticked to 5 pm... See.... everyone trying to make a good appearance to Bule and just go on time when he was not there. for me, Tan let me got at 5 is not Bule's business, if i had nothing to do, then what is the point spending the time longer in the office? I have other thing to spend. Everyday, Bule come to office around 9.30am and leave office around 6.30pm.... my analogy is he is spending the same working hour as we, other employees, he just have priviledge to come later, not on time and leave after general employees leave office at 5 pm. the same working hours, rite? his secretary, spending time with her bb, bule just do nothing... He only scared of COO? the one who can fire him?
Thanks God that I am not really angry, but it already make me lost interest in my job. Just try hard to apply to other job and pray more that I can get other better job and better environment.
I just almost unlucky with any job that I have. the first one is not satisfied with the $$, the others mostly, dissatisfied with the bosses...
God, help me... Mother Mary, please pray for me.....
Tuesday, October 30, 2012
He can listen to what you want ....
Lately, every morning, my phone will ring, a message from mobile provider advertising something.... in that habit, i always bear a habit, hope it came from Tan, sending message, she is sick... and then this morning when i heard the ringtone, i just hope not from provider.. well, it comes true... i know i am being cruel but just give me a pleasure for a short moment. She messaged that she got home late and her body was not right, hot and cold, also nose bleeding... just a reason.. but oklah, so i can work peacefully without being disturb... hope i can get another boss, prefer male.
in the after noon, bos bule looking for Tan, and i didnt give any announcement to him, the i told him that she was sick and sending message to me this morning, I just said, sorry pak, my mistake, wont do that anymore....i did it on purpose, she should told her boss that she is sick, right? I am not her kacung...
Thank you JC for making my day peacefully today...
At lunch's time, sharing this experience with the colleagues is fantastic!! they gave me a lot of supports and comments. thanks friends
Monday, October 29, 2012
hunting new job
uhhh actually I dislike to post things like this to blog but where can i curhat freely?
My week in hunting new job already started. i have send several application via jobstreet and waiting for the calls now. Hopefully I got the fish. in 10 days's time I want to attend Oz graduate job fair... pray for me that i got hooked to the best job that dont have to work on saturdays and great supervisors and bosses, not like that uneducated jerk that sit in the cubicle next to me... 燕 玲 Jia you!!!!You can do it!!!
Jesus, help me!!! and forgive my sins... Amin :)
Second post in 2012 and it will sum up all the things that happened in a year
in previous post I have stated that i have a new job. the job was admin assistant to a administrative manager... Wow, the title was so wow.. i started in nov 2, 2011, almost a year ago and i got accompanied from the person who resigned from this position for about 25 days after that I worked alone and did the searching on how to complete the job myself. The boss = Tan, at first gave a good impression but, 10 months later, i am sick of her and she is just suck.....
when talked about Tan.... my head started to burn....She is just completely suck and childish like uneducated person. Just like this afternoon, she warned me not to take the full lunch time just for lunch cos i have urgent review to be done. What? you just want the easy part only, i did the checks and you just pointed it out in the meeting in quick time without spending your brain thinking hard. if it was urgent, you can just go down stair to go to ATM to get some money or just walked around....
a month ago, Tan told me to come early every morning cos it was budgeting month. just 'bingung', what for? the meeting started at 9am and i have to come early just to be your 'kacung'? no way..... the point that i come early just to set up the laptop and connected it to the projector. That is!!!! so simple only take 5 mins to set that, right? just unbelievable...... This happened because she dont like me to talk to the purchasing staff that a good friend of mine, a friend to share the working stuff. i just dont understand why she dislike me talking to the purchasing staff. 2 person before me, also treated this way to, got warning about talking to the purchasing staff. What so great from the purchasing staff till Tan got afraid or envy every time i talked to her???
Tan is sick in health and mind... hope she can 'go' smooth in curing her sickness or I just get new job.. .Come new job, come to me.. please... really need it asap....
first post in 2012
it has been almost two years since the last post......there were lots of things happened. i got job in jakarta, in one of the biggest property group in the nation. it paid well, but the boss shows her evil and childish side after a year i worked with her...time to move on and i have applied to few other company. i just dont want to rewrite again...but i need to plug in tis blog so it can be read in the future.
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
last few post before 2011
It has been along time since the last post. Well,I know it, but I was too lazy to type and post. I am kind of addicted to FB games that required me to online everyday just to check the game. Well, I am officially addicted because I had nothing to do since I had lost my last job last year and I haven’t found new one since the. Pathetic, right? I know but what can I do? It seemed that I had been cursed that I cant find the job that I want and I don’t even know what kind of works that I need and will be my interest.
In few days time, I will try to type and tell what are my thinkings this year after losing job, my views and opinions about other in this city’s society.
Lately, I was annoyed by the pregnancy’s term. Why? It was because of L&S. Sorry to hide the right names. They got married legally in one month of this year and less that 40 weeks of their married, a son has ‘come’ out and it claimed the baby was 40 weeks when got delivered. In this society, from my point of view, it means that ‘doing thing(睡在一起)’ before married. The couple has been so proud with the baby. Well, of course, in Chinese tradition, first son or first grandson is a honor, as the continuing of the family. If this condition happened to family in ‘bule’ country, it ok. No problem but If this happened in my family, I cant imagine what will the world become. Hahaha.
The thing disturbing is how to count week of pregnancy? Once, my sister in law told me, that if the first pregnancy, the baby will be less that 9 months in mother’s womb cos the mum still ‘young’, can’t count the period, but in the case I have given above, the mum said, the baby is 40 weeks n 1 day and she got difficulty in delivered. I have heard lots of story about delivery and I know there are lots of videos in youtube about the delivery but I have no dare to watch it, but I have the eagery to know about it. This the thing that I never thought before. I know the delivery process would be easy or difficult, it depends on the mum and her condition at that time. And it is true that the process will involve ‘life or death’ of a mum. So Mum is soo soo soo 伟大. Before hearing L&S story, I have read N&G’s blog about their delivering process. May be because of different country, the rules also different and I think that other that this country, the process will be ok. (--- apa maksudnya coba???)
Waks, the story about ‘pregnancy’ is done. Huh, I cant write it longer, Why why why??? 我会好好加油!!!
Married life
As a custom in Chinese family, a girl must be married, or you can say that it is a fixed rule that a woman must be married. If not, it will be negative view from the elders. I just cant understand it, that some of the people still believe this view, especially people that has educated ( I mean here is the people who has bachelor or master degree, and old/eldery). Well, Married is never across in my mine, till now. Lots of thing has to be done to reach the married life. It just not u and me, but the whole 2 family( as said in the dramas). This is true. Combination of 2 different people that spend the rest of their life together and never be separated unless death. For some people, married is easy and simple, they do it just perfectly the role but some are difficult.
For example, my aunty got ‘unwealthy’ husband and had to spend about 20+ year of her to be with him and prepare every thing for him. But what had she got? I think, nothing, nil. Yang ada, tiap tahun banjir, beresin, hidup pas2an, berantem terus, no good communication. Yang suami selalu mendengerkan suara2 dari abang ato sodara2 kandungnya tanpa memikirkan apa keinginan istri atau berkomunikasi dengan baik dan tanpa rahasia. My mum even said, my aunty has 苦命 till end of her life. At least, her last ‘home’ is settled good enough for her. That is only she got at the end of her life. I am soooo missing her.
Other case, good married life, but has no children, is also a problem. In Chinese tradition (again), child is a must, if not they will consider, not lucky and just blame the woman. The parents will blame the bride for can not born the babies without thinking or considering whose fault actually. Beside that, if the first child is not a boy or the couple can not have baby boy, it also consider ‘unluck’ cos can’t continuing their family line. The wife always be blamed, so picky I still remember my biology teacher in SMU, she taught us that the man/husband who determined they gonna have baby girl or baby boy cos man has XY chromosomes and women has YY chromosomes which will give the chromosomes equally to her child. So please….. blame the man/husband who has different chromosomes. Don’t blame the women!!!!!
Few of my friends has married outside the country. And what I can see from them is they are not having babies as soon as they get married, they has tendency to hold to have babies, I don’t know why but I think it is really good so each other can understand better what he/she. For the one who has married di negara2 lain, g liat sih ada happily ever after although without kehadiran baby cos biaya hidup di luar sana tuh gede banget. One think I envy is they are workers and they can have enough money for them to travel ke luar negeri, jalan2. While yg tinggal di indo, walahhhhh, sama2 pekerja tapi kesempatan untuk jalan2 ke luar negeri minim sekali. Perbedaan yg sangat menyolok. So envy with their life, yang bisa jalan2 ke asia timur, eropa tiap tahun while mereka masih muda. Kl di indo, yg jalan2 malah yang tua, yg udah mulai start to pension. What a different!!!
Dah married, punya anak juga masalah, sorry these all in the view of negative side of married hahaha. Gimana cara mendidik anak jg menjadi masalah ke depan. Ada yang karna anaknya ga byk, jadi dimanja banget. Jaman skrg udah ga kaya dulu lagi, punya anak banyak2. Paling byk 1-3 doang. Ada yang berhasil mendidik anaknya disiplin, terbuka and kreatif. Ada juga yang membiarkan anaknya berkembang sendiri menyesuaikan diri dengan lingkungan. Tapi kenyataan yang ada. Kebanyakan dimanja berlebihan. If compare to my childhood, my mum never care too much with my study. Kl sekarang, ortu sibuk ikut anaknya skul, bikinkan pr ato prakaryanya, jadinya anaknya manja banget. Trus ada juga yg anaknya emang ‘kali bakat’ ga suka skul, buku pelajaran ga rapi, acak2an, tapi bisa aja lulus, ada jg yg rapi banget, rajin, pinter tapi ya biasa2 aja. Yg ga tahan sih kl anaknya ce, ga rapi n cuek ama sekitar serta cuek jg ama pelajarannya. Duh pusing…….. yang enak sih, kl bisa mendidik anaknya terbuka, teratur, takut ama orang tua, disiplin tapi ga kepo haha. No one is perfect but try to be perfect is good!!
This last few years I have learn a lot about Chinese traditions. So many that never been taught in life, I have learned it from tv shows and readings. In Taiwan, so easy to determined the bride has been pregnant or not when their wedding ceremony is taking out. Kl yg married, the bridenya bakal dipayungin payung item, means dah lagi hamil. Kl yg ga hamil, dipayungin pake talam dr bahan grass. And 家出去的女儿 是波出去的水. Kejam banget neh istilah. Anak gadis yang dinikahkan diartikan air yang sudah disiram keluar, ga bisa balik lagi, so the girl has to listen to her husband’s words. And urusan di 娘家sudah tidak menjadi urusan the girl lagi. Cruel hah?
Different religion jg a problem that had to be considered, beda agama beda cara pendidikan dan pengajaran. From what I see, yg Kristen, terutama yang kuat n rajin pelayanannya, will serahkan semuanya kepada Tuhan lewat doa2nya. So pasti selalu doa. Yg KAtolik, ya rajin ke gereja, gitu doang. Different ways of life will make the different of life quality.
The last 2 jobs that I had
Not bad sih, Cuma ya terjepit di tengah and salah g juga se, kaga minta training 1 bulan dulu, dah langsung tempur begitu, trus dikerjaain lagi ama bullshit people in the team. Udah gitu, g juga kaga ada pengalaman or bayangan bagaimana kerja di hotel, tapi mendengar penjelasan dorang ‘accors’ di pusat seh, gampang lah. Begitu juga pemikiran g, lah orang laen aja bisa, g jg mesti bisa dong. nah ini malah menjadi trauma buat g, and g klaim bahwa that job made me lost few kgs of my fat wahaha, in unhealthy way. Never thought I will met sucks people in the team. Yang ternyata tidak suka dengan kehadiran g di bagian financenya. I love finance job but –not to be idealist- environment also a factor in a job situation. Agak nyesal sih, melepas kerjaan di Rabo (yg gajinya pas2an tapi g hepi). Bisa kerja dengan konsen, meskipun kadang2 stress, but it a responsibility yang g suka. It already become habit kl kerja di rabo. 真的很后悔 melepas kerjaan di sana but nasi sudah menjadi bubur and to wake up again, is not an easy way to do.
Kerjaan berikutnya sih di plantation, yah ketemu bos aneh juga. Yg kaga ada kontrak kerja, trus suruh2 masuk hutan. And kerjain g, minta g terjemahkan laporan, yg secara ga sengaja, g ketemu terjemahannya di salah satu file di computer network. Emang g penerjemah? Minta g terjemahin laporan. Kan ga bener, meskipun lu bos. And also asking for lembur till midnite. Orang laen yg kerja di jkt aje kaga lembur ampe midnite, neh di kota kecil, lembur sampe midnite? Kaga salah? Well, I sooo have no luck n destiny with this company.
Next problem is how can I ‘wake up’ ? who to cure me? I am in deep ‘sick’ and need to be cure asap!!!!! Helppppppp 我生病!了谁来医?
In few days time, I will try to type and tell what are my thinkings this year after losing job, my views and opinions about other in this city’s society.
Lately, I was annoyed by the pregnancy’s term. Why? It was because of L&S. Sorry to hide the right names. They got married legally in one month of this year and less that 40 weeks of their married, a son has ‘come’ out and it claimed the baby was 40 weeks when got delivered. In this society, from my point of view, it means that ‘doing thing(睡在一起)’ before married. The couple has been so proud with the baby. Well, of course, in Chinese tradition, first son or first grandson is a honor, as the continuing of the family. If this condition happened to family in ‘bule’ country, it ok. No problem but If this happened in my family, I cant imagine what will the world become. Hahaha.
The thing disturbing is how to count week of pregnancy? Once, my sister in law told me, that if the first pregnancy, the baby will be less that 9 months in mother’s womb cos the mum still ‘young’, can’t count the period, but in the case I have given above, the mum said, the baby is 40 weeks n 1 day and she got difficulty in delivered. I have heard lots of story about delivery and I know there are lots of videos in youtube about the delivery but I have no dare to watch it, but I have the eagery to know about it. This the thing that I never thought before. I know the delivery process would be easy or difficult, it depends on the mum and her condition at that time. And it is true that the process will involve ‘life or death’ of a mum. So Mum is soo soo soo 伟大. Before hearing L&S story, I have read N&G’s blog about their delivering process. May be because of different country, the rules also different and I think that other that this country, the process will be ok. (--- apa maksudnya coba???)
Waks, the story about ‘pregnancy’ is done. Huh, I cant write it longer, Why why why??? 我会好好加油!!!
Married life
As a custom in Chinese family, a girl must be married, or you can say that it is a fixed rule that a woman must be married. If not, it will be negative view from the elders. I just cant understand it, that some of the people still believe this view, especially people that has educated ( I mean here is the people who has bachelor or master degree, and old/eldery). Well, Married is never across in my mine, till now. Lots of thing has to be done to reach the married life. It just not u and me, but the whole 2 family( as said in the dramas). This is true. Combination of 2 different people that spend the rest of their life together and never be separated unless death. For some people, married is easy and simple, they do it just perfectly the role but some are difficult.
For example, my aunty got ‘unwealthy’ husband and had to spend about 20+ year of her to be with him and prepare every thing for him. But what had she got? I think, nothing, nil. Yang ada, tiap tahun banjir, beresin, hidup pas2an, berantem terus, no good communication. Yang suami selalu mendengerkan suara2 dari abang ato sodara2 kandungnya tanpa memikirkan apa keinginan istri atau berkomunikasi dengan baik dan tanpa rahasia. My mum even said, my aunty has 苦命 till end of her life. At least, her last ‘home’ is settled good enough for her. That is only she got at the end of her life. I am soooo missing her.
Other case, good married life, but has no children, is also a problem. In Chinese tradition (again), child is a must, if not they will consider, not lucky and just blame the woman. The parents will blame the bride for can not born the babies without thinking or considering whose fault actually. Beside that, if the first child is not a boy or the couple can not have baby boy, it also consider ‘unluck’ cos can’t continuing their family line. The wife always be blamed, so picky I still remember my biology teacher in SMU, she taught us that the man/husband who determined they gonna have baby girl or baby boy cos man has XY chromosomes and women has YY chromosomes which will give the chromosomes equally to her child. So please….. blame the man/husband who has different chromosomes. Don’t blame the women!!!!!
Few of my friends has married outside the country. And what I can see from them is they are not having babies as soon as they get married, they has tendency to hold to have babies, I don’t know why but I think it is really good so each other can understand better what he/she. For the one who has married di negara2 lain, g liat sih ada happily ever after although without kehadiran baby cos biaya hidup di luar sana tuh gede banget. One think I envy is they are workers and they can have enough money for them to travel ke luar negeri, jalan2. While yg tinggal di indo, walahhhhh, sama2 pekerja tapi kesempatan untuk jalan2 ke luar negeri minim sekali. Perbedaan yg sangat menyolok. So envy with their life, yang bisa jalan2 ke asia timur, eropa tiap tahun while mereka masih muda. Kl di indo, yg jalan2 malah yang tua, yg udah mulai start to pension. What a different!!!
Dah married, punya anak juga masalah, sorry these all in the view of negative side of married hahaha. Gimana cara mendidik anak jg menjadi masalah ke depan. Ada yang karna anaknya ga byk, jadi dimanja banget. Jaman skrg udah ga kaya dulu lagi, punya anak banyak2. Paling byk 1-3 doang. Ada yang berhasil mendidik anaknya disiplin, terbuka and kreatif. Ada juga yang membiarkan anaknya berkembang sendiri menyesuaikan diri dengan lingkungan. Tapi kenyataan yang ada. Kebanyakan dimanja berlebihan. If compare to my childhood, my mum never care too much with my study. Kl sekarang, ortu sibuk ikut anaknya skul, bikinkan pr ato prakaryanya, jadinya anaknya manja banget. Trus ada juga yg anaknya emang ‘kali bakat’ ga suka skul, buku pelajaran ga rapi, acak2an, tapi bisa aja lulus, ada jg yg rapi banget, rajin, pinter tapi ya biasa2 aja. Yg ga tahan sih kl anaknya ce, ga rapi n cuek ama sekitar serta cuek jg ama pelajarannya. Duh pusing…….. yang enak sih, kl bisa mendidik anaknya terbuka, teratur, takut ama orang tua, disiplin tapi ga kepo haha. No one is perfect but try to be perfect is good!!
This last few years I have learn a lot about Chinese traditions. So many that never been taught in life, I have learned it from tv shows and readings. In Taiwan, so easy to determined the bride has been pregnant or not when their wedding ceremony is taking out. Kl yg married, the bridenya bakal dipayungin payung item, means dah lagi hamil. Kl yg ga hamil, dipayungin pake talam dr bahan grass. And 家出去的女儿 是波出去的水. Kejam banget neh istilah. Anak gadis yang dinikahkan diartikan air yang sudah disiram keluar, ga bisa balik lagi, so the girl has to listen to her husband’s words. And urusan di 娘家sudah tidak menjadi urusan the girl lagi. Cruel hah?
Different religion jg a problem that had to be considered, beda agama beda cara pendidikan dan pengajaran. From what I see, yg Kristen, terutama yang kuat n rajin pelayanannya, will serahkan semuanya kepada Tuhan lewat doa2nya. So pasti selalu doa. Yg KAtolik, ya rajin ke gereja, gitu doang. Different ways of life will make the different of life quality.
The last 2 jobs that I had
Not bad sih, Cuma ya terjepit di tengah and salah g juga se, kaga minta training 1 bulan dulu, dah langsung tempur begitu, trus dikerjaain lagi ama bullshit people in the team. Udah gitu, g juga kaga ada pengalaman or bayangan bagaimana kerja di hotel, tapi mendengar penjelasan dorang ‘accors’ di pusat seh, gampang lah. Begitu juga pemikiran g, lah orang laen aja bisa, g jg mesti bisa dong. nah ini malah menjadi trauma buat g, and g klaim bahwa that job made me lost few kgs of my fat wahaha, in unhealthy way. Never thought I will met sucks people in the team. Yang ternyata tidak suka dengan kehadiran g di bagian financenya. I love finance job but –not to be idealist- environment also a factor in a job situation. Agak nyesal sih, melepas kerjaan di Rabo (yg gajinya pas2an tapi g hepi). Bisa kerja dengan konsen, meskipun kadang2 stress, but it a responsibility yang g suka. It already become habit kl kerja di rabo. 真的很后悔 melepas kerjaan di sana but nasi sudah menjadi bubur and to wake up again, is not an easy way to do.
Kerjaan berikutnya sih di plantation, yah ketemu bos aneh juga. Yg kaga ada kontrak kerja, trus suruh2 masuk hutan. And kerjain g, minta g terjemahkan laporan, yg secara ga sengaja, g ketemu terjemahannya di salah satu file di computer network. Emang g penerjemah? Minta g terjemahin laporan. Kan ga bener, meskipun lu bos. And also asking for lembur till midnite. Orang laen yg kerja di jkt aje kaga lembur ampe midnite, neh di kota kecil, lembur sampe midnite? Kaga salah? Well, I sooo have no luck n destiny with this company.
Next problem is how can I ‘wake up’ ? who to cure me? I am in deep ‘sick’ and need to be cure asap!!!!! Helppppppp 我生病!了谁来医?
Friday, June 18, 2010
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
nan guo
wo hao nan guo
hau xiang mei you direction of life
dont know what to do and no one i can ask for about this
What can i do? Go to capital city?Ihate there because lots of pejabat teras
i wish i can go back to sydney, i think that is the place where i belong....
Please help me God!!
hau xiang mei you direction of life
dont know what to do and no one i can ask for about this
What can i do? Go to capital city?Ihate there because lots of pejabat teras
i wish i can go back to sydney, i think that is the place where i belong....
Please help me God!!
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
kaget, aneh try to gabung kembali
well, just now chat through fb with some old friends
well on the other side try to make up with one of friend who i thinked has miss understood me for long time and been greedy with money
kaget aja tuh
ternyata kalo kumpul rame jg seh but the distance separated us all apart
well on the other side try to make up with one of friend who i thinked has miss understood me for long time and been greedy with money
kaget aja tuh
ternyata kalo kumpul rame jg seh but the distance separated us all apart
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
The hard of 2009
There are many things happened in the past few months. Last month, I lost my aunty. I never expect this to be happened so soon and sudden. She got heart attack and too late to be hospitalize as my cousin said. When people got first heart attack, he/she should consumed one kind of medicine, but my aunt didn’t. Well, you can say that this is destiny; you cannot refuse or accept it the way it was. The one thing that I really regret was she didn’t really enjoy her life; she has to work hard all through her life. Her adopted son was so disappointed; all he wants is money money and money. And his father was so unbelievable crazy. Why I say crazy? This is because he don’t have any basic, even to decided where to buried my aunty. He even has to ask his big brother, all the decided should be decided by his big brother???? Emang bener2 gila deh, co kaya gitu kaga punya pendirian, apa2 mesti org laen yg menentukan. Emang nasib nasib, apa mau dikata lagi. Then, after the burial then arised some other non sense excuses and reason to ‘throw’ away his son. Why you have to adopt a child if you don’t want to take responsible of him/her?
The next other thing was I resigned again for this latest job. The manager asked me to go to the plantation again and I refused to go then she got angry and complained that I have to work as she ordered, if not then don’t work, she even try to scary me that she will fire one of the employee. What the hell is this to do with me? You want to fire your employee, it was ur business, not mine, I don’t care at all. Then I just found out that most of the employees there dont like her. As she was employed and then reacted with her new role but don’t cooperate with other division, and even as other division to follow her instructions. Mana ada yg kaya begitu, ada juga saling menyesuaikan diri and melebur sambil kerja sama.
Now I am jobless and still cant find which way to follow. Parents are already asked me to form a family but this is hard thing to do. To find a job now is difficult, how can I form a family? It is not as easy as they think. All of my dreams are haven’t come true. I need to go back to the city that I felt happy and sad, which I spend some time there. So envy with W with the situation they have. Kapan g bisa kaya mereka? Rumah kecil sederhana ( I know that was not cheap but they enjoyed and happy) have nice life there, byk temen and kenalan.
The end of this time curhat :P
The next other thing was I resigned again for this latest job. The manager asked me to go to the plantation again and I refused to go then she got angry and complained that I have to work as she ordered, if not then don’t work, she even try to scary me that she will fire one of the employee. What the hell is this to do with me? You want to fire your employee, it was ur business, not mine, I don’t care at all. Then I just found out that most of the employees there dont like her. As she was employed and then reacted with her new role but don’t cooperate with other division, and even as other division to follow her instructions. Mana ada yg kaya begitu, ada juga saling menyesuaikan diri and melebur sambil kerja sama.
Now I am jobless and still cant find which way to follow. Parents are already asked me to form a family but this is hard thing to do. To find a job now is difficult, how can I form a family? It is not as easy as they think. All of my dreams are haven’t come true. I need to go back to the city that I felt happy and sad, which I spend some time there. So envy with W with the situation they have. Kapan g bisa kaya mereka? Rumah kecil sederhana ( I know that was not cheap but they enjoyed and happy) have nice life there, byk temen and kenalan.
The end of this time curhat :P
Saturday, December 12, 2009
Farewell and another story of life
Another mourning day!!
This time was the third time we lost one of the family members. It was my aunty. She has claimed sick since 2 weeks ago but didn’t cure well. Probably we don’t really know what the symptoms of the heart attack are until we have clear explanation about it from my cousin. She spend 7 days in hospital and the on Monday morning, said good bye to us and the go to heaven to us our Saviors and other family members that already there before. Farewell 3 ie, we always remember you as a nice person who care and love us. Now, our worries would be concentrated to hok as his dad cant be a good example. I am so disappointed of him now.
My new job
Well, I have found the new job recently but I don’t really like it. So I try to stay as long as I can while finding other that more suitable for me.
It is a plantation company that is not really well established. As part of my job is I have to go to the plantation to get the data which I don’t really know what that is. As I went to the field, I didn’t do anything, sadly, just wasting my time there. I don’t like it. Full of people smoking and when I told the manager that there are many people smoking there, she said just asked them to stop smoking.!!! What the hell? Where are you? This country never accept request like this. I will complain about this Monday and wont go to the field next day as they planned, let see what happen.
This last semester of 2009 has been tough for me, don’t know why. Hope next year would be better
This time was the third time we lost one of the family members. It was my aunty. She has claimed sick since 2 weeks ago but didn’t cure well. Probably we don’t really know what the symptoms of the heart attack are until we have clear explanation about it from my cousin. She spend 7 days in hospital and the on Monday morning, said good bye to us and the go to heaven to us our Saviors and other family members that already there before. Farewell 3 ie, we always remember you as a nice person who care and love us. Now, our worries would be concentrated to hok as his dad cant be a good example. I am so disappointed of him now.
My new job
Well, I have found the new job recently but I don’t really like it. So I try to stay as long as I can while finding other that more suitable for me.
It is a plantation company that is not really well established. As part of my job is I have to go to the plantation to get the data which I don’t really know what that is. As I went to the field, I didn’t do anything, sadly, just wasting my time there. I don’t like it. Full of people smoking and when I told the manager that there are many people smoking there, she said just asked them to stop smoking.!!! What the hell? Where are you? This country never accept request like this. I will complain about this Monday and wont go to the field next day as they planned, let see what happen.
This last semester of 2009 has been tough for me, don’t know why. Hope next year would be better
Sunday, November 29, 2009
confused or trauma?
well well
i am back to for for a week
a whole new job that i dont know what i have to do
so weird or I just trauma of the past ? i dont know
I have to find out or I have to work in Jakarta? upsss
so hopeless now
God, please lead me to find the way out of this problem!!
i am back to for for a week
a whole new job that i dont know what i have to do
so weird or I just trauma of the past ? i dont know
I have to find out or I have to work in Jakarta? upsss
so hopeless now
God, please lead me to find the way out of this problem!!
Sunday, November 08, 2009
jobs interview
Last week I got 2 job interviews
The first one was Palm Oil Company and the second one was Futures Company
For the first one, I have to wait about 30 mins before I can filled in application form and done some working related test. After that just simple ordinary interview, nothing special. The interviewer was quite nice but the whole building was empty with no people inside. I don’t know how many people were there. In the base floor and first floor, simply no people expect me in the first floor that did the test. Kayanya sih suka ama perusahaan ini but gimana ya? Duh bingung neh
The second interview was really shocking me, lots of ‘not enough water candidates’, why I said that, cos the word ‘ filling’ they don’t even know. The formal test was really crazy. First when I arrived there, I have to fill in the application form and then did the psychological tests. There were 4 kind of tests, logic about numbers, responds, pictorial and the last one was toefls(??? Weird), all the tests should be done in 120 seconds, about 10 questions each part. After that , waited for interview. The person interviewed me, I don’t really know that he was quite capable or not. And on Monday I have to come back to see the result whether ‘lolos’ or not. After that langsung deh ada pembekalan dan temen2nya. I don’t really that I like to join even I get into it. Ce me pan?
This curhat was mengerikan with strange language structure and forms
The first one was Palm Oil Company and the second one was Futures Company
For the first one, I have to wait about 30 mins before I can filled in application form and done some working related test. After that just simple ordinary interview, nothing special. The interviewer was quite nice but the whole building was empty with no people inside. I don’t know how many people were there. In the base floor and first floor, simply no people expect me in the first floor that did the test. Kayanya sih suka ama perusahaan ini but gimana ya? Duh bingung neh
The second interview was really shocking me, lots of ‘not enough water candidates’, why I said that, cos the word ‘ filling’ they don’t even know. The formal test was really crazy. First when I arrived there, I have to fill in the application form and then did the psychological tests. There were 4 kind of tests, logic about numbers, responds, pictorial and the last one was toefls(??? Weird), all the tests should be done in 120 seconds, about 10 questions each part. After that , waited for interview. The person interviewed me, I don’t really know that he was quite capable or not. And on Monday I have to come back to see the result whether ‘lolos’ or not. After that langsung deh ada pembekalan dan temen2nya. I don’t really that I like to join even I get into it. Ce me pan?
This curhat was mengerikan with strange language structure and forms
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
后悔
我很后悔
因为我找不对的工作. 为什么呢? 我也不知道.
This is the thing that I actually have to start weeks ago since I have resigned from that unlucky job.
This is the story about the wrong choice and did not trust my own instinct to make the decision. I have been working for an institution for a while and thinking of changing working environment. The opportunity then comes when some day in late of May 09, if I can remember; I saw a job adv in local newspaper that looking for some people that competent in the field that they are looking for. I try to apply to that job and a week later, got call from a ‘cruel person’ (I called it that way because of his attitude and behavior so awful) and asking me to send my application to his yahoo email. Then I try to send it and then the other person which is the investor called me and asked for a meeting to discuss the further possibility to join the company. I have to explain, first, that this is a service company that I went to. They have the investor who invest their money to this company and try to make benefit of it and then they also have operational crews to operate the company which is lead by this ‘cruel person’. At first, I was really happy that they (investor and ‘cruel person’) were so welcome and just simple interview between me and the investor. The investor seemed like me and want me to start asap. The next thing after the short and simple interview was send me to Jakarta to meet the director of finance because she needed to see me whether I appropriate with the job or not. I have even to spend one day ‘bolos’ from my previous company. I have the interview in 雅加达 in one early Friday in June and then a week later investor let me know that I was accepted and wish me to join the asap. At that time I still cant decide whether to join or not because of the LOI was totally week for me, did not the same as we talked through the verbal conversation. No much benefit I can get from the LOI, only the social welfare that I got, not like my previous company that we have pension plan, health insurance, 14 times of salary a year and almost a month salary for bonus. For that reasons, when the ‘cruel person’ send me the LOI, I was bit disappointed with the benefit they offered and decided to refuse the offer dispute the salary is quite ok for me at that time. Share this decision to my in-laws and she also agreed that I refused the offer. At that time I think that the problem was done. The case is CLOSED but what happened after 3-4 weeks later!!!!
The investor then called me again and raised the salary to make me agree to take the offer and he insisted at that time to talk to my mum since he was my mum’s high school friend. Hargain niat baik orang, that statement that make me take the offer which I regret till now. How come I was so blind at that time? Trust you feeling is the right instinct. After I decided to take the offer then I made a resign letter to my previous boss. He was so shock that I will out from the office. I can rate myself as best employee there because I can finish every problem that I have without his supervision and he even don’t know what I have done to finish the job and I never make any ‘trouble’ mistakes. So I officially will start my new job in the mid of August 09.
On the first day, I felt good because of the environment that I have known before. Oh I forgot to mention that before I have resigned I have join the new job in the afternoon to evening to learn something that I need to learn but actually I don’t learn anything because that was not really a TRAINING program. I spend almost 2-3weeks nights just to went to that office and learn nothing. S@#$!!! Wasting my time and my health. The first week, there was a lady who just told me, what is the job about and just give brief explanation what is BUDGET!!!!!! Well, didn’t explain how to make the report just telling me, it was easy, I can do it!! Sialan!!!! Then the next week later, come another lady who just care about the audit side. And this is also nothing since I don’t learn anything new or how to operate the job well.
The other part that I was lazy to tell was the behavior of the ‘cruel person’. When you facing with him, it was ok but his attitude will make you illfeel. Pokoknya ribet deh kl mau menjelaskan tentang orang itu, better to forget what he is like. Sometime, he will push you to do something that you actually don’t need to do. For eg, there was a event that cost for about IDR 7M, he insist to pay but the investor reject to pay then he threw this ‘shit’ to me. Ask me to finish the payment by just paying half of the amount. Who the HELL want to make dealing like this? You did the project and asking me to clean up ur rubbish? Well this is only one. It is ok, can be solved well. I thought this would be end but there came another one. The other event need to print some stuffs and he ask to much to print and the investor was asking why too many and then he ,again, ask me to cancel the print while the printing activity in the printing company already running? Am I just the cleaner??? Your OB? What the F###!!!!! There were other thing that I wont tell here cos makin dicerita makin kesel termasuk dengan pernyataan investor yang You just sit there become a doll and I don’t care anything yang penting income gue masuk terus dan benar!!!! Well, yang punya duit emang ga pernah pikir bahwa usaha orang bawah juga perlu dihargain dong, ga hanya kalian perhatikan income or revenue yang masuk.
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The problem was: wrong management with wrong people to manage this company. The investor was really really ordinary businessman with traditional management and while the new service company that they were trying to build was an international franchise company that (used) to have good reputation in it field (? I assumed?????). the operational crews included that ‘cruel person’ were wrong candidates to operate this new service company although those have experiences in it field for some of years but they did not melebur into local culture here.
I don’t even have the appropriate training to do this job. Keterlaluan deh
Every time ‘cruel person’ said that he was a bit of 华人gene, make me look down to him. Is every one blind that can not see that you are have 华人blood? 很黑又没有tampang that he deserved to be called as Chinese!!!!!!!!! Karna tidak bisa bersaing di lingkungan kita and ga tau malu to say he has teng lang hue in his body. Cih………. Ga tau malu ya? This issue make me a bit angry because bener2 ga tau malu ya!!!!
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Late of October 2009,
The long essay, the story of my bad experience in choosing the right job to do. Just trust you instinct and believe yourself.
因为我找不对的工作. 为什么呢? 我也不知道.
This is the thing that I actually have to start weeks ago since I have resigned from that unlucky job.
This is the story about the wrong choice and did not trust my own instinct to make the decision. I have been working for an institution for a while and thinking of changing working environment. The opportunity then comes when some day in late of May 09, if I can remember; I saw a job adv in local newspaper that looking for some people that competent in the field that they are looking for. I try to apply to that job and a week later, got call from a ‘cruel person’ (I called it that way because of his attitude and behavior so awful) and asking me to send my application to his yahoo email. Then I try to send it and then the other person which is the investor called me and asked for a meeting to discuss the further possibility to join the company. I have to explain, first, that this is a service company that I went to. They have the investor who invest their money to this company and try to make benefit of it and then they also have operational crews to operate the company which is lead by this ‘cruel person’. At first, I was really happy that they (investor and ‘cruel person’) were so welcome and just simple interview between me and the investor. The investor seemed like me and want me to start asap. The next thing after the short and simple interview was send me to Jakarta to meet the director of finance because she needed to see me whether I appropriate with the job or not. I have even to spend one day ‘bolos’ from my previous company. I have the interview in 雅加达 in one early Friday in June and then a week later investor let me know that I was accepted and wish me to join the asap. At that time I still cant decide whether to join or not because of the LOI was totally week for me, did not the same as we talked through the verbal conversation. No much benefit I can get from the LOI, only the social welfare that I got, not like my previous company that we have pension plan, health insurance, 14 times of salary a year and almost a month salary for bonus. For that reasons, when the ‘cruel person’ send me the LOI, I was bit disappointed with the benefit they offered and decided to refuse the offer dispute the salary is quite ok for me at that time. Share this decision to my in-laws and she also agreed that I refused the offer. At that time I think that the problem was done. The case is CLOSED but what happened after 3-4 weeks later!!!!
The investor then called me again and raised the salary to make me agree to take the offer and he insisted at that time to talk to my mum since he was my mum’s high school friend. Hargain niat baik orang, that statement that make me take the offer which I regret till now. How come I was so blind at that time? Trust you feeling is the right instinct. After I decided to take the offer then I made a resign letter to my previous boss. He was so shock that I will out from the office. I can rate myself as best employee there because I can finish every problem that I have without his supervision and he even don’t know what I have done to finish the job and I never make any ‘trouble’ mistakes. So I officially will start my new job in the mid of August 09.
On the first day, I felt good because of the environment that I have known before. Oh I forgot to mention that before I have resigned I have join the new job in the afternoon to evening to learn something that I need to learn but actually I don’t learn anything because that was not really a TRAINING program. I spend almost 2-3weeks nights just to went to that office and learn nothing. S@#$!!! Wasting my time and my health. The first week, there was a lady who just told me, what is the job about and just give brief explanation what is BUDGET!!!!!! Well, didn’t explain how to make the report just telling me, it was easy, I can do it!! Sialan!!!! Then the next week later, come another lady who just care about the audit side. And this is also nothing since I don’t learn anything new or how to operate the job well.
The other part that I was lazy to tell was the behavior of the ‘cruel person’. When you facing with him, it was ok but his attitude will make you illfeel. Pokoknya ribet deh kl mau menjelaskan tentang orang itu, better to forget what he is like. Sometime, he will push you to do something that you actually don’t need to do. For eg, there was a event that cost for about IDR 7M, he insist to pay but the investor reject to pay then he threw this ‘shit’ to me. Ask me to finish the payment by just paying half of the amount. Who the HELL want to make dealing like this? You did the project and asking me to clean up ur rubbish? Well this is only one. It is ok, can be solved well. I thought this would be end but there came another one. The other event need to print some stuffs and he ask to much to print and the investor was asking why too many and then he ,again, ask me to cancel the print while the printing activity in the printing company already running? Am I just the cleaner??? Your OB? What the F###!!!!! There were other thing that I wont tell here cos makin dicerita makin kesel termasuk dengan pernyataan investor yang You just sit there become a doll and I don’t care anything yang penting income gue masuk terus dan benar!!!! Well, yang punya duit emang ga pernah pikir bahwa usaha orang bawah juga perlu dihargain dong, ga hanya kalian perhatikan income or revenue yang masuk.
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The problem was: wrong management with wrong people to manage this company. The investor was really really ordinary businessman with traditional management and while the new service company that they were trying to build was an international franchise company that (used) to have good reputation in it field (? I assumed?????). the operational crews included that ‘cruel person’ were wrong candidates to operate this new service company although those have experiences in it field for some of years but they did not melebur into local culture here.
I don’t even have the appropriate training to do this job. Keterlaluan deh
Every time ‘cruel person’ said that he was a bit of 华人gene, make me look down to him. Is every one blind that can not see that you are have 华人blood? 很黑又没有tampang that he deserved to be called as Chinese!!!!!!!!! Karna tidak bisa bersaing di lingkungan kita and ga tau malu to say he has teng lang hue in his body. Cih………. Ga tau malu ya? This issue make me a bit angry because bener2 ga tau malu ya!!!!
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Late of October 2009,
The long essay, the story of my bad experience in choosing the right job to do. Just trust you instinct and believe yourself.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
After Wrong and big fatal decision
need to tell the story asap but too lazy to type
zhe me pan?
shei lai pang wa?
Lanjutan cerita moving to the next step off the job
I never really think that I will meet such cruel person in working condition
never never thought in my mind
kok ada gitu loh, org yg lebih jahat daripada org jahat di sinetron2 ?? how come?
but let yang berkuasa aja yang membalasnya aja
Well, after 1.5 month of working I have decided to quit this job. cos this job is actually suitable for me but the working condition doesnt support me
in 1.5 month I have loose lots of weight, in one side which is good but not good for my mind and mental.
zhe me pan?
shei lai pang wa?
Lanjutan cerita moving to the next step off the job
I never really think that I will meet such cruel person in working condition
never never thought in my mind
kok ada gitu loh, org yg lebih jahat daripada org jahat di sinetron2 ?? how come?
but let yang berkuasa aja yang membalasnya aja
Well, after 1.5 month of working I have decided to quit this job. cos this job is actually suitable for me but the working condition doesnt support me
in 1.5 month I have loose lots of weight, in one side which is good but not good for my mind and mental.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Confused
It has been a month since the interview
I got accepted but I rejected the offer but today the boss called and raised the salary also other request. what should I do? Take it or leave it? Dont know ...........
I got accepted but I rejected the offer but today the boss called and raised the salary also other request. what should I do? Take it or leave it? Dont know ...........
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